if you serious you lose

After the four people's hot pot party, Xia Yuan and Qin Jie ran into each other several times in the school cafeteria.

About the weekend beach trip that Gao Ling and Yan Zhilu talked about before they parted at the entrance of the hot pot restaurant last time, Qin Jie, who was already a little dizzy at the time, had no impression at all. If Xia Yuan hadn't mentioned it the first time he saw him, Qin Jie is probably going to put pigeons in a daze.

"Qin Jie, how is your discussion with Mr. Yan about this Saturday? Is he sure he's free?"

"I asked last night, and he said no problem, it depends on your time."

"Well, that's right, last time I heard Mr. Yan said that he lives in the west side. You see, the three of us live close together, and his side is closer to the sea. We can only drive one car and start from the university city. How about going to pick him up?"

Qin Jie accepted Xia Yuan's proposal for Yan Zhilu, and the two went back to the academy after confirming their departure time.

On the way back to the office, Qin Jie was in a good mood. Since the relationship with Yan Zhili broke the ice, the two resumed normal contact frequency, and Yan Zhili, who has always been considerate, didn't mind the "body communication" that ended in nothing.

The brief breakdown in the bathroom that day reminded Qin Jie of Xiao Yun, and the frustration of being rejected by a gay man.

Judging from his own reaction when he got close to the law of words, it is estimated that what was left at that time was not only frustration, but also inferiority complex and shadow, Qin Jie had to admit this.

He couldn't control his body from fear. He was afraid that when his lover saw a body with the same structure as his own, there would be resistance or even disgust in his eyes. , he flinched.

Qin Jie tried several times to tell himself that he should not compare the present with his predecessor, but when he found that the two had many things in common, his deep sense of powerlessness and shame plunged him into deeper pain.

Just when his thoughts were about to fall into a vicious cycle of negativity, Qin Jie forcibly stopped his self-pity state, packed himself up, and walked out of the bathroom.

Even though the two had already expressed their hearts to each other in the villa, and the matter of rejecting physical intimacy was put aside because of this, but this time, Qin Jie told himself that he could no longer deceive himself like he did when he dealt with the problems with Xiao Yun, let alone expect The law of words can be as pure and ascetic as Xia Yuan, otherwise it can only prove that he can't really occupy the heart of the law of words.

So, picking up the phone, Qin Jie made a call.

"Ah Lu, it's me, Qin Jie." As soon as the call was connected, Qin Jie spoke out first.

Yan Zhilu on the other end was surprised, but Qin Jie's anxious tone made him immediately ask, "Brother Qin, what happened?"

"No, no, you're home now..." Thinking about what he was going to talk about next, Qin Jie couldn't help being a little embarrassed.

"Haha, I got home early, and I'm watching the scenery on the balcony now."

After finishing speaking, Yan Zhilu laughed a few more times, and the familiar sexy voice hit Qin Jie's ears, which reminded him almost immediately of the situation of the two of them "squatting together" in the morning. Slightly hot.

"Looking at the scenery? You're so interested. Didn't you say that you didn't sleep well last night? I thought you should catch up on sleep as soon as you get home."

"Yeah, I couldn't sleep last night because you slept next to me."

Before Qin Jie could think about how to speak about that matter, Yan Zhilu took the initiative to tease him.

"Sorry……"

"I'm just kidding, Brother Qin, why are you so..." Qin Jie's apology made Yan Zhilu laugh, but he quickly realized that, for this sensitive lover, he comforted him: "It's okay, I mean, It really doesn't matter."

"Ah Li, I don't want to lie to you, really... I may have something wrong without realizing it, and I will start to adjust. I just don't want you to misunderstand and think that I don't want to be intimate with you."

Zhilu was at a loss for words for a moment, he really didn't particularly mind what happened this morning, insisting that there was something wrong, he should be more guilty for harassing Qin Jie, and Qin Jie's resistance just seemed to him that he hadn't fully opened up yet As long as he waits patiently, he believes that the two of them will truly blend together one day.

"Qin Jie, don't blame yourself for everything. Do you still remember that I changed your clothes and touched your feet while you were sleeping?"

Qin Jie, who was immersed in the self-examination of the Three Flavors just a second ago, was dumbfounded by Yan Zhilv's sounding serious question, and he could only bite the bullet and say in a complicated mood: "You really are, there are people like you Well, after doing such a thing, I’m still in a hurry to admit it, to gain a sense of existence.”

"Haha, brother Qin thinks I'm shameless too, right? That's right. Will you be upset because I did such and such a thing to you? If you don't mind, then I don't mind either. Let's even ok, okay?"

Acting like a baby again suddenly, Qin Jie laughed and scolded in his heart, but he knew that he really liked this kind of thing, his thoughtful and thoughtful words successfully made him come out of the cocoon, and the bursts of warmth in his heart made him unable to bear it. Zhu lowered his tone, and unintentionally replied in a coquettish tone according to the law of words.

"Well, I don't mind, just don't do it again in the future."

The gentle and somewhat soft voice from the phone made the corners of Yan Zhilu's mouth rise unstoppably. Just as he was about to ask Qin Jie to say a few more words in this tone, something that caught his eyes inadvertently made him suddenly Got inspired.

"Brother Qin, I suddenly discovered that the scenery on the balcony at home is very charming."

Yan Zhilu changed the topic, making Qin Jie a little confused.

"Where is the charm?"

"Hehe, thank you Brother Qin for the gift you left me. He is on the clothes rack on my balcony, fluttering in the wind, pleasing to the eye."

After a few seconds of blank mind, Qin Jie's mind flooded with embarrassing episodes, as if returning to the moment when he was frightened by the sudden appearance of the law of words in the morning, and with a "click", he flicked the phone to bed.

It was unbelievable that Yan Zhili, who was hung up like this, quietly listened to the "beep" sound for a while, and then began to hold the balcony railing and laugh so hard that he couldn't straighten up.

Thinking of the "scenery" on the balcony of Yan Zhilu's house at this time, Qin Jie, full of regret, rushed into the bathroom, picked up the black cloth from the pile of clothes, sure enough, it was not the style he was familiar with, Thinking about the scene in the villa at that time, I was so flustered by a series of things that I had long forgotten that there was such a thing.

But looking at the rest of the clothes in the basket, they were all in order. Qin Jie adjusted his mentality, and at the same time felt that he was too impatient, so he always followed the tricks of that black-bellied man.

Qin Jie, who suddenly regained a little strength, shook his head, and simply washed the black cloth, and then came a "treat him in the same way", and took a picture of the wind fluttering with his mobile phone. "beautiful scenery", passed on to the Law of Words.

Thinking that the thin-skinned lover would have to buffer his words for several days, he stared at the picture on the phone for a few seconds and then let out a heroic laugh again. Once again, he was poked by Qin Jie's stubbornness that caught him off guard. After hitting the cute spot, he went back to the balcony and took a similar photo with the words "Baby, let's save each other". After passing the words, Yan Zhili eagerly awaited Qin Jie's reply, but this time he only wanted to Received a word - "roll".

In this way, Qin Jie's expected heavy heart-to-heart calls were completely out of shape, but the effect was surprisingly good. Apart from taking out his mobile phone from time to time, he couldn't help looking through the childish chat records with Yan Zhilv. The shirt and trousers I wore were sent to the laundry downstairs for dry cleaning. During the whole process, I was humming a song, with a happy smile on my face, and my gloomy mood was swept away.

In the next few weeks, Qin Jie didn't think about those bad things anymore, and lived a fulfilling and joyful life every day. Soon, the day came to the Saturday appointment with Xia Yuan and Gao Ling.

Sitting in Gaoling's jeep, Qin Jie and Xia Yuan were talking about school affairs as usual, and chatting, Qin Jie remembered something.

"Xia Yuan, isn't the selection of the man of the hour coming to an end soon? Why do I feel like nothing is going on, or is it that I was eliminated and the students dare not tell me?"

"I haven't paid much attention recently, but it should be the result next week."

"Student activities of this kind are usually announced in the forum. I haven't been on our forum for a long time."

"Qin Jie, there is actually something I've been wanting to confirm with you, but it seems that you don't know it yet."

Glancing at the rearview mirror in the front row of the car, sure enough, Gao Ling was also looking this way. After the two briefly exchanged glances, Xia Yuan decided to gossip about the past between him and Qin Jie on the forum.

After listening to Xia Yuan's brief description, Qin Jie logged into the forum with his mobile phone. Soon, he found the post with the hot sign on it. Seeing the familiar yet unfamiliar title of "Qing Yuan CP", Qin Jie still I couldn't help laughing out loud.

Sensing Xia Yuan's suspicious gaze, Qin Jie made a gesture to tell him to wait, then continued to click on the title to quickly browse the content of the post.

"To be honest, I can't remember some things clearly, but I have to admit that the person who posted this post is very good at instigating people's hearts. After reading this, I feel that we are a couple of fate. Ah, Gao Ling, you Don't mind me, I was joking."

Seeing Xia Yuan's serious face, Qin Jie couldn't help teasing him, but when he thought that his partner was on the scene, he immediately restrained himself. However, seeing Gao Ling's calm reaction, Xia Yuan was so open-minded before. When he mentioned this matter to himself, Qin Jie also understood that the two of them probably had discussed this matter long ago.

"Qin Jie, in your opinion, won't this post cause any impact?"

Qin Jie's completely different reaction from his own made Xia Yuan think that the two of them were reading different posts, but when he also logged into the forum to re-read, he confirmed that Qin Jie really didn't care much.

"How should I put it, the exaggerated and fabricated part of this post is true, but the fact that we have been together cannot be denied. I find it really difficult to deal with this. If it is considered to be sophistry, it will only become darker and darker. Violent deletion of posts or something seems to be a guilty conscience..."

"So, you plan to leave it alone?"

"Well, it can't be ignored, it's just that I don't know how to manage it for the time being. By the way, this post has been around for a few weeks. Have you encountered anything that makes you feel connected to this post?"

"Not really."

"That's good, there's not much movement on my side. In short, the popularity of this kind of post is intermittent. My suggestion is to deal with it coldly. We can get along with each other as we usually do. There is no rule written by the teacher. Our private life has to be disclosed to the public, so even if some students come to ask, we don’t need to admit or deny it. It’s the same sentence, the current students are smart and won’t be so ignorant.”

"Yuanyuan, I agree with what Qin Jie said, let's put this matter aside for now, and let's talk about it if there is anything else."

Gao Ling, who had been silently listening to the discussion between the two, suddenly joined the topic, and Xia Yuan, who was still a little hesitant, nodded to express his acceptance of Qin Jie's suggestion.

"Hey, your boyfriend has already expressed his opinion, Xia Yuan, don't be anxious about this matter, but, Gao Ling, I have to inoculate you first, to deal with this kind of gossip, although you can speak clearly It’s good to clear it up, but in fact, it’s still necessary to blur the focus on the spot. But don’t worry, Xia Yuan and I, in school, at most, we just want to satisfy the imagination of those corrupt girls, take a group photo or something, and absolutely nothing else There won't be. Don't kick over the jar of jealousy when the time comes, and make Xia Yuan difficult."

Considering Xia Yuan's personality, Qin Jie took the initiative to tease Gao Ling, and the other party did not disappoint him. After simply replying "No", Qin Jie sighed when he saw Xia Yuan whose expression became obviously relaxed. : "Tsk tsk tsk, I'm really impressed by you couple who are as quiet as chickens!"