A certain CV that is not noble and glamorous

Shen Qingchuan called Sister Shen and asked her to send some books related to depression.

Of course, Sister Shen would not think that Shen Qingchuan would only read this when she was idle and bored, and said to the point: "Do you have friends who have problems in this regard?"

"Not friends." Shen Qingchuan replied like this.

Knowing a child is like a mother. "Is it the one you like?"

"Well, sister Shen, he...he is a cute boy." Shen Qingchuan didn't intend to hide it at first, although he originally wanted to go home and say it face to face.

"You..." Sister Shen sighed with a smile, "Shen Qingchuan, isn't your heart too big? Come out to your mother on the phone?"

Shen Qingchuan didn't take it seriously, because Sister Shen's tone of voice was humorous and relaxed, and she didn't have the surprise and fear of traditional parents when their son came out of the closet.

Shen Qingchuan also had a relaxed tone, without the nervousness or fear of coming out to his mother at all, and flattered him: "Sister Shen, you are someone who has seen the world anyway, so you will definitely not be startled by such trivial matters. .”

"Then why did your little boyfriend suffer from depression?" Sister Shen asked.

The screen saver on the computer flashed brightly to illuminate his flickering face, Shen Qingchuan said in a low voice: "I don't know either, he never told me, if only I knew."

Shen Qingchuan at this moment is also like a child who has encountered emotional difficulties, asking his well-informed mother for advice.

"Depressed patients like to hide things in their hearts and don't show them on the surface. They may feel that it is useless to say something. What you have to do is to observe carefully and guide patiently. To alleviate depression, either he wants to think about it, or The people around him help him think about it. Son, all you have to do is to be by his side, but don't be more sensitive than him because of it. Your life has always been smooth and smooth, without any storms, so you have to have Patience to overcome this problem, you know? Most depression patients have capricious emotions and sometimes unpleasant personalities, so don’t be anxious when you encounter problems, and don’t ignore his inner sensitivity and endurance.”

Shen Qingchuan was silent for a long while before saying: "Mom, he doesn't have any friends around him, and his family situation is complicated, so I will accompany him, and I want to help him get out."

Shen Qingchuan hung up the phone hastily when he heard the commotion outside.

"Sister Shen, let's not talk about it, he is back, remember to send me the book~"

Shen Qingchuan turned his chair around, facing the direction of the door, and Jiu Ci was putting the bought vegetables into the refrigerator with his back turned to him.He squatted slightly and bent over, which showed his white and slender waist.

Just as the old speech was about to turn around, the refrigerator door was closed, and the lingering warmth was pasted behind it.Shen Qingchuan put his mouth close to Jiuci's ear: "Why is it so slow to buy a vegetable?"

Old Ci turned his head and said with a smile, "There are a lot of people... let me go first, I'm going to cook."

Shen Qingchuan hugged him and brought him into the kitchen, even when Jiuci was washing the dishes, Shen Qingchuan still hugged his waist.Jiu Ci tilted his head back, helpless: "You are like this...it's inconvenient for me..."

Shen Qingchuan looked at the old Ci's smile, felt itchy in his heart, lowered his head and pecked the old Ci's neck.When Shen Qingchuan raised his head again, some water was splashed on his face unexpectedly and dripped into his eyes.

Shen Qingchuan finally let go of the person, rubbed his eyes, and said with a mournful face, "I have to watch you all the time."

Jiuci trembled in his heart, looked at Shen Qingchuan for a while, and said: "I won't be overwhelmed, really."

Shen Qingchuan pursed his lips, obviously he would not be persuaded by these words, and he would not be overwhelmed, but he would still hurt himself.Shen Qingchuan took out his mobile phone from his pocket, grabbed Jiu Ci's hand, helped him take off his watch, and took a photo of Jiu Ci's wrist.

Shen Qingchuan stared at the old words and explained: "In the future, I will take them out and compare them from time to time to see if you are obedient."

He carefully touched the scar with his fingertips, especially the freshly scratched and scabbed area.

"Doesn't it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt."

I got used to it and didn't feel any pain.

Helping Jiu Ci put on the watch, Shen Qingchuan rubbed his fingertips on the tip of his nose affectionately, "A child who lies will have a longer nose."

This sentence was used to ridicule Shen Qingchuan in the past, and now I pay him back~

As soon as Shen Qingchuan walked out of the kitchen and took a seat in the living room, he heard a ding, and he received an email on his QQ.

Since his QQ account Two-dimensional has all his friends, he thought at first that he was planning to invite dramas, but when he opened it and saw the text of the email, his expression froze.

: About Lu Ci

Attachment: Audio.MP3

Shen Qingchuan frowned, probably nothing good would happen.Looking at the busy back of Jiuci in the kitchen, he first checked the information of the QQ account that sent him the email.

ID: call me superman

School: N University

……

Shen Qingchuan probably knew who it was.

He didn't have headphones on, so he had to go into the study to listen to the audio.

Ma Chaochao did not hide his nickname because his voice is also in the audio, there is no need to do useless work, and his dislike of old words has always been aboveboard.

The background sound of the audio is not very quiet, there are the sounds of people walking around, and the sound of playing basketball.

"Why do you want me? I heard that Li Jian was played badly by you."

Ma Chaochao's speech was not polite, and naturally, the old words were not pleasant.

"Your brother's laptop and cell phone are with you, right? If you don't want someone pretending to be your brother to tarnish his reputation, go to his account and post a clarification Weibo."

"Is this how you beg for help?"

"As I said, if you don't want someone to impersonate your brother and ruin his reputation, I just remind you that if you don't like it, it has nothing to do with me. He is your brother."

Ma Chaochao's tone immediately hardened because of this sentence. "My brother is so damn blind that he just fell in love with you? Now you are begging me, do you know? This is what you owe my brother! Why do you live so carefree? Okay, I can send , unless you break up with that one of yours, my requirements are not high, and if my brother is unhappy, neither should you."

There is a long period of silence in the audio, as if he is going through a psychological process of hesitation and struggle.Just when Shen Qingchuan suspected that there was no recording behind, he heard the firm and heavy voice of the old Ci: "I...will break up with him".

The content of the audio ended here, it stopped abruptly in the promise of the old speech, and it also echoed leisurely in Shen Qingchuan's heart.

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Hearing the knock on the door, Shen Qingchuan raised his head abruptly, and the phone fell to the floor without holding it steady. Fortunately, only a layer of screen saver was broken.

The old phrase is to call him to eat.

At the dinner table, Shen Qingchuan was unusually silent.He opened his mouth and closed it again.

"You today..."

After finally saying a few words, he shut up again.

Jiu Ci looked at him with doubts in his eyes: "What's wrong?"

"Actually, I've always wondered why Ma Chaochao hates you so much... Does he know... Liang Da?"

It turned out that he was absent-minded about it.Jiu Ci sighed in his heart, thought for a while, and said: "Well, Liang Da is his cousin."

Shen Qingchuan quickly digested this sentence, probably in Ma Chaochao's subconscious mind, the old words are the scum who lied to his brother's feelings, and the little kid who is still in the second stage of middle school will always think self-righteously and want to do it for himself relatives fight against injustice.Obviously, Ma Chaochao was two years older than Shen Qingchuan.

Today's weather is fine, the sun shines directly on Jiuci's hair through the window, Shen Qingchuan stared at the golden halo, and asked him: "I thought you wouldn't tell me." I complained like a child.

The corners of Jiuci's mouth curled up, and his tone was the same as usual: "I just don't think there is anything to hide."

"Then let me ask another question." Taking advantage of the cooperation of the old words today, Shen Qingchuan continued to push forward.

"what?"

"You and Liangda haven't been in touch since then?"

"Well, he and I are really...friends, don't think too much." The old speech said lightly, and then said, "Perhaps others seem to think that the relationship between me and him is ambiguous and hazy, but for Liang Da , I have never thought of being more than a friend. When he likes me very much, he can make a lot of promises, but because I know him, even if he may be bent because of me, in the end he will still compromise with his parents and reality .”

The atmosphere was just right, and the old words were still being said, so Shen Qingchuan listened quietly, getting to know Liang Dada from the old words.

"Da Liang has confessed his love to me twice in the third dimension. Although I rejected both of them, he still didn't give up. In order to make him give up, once, when we were shopping, there were people coming and going, and I suddenly Leaning in front of him, he pushed me away and knocked down an innocent pedestrian. His eyes were so frightened at the time, he pushed me away subconsciously, although he soon apologized and said it was because of me I was taken aback, but I knew he didn't dare, and he wouldn't dare to admit it to others in the future, especially his parents. You see, if I like Liang Dada, I will probably be really sad if he pushes me like this. It's really not interesting to be together, and I want to make my life easier."

When a person pursues something, he only sees the person he wants to pursue.But when he suddenly realized it, he realized that he might be out of tune with the people around him, and even felt that he was a different kind.

Contrary to Liang Da, Shen Qingchuan wished that others would know that they were a couple, that they would not be afraid of being seen by outsiders when they were making out in the car, and would even dare to do bad things in the movie theater.

Maybe give Ryo a lot of time, he can do it slowly, but he doesn't know the deadline, and the result is also unknown.Old Ci is a sensitive person, he is easily insecure like this, so he needs his lover to love him, tolerate him, and recognize him.

Shen Qingchuan stared straight at Jiu Ci, and there was only one thought in his mind, which was to tell Jiu Ci that he was out of the closet.

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Thanks to Mo Xiaoqi and Man Shan Yan Lan for throwing mines