I was a stand-in for those years

Zhang Chengwen didn't go home for several days after going out.Guo Zichen called him and said he was busy, but he went to the office to look for him but there was no one there.That night, after putting the two children to sleep, Guo Zichen sat in the living room and sent him several text messages explaining Ke Chen's affairs.When the call was finally connected, Guo Zichen coaxed him: "How about going home."

Seeing that the people over there were silent, Guo Zichen said again: "You go home and listen to my explanation, okay?"

"..."

No matter what he said, there was always silence on the other end of the phone. Guo Zichen felt that he was talking to himself in the air, and said helplessly: "Don't be angry, I didn't take the initiative to tell you, I just didn't want you to think too much."

"Ah...that...the lady boss?" An anxious voice came from the receiver, Guo Zichen was startled, and forgot to correct his address: "Who are you?"

"I'm the boss's assistant. You've seen me. Well, the boss drank too much. Should I ask the driver to take him back or will you come pick him up?"

Guo Zichen took the car keys and walked out while making a phone call: "I'll go pick it up, please take care of him."

Arriving at the address sent by the assistant, he opened the door and entered.Loud music was playing in the bar, Guo Zichen looked towards the bar, the assistant was raising his arms and waving to him: "Here it is."

Following the assistant's line of sight, he immediately saw the figure lying on the bar. "Chengwen!" Guo Zichen walked over quickly, with a worried look on his face: "Why are you drinking so much? Are you okay?"

He and his assistant reluctantly helped such a big drunk man into the car, thanked the assistant, stepped on the gas pedal and drove off in the dust.On the way, the drunkard sitting in the co-pilot became restless, lowered his head to unfasten his seat belt, fiddled with it for a long time, and muttered in frustration: "Why...why can't I untie it..."

Taking advantage of the fact that there were no cars around, Guo Zichen stretched out his arm and patted his hand: "Don't touch it."

"Huh? Why?" Zhang Chengwen smirked after drinking too much: "I'll just move."

Not half a minute after he finished speaking, he fiddled with the seat belt, Guo Zichen turned his head to look at him, and before he said anything, he saw him rushing towards him with his arms outstretched, so scared that Guo Zichen hurriedly found a roadside parking place, and held him face, wiped the drool on his face with one hand, and regretted why he didn't throw him in the back seat of the car.

The man stuck to his body like an octopus. Guo Zichen had no choice but to take out his mobile phone to call the housekeeper. Zhang Chengwen snatched the mobile phone as soon as he pulled it out. Stay here."

Guo Zichen watched his latest smart phone being ruthlessly thrown away, and seemed to hear his own heartbroken voice in an instant, and stretched out his hand angrily to pinch Zhang Chengwen's face: "Do you know how expensive that phone is? My salary is two months!" Guo Zichen whispered Whispering, the voice was very small, as if he was just talking to himself on purpose, Zhang Chengwen hugged him like a big dog licking his neck, muttering in a low voice: "Don't go home..."

Guo Zichen was annoyed: "Don't go home, okay. I'll throw you on the street and let you sleep with stray cats."

After finishing speaking, he pinched his face with a smile.

Zhang Chengwen said in a muffled voice against his neck: "If you don't go home, you will run away with Ke Chen after you go home. You will think of me when I'm outside."

Guo Zichen froze his hands, unable to laugh anymore.Silently, I wanted to wait for him to calm down before starting the car, but he kept talking non-stop: "Don't go with him."

Guo Zichen felt sour suddenly, kissed Zhang Chengwen's forehead, patted him on the back to comfort him: "I won't leave."

"Really?" Zhang Chengwen's eyes lit up, and he sat upright and blinked at him: "Then tell me, who is more handsome between me and Ke Chen."

This winking action directly threw away the uncomfortable feeling in Guo Zichen's heart, and he said with disgust like being struck by lightning: "You are really drunk and fake drunk."

"Speak quickly!"

"Okay, okay, you are the most handsome, you are so ugly."

"Then...why were you nice to him before and not to me..."

Guo Zichen made a gesture of covering his eyes: "I was blind before."

"Then me and him, who do you like?"

"like you."

Zhang Chengwen raised his head suddenly, looking at Guo Zichen with hairs all over his body: "Why..."

Zhang Chengwen came over again and kissed his eyes: "Go home."

The next morning, when Zhang Chengwen woke up, his head was about to explode. Seeing Guo Zichen wearing a pair of underpants next to him, staring at him like a shirtless chicken thief, he turned his head and said awkwardly, "What are you looking at? I haven't Forgive your cheating."

"Oh—" Guo Zichen laughed, "But you clearly said you forgave me yesterday."

Seeing that Zhang Chengwen couldn't remember anything, Guo Zichen said seriously: "Forgot? You drank too much yesterday, and I took you home. After you came back, you..." Making an embarrassing look, Guo Zichen continued: "Take your shirt off. I took off my trousers, and ran around the garden outside the house in flowered shorts, shouting, 'I am Ultraman Tiga, the God of Darkness Gunara, Hallelujah, give me blah blah energy , transform!'"

Zhang Chengwen's hands froze, and instantly petrified into a marble sculpture, and said with a trembling voice, "Impossible."

Seeing that Guo Zichen didn't look like he was joking, he was shocked and said, "Really?"

"Pfft!" Guo Zichen couldn't hold back anymore, he patted the pillow and laughed loudly: "Hahahaha! Of course it's fake! I lied to you!"

Zhang Chengwen's face darkened, he pressed him on the bed and scratched his stomach: "You, you, bastard!"

Guo Zichen clutched his stomach and laughed until his stomach cramped, so he angrily stripped Zhang Chengwen of his clothes and fucked him again early in the morning.

Afterwards, Guo Zichen told the full story of the two times he met Ke Chen, and finally assured him that he would not see him again in the future, so Zhang Chengwen calmed down.

In the end, Guo Zichen said worriedly: "I'm afraid he will do something extreme."

Zhang Chengwen put his arms around his shoulders and hugged him in his arms, and comforted him softly: "Don't worry." It's just that in a place where Guo Zichen couldn't see, his eyes were dark like a fading eagle.Ke Chen is crazy, so why isn't he? It's just two lunatics fighting, and it's hard to say who wins and who loses.

Afterwards, when Ke Chen came to the company to look for him again, or appeared at his company dinner, Guo Zichen secretly called Zhang Chengwen. The two brothers fought several times. After this time, Ke Chen never appeared again.

This winter, Zhang Chengwen and Guo Zichen took their annual leave and went to the eastern mountainous area for vacation.Go skiing in the morning and pitch a tent on the hillside in the afternoon, and watch the aurora when the night comes.Before leaving, the two children hugged Guo Zichen's calf on the left and right, and called out childishly, "Ma Ma ~ go skiing, take us ~"

Guo Zichen knelt down and said softly to them, "You stay at home and take you when you grow up."

The two bear children burst into tears, Guo Zichen coaxed them in a panic, Zhang Chengwen's face darkened, he grabbed the children by their collars and dragged them away, threw them to the nanny aunt behind him, and went out with Guo Zichen in his arms.

When he arrived at the place, Guo Zichen was wearing a heavy dark gray padded jacket, like a flopping carp, clumsily tied knee pads and a helmet, and just stepped on the skateboard before moving twice before falling on his back. Zhang Chengwen squatted aside and laughed loudly. He took out his mobile phone and slapped him wildly for a while, laughing enough before helping him up.Guo Zichen was out of breath, grabbed the snow and squeezed it into a big snowball, and stuffed it into Zhang Chengwen's clothes along the collar, until he grinned from the cold.

Zhang Chengwen taught him patiently, and he could barely walk in the morning.After lunch, the scenic spot arranged for a snowmobile to take the two of them to the place where the tent was set up. On the way, Guo Zichen chattered non-stop: "Hey, let me tell you, it was my childhood dream to see the aurora in Northern Europe..."

"..."

"I heard that the aurora has many colors. What do you think we see at night, is it red or green?"

The two were talking, but there were fewer and fewer people outside.Zhang Chengwen accidentally looked out the window, only to find that they had been taken to a deserted forest, and then he realized something was wrong, and asked the driver: "Don't tell me you are on the hillside, why did you come to the forest?"

The driver didn't look back, and said coldly: "After passing this forest, there is an open mountain in front of us."

A long comment from Rea.

Rea. Baby sent me this comment privately yesterday, saying that the comment area can’t be posted, I read it, and I think it’s well written...I’m sending it out for everyone to see together.

The following, written from Rea:

If my body was injured, Ke Chen would disinfect me, take medicine, bandage me, kiss my forehead lightly, and tell me everything would be fine.

However, if my heart is hurt, Ke Chen will only tell me that everything will be fine, and then silently frown at my moaning... He can't see the criss-cross wounds in my heart, he can't see, my heart is bleeding ...

Even when I tried to make him see my pain, he only got more and more annoyed with my pleas.

In his eyes, my tears are just the vegetable soup that accidentally stuck to his body, and it would be annoying to take a second look.

My blood is drained, and my former lover is now just a low-quality fake in your eyes.Even putting it at home feels worthless.

You tried your best to turn me from a living person into an empty puppet, but in the end, you... don't want me anymore.

The pain pierced through the heart like a rain of arrows all over the sky, screaming, struggling, tears, and finally all turned into pitiful lingering...

I really thought that my only ending was to die, and only death could release my pain.Only thinking about death can keep me alive every day.

I didn't expect that someone would rescue me from the mud.

He can see my wounds.body and heart.

He saw my wound and I was half healed.

No one knows, how much I think, how much I want people to know how much pain I have!Even if I say I don't care, even if I say I forget you!However, I can't say it, I won't say it, because even if I say it, no one cares about me.The person who loves me is already dead...

He carefully opened my heart, trying to heal my wounds.Heal the bleeding hole in my heart.It's like opening Pandora's box, he released my pessimism, my anger, my inferiority complex, my cowardly love for him...

I don't know how long it took, maybe it was the moment when he decided to heal me, maybe it was the half of our life when we met.

I finally dared to rekindle hope, and finally had hope for tomorrow.

Now... you reappeared in front of me.Yes, you are right, I once loved you, passionately, heartbreakingly, and I will never forget you.You are the biggest scar left in my heart.But you are wrong about one thing. It is because I have loved you that I know what sex is, and I know how happy my life is now.

So, let's go, take away my resentment and anger towards you, and the last bit of nostalgia.