so called love

Su Mei turned her head and said, "You can move it for me, there is nothing shameful in my desk."

Zhang Xixi started to move his hands. In Su Mei's desk, half of it was filled with exercise books, and half of it was scattered with small mirrors, combs, scissors, nail polish, and apples, oranges and bananas. He glanced at them. Looking at Xiao Xia's table, he also found apples, oranges and bananas.

He also saw a James wristband, a basketball club book, and a cute hand warmer in Xiao Xia's table, which probably belonged to Su Mei. Couples always exchanged information.

When Zhang Xixi moved these exercise books, he accidentally found three photo stickers sandwiched between them, each composed of four or five small photos, one of which was a single photo of Su Mei, One was all Xiao Xia's single photo, and the other was a group photo of the two of them. Zhang Xixi hurriedly took the one with Xiao Xia on it, and put it in his exercise book.Although this matter is trivial, it can be regarded as stealthy. Once the case occurs, Su Mei must be the first to suspect him, but he has already thought out his lines. It’s time to move it away, who told you not to do your own things!”.

When he went to sneak around, he only felt that there was something surrounding him behind him, urging him, and he had to pick up the photo to achieve the balance of force.

Sitting with Xiao Xia as he wished, he felt a sense of accomplishment, because he sat with Xiao Xia through his own efforts.

Zhang Xixi's sense of accomplishment is relatively simple. Whenever he wears out a shirt, wears out a pair of socks, and uses up a pen, he will have a sense of accomplishment, but this time, it is very fulfilling.

"Did you tell the teacher that Su Mei and I were dating?" Xiao Xia asked Zhang Xixi.But in Xiao Xia's view, it doesn't matter whether it's true or not, it's just a kind of small talk.

"No!"

"Then why did the teacher come in after talking with you in the morning and say incest or not?"

"Coincidence, coincidence is the way God appears anonymously," Zhang Xixi said, "like me sitting with you now."

"Why did you take the exam so many times this time?"

"Because I had a dream."

Xiao Xia looked at him curiously, wondering what kind of dream he had, that he had such an ability to fool people?When he looked at him, he was touched by his eyes again.With Xiao Xia, Zhang Xixi’s feelings are always inexplicably wonderful, probably like the situation where two magnets with the same poles face each other. When he gets close to Xiao Xia, he will feel a kind of obstruction, which is elastic and textured. Psychologically, he has a hanging heart, physically, he blushes, and in action, he is timid. Although he is brave enough, he is also timid enough.He tried to use a deliberate force to stick together with Xiao Xia, yes, stick together, but it seemed that there was another kind of natural force that repelled the same polarity to keep them at a distance—in fact, this natural force can be ignored— ——and can’t be stuck together, which is both wonderful, because there are always obstacles in the chase to be enjoyable, and sad, because to get love, you don’t just need a heart that thinks and sleeps and forgets to eat.Of course, we can't be subjective without trying to find the reason objectively.This deliberate power is not a power that has been completely spared, but a power that is restrained by the natural repulsion of the same pole. Can intentional power overcome nature?Just let go of it completely.Zhang Xixi knows that in this world, there is a saying that "man will conquer nature". He only needs to improve and improve his realm, so that obstacles can be ignored in his "fearless" realm. On that day, obstacles can be manifested in his psychology , can be manifested in his physiology, but it will no longer be manifested in his actions; on that day, he can clearly give the other party an explanation, with a hug with rubbing and sniffing, or with a hug with saliva and tongue A kiss, a cautious "I like you", or a strong "I love you", in short, I can't use a look, the eyes are too blurred, how can I convince the other party?On that day, that dangling heart and blushing face will be the romantic elements that inflame the flames, and on that day, the possibility will be gained only when the fruit of "embracing the beautiful woman back" is achieved.

"What dream?"

"A beautiful dream in the yellow beams, a dream in the South Key, a daydream."

"It's like not saying anything."

"It's all about your dreams." When Zhang Xixi said this sentence, he suddenly gave Xiao Xia a look, and suddenly realized that Su Mei was sitting next to him, only separated by an aisle.But next week, Zhang Xixi and Xiao Xia will sit on the southernmost side of the classroom, and Su Mei will sit on the northernmost side. At that time, the two will be far apart.

"It's still like not saying anything." Xiao Xia said, "Because I didn't understand."

"You better understand, but pretend not to understand." Zhang Xixi said with a smile.

They were sitting together, and his eyes could easily fall on him, and he no longer had to look back at him secretly, but he would still look at him secretly.

His eyes fell on his eyelids, on his middle, on his profile, on the crook of his arms, on his lips, on his chin-labial groove, on the folds of his clothes, on the heels of his shoes, on his Sometimes he took off his shoes in class, so his feet could be free and unrestricted, and he could "not be restrained" if he sat in the last row.

From now on, his eyebrows are in his heart, his eyes are in his heart, his silkworms are in his heart, his lips are in his heart, his dimples are in his heart, his feet are in his heart... he can see him In his heart, what he cannot see is also in his heart, his heart is simply his abyss, simply!

Because they sat at the same table, they naturally walked together on the way home at night, just like how Li Hui and Xiao Xia would walk together on the way out early when they were in the same dormitory with Li Hui, but of course it was not like that.Walking with Xiao Xia, Zhang Xixi would approach his left or right hand from time to time; walking with Xiao Xia, for a few moments, Zhang Xixi wanted to just fall on his chest or shoulder; walking with Xiao Xia, Zhang Xixi feels that wherever he goes, there are barren mountains and wild mountains, because the feeling of love makes him no longer see other people in his eyes, and he no longer pays attention to the wind and grass on the side of the road. .

Some people will kiss on the bus and perform "live erotica" in public, probably because they love such a "wilderness" feeling.

Walking with Xiao Xia, Zhang Xixi thinks it is very rich, wonderful and interesting.In the winter when we walked together, there was a piece of spring in his heart. There was warm sunshine, floor-to-ceiling windows, and a big bed in his heart... If you had to describe that piece of spring in detail, it would be a bit yellow, so I just Leave it to the imagination.

At that time, Zhang Xixi believed a lot about herself.Believe a lot, he will have a lot of rich emotions.He believes that he is a lucky child in the final analysis, and God will take care of him in the end; he believes that his future is bright, he believes that he is a dragon and phoenix among people, and he even believes that one day, he will live with Xiao Xia.

In one class, Xiao Xia put his hand on Zhang Xixi’s lap, just like what every boy often does to the boys around him. Girls can hold hands and kiss each other to express friendship and intimacy. But boys can't express it like this, so rubbing their thighs becomes an expression, but many things are the same as the speaker's unintentional and the listener's intentions, and the feelings of the two parties are always asymmetrical.Russing Zhang Xixi hardened, it just so happened that he was wearing a pair of loose Aruo underwear that day, which couldn't play a restraining role at all, so the outline was slowly formed.Xiao Xia blushed after seeing this scene, and quickly withdrew her hand.The wonderful experience brought by that moment made Zhang Xixi unforgettable.

One day they went to study together at night, Xiao Xia went to the mirror in the dormitory and took a picture, Zhang Xixi followed, and the mirror reflected the two of them, one tall and one short, they looked as if they could love each other.