Peeping at the ex-boyfriend next door who suddenly returned to China every day

I lost something. Zhong Yi said in a panic, "I'll go back to the hospital to look for it." "As he said, he wanted to get out of the car.

"Is it your necklace? The silver one?" Ling Xuan paused, his tone intriguing: "Is this so important?"

Zhong Yi didn't notice the other person's subtle expression, and said absently: "It's not... I, I will explain to you later."

He took out his mobile phone and called Long Jiayu, asking if he had seen his necklace.

"Necklace? Oh yes, it was broken when I sent you to the hospital. Brother Li saw it with sharp eyes, so I put it in your trouser pocket for you. Look for it."

Zhong Yi immediately went to touch his pocket, but found that there was only the chain, and the things hanging on it were gone.

He looked at Ling Xuan, coughed, and said to the other end of the phone: "Then, didn't the pendant on the top come in together?"

Long Jiayu wondered: "Ah? Where did the pendant come from? I saw the chain. Did it fall somewhere? Is it something valuable? Hey, if you don't get the old one, you can't get the new one. Let Boss Ling give it to you." You buy new..."

"Okay, okay, I see, you have a good rest, bye."

Zhong Yi's first reaction was that it was very likely that it fell downstairs in Li Yahong's company. Now go back and look for it, maybe you can find it.

Ling Xuan also saw Zhong Yi's confusion, and asked tentatively, "Is it something important? Do you want me to drive with you to find it?"

"Forget it, if you drop it, it's God's will." Zhong Yi replied carelessly, stuffing the chain back into his pocket.

The above things are gone, and the meaning of this chain no longer exists.

"Well, that's good, I'll take you back." Ling Xuan's aura instantly cooled down, he focused on the road navigation, and stopped talking.

This quiet atmosphere seemed to be contagious, the intimacy and eagerness of a moment ago had cooled down, neither of them took the initiative to speak, only Ling Xuan's favorite French singer was singing softly in the car.

He dullly felt that the people around him were angry, and cautiously looked sideways at Ling Xuan's tightly pursed lips, trying to explain, but couldn't find a suitable opportunity.

About half an hour before the rush hour, the road conditions were smooth, and the person holding the steering wheel stepped on the accelerator all the way. In just a blink of an eye, Zhong Yi saw the big stone monument and potted plants at the gate of his own community.

What to say next? "Thank you for taking me home, bye"?

He shook his head with a wry smile, stared at the people beside him, and said, "Why don't you ask me about the origin of this chain?"

Don't you even have this little curiosity and interest?

Ling Xuan lit the cigarette between his fingers, and said indifferently: "You will naturally say what you want to say."

——It doesn't make any sense to ask, since it is so important, it is probably also a token of love with other people.

"This chain is not important... I used it to hang the ring." Zhong Yi stared deeply at Ling Xuan's silhouette on the rearview mirror, and said, "It was the one you gave me back then."

"After breaking up with you, thinking about it, I don't have the right to wear that ring anymore, and I can't bear to throw it away, so I hang it on a chain around my neck. Sometimes when I encounter difficulties outside, I raise my hand to touch the ring you gave me, and I feel miserable. It's over after a while."

Zhong Yi's voice became softer, and in the end it was almost inaudible. His eyes were blurred, and many episodes of his life in a foreign country flashed back like a movie - walking home alone after finishing work in a cold night, and his roommate called an ambulance due to a severe cold and fever. , Hiding under the quilt, looking at Ling Xuan's mobile phone number over and over again, but never dialing it...

There were too many heart palpitations in this instant, these were almost insignificant, and his self-esteem and his confiding voice sank to the bottom together.But at those times, as long as there is Ling Xuan's ring by his side instead, it will not be extremely painful and difficult.

"I thought...you never regretted your departure..." Ling Xuan stared at him deeply, then put his palm on Zhong Yi's face, and said tremblingly.

"No, no..."

He couldn't continue talking, his throat felt like a heavy foreign body was blocked, he was the one who didn't look back at the beginning, he was the one who regretted it since he got on the plane, and he was the one who begged for mercy in front of him in the end—sometimes he really Self-loathing has reached the extreme, and it is no longer a matter of being submissive. Zhong Yi feels that he has dragged Ling Xuan down. From a boy to a man, they are tied to each other and owe each other.

The man choked with sobs, his eyelashes drooped, and a hot tear fell into the palm of his former lover.

This drop of tears is like the most magnificent and expensive gemstone in the world, falling only for him, only belonging to him, and flickering only for him.

Ling Xuan's heart moved, and his eye sockets became moist. He wiped off the water on Zhong Yi's cheeks with his thumb, and said in a deep voice: "Zhong Yi, look at me, I just ask you, just this time, you, how about you?" love me?"

It was an answer that could be answered without hesitation with one word, but he hesitated again. They were no longer the teenagers they were back then, they could fight against the whole world for each other with a single word of like, they were adults, and there were many issues to consider, he was no longer Dare to say love again.

He was afraid, afraid of experiencing the pain of parting again, afraid that the other party would give up, and also afraid that he would give up.

Seeing that the man hesitated to speak, Ling Xuan pressed Zhong Yi's shoulder, and his tone was filled with uncontrollable madness: "It's fine if you don't answer."

He lifted the other party's chin vigorously, forcing Zhong Yi to raise his head, and said softly: "Then just say something, you don't love me anymore, you don't have me in your heart, if you say that, I will let you go, in this life, I love you Ling Xuan will never come to provoke you again."

"You..." Zhong Yi was dumbfounded by the other party's almost rogue and childish behavior. He opened Ling Xuan's hand, lowered his eyes habitually, and sighed softly: "Why do you do this?"

"Very good, good." Ling Xuan squinted his eyes for a moment, and smiled angrily: "The ring is a dead thing, it doesn't make any sense, a ring can keep you so worried for five years, what about me? I am right in front of you now, what am I? I don’t understand, what is it that you care about, what can enter your eyes and enter your heart!”

Finally couldn't take it anymore, as if he had been brushed against the scales, Zhong Yi pushed his hand away suddenly, his face was like paper, the remaining tears gushed out from his eyes, and his body kept trembling, he roared angrily: "Ling Xuan, I told you You, don't think that I keep this ring because I can't live without you, I'm not!"

"It's not that I can't forget you for five years. I'm just afraid of trouble. I think it's too difficult and troublesome to start to know and like someone from the beginning. I'm just afraid that I will be lonely to death. I'm afraid that in another ten years , 20 years, I still wear the ring you gave me, I don't want to go everywhere and think of you! You plundered my ability to like others! You are a beast, you thief, you reshape me, Destroy me again, I am nothing without you, you shattered my world and everything I have!"

At the end of this passage, Zhong Yi almost roared, hoarse and choked up, his chest heaving violently.Repressed for too long, knowing that he was talking nonsense, knowing that he willfully blamed Ling Xuan for all his faults, but still insisted on finishing the speech, he needed a window, a window where he could vent with peace of mind.

Since the acquaintance, Ling Xuan has never seen Zhong Yi lose his composure like this. He opened his mouth for a long time and was unable to make a sound. His Zhong Yi is such a good-tempered person, and now he is really surprised.

Probably, in my life, I will never be able to see Zhong Yi sad. When he is sad, his whole world is like being attacked by terrorists, plus earthquakes, tsunamis and other natural disasters.

"Okay, okay, it's okay, I know it all, don't cry, it's my fault, be good..." The temper just now disappeared instantly, Ling Xuan was a little bit like hugging a loved one for the first time. At a loss, she pulled him into her arms, patted his back lightly, and gathered all his tears and grievances in this warm embrace.

"I didn't... You have to forget that part just now, you just think I'm crazy..." It's really embarrassing to be coaxed like a child, and a person younger than himself. His eyes rubbed against Ling Xuan's shoulders, and he struggled to get up.

"Okay, okay, okay, I know, I know, I forgot, I don't remember anymore..." Ling Xuan hurriedly held him down, touched Zhong Yi's thin back, and said: "I want to hug you." Are you up to it? Let me hug you, okay? It's been a long time since I hugged you. "

Now that his shirt is used as a napkin, let him hug it, even if it has touched each other.Thinking of this, Zhong Yi quieted down and didn't move any more. Both of them remained motionless, and even breathed lightly. They were afraid of missing this moment of tranquility.

If they are not in the car now, the shadow they cast on the ground should be one.It would be great if we could just maintain this posture and turn it into a sculpture, just like the lovers who finally chose to jump into the concrete foundation in "Two Little No Guess". Only in this way can the love be solidified forever and meaningfully.

"I want to turn you into a stone, no, let's turn into stone together, just like this now, stay at the door of the house and never leave again." Ling Xuan whispered softly.

"That needs a Du Meisha." Zhong Yi squeezed his shoulder, and finally said vaguely with a smile.

Ling Xuan also wanted to laugh, as soon as he met Zhong Yi, his IQ and EQ would automatically lose 20 years.However, as soon as he raised his head, he was really petrified instantly. Through Zhong Yi's gaze, he saw two people across the road.

Luo Xinwei, her mother Du Ping, and Zhong Yi's aunt stood opposite each other, holding large bags of vegetables and fruits in their hands.They looked at them in the car with complicated expressions and couldn't say a word.

"That's..." he asked lately.

"What?" Seeing the other party's hesitation, Zhong