I was a stand-in for those years

Guo Zichen hugged him and cried for a while before he lost his composure. He pressed his hand against his chest, trying to push him away, but it was like a sponge hitting steel, limp and unable to break free.Wiping his face, he asked him, "How did you get in? Do you know that you scared me to death..."

"Stay outside the door all the time, lest you have nightmares at night." Zhang Chengwen smiled helplessly, and stroked his soft and slightly long hair with his big hands.

The tip of the tear-stained face turned pink, Guo Zichen pushed him hastily: "You you you... let me go first..."

"Don't let me go." Zhang Chengwen took off his dirty pajamas, hugged him onto the bed, hugged him, touched his thin and protruding back bones: "You used to hug me to sleep, forgot? "

Guo Zichen pursed his mouth, frowned in deep thought, and then relaxed his brows, giggling: "Forgot."

Zhang Chengwen didn't intend to let him go, so he picked up the notebook stuffed by the bed, and started looking through the first page. After turning to a certain page, he smiled knowingly: "Forgot? Read it to you."

Covering his grinning mouth, Zhang Chengwen cleared his throat and read loudly: "Cough! I forgot to take my medicine tonight. When I was sleeping at night, I saw a female ghost lying on the window. I got out of bed and ran I went to brother Chengwen's house to hug him to sleep, he didn't know, because I left when the sun was up—"

"Ahh! Don't read!" Guo Zichen felt like an idiot in the past, his face flushed red, and he hurriedly reached out to snatch the book from the man's hand: "Don't read! Give it back to me!"

Zhang Chengwen smirked, encircling the arms of the person in his arms with one arm, holding a small book with the other arm, smiling heroically, and reading neatly: "If you promise him, will he be very happy? I think so too. Be nice to him, will he think I'm too stupid and not good?"

Guo Zichen was so embarrassed and ashamed that he couldn't control it. He stuck his head in and convulsed in his generous chest, crying and screaming. He kicked Zhang Chengwen's thigh and stretched out his hand to scratch his face: "Ahhh Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Zhang Chengwen scratched the soft flesh on his belly with a smile, his eyes became slits, and asked: "It's not you? Who is that?" He looked down at the person who was thrashing in his arms, paused for a few seconds, dropped the notebook, and pulled him out of his arms. Lee pulled out.Guo Zichen was still yelling, Zhang Chengwen's eyes were heavy, he cupped his face with both hands, kissed his lips before people had time to react, closed his eyes and changed the angle, and kissed deeply.Feeling Guo Zichen's body stiffen instantly, Zhang Chengwen withdrew his tongue from his mouth, looked straight into the flustered eyes with stern eyes: "Actually, I know. I know when you will come and when you will leave."

Guo Zichen stretched out his hand to cover his deep gaze, his heart was beating wildly, "You you you...you know...how did you know..."

"Do you need to ask?" Zhang Chengwen slid his face upwards, and kissed his lips in the palm of his hand: "Every time you approach, the air around me will become different. How should I put it...it becomes sweeter."

"Tu..." Guo Zichen blushed to the point of dripping blood, his expression was almost distorted, his tongue was still numb after being kissed, and he could barely speak: "What a love story!"

"Don't like it? Then how about I change to a high-end love story." Zhang Chengwen supported Guo Zichen's shoulders and made him face him. I like you. From college to now, I have liked you for many years. So, are you going to date me from today, or from tomorrow?"

Guo Zichen was stunned by this sudden confession, dizzy, and hurriedly explained: "Today, no no, tomorrow, no no no...why... why are there only these two options!"

Zhang Chengwen nodded seriously, and Guo Zichen patted him on the head angrily: "You you you...what are you nodding! No, no, no, I can't be with you—"

"No, you can." Zhang Chengwen interrupted him.

"No, no, I can't." Guo Zichen was about to cry.

"you can."

"I can not!!"

"you can."

"I can not!!!"

"you can."

Guo Zichen covered his ears: "Stop! I can!"

"Okay." Zhang Chengwen grinned, showing his white teeth, and for the first time in his life, he smiled like a big boy: "From now on, I will be your boyfriend and you will be my wife. "

Guo Zichen: "...??? If, how about I am your boyfriend and you are my wife?"

Zhang Chengwen glared at him: "What do you think?"

……

Ke Chen was wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, with a closed book on his chest, turning his head and staring out the window in a daze.A person who has just walked through the gate of hell always looks lonely. Ke Chen's face and lips are bloodless and pale, and his eye sockets are sunken. I don't know if it is because of long-term insomnia, and the heavy bags under his eyes make him look a little miserable.

"Did he come today?" Seeing Song Sizhe opened the door and came in, he turned his head and asked.

"Hehe...Brother Chen, try the soup made by our new chef, it's very good."

"I asked you if he came to see me today." Ke Chen asked again what he had just said.

Song Sizhe's smile froze on his face, he sighed, and said, "It's been several months, if he wanted to come, he would have come already."

Reluctantly, he continued to ask him: "Then why didn't he come, is he happy only after I die?"

"W-Where can I... When you were in a coma in the intensive care unit, he stayed in the temple for more than a month, praying for you every day..." Song Sizhe forced a smile, but Ke Chen pretended not to see, his gray eyes instantly brightened : "Really? Let me just say, it's impossible for him not to love me."

Song Sizhe couldn't bear his obsession, so he put the thermos box on the table, gritted his teeth, turned around and persuaded him in a low voice: "Whether I want you to live or not is not the same as loving you or not. You know him well." Yes, with a kind heart, I don't see anyone getting hurt because of him." As he spoke, Song Sizhe said solemnly: "Brother Chen, in fact, you know it clearly in your heart... He may...don't love you anymore."

"Impossible." With a half-smile, Ke Chen casually opened the book on his chest, looked down, and within a few seconds he threw the book impatiently on the ground, sneering: "If he doesn't love me, who is he going to love?" ?”

"Ah? I'm asking you something, tell me."

Song Sizhe remained silent, poured the soup from the thermos cup into a small bowl, and changed the subject: "Today, Secretary Sun said that Xiao Ke ran out of school during his lunch break. When he found him, he cried for a long time on the road and said he would come to the hospital to see him." you."

After a pause, he continued, "Just let it go, even if it's for the child."

"Let it go? Ah? You said that too? The few months when Wang Ping's accident happened, he was going to die, but you were the one who jumped off the building, Song Sizhe?"

"Brother Chen! Can it be the same!" Song Sizhe couldn't help being annoyed because he had never seen such a paranoid and unreasonable side of Ke Chen before, "Wang Bing loves me! But what about Guo Zichen! He is living a good life with Zhang Chengwen now, you Why bother! Some things can’t go back, just can’t go back!”

"Can't you go back? I'll go to your mother and you won't be able to go back!" Ke Chen's eyes were red and his fingertips were trembling.A burst of icy air drifted between the two of them. Ke Chen calmed down, rolled his dark eyes, and slowed down his tone to Song Sizhe. Under his gentle and elegant appearance, he said chilling words: "I will see him when Zhang Chengwen is dead." Who else can I love?"