doctor's love

Lu Baiqiao's memory is not particularly good, but there is one thing that he remembers very firmly.

Before the operation, after putting on sterile surgical gowns and sterile gloves, the area below the shoulders, above the waist, in front of the anterior axillary line, and both upper limbs is the sterile area.At this time, the hands of the operator should not swing arbitrarily outside this sterile range, and the hands should be held in front of the chest after putting on the surgical gown.

Lu Baiqiao memorized this simple passage for 10 minutes.Recitation is not his strong point, and the aseptic principle in the operating room is so strict that he almost vomited blood in college.As a last resort, he even used a cheat sheet.There are many operating specifications for surgical skills, but none of them is unimportant.After finishing the exam, he regretted it for a long time, secretly thinking that he must review it carefully when he enters the hospital, so that he will never forget it.

After Lu Baiqiao sent the girl to the hospital and contacted her family, he simply changed his clothes and squatted in the duty room to wait, helping the outpatient clinic by the way.

In the past two days, the foreign employees in the hospital have all gone home for the New Year, and the hospital has been quite empty.Zhou You also returned home quietly two days ago, and Li Yue was depressed for a long time.

Work overtime during the Chinese New Year, overtime pay and New Year gifts are paid as usual.Lu Baiqiao was very busy in the outpatient clinic, and he had to deal with food poisoning after finishing the debridement here. When Zhang Tianxiao passed by, he saw him turning into a spinning top at a glance, and couldn't bear it, so he called him Arrived at the department.

"Here, these," Zhang Tianxiao pointed to the boxes of "Spring Jubilee" standard New Year's goods on the ground, "They used to come here to get them by themselves, and I'm leaving in a while, Xiao Lu, find someone to take them with you." Well, let’s go to the internal medicine department. Any doctor who hasn’t returned will give a copy. Oh, by the way, you have to go to the office of the director of surgery and send the big one to Director Chen.”

Lu Baiqiao thought that Zhang Tianxiao was here to rescue him, but he didn't expect that he would cause even bigger trouble for him.I could only roll my eyes silently in my heart, and sent Zhang Tianxiao away with the next words.

Lu Baiqiao put several boxes on the trolley, and walked from the Department of Cardiology to the Department of Neurology, and then to the Department of Rheumatology and Immunology.He moved his legs and swept all the way down from the upstairs, and gradually found that this job was quite enjoyable.Giving someone a rose has a lingering fragrance, let alone a gift box worth a hundred dollars.Along the way, I also gained a lot of smiles.

Maybe Zhang Tianxiao also gave him a chance to accumulate popularity.

The cart gradually emptied, and he carried the last gift box to Chen Beihai's office, greeted Director Chen with a smile, went outside, and then, without warning, bumped into Li Keyan.

"...I said, is there something wrong between the two of us? Why do we keep bumping into you in the hospital?" Li Keyan held a report and a few photos in his hand, and felt the pain from being bumped. jaw.

Lu Baiqiao was very happy in his heart, but he was speechless when he was so stunned by Li Keyan, and he looked as if he was about to be mentally retarded.But he thought about it, cooking for Li Keyan would save him the money to buy groceries, so he suppressed his expression.

"Oh, that's right. Little girl, wait outside the door for a while, I have something to see you." Li Keyan patted his head, messed up Lu Baiqiao's hairstyle maliciously, and entered Chen Beihai's office, by the way Close the door.

Lu Baiqiao was stunned for a moment, and stroked his hair.Standing on the spot, he suddenly had chest tightness and shortness of breath, and his heart twitched. He gasped in pain, and then he recovered, took out his phone and glanced at the date.

It was about this time.

When Li Keyan went out, he saw Lu Baiqiao squatting on the ground with his mobile phone in both hands, giggling, and suddenly wanted to go over and kick him. ...Hey, you can't be so naive, at least you are a attending doctor!

After pressing this thought, he said to Lu Baiqiao: "Did you bring that diabetic foot? The 16-year-old one."

"Yes, what's the matter? How is she?"

Li Keyan handed him the paperwork report: "It's very bad. She may have been injured before, but she didn't treat it well. Now the gangrene has gone deep. Several of our doctors have discussed that there is no possibility of arterial reconstruction. Amputation is better. "

"But she's really amazing. She hasn't come to the hospital for so many days. The parents don't know what to do, and they didn't find out that her daughter is not in good health?"

Li Keyan babbled, and took Lu Baiqiao to the ward.He was walking in front, completely oblivious to Lu Baiqiao's expression at the moment.He would not have noticed, otherwise the story would not have been so long.

There are embarrassing things everywhere in the hospital, which can easily dilute the memory of people who have been staying here.Time can take away even the sadness of death, but it can't take away one thing.

"You still have face?! Didn't you learn enough from the previous lessons? Your grades are not good, and you think about doing something every day. This time you even dare to run away from home? Who gave you the courage??"

As soon as the two walked to the door of the ward, they heard the sound of smashing things.Li Keyan hurried in to check, and Lu Baiqiao also followed.

The girl's name is Zhang Jue. She is hugging her knees and shrugging her shoulders. She is crying.Li Keyan and the nurse who rushed over immediately tried to dissuade Zhang Jue's father, saying: "Hey, don't be angry, the child is still young, and it's normal to have a little temper. It's good to find it, too much anger hurts the body."

Seeing Lu Baiqiao coming, Zhang Jue's eyes lit up a little.Li Keyan saw her expression, so he pushed his student out as a shield: "Zhang Jue, don't cry when Dr. Lu is here. Let him have dinner with you later."

"Eh? I... Ouch!" Lu Baiqiao wanted to say something, but Li Keyan pinched her.

Can I still accompany you all the way?Lu Baiqiao wanted to ask his mentor, but Li Keyan came over quietly and whispered in his ear: "I'm going to tell her about the amputation. You go out first. You will be the only one who comforts me later. I'll tell her about the amputation." Take it away." Then he patted him twice, and pushed Lu Baiqiao out of the door.

Li Keyan knew that Lu Baiqiao was a very humane doctor in various ways.But he himself is a very inhuman doctor, and recently he has gradually become satisfied with this combination.In some rare cases, some patients who are too seriously ill can't accept the situation in front of them for a while. When the psychologist is not in place, I, a sympathetic apprentice, can stand up for a while.

Of course, if it's like today, maybe the psychiatrist is not as useful as Lu Baiqiao himself.Zhang Jue seemed to have a good impression of Lu Baiqiao who rescued her, so he could only hope that Lu Baiqiao would say something nice.

Without any emotion, Li Keyan explained Zhang Jue's condition in a quick, easy-to-understand manner, and then while the two middle-aged people were still in a daze, he said that he would discuss the operation details and prognosis with Zhang Jue's parents in detail. To work, Lu Baiqiao was quickly replaced.He was terrified to see the little girl's crying face, especially when facing birth, old age, sickness and death.

Why are people so fragile?

Lu Baiqiao closed the door and saw that the patients on the nearby hospital bed finally stopped looking out to watch the excitement, so he came over to close the curtain for Zhang Jue.He didn't know what to say, his head was still a little confused at this moment.

Who is Li Keyan who just spoke in his ear?Run away.

He felt that his face was still a little red, but this was not the time to think about it, pull it back, pull it back!He pulled over a bench and sat down, looking at the girl on the hospital bed.

"Doctor Lu, are you afraid of Dr. Li?" Zhang Jue asked him on the hospital bed. Although there were tears on his face, his expression changed completely.

Lu Baiqiao felt as if he had seen a ghost, not only was he seen through, but Zhang Jue was actually laughing, as if it wasn't her who was crying just now.So...was she just pretending to cry?

Lu Baiqiao was dumbfounded, and hurriedly shook his head: "No, hey, aren't you worried about amputation?" The words came out of his mouth, and before he even had time to think about it, he regretted it.

Zhang Jue was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Lu Baiqiao to use this topic to divert his attention.Her expression dimmed instantly, she looked at Lu Baiqiao.

"You said, I'm about to lose a calf, am I not worried?" She seemed to want to laugh, but her expression turned into a very miserable expression halfway through, "You said, what did I do wrong again? If I didn't see the burn on the sole of my foot, would I lose a leg?"

"I don't study well, so I deserve to lose a leg? Do I deserve to be unable to be like ordinary people in this life? Do I deserve to be scolded for everything?"

"It's useless to learn anything. If I eat two more candies, I will be scolded for a long time. If I want to learn to dance, I will be chased and trained for a day. I won't even let me go to the make-up training class. It's a waste of money, and learning everything is a waste of money. What am I living for?"

Big tears rolled down Zhang Jue's eyes: "Am I their investment project? Who am I living for?"

"Doctor Lu probably can't understand me. Anyone who can become a doctor must be a top student. I envy you so much. You can study well and become the person praised by others. But I am only 16 years old now. I No money, no experience, no looks, no ambition, and now I don’t even have a leg.”

The girl cried for a while with her eyes open, Lu Baiqiao could only watch quietly.Not long after, Zhang Jue smiled heartily at him.

"Don't worry, Doctor Lu, I'm not uncomfortable."

"I'm free now." She said in a voice that was only audible to the two of them, and then stopped talking.

When he walked out of the ward, Lu Baiqiao was still touching his face in a daze.I don't know when he also shed tears.Lu Baiqiao hurriedly took out a tissue to wipe it clean, he didn't want to be seen by others, especially Li Keyan.

The pain exploded so quickly, so intensely, that it consumed him in an instant.As a human being, we will encounter all kinds of grief.It's just that he didn't expect that he would still be unable to bear it when he encountered such an occasion again.

Adolescence is one of the most promising phases of a person's life, and some people make good use of it, while others prolong it as long as possible.But this girl's 16 years old has ended. She realized what she was about to face, and knew what she had to encounter and accept.Compared to Lu Baiqiao, maybe she lives more soberly, even in the endless night.

Li Keyan half reprimanded half persuasion, tried to make Zhang Jue's parents understand the seriousness of their daughter's current condition, and signed the operation consent form for them.Zhang Jue's leg couldn't be dragged any longer. It was a protracted illness, and if it continued, he would lose his life.

What's interesting is that the father who put on airs and spoiled in front of his daughter, after hearing that his daughter was going to die, panicked and almost sat down on the ground when his legs softened.Li Keyan was disdainful in his heart, and he was afraid at this time, why didn't he take good care of his daughter at the beginning, and didn't know his child's physical condition.

He suddenly remembered something, and his eyes drooped.

Lu Baiqiao walked in after the distraught Zhang Jue's parents left.He stood beside the tutor, took the consent form and read it.

Li Keyan glanced at him casually: "You are crying."

Lu Baiqiao immediately froze. He didn't understand how he could be found out, so he hurriedly wiped his face, but he didn't touch the tears, and suddenly he was full of doubts: "I...how did you see this?"

Li Keyan sighed, raised his head and pointed to his eyes: "Your eyelashes are separated, and it only happens when tears flow out. It's a small detail."

Lu Baiqiao had just cried, and his heart was still full of regret and sadness that Zhang Jue had left for him.At this moment, Li Keyan's words were like sugar-coated cannonballs, instantly covering the scars in his heart, making him suddenly lost his way.

"Oh, by the way, you're going to rest tomorrow too, right? Come here and help me. It just so happens that you can also watch the amputation operation." Li Keyan took the document away from his hand, "Aren't you afraid?"

Lu Baiqiao didn't speak, but nodded silently.Li Keyan felt a little strange, but he didn't ask, and walked towards the exit of the conference room.

Lu Baiqiao held the back of the chair tightly, trying to restrain his urge to rush over to hug Li Keyan.He wanted to throw himself into each other's arms and cry, but he couldn't do that now.He can't now, and he won't be able to in the future.He could never do that.

Li Keyan is the object he wants to conquer, but he only wants the teacher to say the phrase "you are amazing".He can't bear any more, and he can't be responsible to the end.Now he can't show any weakness, otherwise all previous efforts will be wasted.

Be sure to dry your eyelashes next time.

After more than four months in the hospital, Lu Baiqiao was finally about to enter the operating room.He knew that he was not the material to be the chief surgeon, so he decided to put aside all thoughts for the time being.Li Keyan allowed him to stand behind and watch, and act with Xun Xun if there was any situation.

Although he couldn't enter the sterile area, Li Keyan still asked him to simulate it according to the sterile requirements before the operation, so that he would not panic when playing.At this moment, Lu Baiqiao remembered the key point that he almost didn't recite back then.

He read it silently in a voice he could hear, and then pushed open the door of the operating room.

"Before the operation, after putting on sterile surgical gowns and sterile gloves, the sterile area is below the shoulders, above the waist, in front of the anterior axillary line, and both upper limbs. At this time, the hands of the operator should not be in this sterile area Swing freely outside and outside, and after putting on the surgical gown, the hands should be raised in front of the chest."

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