so called love

It was another Sunday, and it was still a sunny day. Early in the morning, Xiao Xia knocked on the door of Zhang Xixi's bedroom.It was Wang Yanghaobo who opened the door, and gave Xiao Xia a look of disapproval, then turned around, strode to the window sill, and kicked over the footbath with some water left in the middle of the ground.

The dormitory was a bit messy, but it was always clean.All kinds of shoes are scattered all over the place, and they work together to exude the smell snatched from the feet of their respective owners.Zhang Xixi's quilt hangs down from the edge of the bed, clothes are hung on the edge of the bed, underwear and white socks are hung to dry, there is a special drying room in the dormitory building, but they will simply hang such small items in the dormitory inside.

Early in the morning, the dormitory was filled with a sultry human body atmosphere.

Xiao Xia went straight to Zhang Xixi's bed. His bed was near the window, and at one or two o'clock in the afternoon on a sunny day, he always enjoyed the sunshine alone.

Xiao Xia stood on tiptoe, leaned her head forward, put her mouth next to Zhang Xixi's ear and asked softly, "Are you still asleep?"

Hearing the sound, Zhang Xixi turned his face facing the wall around, opened his eyes, and he had double eyelids.

Zhang Xixi glanced at Xiao Xia, said, "It smells like cigarettes", and fell asleep again hugging the pillow.

"These little eyes!" Xiao Xia said, "What time is it and you continue to sleep?"

"Today is Sunday." Zhang Xixi mumbled.

"Sunday is not given by Hades for nothing!" Xiao Xia said, "Sunday also occupies our lives."

"So?" Zhang Xixi asked.

"So get up quickly!" Xiao Xia said, stretching his hands into Zhang Xixi's quilt along the corner of the quilt drooping from the edge of the bed, and gave Zhang Xixi a firm five on the inner thigh.

"Ah!" Zhang Xixi called out softly.

This five made Zhang Xixi feel a warm current, and this kind of warm current came to him every once in a while.Today is at a critical point, so when Xiao Xia rubbed her hands like boys often play, this warm current was touched, and the psychology blossomed, and the physiology became gorgeous, it was only because of that It was Xiao Xia's hand.

Only Xiao Xia's hand can turn Zhang Xixi's body into clouds and rain; only Xiao Xia's hand can make Zhang Xixi feel that he has everything he wants after grasping it.

But Zhang Xixi never grabbed Xiao Xia's hand.

Zhang Xixi hurriedly lifted up the corner of the quilt, pressed it under his body, and wrapped himself up to prevent Xiao Xia's hand from coming in again. He was embarrassed and happy, anxious and reluctant, if something hadn't flowed out, he would have wished Xiao Xia's hand came in a few more times, but at this moment, he was afraid that Xiao Xia's hand would touch something sticky, and then it would be difficult to explain.

Yep!At that time, what did he care about whether he could explain it well?

"As for being so guarded like a jade!" Xiao Xia joked.

"As for!" Zhang Xixi responded.

"Get up, let's cheat on the street together." Xiao Xia said.

"Why is the sun coming out from the west today?" Zhang Xixi asked.

"The sun is still coming out from the east today." Wang Yanghaobo said looking out the window.The implication is, don't let him look for you, and you will be flattered and sigh that the sun is coming out of the west.

"Oh, I didn't ask you, I asked Xiao Xia." Zhang Xixi said.

"You didn't ask me, so I answered, what's wrong!" Wang Yanghaobo said, "You've been flirting all morning, have you taken me seriously?!"

"Brother, I've been here for less than 5 minutes, why is it so early in the morning?" Xiao Xia said.

"It sounds like a morning to me!" Wang Yanghaobo said with a bit of a stern voice.

Both Xiao Xia and Zhang Xixi didn't understand why Wang Yanghaobo reacted so strangely. It's so normal for classmates to visit each other's dormitories, play and joke with each other!He even said, "Do you take me seriously?"

"Get up and go shopping together!" Xiao Xia said again.The tone of his voice was calm and breezy, as if he was not affected by Wang Yanghaobo's emotions at all.

"No, I have to do my homework," Zhang Xixi said, "Mathematics is getting more and more difficult to enter the brain."

When he said this, he didn’t really mean to say that, he was just used to sitting on the cold bench of the person he likes, and when he was used to sitting on the cold bench, he would occasionally inadvertently let the person he liked shut the door, let the person he liked cool down, Come find the balance.

"Are you sure?" Xiao Xia asked.

"I'm sure my math is getting worse and worse." Zhang Xixi deliberately ran to answer the questions, in order to reverse the rejection he said earlier.He will never be unwilling to go shopping with Xiao Xia.

"Are you sure?" Xiao Xia asked.

"You can't do it!" Zhang Xixi understood Xiao Xia's question intentionally and viciously, in order to reverse the refusal.

"You can do it, just get up for me!" Xiao Xia stretched out his hand to push back Zhang Xixi's quilt.

"You step back first, and I'll be there later." Zhang Xixi said.In case Xiao Xia lifted his quilt and saw those sticky things, he would feel ashamed.

"What you say is what you say." Xiao Xia pinched Zhang Xixi's face, and left obediently.

Zhang Xixi was lying on the bed as if his whole body had been electrified. The current was not a transient one, but a long-lasting and continuous scatter on him. The more aftertaste, the stronger it became.

It was an ordinary morning with nothing special except that it was Sunday. In Zhang Xixi's heart, because of Xiao Xia's intrusion, it was filled with romantic, dizzy, and dreamy colors.But how could romance, vertigo and dreams be confined to this morning?From the moment Xiao Xia broke into Zhang Xixi's sight, romance, dizziness, and dreams, of course, there are many feelings related to beautiful love, which haunt Zhang Xixi from time to time. It may be because Xiao Xia inadvertently watched He slapped, it could be because Xiao Xia smiled at him inadvertently, it could be because Xiao Xia inadvertently rubbed his limbs, or it could be because Xiao Xia casually said a few ambiguous jokes.He is too easy to embellish Xiao Xia's behavior towards him. All Xiao Xia's inadvertent things will be thought of as maybe not inadvertent, or deliberate. Xiao Xia just looked at him on purpose, or smiled at him on purpose. For a while, it was to rub against him on purpose, to say ambiguous words on purpose.

Hormones in adolescence make it easy for people to have a magnificent imagination about love.

Schrödinger's cat, it is the human eye that determines the life and death of the cat.Zhang Xixi has never clearly pierced through the layer of window paper between him and Xiao Xia. Of course, this is because of his timidity. He has not yet reached the realm of being crazy about love. He is keen on ambiguity. How beautiful it feels to be shrouded in clouds, mist, and hazy!Although he kissed Xiao Xia before, it was after drinking, and men would also joke about kissing. Although he said to Xiao Xia, "I'm drunk for you", it was also after drinking, and "I'm drunk for you" can also be understood as "I'm drunk because of you"!It was indeed Xiao Xia's glass of wine that got him drunk!Maybe it will never be the right time to express love after drinking. Even if there is a kiss after drinking, it is difficult for the other party to take that kiss seriously, and it is difficult to take it seriously.So, although he had kissed him, and he had spoken weak words of love to him, in the final analysis, he was still ambiguous to him.

But sooner or later he will open the skylight to speak the truth, sooner or later he will shoot the arrow, he will not always be on the string, sooner or later he will see Xiao Xia's heart, sooner or later he will listen to Xiao Xia's talk, he does not want to live in ambiguity every day to entertain himself Le, yes, ambiguity makes him happy, and the ambiguous chaos makes his love in a state of "subjective idealism".

He feels that Xiao Xia likes him, and Xiao Xia's gourd sells the medicine of "like him", but after all, he cannot use self-confident subjective idealism to obtain real love.

"Wang Yanghao, look through my closet and help me get a pair of underwear." Zhang Xixi said.