if you serious you lose

Today, 12 years later, Qin Jie opened a green can of beer at his home, and suddenly found that winter rain began to fall outside the window.

That day, at the train station, after Li Zi said those words, Qin Jie cried, as if he wanted to empty all the grievances of this period of time at once. Li Zi heard Qin Jie's low sobs, and he felt inexplicably that Qin Jie To become a real man.

Facts have proved that next, Qin Jie returned to school, won the first-class scholarship in one fell swoop, and even disclosed his sexuality to everyone in the second semester.

Qin Jie still remembers the situation when he came out at school, which was actually a big reshuffle of interpersonal relationships. He knew that he was betting that after going through such an aggrieved underground relationship, he would be the most frivolous and carefree At such an age, when he knew that there was a buddy like Li Zi who was firmly on his side, he would rather take a gamble to see how many people in this life he could care about and how many people he needed to deal with.

What happened later is also predictable.

First of all, everyone in the class knows that the girls are quite enlightened, and some of them are even very excited. The part of the boys who play well with themselves on weekdays is basically the same as before. of.

But everyone is a classmate, and they are all qualified people. It can only be said that this kind of thing involves three views. In the end, it is just a situation where you can't be a good buddy, so just be an ordinary nodding acquaintance .

As long as it is not discrimination and confrontation, that is the best result.

As for the class committee circle and the student union, since everyone's relationship was good and the number of people was small, they didn't encounter any difficulties.

Perhaps, the real obstacle is the ordinary classmates with a larger base.

In fact, when Li Zi first knew that Qin Jie decided to come out, he felt that he only needed to talk to his best buddies. Qin Jie understood that it was safer to do so, but this kind of coming out could only be called a small-scale coming out. Although he didn't intend to announce it to the world, after all, there is no need for people he doesn't know to blow up his family, but he has made a name for himself in this school, especially in the academy, there are really few people he doesn't know, plus those Qin Jie still felt that it was necessary to clarify the scandals that were passed around every day.

People who are still willing to praise him like that in the future will naturally do so, and it will be a matter of time before they attract any hatred. Anyway, he doesn't plan to stay in the closet for the rest of his life, because he is the one who plans to find a real boyfriend for the rest of his life.

Now it was just the first battle. Thinking of this, Li Zi had nothing to say, and just looked at Qin Jie with admiration.

"Jiezi, my buddy understands today. You are a fucking person who is destined to live on the cusp of public opinion. You can become a god if you don't become a benevolence."

"Fuck you, as long as you still recognize me as a buddy, I will always have a bottom in my heart, because I always feel that someone is still around and someone can talk. Hey, someone can come to give me clothes in winter, hey , You said, how about I take you in and be my wife?"

With a smirk on his face, Qin Jie raised Li Zi's resolute chin with one hand, ready to admire the appearance of this tall and thick man blowing his hair.

"Fuck, don't step on the bottom line, this kind of immoral behavior, don't know the law and break the law."

Li Zi knew that Qin Jie was just joking, and since the two "confessed each other", they have even let go of teasing each other in this regard.

Because they know very well that their sexual orientations are different, and the bottom line is still there. Qin Jie will never be able to fall in love with Li Zi. Perhaps the fundamental reason is that the two of them are only suitable for best friends in terms of personality, and the important reason is that Li Zi is straight. Going to bend my best buddy, the ending is too unworthy and unnecessary.

Li Zi didn't have any worries, he was not interested in men, as long as Qin Jie was not interested in him, there was nothing to say.

The current Li Zi, on the contrary, is a little worried about how Qin Jie will find a boyfriend, and whether he will be able to attract similar people to help Qin Jie get out of the broken relationship after coming out of the closet. On the contrary, Li Zi is more concerned about this.

The later days passed slowly. Qin Jie was still flourishing in the college, using his personal charm to conquer those who were willing to admire him. Later, he participated in more activities organized by the school, and the matter of sexuality also became a reality. As his popularity spreads, some people are disgusted, some support it, and more people choose to remain silent and wait and see.

Qin Jie also thinks that this is the most realistic ending for coming out, but he is also very satisfied, because the people around him have gone through this challenge, and all of them are the ones he can trust the most, and they are also the ones he cherishes the most. What could be better than this? More valuable.

Later, the appearance of Xia Yuan drew the most important stroke of the university for Qin Jie.

Li Zi has always been worried about this, and Qin Jie also hopes to solve Li Zi's knot because of this.

Thinking of so many things, I looked at the empty beer cans beside me, I had already drank more than half of it, no wonder, my head started to feel dizzy.

Maybe, today, I am in a good mood because I have a really good life after returning to China.

The work is going well, the parents are healthy, Xia Yuan and all his buddies are happy, even the new Lin Yuan is so friendly.

So, Qin Jie had an idea. When he saw Li Zi this time, he wanted to tell him that he was in love...

A few days later, one evening, Qin Jie took Li Zi's Daben downstairs from his house, and accompanied him to a hot spring resort located in the suburbs of S city.

After entering the gate of the resort, seeing the respectful attitude of those service staff towards Li Zi, Qin Jie understood that it seemed that this was Li Zi's own property.

"Li Zi, you can do it. How big is this business? To be honest, you must be on the Forbes list."

Qin Jie put his arm around Li Zi's shoulder and said with a teasing smile.

"I'd like to go. I'm not the one who owns this resort. I'm just a shareholder. I often have to socialize when I'm engaged in real estate. It's convenient to just bring people here to enjoy it."

Li Zishun also put his hands on Qin Jie's shoulders, and the two brothers walked into the reserved private room with mutual shame.

Not far away, Yan Zhili's eyes moved with the two shoulder-to-shoulder men in the lobby, until the two disappeared from sight, and his thin lips were pursed into a subtle line.

"Master Law, Master Law?"

A delicate female voice sounded in his ears, Yan Zhilu came back to his senses, looked at the woman who had appeared out of nowhere in front of him and had been with him all day, and then looked at the flattering Wang next to him. Manager, why do you always meet Qin Jie with other men when you are with Manager Wang?Really evil.

"Ah, what's the matter?" Withdrawing his gaze, Yan Zhilu lazily replied to the woman.

"No, I just want to ask Master Lu if he wants to go to the hot spring together."

The temperature outside today was only about five or six degrees, and looking at the woman with her breasts against her arms, she was wearing Hawaiian clothes.

"Stop soaking. I'm a little tired. I'm going home first. If you want to soak, Manager Wang can accompany you."

After finishing speaking, Yan Zhilu walked out of the lobby, leaving behind the disappointed female model and the excited Manager Wang.

"Chen, Miss Chen, do you want to soak in the hot spring, I'll take you there?"

"Who wants to go with you, shameless."

She slapped the short and frustrated Manager Wang with a long face, and Miss Chen walked away angrily on her high heels.

Lizi prepared a pure Japanese-style high-end private room. Not only can you eat and stay, but you can also have indoor hot spring baths. It is a very suitable place for private leisure.

Coupled with the low temperature today, Li Zi and Qin Jie also chose to eat Japanese-style seafood hot pot. Seeing the hot food served by the waiter, both of them moved their index fingers. They stopped talking for a while and began to taste the winter Here comes the warmest food.

"Jiezi, have you met any acquaintances in the past six months at school?"

After taking a few sips of the rich seafood soup, Li Zi suddenly asked.

"Hehe, you want to ask Xia Yuan, I have met, and we had dinner together."

Sure enough, Li Zi still wanted to know about himself and Xia Yuan, Qin Jie was also mentally prepared, seeing how tactful Li Zi was, he might as well pierce the window paper himself.

"Hey, you still understand me, but if you can eat together, then I'm relieved, which means you've let go too."

"I've let it go a long time ago. There's nothing I can't let go of. In fact, Li Zi, I know, you are careless, but after all these years, don't hold on to the guilt of being a bitch. Xia Yuan and I are on the same page." Good campus memories, knowing him has always been a good thing, and I have always been grateful to you, sincerely."

"Well, I know, I know."

The hot air from the hot pot slowly dissipated the cold air from their bodies, and gradually both of their faces were covered with traces of warmth.

"Li Zi, I already have someone I like."

The air was inevitably stagnant for a few seconds, and only the sound of food boiling in the sumptuous hot pot could be heard, and Qin Jie felt as if his heart was waiting for the chopsticks of the diners like this pot of seafood , Waiting for the next reaction of the most important friend around me.

"Jiezi, you, what you said is true?!"

Sure enough, the condensed air for a few seconds made people a little nervous, but when the familiar loud voice came from the ear, all unknown emotions disappeared immediately, and Qin Jie looked at Li Zi with a bright smile.

"Really, so you can really feel at ease."

"God bless, you are finally tempted. Do you know that your kid has been living in such an open country as the United States all these years, but he has lived a life of asceticism and self-torture like an ascetic monk. I am so worried because I have never been able to live in Xia Yuan's way." Kaner, I really fucking regret that I took you two back then, if I knew that kid Xia Yuan had someone in his heart, and he was so determined, I would never let you go through that muddy water!"

Hearing Li Zi's more excited voice than usual, and that rare tone of grievance and complaint, Qin Jie laughed so hard that he almost threw himself into the hot pot.

Sure enough, this person has endured it for so many years. In fact, he let go of it many years ago. Although he really couldn't let go of it in the first few years, Qin Jie is very grateful for Li Zi's understanding of not touching this scar. , but later both of them were busy with work and study, and the rare contact seemed to always lack some opportunity to spread this matter out. Maybe it was because they felt that unless they could really start a new relationship and speak with "evidence", it would be better. persuasive.

So, it dragged on like this until today.