I was a stand-in for those years

Guo Zichen fell down in Ke Chen's arms and looked up at the sky. In the short few seconds before he was about to die, the revolving door hadn't had time to show it in his mind.His mind was blank and he didn't think about anything, but it was not the case. If he insisted on saying something, he was surprised why Ke Chen would jump down. He also thought about what would happen to his younger brother if Ke Chen died, his young son what to do.

These thoughts just flashed in his mind, and then the feeling of weightlessness of falling with gravity disappeared, and there was a big impact, and he touched the ground, but... soft, the broken bones he thought did not appear.

Ke Chen was placed under Guo Zichen, and Ke Chen fell on the life-saving air cushion laid by the firefighters.When the ambulance came, Guo Zichen opened his eyes and watched himself and Ke Chen being carried into the car at the same time, but he was much more serious than himself, and was still vomiting blood from his mouth when he was carried on the stretcher.

That was the last time Guo Zichen saw Ke Chen.It was only later that I heard that because of the gravity of my fall, the unscathed person who could have been protected by the life-saving air cushion was pushed out of the inner wall, the ribs were broken, and it seemed that the organs were damaged, so I had to undergo several operations.

After he was taken to the hospital, he underwent various examinations. The doctor said that he was fine, so he was discharged after lying down for two days.On the day of packing, Zhang Chengwen was silent at the side, and when he was about to step out of the ward door with the backpack containing only a few summer clothes on his back, he grabbed his hand and asked, "What do you plan to do in the future?"

Guo Zichen smiled, and said to him, "Don't worry. I haven't died so many times. It seems that Lord Yan will not let me enter the underworld if I am less than 100 years old." waved.The thin back made Zhang Chengwen think of the day when the two first met many years ago, he did the same thing, he put a cigarette in his mouth and lit it, then turned around as if nothing had happened, and said "thank you" as if nothing had happened, Thinking about it now, it seems that this person has lived in my heart since then.

"Call me after you settle down, and..." Zhang Chengwen hurriedly shouted at him: "I'll be waiting for you."

I couldn't see his expression behind the back. I saw that he stopped but didn't say anything. He resumed his pace after a few seconds. His weak steps were not fast, but he raised his head and walked resolutely.

After leaving the gate of the inpatient department, Song Sizhe sat on the stone steps of the flower bed and waited for him.Guo Zichen greeted him with a smile, but didn't intend to say more, and turned his head only after he stopped him.He handed over the documents, paused, and said, "Brother Chen transferred the property to you half a year ago, and entrusted me to handle it. You were not in good condition at that time, so I didn't tell you."

"Give it back to him. Think it's for Xiao Ke, or for my brother, it doesn't matter." Guo Zichen lowered his head, looked at himself, shook his head and smiled bitterly: "Look at me now, I don't eat much, and I'm alone. You don’t need to live in a big house, where you can get the money.”

Song Sizhe accepted the document, and smiled with the corners of his mouth: "Brother Chen asked me to forward it to you, he said that you must have reacted in this way."

"You guys, obviously—"

About to say something, he shut his mouth wisely: "Forget it, don't mention this." Song Sizhe gave him a card, unzipped the backpack and stuffed it in: "Brother Chen will tell you later, these things must be given to you." You, I’m just a messenger. For the card I gave you just now, Brother Chen will send you money every month through the trust fund. He would joke with me and say, this is how you two will live in the future, and you will run away from home when you are annoying him runaway fund."

"Now...he is still in the intensive care unit, and he doesn't know if he will wake up." Song Sizhe said, his eyes were a little red: "If he can't make it through, your future life is guaranteed, and he will rest assured."

Song Sizhe's words made Guo Zichen burst into tears. If he wanted to say why, he didn't know, maybe it was just that the emotions that had been suppressed for so long just erupted at the end of this sentence.Turning around and leaving without saying anything, Song Sizhe sniffed, and didn't mention anything about Ke Chen again, but only instructed: "Fing Fing woke up a few days ago, and he said he wanted to see you very much. You... well, wait for him to recover , I will bring him to you."

"it is good."

After Guo Zichen left, Song Sizhe was still sitting on the flower bed, looking at the crowds coming and going, some people were carried out from the stretcher covered in blood, some recovered and discharged from the hospital with smiles all over their faces, but no matter the sad person or the sad person, There are family members by his side, and people like Guo Zichen who carry a backpack and walk out trembling alone are rarely seen in Nuoda Hospital.In the past, she hated him very much, because Wang Bing liked him, and she still misses him even now.Now I can't tell how I feel about him, I feel that he is strong, and when I think about the person lying on the hospital bed whose life and death are uncertain, I feel that he is ruthless.

After thinking about it, he suddenly laughed, as if he finally understood why Wang Bing liked him for so many years, maybe it was just because the two had too many similarities.

After Guo Zichen left the hospital, he took a taxi and went to the Dadu Temple in the northern outskirts of the city.The front gate of the temple is a scenic spot. There are incense altars and bodhisattvas for tourists to burn incense and worship Buddha. Even on Monday, it is still crowded with people, taking pictures, and selling stalls. It is very lively.Going in, slowly climbing up the bluestone steps, there are fewer and fewer tourists, until the closed red gate of the main temple on the towering mountainside appears.This is a place where monks fast, and tourists are not allowed to enter.

A young monk opened the door and poked his head out. Seeing Guo Zichen, he called out in a thin voice, "You're here!"

Guo Zichen nodded to him, took out a small gadget bought at a stall down the mountain and gave it to him: "I'm here to see the abbot."

Stepping on the moss-covered stone slab, Guo Zichen followed the young monk into the door and was led to the abbot's meditation room. The little boy walked over and knocked on the door gently: "Abbot, someone is here."

Guo Zichen entered the door, put his palms together and bowed to the person who was meditating and knocking on the wooden fish: "Master Huixian, I'm here...to ask you for a peace talisman."

Guo Zichen sat on the futon, closed his eyes and listened to the abbot recite the mantra, hoping that the man would survive the tribulation smoothly and wake up soon.

sit for days,

Knowing that Guo Zichen was afraid of people and the dark, the temple arranged for him to live with the young monk during his praying period.Guo Zichen hung the peace talisman he had asked for around his neck, came up early in the morning to chant mantras with the abbot, sat on the stone slab in the evening and watched the young monk carry water and chop firewood, and went into the house with him to rest when it got dark.

The isolated life in the temple almost made him lose track of time, and he didn't know how long it had passed, it could be days, weeks, or months, but he heard from others that Ke Chen woke up.

When Guo Zichen left the temple, the little monk hugged his leg and his little face was covered in mud from crying: "Wuuu, brother, don't leave, live with Jingneng! Be my brother and let the abbot give you the law." No, just... just call it incompetent, how about it?"

Guo Zichen was still a little sad at first, but when he heard that he was called "incompetent", he patted the little monk on the head angrily: "You bastard, you have a good temper for bullying your brother, don't you?"

On the way down the mountain, Guo Zichen buried the peace talisman he begged for Ke Chen under a pine tree.A good relationship is shallow, but a bad relationship is deep.He can wake up, and I am sincerely happy for him.It's not that there is still any affection left, it's just that he doesn't want him to die because of himself, and he doesn't want to live in self-blame and guilt for the rest of his life.It's finally healed now, only if we don't owe each other can we be well, we can sincerely bless him, and if we can greet him with a smile like an old friend when we meet in the future, then we will truly let go.

After finishing this matter, Guo Zichen began to seriously consider his future life. After thinking about it, he decided to stay in this city. He is slowly weaning himself off his medication. He may go back to his hometown and open a coffee shop in Midtown County. If he can, he wants to adopt a child.

Life is still going on. In this city of 3000 million people, he is not the only one who is alone, but there are not many people who are as cowardly as him, who cannot survive and choose to die. Guo Zichen thought, he is too weak, how could he be so weak? Impulse?In the future, I still have to live well and live out my own appearance.

I love life, but life is still difficult.Guo Zichen was in the empty rental house, covered with a blanket and afraid to sleep alone, hearing the sound of something slipping in the living room, he hid under the bed reflexively.He was afraid that some terrible killer would walk into the bedroom silently and kill him casually.During the night, the windows were constantly rattling by the wind, Guo Zichen stared, afraid that someone would break through the window and jump in, and also afraid that the locked door would be pried open, and fear would take over his brain, so he remained motionless in shock, hugging his head and screaming.

He is not afraid of ghosts.He was not afraid to this extent when he had hallucinations before, because he could tell himself that they were all fake.But he is afraid of people, those bad people who are sinister.

The doorbell rang with sobs, Guo Zichen kept shrinking towards the corner of the wall, the sound became louder and louder, and disappeared after a while, followed by a gentle opening of the door, followed by a hasty knock on the bedroom door, Guo Zichen He was petrified, the screams drowned out the voice of the person outside the door, Guo Zichen was about to lose consciousness.When the door was knocked open, the man walked in, looked at the empty room, heard the cry of the person under the bed, squatted down and dragged him out, and hugged him into his arms.

Consciousness gradually returned, his cold body was wrapped into a warm embrace, the hot breath from the man's breath hit his face, Guo Zichen's closed eyes slowly opened, and he looked up, it wasn't some terrible villain, it was him, Brother Chengwen .

[The author has something to say]: Because I checked the typos, I missed sending it before 12 o'clock...

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