I was a stand-in for those years

It was already a month after Ke Chen woke up after undergoing heart replacement surgery.Song Sizhe may have stayed by his side for several nights, with dark circles under his eyes, seeing his eyes open, he stood up excitedly from his seat, turned his head and shouted out the door: "Doctor!"

"Sizhe..." Ke Chen's lips were pale, his eyes were empty, and he made a weak voice in the ventilator. He looked at Song Sizhe and softly called Guo Zichen's name: "Chen, Chenchen..."

Song Sizhe lowered his head, waited for the doctor to come, stepped forward and pressed Ke Chen's body trying to get up, looked at the slightly trembling lips in the ventilator, squatted down, and comforted him: "Don't worry... Zhang Chengyu three weeks ago I took him for an operation, the operation was successful, his life was not in danger...it's just..." Song Sizhe swallowed the words again, and Song Sizhe didn't continue, restrained his sad expression, turned to stare at Ke Chen, wiped away his tears, Smiling and scolding: "You are so damn fate, you are still not dead after all this."

Ke Chen fell from the upstairs holding Guo Zichen before, and his heart suffered a problem. Coupled with the gunshot wound this time, his heart function has been lost, and he had to undergo heart replacement surgery.But God seemed to take special care of him. Even though he walked through the gate of hell several times, he never really killed him each time.

Ke Chen didn't think of surviving at that time, but Guo Zichen raised his hand in desperation and slapped the gun away from Ke Chen's chest, just a few centimeters away. The bullet passed the heart and settled in the chest cavity, but did not penetrate the heart.After Guo Zichen left, Father Sun Yue, who was watching the fire from the other side, sent Ke Chen to the hospital by accident.

Sun Yue has always been Zhang Chengwen's person. She has been with Ke Chen for many years and has done many things for Zhang Chengwen behind his back.The day before the operation, she found Guo Zichen and told him about the cruel things Ke Chen had done to him for so many years, and even made Guo Zichen mistakenly think that Guo Zhanxiong's death had something to do with Ke Chen, in order to get revenge on Ke Chen.In fact, this is what Zhang Chengwen meant, because at that time Zhang Chengwen left him when he learned that Chen Chen was terminally ill, and thought of Ke Chen staying by his side when Chen Chen was hiding from him and was alone and helpless. Jealousy engulfed him like a raging fire. In addition, Ke Chen had already wanted to kill him, and he couldn't care less about his feelings. So he used Sun Yue's mouth to attack Ke Chen, in order to make Guo Zichen never again. I won't forgive him, but Zhang Chengwen didn't think of Ke Chen's suicide after that, but he didn't intend to sympathize with Ke Chen or save him. Who knew that woman Sun Yue had been Ke Chen's secretary for many years In addition, Ke Chen's son Ke Ke was brought up by her, so she developed feelings for Ke Chen, and chose to betray Zhang Chengwen at a critical moment.

On the second day after rescuing Ke Chen, Sun Yue came to Zhang Chengwen alone. She knew that she had no way out, so she didn't think about struggling, but she didn't expect that Zhang Chengwen didn't reprimand her. Said: "I don't know if you can stay with Ke Chen to take care of Ke Ke, but if you want to stay in China, you can follow my second brother. If you want to go abroad, I will send you out."

Sun Yue didn't expect Zhang Chengwen to say that, and suddenly raised his head, his gray eyes were full of doubts: "You..."

"I know what you want to say," Zhang Chengwen didn't let her finish, he shook his head with a wry smile, and said mockingly, "I have no right to blame you."

On the night of Guo Zichen's accident, Zhang Chengwen was still in the United States. It was Zhang Chengyu who carried back the man who passed out in front of the grave in the heavy snow. He was entrusted by Zhang Chengwen to secretly take care of Guo Zichen during the period of his third brother's fake death.Looking at the barefooted person lying in front of the grave, he, who has always been cold-blooded, was inevitably moved. It was so pitiful. These three people, he thought, so much in love, what else could they do?It seems that there is no other destination but death.

Zhang Chengwen hurried over after dealing with Gu Yimen and Jing Yumo's affairs. At that time, Guo Zichen was already lying on the operating table and undergoing general anesthesia.He entered the operating room, stared at Guo Zichen's peaceful and lethargic face, and suddenly burst into tears.He grabbed the doctor's hand, choked with sobs and said, "Doctor, please, don't let him have an accident..."

The doctor patted him on the shoulder and said in relief, "We will do our best."

After a while, the lights on the operating table came on, and Zhang Chengyu entered the door and pulled out the person who refused to leave the operating room.The two sat on the bench by the door, neither of them spoke, only the man's low and hoarse crying could be heard in the quiet corridor.It was the first time Zhang Chengyu saw his younger brother crying so fiercely, so he suddenly leaned over and hugged him, raised his head, and said in a low voice, "I can't figure out which of the three of you is the most pitiful."

"Chengwen, when I carried Guo Zichen out of the cemetery, the person whose body was about to freeze was still chanting a person's name. Guess who is his name?" Zhang Chengyu let Zhang Chengwen lean on his shoulder, lightly asked him.

Tears welled up in Zhang Chengwen's eyes, and he didn't answer his elder brother's question. With a trembling voice, he asked softly, "He didn't wear our rings on his finger, so... where did he put those rings?"

The question was very calm, but to Zhang Chengyu's ears, it was like thousands of knives had been cut, which made him, an outsider, very painful.

"Your pair of rings..." Zhang Chengyu paused for a long time before continuing: "He buried him in front of your tombstone...Chengwen..." After the next words, Zhang Chengyu couldn't bear to continue talking. A more ferocious heat stream mixed into the already soaked cloth on his shoulders, Zhang Chengwen leaned on his shoulders, nodded slightly, and said: "I understand..."

Zhang Chengyu lightly patted his third brother on the back, closed his eyes and thought, do you really understand...but if you understand and refuse to give up, you might as well pretend to be confused.

The operation went smoothly, and the tumor on Guo Zichen's brain was successfully removed, but... Guo Zichen fell into a coma for a long time. The doctor said that he might not wake up for the rest of his life. Even if a miracle happened, he would never be able to act like a normal person again. Live, let alone remember anything.

For this outcome, Zhang Chengwen has long been prepared in his heart. As long as Chenchen is still alive, no matter whether he wakes up or not, no matter whether he remembers himself or not, he will stay by his side, even...even if he buries the pair of rings. Into the loess, even if he wished himself happiness like a friend, even if he never loved himself.

Two months after Guo Zichen's surgery, Ke Chen came.Not long after he took off the ventilator, he rushed back from abroad as soon as he could get out of bed and walk.That man was much older, and he even had a thick layer of white hair on his temples, but his dull and cold face had softened too much, he seemed to have changed overnight.

After his hypocritical mask faded away, what was displayed was a haggard and helpless face. He looked at Zhang Chengwen who came out of Guo Zichen's ward, first took a few steps back, and then smiled self-deprecatingly, treating Zhang Chengwen politely like a guest Said: "I...can I go in and see him..."