black offering

18.

"No... none of my business!" The person in charge took a big step back in horror.

I woke up like a dream, knocked the opponent down with a punch, and ran downstairs without waiting for the elevator.

What is the concept of the 58th floor?

The building has a floor of nearly 3 meters, that is to say, 174 meters.

If a piece of iron falls from this height, a 50 cm deep pit can be smashed on the ground made of reinforced concrete.

My head was buzzing.

When I rushed downstairs, I suddenly calmed down.

Panting, I stopped outside the crowd, looking at the crowd on the third floor and the third floor, I was unexpectedly calm.

The Jackdaw was pushed down from the 58th floor by me. Not to mention he would die, at least he would be seriously injured. This shows that he has lost the power to control me.

I slowly turned up my collar and left the scene pretending to be a passerby.

I took out my mobile phone, called without hesitation to book a plane ticket, and returned home.

All my secrets seem to be still in the country, I have to go back to the country to investigate all the truth that belongs to me, and investigate without the surveillance of Jackdaw.

I can't trust Jackdaw, he has too much dishonesty, how can I believe it?

I asked Jackdaw about his parents and the roots of the FXS enterprise in a circumstantial way. Jackdaw never answered directly. FXS has existed for 200 years, but Jackdaw is only over 100 years old. For other reasons, Jackdaw kept silent, which somewhat made me feel problematic, because judging from the tone of his voice, Jackdaw's parents... were just ordinary people.

Besides, I just want to get rid of this person, even if only temporarily.

I took a taxi directly to the airport, ordered a cup of coffee at the coffee shop in the airport, and sat there for nearly an hour without even taking a sip.

no appetite.

Not at all.

I suddenly wanted to go back and look at Jackdaw, see how he was injured, and see if he would catch up again.

I waited for a long time, but no one came.

The crowds coming and going dragged their luggage, one person, two people, or three or four people saw one off, some old and some young, reluctant to leave.

I was so alone in comparison.

The coffee is cold, I have another cup.

I sighed, and then I remembered, in fact, from the current point of view, the only connection I have with this world is the Jackdaw.

Although it's ridiculous to say it, I really only know him, other people can only be regarded as a one-sided relationship, including Lin Xi.

I looked at the time, it was almost time.

I stood up, my body was so heavy that it almost crushed me.

Am I blaming myself?

On the plane, I took another deep look at the country.

But I can only see a gray sky, it's getting dark.

The plane soared into the sky, and after a brief discomfort in the eardrums, I closed my eyes, and there was a silent and peaceful darkness in front of me.

Today's opportunity was too sudden, my emotions were always in a tense state, and I soon fell asleep.

Between half-dream and half-awake, I kept seeing a bright and delicate face.

The dark pupils, the indifferent corners of the lips, as if the coldness of the whole winter had entered his body, making him look so cold.

His long hair is covered with frost flowers, which looks very vicissitudes.

Sitting in a wheelchair, in a field of pure white snow, he stretched out his hand weakly to me, "Mo, where are you going?"

His voice was cold and sad, like a mother who lost her cub, or a lion who lost its mate.An inexplicable force changed this man who was as cold as an emperor into a loser without edges and corners.

Loser.

I sneered, turned and left.

With heartlessness and coldness.

There was the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground behind me. I turned around and saw that the wheelchair had been overturned. He threw himself on the snow, crawling over like me. Every time he took a step, he vomited a mouthful of blood. .

"Shen Mo, I can't live without you."

"Shen Mo, you can't let me go."

"Shen Mo, I have been waiting for you for ten years!"

There were echoes in the air.

My whole body was stiff and I felt uncomfortable and complicated.

He stopped when he was half a foot away from me, and complained with blood on his face: "Shen Mo, I can bear anything, but I can't bear that you have other people in your heart! Who is in your heart? Who is there! "

The canthus is about to split, it's really scary.

madman!

My heart was beating like thunder, and I shouted over and over again, "I didn't!"

"No! You have! Who is the person in your heart?" Asked again and again.

I was overwhelmed and yelled angrily, "Shut up!"

"Tell me who it is! Otherwise, I will die with regret! I will die with regret! Shen Mo!"

Who is going to die?

I was told that my mind went blank.

My heart hurts.

why?

"Shen Mo! Answer me!"

I close my eyes and picture a person's face in my mind.

"Jackdaws."

I muttered to myself: "The person I hide in my heart is Jackdaw."

Then I opened my eyes, two tears of blood flowed from the dry corners of my eyes, and I asked him, "Are you satisfied?"

Are you satisfied with this answer?

......

"Sir, sir?"

Slight shaking, can feel very careful.

My stress response was subconsciously raising my hand and grabbing the other person's neck.

There was an exclamation in my ear.

Then I opened my eyes completely, and a stewardess with beautiful eyes was pinched by the throat by me, her face paled, obviously frightened by me.

"Ahem." I coughed dryly to cover up my embarrassment, and let go of my hand embarrassingly, "It's okay, I just dreamed that I was fighting...so..."

"Uh...it's okay, sir, Shanghai, China has arrived, you can get off the plane." The stewardess was obviously speechless, but she didn't want to have a fit.

I was at a loss, so I didn't care about their attitude, and got off the plane in despair.

It's early morning, it's still dark, and I'm standing at Nuoda's airport and I don't know where to go.

That dream is still in my mind.

Very false dream.

Jackdaw probably won't turn into what I dreamed of after death.

I smiled.

It's a pity that when I woke up, I forgot what I answered in the dream. I seemed to say a person's name, but I forgot it as soon as I woke up, and only sadness spread.

Who is in my heart?

I suddenly thought of Bai, Jackdaw's younger brother.

Bai's full name is Hanbai.

Bai was pushed downstairs by me, and now Jackdaw has been severely injured for the same reason.

Two brothers, it really is... the same goal by different routes.

A cleaning lady was cleaning, looked at my clothes, and asked: "Young man, you just got off the plane, have you been sent back to your country? You have too little clothes on, come here, I happen to have a coat here , it belongs to my son, you wear it warmly."

A kind and kind old man.

I came here in a hurry, wearing only single clothes, and the temperature difference between France and Shanghai is about ten degrees (please don’t be too particular, I wrote it casually).

My heart warmed up, I hugged the old man, and said with a smile, "Thank you."

Thank you, I mean it sincerely.

Then I took out the knife without hesitation and stabbed the old man's chest.

Warm blood sprayed my face, which should be quite hideous. I looked indifferently at the person who almost merged with the night scene at dawn, and raised my chin, "Why are you not dead?"

"You shouldn't have killed her."

"If you say something you shouldn't say, you should die."

Because people who are usually sent back to the country will be sent directly to the police station, how can it be possible to stand here and watch the scenery.

What I'm even more curious about is how he came after him.

In the case of completely out of my budget.

"Her son was sent back here three years ago, and was forgotten by the police at the airport. Her son was very honest and stayed at the airport all night. When he was found the next day, he was already stiff."

"What does it have to do with me?" I raised my eyebrows.

"She just regards you as her son, and you are going to kill her." Jackdaw said in a tired tone, "Shen Mo, you are becoming more and more cruel. You are like a soldier, and you are indiscriminate."

The light gradually brightened.

I saw him sitting in a wheelchair, his long hair was rarely tied back, hanging loosely against his cheek.

No signs of injury could be seen.

Zhou Huai stood behind him, holding an IV in his hand.

"How did you get here?" I asked.

"I'll get off the operating table and chase you in a special plane." Jackdaw sneered slightly.

rich people.

It's really embarrassing. He was crowded with me in Lin Xi's small apartment before.

I lifted my foot and wanted to leave.

I don't want to see jackdaws, or my aunt lying on the ground in a sanitation worker's costume.

The reason why I killed her was because I saw the Jackdaw in an instant and thought of all kinds of possibilities. An unbearable sense of oppression and shame made me want to kill her almost instantly.

"Shen Mo, did you want to kill me at that time?" Such a voice came from the cold wind behind him.

I thought it was necessary for me to ask clearly, so I turned around and asked, "Why don't you hide?"

"Why didn't I hide? Don't you know?" Jackdaw's smile became colder and colder. He put his hands on his forehead and said in a low voice, "Because, Shen Mo, that's your expectation, because that's what you gave me. My, you want me to die, you want me to die! I'm just trying to accept..."

I'm on fire!Kicked over the trash can.He shouted loudly: "Who the hell wants you to accept it!"

"Shen Mo, I don't want to wait another ten years, I can't wait any longer, I'm afraid that in one ten years, a car accident, your memory will easily erase me. "The jackdaw fell silent, and looked at me from a distance.

I frowned, walked up to him, put the knife in his palm, and said, "Okay, you kill me, as long as you kill me, I will be completely yours."

From the inside out.

In this state where I can't distinguish the real feeling.

The Jackdaw held the knife and paused for a long time. I even doubted that he would really kill me, but unfortunately he didn't. He hid the knife in his pocket, took out a pair of earphones, and said softly: "Listen to me for a while." Let's sing."

My hands were covered in blood, and I didn't want to connect the earphones at all. The Jackdaw automatically stuffed them into my ears. He said, "This is something that couples do. It's the little trick you despised before. A pair of earphones, two Personally, the same song. But now, I've decided, I'm going to do all the disgusting things you forgot about the previous decade."

His voice was getting weaker and weaker, as if he was weak, "Otherwise, how could you remember me?"

Ding ding dong dong music is played in the earphones, without lyrics, it is pure music, quiet, serene, and clean.

It fits very well with the current Jackdaw.

It pales in comparison to who I am right now.

As the Jackdaw spoke, he tilted his head and leaned his head lightly on the wheelchair. Zhou Huai, who had been prepared for a long time, quickly supported him.

I don't know what's wrong, I suddenly feel very uncomfortable.

I squatted down, half kneeling on the ground.

Lying on his lap, he closed his eyes silently.

"Zhou Huai, clean this place up." I heard my voice become very cold, and ordered Zhou Huai unceremoniously.

Zhou Huai has always dealt with everything, the most important thing is to deal with everything related to Jackdaw's blood. He is responsible for cleaning it up and destroying it all.

"Master Shen, the master is seriously injured, where are you going to take him?"

"Nowhere, I'll wait for you, and then you take us home." I said.

Zhou Huai replied, "Okay."