black offering

19.

In the twenty-square-meter space in the basement, I was lying on a damp bed with a jackdaw in my arms.

The body temperature of the person in my arms is very low, no matter how I hug or rub him into my body, he still doesn't have any heat.

He closed his eyes quietly all the time, his face was as pale as a piece of white paper, without blood.

It's like being dead.

Zhou Huai told me that Jackdaw's operation was only half done, and some of the broken bones were still in his chest cavity, but Jackdaw insisted on coming to me and just sewed up the wound.

This man had anticipated my revolt long before.Therefore, he endured with a cold face, and he bears all the pain and memory.

Because, this way, I can take it easy.

In this way, I am still the same as I was ten years ago, strong, confident, and invincible.

I don't understand what kind of me it is that you will never forget for ten years.

Jackdaws...

What should I do with you?

Your tenderness, your forbearance, and those ten years that I have forgotten.

How should I accept it?

I really want to ask him.

But looking at his pale sleeping face, I couldn't ask a word.

It was as if a huge stone was choked in his throat, unable to swallow or spit it out.

In the small space, I held him and slept for two days and two nights. On the third night, he woke up with a pair of black eyes, dark and pure, like melted ice, with A trickle of warmth.

"Shen Mo, will you go?" This was the first sentence he asked me.

I took a glass of water and held it to his lips.

He tilted his head slightly, his eyes turned cold, "Answer me."

There was a slight pain in my chest, I lowered my head to take a mouthful of water, pressed it against his lips, and firmly delivered the water into his mouth.

Jackdaw, there is no need to ask.

The answer is so obvious.

I ask you, how do you want me to refuse?

Can't refuse.

Not at all...

My whole body was hot, and my consciousness was drowsy, as if floating in a sea of ​​light, which was very bright and warm.

Jackdaw finally woke up.

finally woke up...

I smiled and realized my vision was blurry.

Jackdaw leaned over eagerly, touching my cheek, opening and closing her beautiful lips, as if calling my name.

Zhou Huai stood aside, his red pupils shining like will-o'-the-wisps.

This scene seems to be the first time I wake up.

If at that time, Jackdaw, you hadn't bit me, and you hadn't locked me up the next day, wouldn't the last remaining resistance to you in my heart have disappeared completely?

Maybe I'll miss you too.

Did you chase after me the same way ten years ago?

No wonder it takes you ten years.

I raised my hand uselessly, but I could only grab his hair. I smiled happily, and said, "Fool."

not only you.

I am also stupid enough.

Stupid enough to be tricked by you and run around in circles, tightly controlled by you in the palm of your hand, no matter what you do, you won't be able to escape.

I woke up again, and it turned out to be in the hospital.

The beautiful nurse bent down and took out the thermometer for me, smiling sweetly, "Mr. Shen, your fever is finally gone."

"Fever?" There was a dull pain in his throat, and his voice was still nasal.

"It's almost turned into pneumonia. Fortunately, it was delivered in time, otherwise Mr. Shen's life would be in danger." The nurse said with a smile, "By the way, you and him have a good relationship."

"Huh?" I was at a loss, completely unable to understand what the other party was talking about.

To my surprise, I still have a bad cold.

It's just like the earth suddenly revolving around the moon, which is very contrary to the law.

"It's that handsome guy with long hair, who has been guarding you all night, never leaving you, and has been working very hard to physically cool you down!" The nurse said while holding her chest, pretending to be intoxicated.

It can only be jackdaws.

Thinking of him makes me a little uncomfortable.

So he didn't speak, but the nurse knew him very well, and said very naturally: "Can you give me his mobile phone number, I want to make an appointment."

I smiled, "Okay, I'll help you connect."

"Thank you..." The nurse stuck out her tongue at me and whispered, "The handsome guy bought you breakfast."

I looked up, and sure enough, I saw Jackdaw standing at the door, wearing a dark blue windbreaker with a shirt and a knitted sweater inside, and his long hair was laid down softly, just like a childish college student would have dress up.

Is he pretending to be tender?

Of course, the premise is that his expression must be ignored.

This person's expression always carries a coldness that cannot be ignored.

The nurse greeted the Jackdaw, as if very skillful, but the Jackdaw didn't pay attention at all, and since entering the room, his eyes have been on me.

"Are you hungry? I bought pigeon porridge, it's very nourishing." Jackdaw said as he filled a bowl, blew it cold and handed it to my mouth.

"I'll do it myself." I couldn't stand it and avoided it.

Jackdaw didn't force me.

Fortunately not.

I secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

After I finished eating, Jackdaw said: "Your illness is just right, I won't make things difficult for you, next time, I will feed you myself."

"..."

Jackdaw lightly touched the corner of my mouth with his finger, and said seriously in a cool voice, "I won't give you another chance to make you forget about me."

This emphasis offends me.

Sighing helplessly, I asked him, "Are you okay?"

The Jackdaw lowered his head suddenly and kissed him like a superficial touch. Before I could react, he had already finished.

I blushed.

Fortunately, there was no one at the door.

And the person in the bed next to me was already asleep.

The clean afternoon sun shone directly on the two of us, full of warmth.

I looked at him thoughtfully.

He met my gaze and said slowly: "Zhou Huai told me to try to accommodate you."

Jackdaw has indeed changed a lot, from being tough at the beginning to being indulgent later.

Thinking about it carefully, I have a positioning element on my body. I am afraid that the time I shot Han Siam, Jackdaw deliberately let me go and gave me a short period of freedom.

After the injection in the afternoon, another nurse told me that I was ready to go.

The reason for the illness this time is most likely due to my not eating for several days and insomnia.

During Jackdaw's coma, we had no choice but to live in a small basement. Although Zhou Huai didn't say anything, I could guess that it was just because we were hiding from people.

As for whom to hide from, I guess, it is Jackdaw's old enemy.

This old enemy may include Han Siam, Shanghai is the territory of this person, and Zhou Huai's judgment is not to ask Han Siam for help, the relationship between them is not as good as imagined.

As for why Han Siam appeared in Chongqing with Jackdaw, it was because the subsidiary of FXS was in Chongqing.

The place Jackdaw took me back to was obviously very different from the place where Zhou Huai and I hid before. It was spacious, bright and very comfortable.

And this change was brought about by Jackdaw's awakening.

In other words, the Jackdaw is strong enough to keep those so-called enemies at bay.

For the next seven days, I didn't have a good time.Jackdaw would go to the movies every day, and I would helplessly and stiffly eat the popcorn he stuffed into my mouth every day.

Amusement parks, haunted houses, lollipops, and merry-go-rounds that only children can play. During this period of time, he took me to play them all.

What I remember most is the Ferris wheel. I leaned on his back impatiently and asked in a bad tone: "Is it interesting?"

"It's boring." Jackdaw answered honestly, "Shen Mo, I can't get it, is it love?"

"What?" I turned my head and could only see his left cheek, with the bright scenery behind him, and it was slowly rising.

Jackdaw said: "During my childhood education, my parents never taught me what love is, and then I was killed by a woman. When I woke up, I already had an incomparable thirst for blood."

"Speaking of which, I've been chasing you because I can't get it."

"Because I couldn't get it, I wanted it even more. With more and more contacts, I was finally attracted to you. Unfortunately, you had a bad impression of me at that time. When I first bit you, you were performing a mission. , causing you to lose your follower, and you took off two of my arms that time."

"When you knew my identity, you directly declared the country..."

"When I kissed you for the first time, you stabbed me seven times, and every knife hurt me."

"And when I confessed my love to you for the first time, you know, Shen Mo, you said exactly the same thing as a few days ago, you said, well, you kill me, and I will be completely you when I die of."

"At that time, we had known each other for two years."

It took two years to say the word love.

Are you willing to kill?

How could my treasures, the people I clearly wanted to protect, be able to get my hands on.

So, I live to this day.

The scenery is elevated and the field of vision is vast. He sighed and said, "Don't mention the previous things."

In this world, there will always be a few dull fools, such as me, and jackdaws.

Wishful thinking, chasing after.Let two people who have no intersection at all be tightly entangled together.

The two got off the Ferris wheel and stepped on the textured stone slab. I suddenly thought of Bai, so I asked, "How long can Bai live?"

"..." Jackdaw was silent for a while, and replied, "One year."

This is a sad time.

It feels as if there is still a lot of time, but in fact, there is only a little.

Accidentally, I turned my head and found that the time was gone.

"Let's go see him sometime," I suggested.

At any rate, Jackdaw raised him with his own hands, and his affection is very mellow.

I looked at him, and there was no trace of age on that delicate face. I am afraid that time has stayed on his face for a hundred years.

He is 31 this year, and I am only 32 this year, [-] in imaginary age.

The huge gap now looks very unreal.

I smiled.

"What are you thinking?" Jackdaw took my palm, feeling cold to the touch.

"Go home, it's getting dark."