Peeping at the ex-boyfriend next door who suddenly returned to China every day

Bury it lower, so as to hide the red corners of his eyes: "Understood, don't worry." After a pause, he couldn't help asking: "The matter between me and Ling Xuan... did my parents tell you? ?”

Auntie took a sip of the lemonade, covered the lipstick on the corner of her mouth with a tissue, and smiled without saying a word.

Walking out of this coffee shop, Zhong Yi stood for a long time under the shade of the tree at the school gate, sweat dripping down his back slowly, he thought about many things, but many things can be figured out without thinking.

Finally, he put his hands in his pockets and told himself, look here again, tomorrow you don't belong here.

24 /

First, he rushed to the hospital when he received a call from Zhong Yi who was injured, and then he exchanged heart-to-heart talks with him, and finally his relatives caught them being intimate. For Ling Xuan, this day was like a dog blood family room melodrama.

In the past, Zhong Yi kept the relationship between the two of them secret to outsiders, not to mention family members.Looking at him leaning against his chest, the plan of getting back together was pretty close, but he didn't expect that an aunt would come out halfway.

Will Zhong Yi be shaken by this?How did he plan for this relationship?To be honest, Ling Xuan didn't have any positive confidence in his position in Zhong Yi's heart.

Recalling the red and white expression on his face when the other party got out of the car, Ling Xuan felt distressed and worried, took out his mobile phone and flipped for a long time, afraid that he was bothered by his call, and afraid that when he needed to talk to him, he would be alone. I ignored him, hesitated again and again, but never made up my mind to call the other party.

While holding the phone in a daze, the screen vibrated, and Zhong Yi's name was clearly visible on the caller ID.

"Hello?" Ling Xuan immediately swiped to answer, and said first, "Are you okay?"

"It's okay, what can happen." Zhong Yi knew that he was worried, so he quickly laughed twice to show that he was okay, and said, "It's not the first day my family members know that I'm gay, at most it's more exciting to meet us live broadcasting That's all."

His tone sounded very relaxed: "My aunt looked at me in horror. I guess she will inevitably vent to my father when she goes back, but it doesn't matter. Take your time. They can't accept it and there will always be a compromise. My cousin It doesn't matter, she has always been in the same country as me."

"But, I remember when your father..."

"You said it was back then, and I am not what I was back then. Back then I was young and ignorant, and I compromised because of their opposition. But in the past few years abroad, I have gradually understood a truth. It is not the way my parents arranged, but the way It must allow me to live a good life, my life is in my own hands.”

"Now that I am an adult, I have a job that is enough to support me. Apart from the kind of life their older generation expects, I have the right to choose the path I want to take, and I have the ability to be responsible for myself."

Hearing Zhong Yi, who was always introverted and deep, uttered such views against his family, Ling Xuan was moved in his heart, and added: "I really grew up, and I have a set of principles, and I can become a lecturer in an MLM organization. But what you said is the same, it’s only me who can make you live well.”

The timidity five years ago and the composure five years later, he was not confident enough five years ago, but now he is more calm, Ling Xuan has seen all these details, collected them carefully, and secretly treasured them.

"Come on, don't worry about it." Zhong Yiyou changed the subject lightly, and said, "Go to bed early."

Of course he didn't know that Ling Xuan was standing behind the curtain in the bedroom watching himself with a telescope.

"Yeah. You too. Don't get wet on your wound. Be careful these few days." Ling Xuan said calmly, paused, and said, "I know you're not ready yet, don't worry, I'll be there Wait here."

On both ends of the phone, the two smiled tacitly. Zhong Yi understood what he meant, and it seemed superfluous to say anything about being moved.

"I know, I know, Ling Daida, good night and sweet dreams." In fact, he still has half a sentence in his heart that he feels good about saying - it would be even better if he could dream of me.

Promised to give him time, Ling Xuan stopped being too pretentious about Zhong Yi's presence, and the two resumed their normal contact relationship at work, the only difference is that they would say good night regularly, and occasionally share interesting little things in life with each other.

Opening WeChat before going to bed every day has become a fixed habit of him, as if he is still in the same room with Zhong Yi when he returned to university, the relationship is peaceful and youthful.

He is well aware that Zhong Yi's emotional decision-making is a bit meek, too rigid and easy to break, besides, after soaking in the big dye vat of society, he has long since lost the impatience and stubbornness of the previous few years, and he also enjoys this kind of life that is not yet ready. Ambiguity.

It can be said that the resistance from the family was once a scar in their relationship, and it was also the incomprehension of their parents, which brutally exiled Zhong Yi to a foreign country.

He has also carefully reflected on this relationship after a long separation. They are too young and impatient, and they don't understand that forever depends on mutual tolerance and communication to maintain it.These were not there back then, but now they are. He is willing to make all preparations, open his hands, and wait for Zhong Yi to come back.

No matter what, his people are always his, and he always has this confidence.

25 /

After hanging up Ling Xuan's phone, Zhong Yi was stunned for a while in the dark, the past and pent-up emotions were hitting his chest like waves, and he felt vaguely stuffy.

They both gave up on each other five years ago, and now what he hesitates and fears the most is to get back together and let go easily because of various trivial resistances, so he has not taken this step for a long time.

After all, the beauty of commitment is that you can never touch the dreamy silhouette of a mirage, you can only look at it from afar.In fact, no one can predict what thorny problems you will encounter tomorrow when you face life down-to-earth.

"Bang bang bang", someone knocked on the door with a cautious voice.

"Come in." He walked over and opened the door.

Standing at the door was Luo Xinwei, with slender fingers twisted together, thick eyelashes drooping, and a delicate and cautious expression.

"What's the matter, usually you just kick the door in, have you changed your sex today?" Seeing that she was nervous, Zhong Yi took the initiative to change the subject.

"My mother, I'll let her go back first." Luo Xinwei said suddenly, and then said, "I told her not to talk nonsense to uncle and aunt, you have your own privacy, maybe she can listen to it a little bit. "

"Hmm..." Zhong Yi didn't know what to say, so he responded dully, like a deep sigh.

Luo Xinwei also sighed and asked after a while, "Brother, can I talk to you?"

The two grew up together, they are not biological brothers and sisters, but their relationship is the same as that of brothers and sisters. Zhong Yi has always treated her like a little princess, seeing her sister hesitated, he quickly smiled and said: "What's the matter, What trouble did you encounter again?"

"The thing about me and Dameng before, I'm really sorry for you. It's so embarrassing to let you go with me for nothing. I always wanted to thank you very much."

Zhong Yi patted Luo Xinwei on the head, and said: "Hey, for you, it doesn't matter if you put a knife in your ribs, between us, don't say thank you for such a trivial matter."

"Yeah." Luo Xinwei bit her lips and nodded vigorously. When she raised her head, her eyes sparkled, and she said, "I discussed it with Dameng, and we still don't want the child. Now we are still young, and we are not ready to be parents." This matter was kept from my mother from the beginning to the end, brother, you have to keep it a secret for me!"

He has long been prepared to be a bachelor for the rest of his life, and his understanding of marriage, family and children is a mess, and he doesn't know what to persuade, so he can only say: "Weiwei, you are already an adult, since you have thought about it. , Brother will support you no matter what decision you make."

"I know that brother is the best!" Luo Xinwei sat down beside Zhong Yi, rubbing his shoulder flatteringly.

"Brother, let me tell you my little secret, can I ask you something?"

"You ask." Zhong Yi looked at his cousin's sly eyes, and thought to himself that after going around in such a big circle, he finally got to the point.

"Is that your boyfriend today?"

"No, how should I put it, it's not easy to define..." Zhong Yi hesitated for a moment, not knowing what words to use to describe his relationship with Ling Xuan.

"Oh, I see! Friends with benefits and sexual partners are very popular now!" Luo Xinwei interjected excitedly.

He couldn't help but laugh, he patted Luo Xinwei's forehead, and said, "What are you thinking? It's my ex-boyfriend, my first love, whom I met in college."

"That's...the one who visited your house for a summer vacation, right!" Luo Xinwei frowned and thought for a while, then suddenly slapped her thigh and said.

"Yes, it's him, why do you still have the impression?"

"I just said it looks familiar. That little brother is really handsome. I was crazy for a long time back then, but he was still unmoved by a beautiful girl like me. He didn't look at me too much. He just talked to you every day." Tired of being together, I'm always sad...Brother, you really are in love, it's been five years, and you're still together with your first love."

"What do you mean getting together? Can you be a little more reserved as a girl?" Zhong Yi couldn't laugh or cry, and stretched out his hand to flick Luo Xinwei's forehead, but when he looked down, he saw that her expression was a bit complicated.

"Well...brother, actually...I want to tell you something frankly, I hope you won't beat me up after hearing this."

"Well, tell me, my mental capacity is very good now."

Luo Xinwei sighed, lowered her head, picked the sequins on her fingernails and said: "I have always felt very, very sorry for you. If I don't say it, I feel that I will never feel better..."

"Then just say it, I'm going to be hanged to death by your appetite."

"The elders of our family knew