if you serious you lose

The driver Xiao Xu appeared very timely. After everyone delivered the money to the door, Xiao Yun changed his previous indifferent attitude in the house, took the initiative to get in the car, and personally escorted the blind date home.

Although this move surprised Quan Kui a little, it obviously calmed Xiao's father and Xiao's mother.

"Miss Lu, I offended you so much today, thank you very much for pleading for me just now."

Sitting on both sides of the back seat of the car, Xiao Yun was the first to speak out, shaking his head gracefully, while secretly feeling sore for Xiao Yun's polite address, while still standing up straight to say something, but when his eyes touched the driver in the driver's seat, , immediately retracted the seat again.

"Although I'm sorry, I still hope you can understand that I came out like that just now. It was not a simple impulse, but a very serious one. To be honest, I really can't bear to continue to deceive my parents and you, and I decided not to deceive yourself."

Xiao Yun confessed without hesitation that Lu Kuankuan took a look at the front row of the car for the first time, and saw that Xiao Xu was still driving the car calmly, which made her think that the people in the army were all Those who are well-trained will definitely not gossip about the chief's family affairs.

And Xiao Yun's words only made her more sure that there was no possibility between herself and this man. In fact, not only herself, but also all the women and even men who had a crush on him probably lost their chances.

After all, such a fearless coming out of the closet must be supported by a strong force behind it. Apart from love, Quen Kui can't think of any other reason.

"Brother Yun, don't you mind if I call you like that..." Kui Kui asked worriedly. Xiao Yun felt a little guilty when he heard it, and quickly changed his address, changing "Miss Lu" back to "Quan Kui".

But Kuan Kuan calmed down and continued, "Actually, I used to call you Brother Yun when I was a child, but now I use this name again, and even I feel nauseous. Hey, what I want to say is that I can really understand it." Regarding this kind of thing, I took some sociology courses in college, and there were topics about, uh, homosexuality, so aside from some things, I really hope that you, Brother Yun, can be with your beloved one openly Together, you can still receive blessings from the surroundings. But our family..."

As she was talking, Kui Kui didn't know how to continue, she glanced at Xiao Yun uneasily, only to see him smiling and relaxed.

"Hey, if it was a few years ago, I would have chosen an easier way to live for the reasons you said, but in reality I did, but it turned out to be only hurting others and myself, obviously, My ex-wife has had a better life after leaving me, and I also hope that I can have a truly happy day, but to pursue this kind of life, I must pay a price. What you see today is just the first step, but it is also a necessary process. If I don’t even have the courage to break through this level, then don’t expect much change in my life.”

Just when Kuan Kui was about to say something, the car stopped steadily, and she hurriedly glanced out the window, it turned out to be the familiar iron gate, and a middle-aged couple standing at the gate was looking at it .

With a "click", the door lock was unlocked, Xiao Yun got out of the car, walked around to the other side and opened the door, Kui Kui chose to accept his gentlemanly behavior naturally, and the two walked towards the Lu family couple together.

Although they haven't seen Xiao Yun for many years, the Lu family and his wife did not take Xiao Yun to chat with each other. Even though they don't know what happened at Xiao Yun's house tonight, when they received a call from Commander Xiao, the other party spoke in a very serious manner. When she said in a calm tone that her daughter would be safely escorted home soon, and that the Xiao family would definitely visit them someday, the two couples realized that something bad had happened.

He waited anxiously for his daughter to return, only to see the boy from the Xiao family accompanying him. The sharp-eyed father Lu immediately noticed the traces on Xiao Yun's clothes and his somewhat unnatural gait.

It seemed that the problem was with the son of the Xiao family. The two couples had already reached a conclusion in their minds, so it was inconvenient to ask any more questions. After thanking Xiao Yun who personally escorted him, they also urged him to go home and rest until the car was fully driven. Out of sight, Kuan Kui returned home with his parents.

After Kuan Kuan left Xiao's house, Mrs. Xiao couldn't help crying. Her husband went upstairs and entered the study room without saying a word. There were horrifying noises of smashing things from time to time, which made her feel very uncomfortable, but she didn't dare to Going upstairs to hit the gun, the husband and wife have been together for many years, she understands that Xiao Yun really angered his father this time, and the consequences are very serious.

When she thought that the root cause of this turmoil was that her son had become gay, Mrs. Xiao became even more desperate. In her cognition, gays are men with gender disorder and sissy behavior.

In her more than 50 years of life, she has only lived in the circle of bloody men. Whether it is her husband, father or brother, she has always been a typical image of a man of steel. As for her son, she only remembers that she taught him to be a man of iron since childhood. She is a strong man, so she never thought that such a thing would happen to her only son who has never been cut off from a woman since he was a child.

The more she thought about it, the more she couldn't figure it out. Mrs. Xiao sat on the sofa in the living room with dull eyes, listening to the irritable voice upstairs that lasted for an unknown amount of time, until Xiao Yun and Xiao Xu appeared in sight.

On the way back, Xiao Yun and Xiao Xu still had no communication, but when Xiao Yun got off the car, Xiao Xu said that he would send him in and report to the commander.

Xiao Yun knew that Xiao Xu was afraid that there would be conflicts at home, and thought that he could act as a middleman to buffer him. He couldn't help feeling grateful to this young soldier who had been by his parents' side all these years. If so, go home with him.

As soon as he entered the house, Xiao Yun saw his mother's frail and helpless appearance, and rushed to her side and knelt down to hold those cold hands. A strong colic in his heart made him regret for the first time tonight that he didn't do this. A portent of coming out.

"Mom, I'm sorry, Mom, I know I made you angry, and I don't live up to it, but you must not hurt yourself because of me."

Mrs. Xiao, who came back to her senses, wiped away the tears from her face, pulled Xiao Yun down and sat down beside her, and then carefully inspected it from head to toe.

"You said that the more you live, the more ignorant you become. How can someone who was so clever when he was young become so stupid when he grows up."

The mother's choked-up tone made Xiao Yun's nose sore, and every word was like a blunt knife cutting his heart back and forth. Even after doing such a thing, his mother still couldn't bear to scold him again. Xiao Yun's guilt The feeling is getting stronger and stronger.

"Mom, I've let you down and shamed my family. I know I'm too selfish, thinking that I finally got what I really want, so I don't care about anything..."

Looking at her son who was usually arrogant and flamboyant, now in such a distressed and sluggish state, Mrs. Xiao really didn't want to bring up that sensitive topic again. She raised her head, looked at Xiao Xu who was standing upright at the door of the house, and waved to him .

"Xiao Xu, I've worked hard tonight. Auntie wants to trouble you with something. You can accompany Xiao Yun back to the room and check his condition. I'm still a little worried about his father's savage actions just now. As for me, I'll go upstairs now Go see the old man."

Glancing upstairs, Mrs. Xiao patted Xiao Yun's hand, and then went upstairs after saying some words of advice to her body as usual. Ever since her son and the others entered the room, she hadn't heard any big news in the study. There is no movement, which means that the husband should have calmed down temporarily.

As for Xiao Xu, when Mrs. Xiao went upstairs, she walked to the dining room without saying a word, and after a while, she carried the medicine box back to the sofa.

"Young Master Xiao, do you think it's more convenient to check you here, or go back to your room?"

"Don't bother, just stay here." Xiao Yun took off his shirt two or three times, suddenly he smiled, and Xiao Xu looked at this young commander who was emotionally fluctuating suspiciously.

"I think I should do it myself. Your commander kicked me, so my injuries are all on my legs. You should have heard it just now. In my current situation, I need to untie my belt in front of you. Are you not upset?"

Pointing at his trousers belt, Xiao Yun shrugged and smiled wryly.

"Young Master Xiao, please don't belittle yourself. I personally don't have any objections to your sexual orientation. So, as long as you don't mind, let me check it out. The commander's footwork has always been ruthless. If you hurt your bones, you need to be treated in time. so as not to leave sequelae."

Xiao Xu frowned, and corrected Xiao Yun's personal conjecture sternly. Since he became Commander Xiao's guard and driver three years ago, he is no stranger to this Commander, because he is responsible for the commander's pick-up and daily security work every day. I always hear my wife chatting with the commander about their son, and every time the two couples are so proud and gratified...

Even though he hadn't met each other much, Xiao Xu had already sketched the image of Xiao Yun in his mind, and now the person sitting on the sofa with a self-deprecating face was far from the Mr. Xiao in his impression from any angle. But Xiao Xu didn't struggle with it. He knew what his position and responsibilities were, and what he had just agreed to Mrs. Xiao was what he had to do.

But for Xiao Yun, Xiao Xu's serious answer made him feel soothed. He silently looked at the man standing like a green pine in front of him, and sighed in his heart. He was even more unfamiliar with many things, while he stood up and motioned him to go upstairs and enter the room with him.

When passing by the study room at home, Xiao Yun paused. Xiao Xu, who was following behind, looked at the person clenched into fists, thinking in his heart that today's matter would eventually be resolved on the table, and the temporary truce between the two fathers and sons It will only last until dawn, and the real confrontation is about to come. In this confrontation between father and son, what help he can help seems to have unconsciously become the most important thing for Xiao Xu.

After successfully applying good medicine to the many bruises on Xiao Yun's body, Xiao Xu walked out of the room, looked at the still bright study room, knocked on the door, and after receiving the familiar promise, he reported to the commander as usual, The person who just made a big fuss is now only pale, and his speech is not too abnormal, but when he was about to leave, the people behind him suddenly stopped him.

"At 8 o'clock tomorrow morning, you go and bring Xiao Yun to the training room."

"Chief, Xiao Shao's injuries on his body..."

Xiao Xu was taken aback by the commander's words. He didn't think the father and son could have a rational conversation in the training room, so he couldn't help but try to plead for Xiao Yun.

"Hmph, I just beat him less since I was a child, so I'm used to him being so shameless and lawless now. Just complete the task, and begging him won't do you any good!"

Having said this, Xiao Xu had no other choice. After paying a military salute, he exited the room and left Xiao's house.