black offering

34.

We go home.

our home……

I recuperated for nearly half a month, and never left that person for a moment. My mood was extremely unstable, and I had reached the point where everything was in danger. I only recognized jackdaws.

I'm pretty much cut off from the world.

Because in less than 3 minutes after I got home, I had seriously injured a person.

I couldn't control myself, as if I had lost something very important, and turned into an empty shell, with only killing left in the shell.

The only one who can get close to me is the jackdaw.

He would prepare exquisite meals for me every day, and would take the trouble to persuade me to eat more.

However, I seem to be suffering from anorexia, and my long-term dry stomach begins to reject anything.

So I ate and vomited, vomited and ate again, repeating this, so annoying, so I refused to eat, Jackdaw wrinkled her beautiful brows, her silent appearance was still beautiful, indifferent, but very sexy.

He picked up the bowl, chewed it up himself, and fed it into my mouth.

The two lips were touching, gentle, stubborn, so sweet that people couldn't resist.

I gasp for breath, my mind goes blank, and the beat of my heart sounds like a soothing symphony.

Expensive food went into my stomach and I forgot to get sick.

The remaining pictures in my head disappeared completely, I ran my hands through his hair, fixed his head, and responded fiercely.

Most of the time we spent together was silent. The two of us hugged each other on the bed. I don’t know if it was because of the long-term body damage. In a stable environment, I have been sleeping all the time.

When not sleeping, Jackdaw told me what happened these days.

It turns out that when I entered the b-box, jackdaws could not perceive me at all. In order to keep the system secret, the b-box has set up a lot of shielding systems, electronic, biological, and religious. The secrecy is very strong .

Since I disappeared in the riots caused by Han Siam, Jackdaw has no clue about my whereabouts.

But Han Xian appeared in front of the Jackdaw in a fair manner not long after, and delayed the Jackdaw for a long time in the name of my whereabouts.

What really got my message, was the lemon.

Lemon didn't know what method he used to find Jackdaw, and cooperated with him to destroy Teixs' base.

Outside the soft green curtains, white snowflakes fluttered, and his voice was the only one in the whole world.

"Sorry," he said, "I'm late."

He rested his head on my shoulder, as usual, but his voice was as fragile as glass, shattered into shards, densely piercing the apex of my heart, making it very uncomfortable.

He said, "It's a good thing you're back."

"My name is Jiang Hui." A man in a cotton sweater and a white coat, holding a folder in his hand, stood politely in front of my bed.

I thought it looked familiar, but I didn't remember who it was.

I knew this was my nutritionist because I had been greeted in advance.

Only when I look in the mirror can I see how thin I actually am. Because I am too thin, my eyes are a bit scary, and my cheekbones are almost exposed. When I touch it with my hands, there is basically no flesh. Good health, all in all bad.

At least I feel disgusted when I look at myself in the mirror.

"Young Master Shen, how do you feel today? Do you have an appetite?"

"No." I replied perfunctorily.

"Master Shen, do you want to go out for a walk today? It's snowing outside." Jiang Hui smiled, with a modest and gentle smile.

I nodded.

The doctor is coming to help me.

I subconsciously wanted to grab his neck, halfway through the movement, I quickly retracted it, and I said coldly, "Try not to get closer to me by more than five centimeters from now on."

The doctor was clearly in a good temper and kept saying yes.

Sure enough, the snow fell heavily, there was no wind, and the snowflakes fell leisurely, like elves echoing between the sky and the earth.Here is a mountain, with snow covering the entire top of the mountain. Most of the trees are still green, with a sense of distribution. They are artificially planted, and there is a lake at the bottom of the mountain.

A good place near the mountains and rivers.

It looks like a holiday villa at all.Rich people are really good at choosing places.

"Where is this?" I asked.

"In Hokkaido, Japan, Mr. Han specially chose this place in order to let Young Master Shen rest well." The doctor, holding a thermos in his hand, replied gently.

"Which Mr. Han are you talking about?" I asked gloomyly.

The doctor was taken aback, and subconsciously replied: "Jackdaw, Mr. Han."

Just for a moment, I wanted to kill him!

Overreacting.

I took a deep breath of the cold air, looked at the scene of dancing snowflakes, and said nothing.

After a while, a man put the clothes on my shoulders, and said in a cold voice, "Why don't you even wear the clothes well?"

"Jackdaw." Without even turning my head, I grabbed the person's hand and said, "I want to eat dumplings."

Then added: "I want you to do it yourself."

There was no sound behind me for a long time, and after a while, he lowered his head and bit my ear, "Okay...Shen Mo, what do you think I should do with you?"

"Chop it, chop it, eat it..." I answered with a smile.

"Then I'll fatten you up first." Jackdaw also laughed.

I sighed, "I'll try to..."

Jackdaw took a glass of water, and handed it to my hand, it was warm, and warmer in my heart, I smiled and asked, "Aren't you cold?"

His body temperature is seven or eight degrees lower than mine, so it stands to reason that he should be more afraid of the cold.

"But you like snow, don't you?"

He hugged me tightly from behind, and there was no sharpness in his voice, like ice jade, icy cold, but not cold at all, "Shh, don't talk, let's watch the snow for a while, when you feel better , I will take you to the sea to see angel fish, and then eat the famous ramen here."

"Jackdaw..."

"Ah."

"What was the reason why I rejected you before?"

"..."

In fact, even if he doesn't answer, I still know it. I've thought about this matter for a long time. Before I lost my memory, I was arrogant, self-willed, and even domineering.

In the past, the jackdaw was cold, and it was difficult to even say a good word to his lover. At that time, he was hard.

Later, he almost lost me and made a change.

Later, I almost never saw him again. In desperation, I only wanted to see him again.

Wrong person at wrong time, luckily we're on the same track now.

I laughed, my heart was calm, I looked at the heavy snow that connected the world, and said softly: "Jackdaw, we won't miss it again."

"I won't give you another chance to let you escape." Jackdaw hugged me tightly, and responded coldly, strangling my bones so hard.

This person's character... is really domineering.

The ingredients for the dumplings were prepared in advance, and I felt disgusted just looking at the meat, so I replaced it with fungi and wild vegetables.

He chopped the stuffing with his own hands, and the cook next to him reminded me that there was a meat grinder. I glared at him and kept silent.

Jackdaw didn't feel anything, but his complexion was not very good.

The first thing is to chop stuffing. I watched from the side. Jackdaw was wearing a cotton apron with floral prints and lace. For convenience, he tied up his long hair, revealing a section of snow-white neck. With a serious look on his head, he was still cold, but it was hard to hide his beauty.

To describe a man as beautiful... isn't that a bit too much.

I think it's funny.

"What are you laughing at?" Jackdaw asked inexplicably.

"I feel like a shemale." I blurted out.

Jackdaw immediately threw the knife.

"I was wrong." I immediately apologized, knowing that I made a mistake, I can improve it a lot.

"You and my daughter-in-law, don't try to turn over!"

"Fart!" I immediately became unhappy, "Who is the daughter-in-law!"

"You used to be." Jackdaw said calmly, "Before you lost your memory."

"..." I was speechless.

Although I recall some fragments in the teixs' lair, they are only fragments, and there are very few fragments. I feel like a child in the fragments, and the Jackdaw always appears in a tall image.

The stuffing is quickly chopped, and then the stuffing is adjusted.

He gave all kinds of condiments, and then tasted it. He felt that the taste was not right, so he continued to add it, and after tasting it again, his face turned cold.

I quickly reached out and tasted it, and my tongue was numb from the salt.After taking a big sip of water, he said. "Fuck, you want to salt me ​​to death."

"..."

"Master, I don't actually have a sense of taste." Zhou Huai interjected at the right time.

……

Later, the cook helped us make the stuffing, and then prepared the dumpling wrappers, a bowl of water, and opened the package.

Jackdaw stared at the dumpling wrappers and stuffing for a long time but didn't do anything.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"No." The guy answered confidently.

"I can't even make dumplings. I'm so stupid." I laughed unceremoniously.

"..." Jackdaw picked up a dumpling wrapper and handed it to me, "You will."

I was holding the dumpling wrappers, and I didn't know what to do. I knew what dumplings taste like, but I had never made them before, so I was relieved and said weakly, "I don't know how to do it either."

Jackdaw's expression was very exciting, thousands of words merged into one sentence: Fuck, are you kidding me?

The dumplings are still made by the cook.

The girls' hands are skillful, with such a simple movement of the hands, a beautiful dumpling is born.

I tried a few and ended up with the dumpling skin being broken.

Jackdaw is a little better than me, and his movements are smaller than mine. He put the meat, and he doesn't follow the cook, so he slowly pinches the dumpling skin together. Although there is no style, it is very neat.

After making the dumplings, this guy turned into a cat face without noticing. With a cool expression, he led the cook to cook the dumplings.

I endured the internal injury with a smile.

As soon as he left, he almost died laughing.

Zhou Huai looked much more pleasing to the eye, and his voice was still the same as before, neither humble nor arrogant, "Young Master Shen is very happy today."

"En." I wiped my tears and stopped, "Zhou Huai, your master, how are you doing recently?"

"Young Master Shen is missing these days, the master has killed 31 people." Zhou Huai's tone was flat.

"Eighteen died from blood sucking, and the rest were all because of accidentally offending the master." Zhou Huai made a standard bow to me, and said solemnly, "Thank you, Young Master Shen, for coming back."

I frowned.

I know that jackdaws can kill people. Originally, there is an insurmountable gap between blood race and human beings, not only physiologically, but also fundamentally different in cognition.

First, they regard humans as food, which is the same as we humans view pigs, dogs, chickens and ducks.

Second, their ability will still surpass that of ordinary people. The long years have given them more time to master the core things in the world. Therefore, they have more rights than humans and can do whatever they want.

But jackdaws should not kill people.

Although he usually ignores human beings, as far as I can see, he has never really killed a person, at most he was seriously injured.

I suddenly understood that I might be the weight on the balance in Jackdaw's heart, as long as I disappeared, he would lose control.

The Jackdaw once said that he only feeds on my blood. On the one hand, it is my restriction on him. On the other hand, it is because human beings will die soon, and I don't want to see human beings die at all.Judging from the number just now, it seems that jackdaws do not drink the blood of other people at all.

He really loves me...

Suddenly some bloody images floated in my head, all of which happened in teixs, but I forcibly interrupted it soon, but unfortunately I still had a little reaction, and my palms broke out in a little sweat.

After a while, Jackdaw, who took off his apron, came over with dumplings, and Zhou Huai stood beside him calmly, without changing his movements.

"Are the dumplings delicious?" Jackdaw stared at me eagerly.

I nodded.

"Then you eat more."

"it is good."

Seeing my obedience, Jackdaw showed a very shallow smile.

The corners of the mouth were only slightly raised, but it was thrilling enough, like the sunshine breaking through the cumulus clouds and projecting onto the ground, and I was completely illuminated.

Heart warm.

So under sweet coercion, I forcibly stuffed a plate of dumplings into my stomach.

As a result, I vomited so fucking loudly, leaned on the toilet, and swore I would never eat dumplings again.

I was irritated thinking: this anorexia, how long will they be tormenting me!What a fucking waste of atmosphere!

And the Jackdaw patted my back one after another, saying: "I vomit so hard, it must be pregnant."

I was so cold that I almost swallowed my vomit again.

"I... just kidding." Jackdaw explained awkwardly.

He, he, he actually made a joke with me...in his godlike cold tone...

To paraphrase an Internet slang: It's a blind dog's eyes.