Peeping at the ex-boyfriend next door who suddenly returned to China every day

I suddenly remembered that I had to submit the manuscript, and I had to go back first. He stood up abruptly, and the people around him were startled by his sudden movement, and the sound of the piano stopped abruptly.

"What's wrong with you?" Ling Xuan's voice sounded innocent.

"No, the singing is very nice, just like before. I'm still busy, so I'm leaving first." Without waiting for the other party's response, Zhong Yi added something vaguely, without even turning his head.

He walked in a hurry, with messy steps, and the moon burned his back behind him, shining on his heart and lungs.

It wasn't until he walked out of the venue that Zhong Yi wiped his face in a daze, only to realize that at some point, his hands were full of broken tears.

Like a broken dam, the defenses he had built over the years, within the time of this song, collapsed and collapsed.

Zhong Yi, you are so fucking worthless.he said to himself.

13 /

It was past three o'clock in the morning when work was over last night. In time for the weekend of the next day, Ling Xuan fell asleep and woke up several times during the period. He had a lot of dreams in a daze, some things happened when he was a child, and some things happened when he was in college. , Zhong Yi is naturally the main character that cannot be avoided in the dream.

When he finally had enough sleep in a daze, he opened his eyes and looked at his watch, shit, it was almost five o'clock in the afternoon.

The curtains were not drawn tightly, and a breeze that belonged to the outdoors sneaked in through the window sill. Ling Xuan got up and turned off the air conditioner, opened the window, and lay back on the bed.

The fresh air outside made him wake up slowly, his throat and eyes were so dry, and he didn't bother to go to the kitchen to pour water, his head was dizzy, as if a carriage was slowly running over it.

After a battle yesterday, the work group was quiet, and the employees were pretending to be dead to enjoy the weekend. The partner was very satisfied with the party and sent some words, such as looking forward to working together next time and so on.

What about Zhong Yi?

He left in a hurry last night for no reason, and didn't reply to a letter to explain things like that. Is he so hated that he would be disgusted even for singing a song?

Ling Xuan started his own business as a boss for more than four years, relying on the contacts accumulated by his parents, his enthusiasm and his natural sensitivity to the media industry, his career is quite smooth.

However, they are not very bright in terms of emotions. When they dated Zhong Yi, they didn't quite understand what Zhong Yi was thinking. Zhong Yi was always very restrained, even a little shy. After dating for more than half a year, he still refused to take off his clothes while sleeping. Now they have been separated for five years. He couldn't figure out the other party's mind anymore.

However, based on the reactions of these few meetings, no matter how dull people are, they can tell that the relationship between him and his girlfriend is going well, and I am afraid that he has no intention of getting back together with him.

Falling in love is nothing more than your wish and my wish, and he can't stand it because of his wishful thinking.

He went to the kitchen to drink water, feed the cat, ran on the treadmill for half an hour, took a shower, and read a book on the kindle that had been useless for a long time. He just felt restless and couldn't concentrate on anything.When he passed the balcony several times, he forced himself not to look in the direction of Zhong Yi's house, and wanted to call him, but couldn't find a suitable reason.

I'll just take a look, one last time.I'm really not a voyeur.Ling Xuan took a deep breath, and said to himself in his heart, finally repeating the same mistakes, got up and turned out the telescope under the bed.

The old man downstairs is doing Tai Chi on the balcony, and the little girl upstairs is holding a pinyin storybook and reading it carefully, her voice sounds very immature.Zhong Yi's house was very dark, and the curtains were not drawn. Ling Xuan looked carefully, and it seemed that no one was at home.

Probably no matter how upright a person is, there is some unspeakable desire for voyeurism in his subconscious. Knowing that Zhong Yi is not at home, he put away the binoculars, as if he had settled a problem, and suddenly his head didn't hurt as much as before.

Ling Xuan blew a whistle and casually looked for cigarettes by the bedside. The box was already empty, so he had to put on a T-shirt and go downstairs to buy it.

At the same time, Zhong Yi was listening to Adele's new album in the coffee shop, using a small spoon to stir the pattern of milk foam on the coffee, with too many things in his mind, and his eyes were empty.

"Why, it's so easy for you to be distracted when you meet me?" Xiao Zihang pushed the gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, "No, it's just that I'm so busy that I'm about to vomit recently, and I'm in a trance." Zhong Yi quickly replied Overcome, smiled and said.

"You guys are as tired as dogs in this line of work, and I think Ling Xuan is too."

The aroma of Earl Gray black tea was tangy, Xiao Zihang took a deep breath, and said, "I'm getting married soon, and I'm asking you out this time to send you an invitation."

"Well, I see that your circle of friends shows affection every day. I guess your good news is coming soon. I will definitely give you a big red envelope when the time comes."

Xiao Zihang smiled indifferently, with even a bit of sadness in his eyes, and suddenly said: "I met Ling Xuan last week, and he bought the ring for my daughter-in-law with me."

"Oh." Hearing Ling Xuan's name again, Zhong Yi looked at Xiao Zihang unconsciously, then turned his gaze away abruptly, silently guessing the other party's intentions in his heart.

Sure enough, only when Ling Xuan is mentioned, you will have a reaction.Xiao Zihang's glasses were covered with damp mist, he took off the glasses, and said, "I mentioned you to him, but that kid didn't seem to respond, he's always been like this, heartless..."

"Let's not talk about him." Whether Ling Xuan still cares about himself, he doesn't really care, just hearing this from others, Zhong Yi doesn't know what it feels like in his heart, anyway, it won't be easy, so he has no choice but to He opened his mouth to interrupt Xiao Zihang.

As soon as the words were out of his mouth, Zhong Yi realized that his attitude was a bit too much, his expression softened, and he smiled apologetically at Xiao Zihang.

"Then don't talk about him," Xiao Zihang took over the conversation, and his tone gradually became friendly, "Don't talk about him, just talk about our affairs."

As he spoke, he wanted to reach out to hold Zhong Yi's hand, but seeing him shrink back, he was not embarrassed, but his hand paused, and he held the cup instead.

"I originally thought that if you broke up with Ling Xuan, I would have a chance. I didn't expect that you have been away for so many years, and now you are back, you are finally back, I really, I don't know how to control myself... ..." Xiao Zihang said incoherently.

The other party's eyes were full of sentimental sadness, hazy feelings, and memories of the past. Zhong Yi almost watched with cold eyes, without saying a word.

Xiao Zihang's secret intentions had been faintly sensed long before he interacted with Ling Xuan, but at that time he was more repulsive towards homosexuality, and if the other party didn't open his mouth, he just ignored it.Later, Ling Xuan broke up with him, but Xiao Zihang treated him more like an ordinary friend, and the three of them lived in peace.After breaking up with Ling Xuan, the other party hinted several times through various channels that Zhong Yi had already gone abroad, the sky was high and the road was far away, and he was disheartened, and even refused without saying a word.

Now facing this man who is about to get married, and hearing this confession full of self-pity and narcissism, he felt a little sick to his stomach, feeling that he had never really known this old friend for many years.

Zhong Yi thought for a while, and said sarcastically: "No, I don't think it's interesting to say these things now, I saw a photo of your sister-in-law in your Moments, she is very beautiful and virtuous, Zihang, I think you should cherish it she."

"But, don't you think she looks a bit like you?" Xiao Zihang deliberately ignored his anger and asked back.

Like your head, you tell me this, are you worthy of your girlfriend?Zhong Yi took a few deep breaths and said patiently: "I think... Are you feeling unwell today? Do you want to go back and rest earlier?"

Xiao Zihang didn't mind smiling, put his glasses back on, and said, "I understand, I want to hug you right now, it's just a wish for so many years, okay?"

He has heard many confessions, fake or sincere, what Xiao Zihang said really gave him goosebumps.

Zhong Yi resisted the urge to find out whether there were cameras nearby or whether the TV station was running a reality show, and refused, "No. This is not good."

He has always been a very pragmatic person when it comes to dealing with emotional issues, and he has never been vague and ambiguous on matters of principle. Probably the rare romance in life has been spent on Ling Xuan, so it is unavoidable to treat others. Favor.

The smile on Xiao Zihang's face finally couldn't hold back, he stood up and supported his hand, saying: "If you don't want to hug, just shake hands."

A sprinkler truck passed by, and Ling Xuan listened to the tick-tock song of the sprinkler truck, and then remembered to hide, but it was too late, and he was heavily drenched.

No wonder Ling Xuan was unresponsive, he had just bought cigarettes from the convenience store when he saw in the coffee shop next door, his good brother for many years, the straight man Xiao Zihang, reaching out to hug his ex-boyfriend, with an ambiguous gesture and an intimate expression ——He still hasn't been able to recover from this huge shock and weird feeling of being betrayed.

Xiao Zihang said he had to leave first, Zhong Yi sat there blankly, looked at the coffee in front of him, and showed a wry smile, but in the eyes of Ling Xuan, who was burning with anger, it was also a sweet and ambiguous smile.

Having a girlfriend again, and being entangled with an old friend who is about to get married, you are such Zhong Yi!When did this come out?

Through the bright floor-to-ceiling windows, Ling Xuan saw that Zhong Yi was still there with an expectant expression on his face. He finally couldn't take it anymore, took out his mobile phone and dialed the number, and when he got through, he said, "You, you and Xiao Zihang, what's going on?" ?When did this happen?"

Zhong Yi didn't save Ling Xuan's current number at all, and he was startled when he heard the other party's voice, and then he accused him angrily, opening his mouth for a long time without saying a word.

He didn't care about answering, and hurriedly looked for the direction where Ling Xuan was. When he turned his head, he saw that the other party was already standing in front of him, soaked all over, with an angry expression on his face.

"Why are you here?" Zhong Yi couldn't help but ask.

"I……