Two little nonsense guesses

【32】

Zhao Mianmian was extremely tired that day. She talked a lot in the car, saying that she and Du Ke found a coffee shop to sit down that day, and said that she never thought that one day she would be able to sit with Du Ke so peacefully.

"You know, when I was young and ignorant and selfish, I thought my love was everything. I was so reckless and hurt so many people. The last thing I wanted to hurt was her, but I hurt her the most. What qualifications do I have? What? Su Ran?" Zhao Mianmian leaned towards Su Ran, Su Ran didn't know how to persuade him, and he couldn't persuade him. Back then, Zhao Mianmian also lost his mind and chased Du Ke until the whole school knew it. It was earth-shattering. She was just too young back then, so young that she didn't know how to bear the consequences, especially the consequences for Du Ke, but Zhao Mianmian was not heinous, so Su Ran could only gently rub Zhao Mianmian's head.

Zhao Mianmian's eyes were a little dry, she rubbed her eyes, maybe she had been on the plane for too long, and she couldn't sleep on the plane, her mind was full of the scene of meeting Du Ke a few days ago, and she repeated it over and over again. I went through my mind, like taking drugs, from when Du Ke bumped into her and kissed the Korean woman who had a one-night stand, Du Ke's expression, what Du Ke said to her, she squatted on Du Ke later, the clothes Du Ke wore that day, her Her hairstyle, her movements, she is all rolled in a cigarette, sucked mouthfuls, inhaled into the lungs, accumulated there, no wind blows, no sun, hidden in that corner, just waiting to get moldy.

That day she was sitting in the coffee shop with Du Ke, but it was embarrassing, it was the first meeting since Du Ke got married, Du Ke probably thought that this person would never appear in her life again, because Du Ke didn't Knowing what to say, she kept stirring the coffee, clockwise and counterclockwise, Zhao Mianmian felt that Du might have promised her that half an hour to sit and drink coffee together was really a blessing.

"Are you here? On a business trip?" Zhao Mianmian asked breaking the silence.

"kindness."

"How long will you stay?"

"A week."

The polite question and answer is about to stop. Everyone knows that two people like this, two people who have been crushed by time, meet again and all the things that have been said, such as "Long time no see, how have you been these years? Are you busy recently?" What?" These polite and empty nonsense completely blocked the phrase "I miss you" from all directions, and blocked it completely.

After those innocuous scenes are finished, there is only silence, long silence, exotic sunlight, dust clearly visible under the sunlight, and the past of those youths flowing.

Half an hour passed quickly, Coffee Duke drank three sips, left more than half, said nothing, did not explain anything clearly.

Du Ke got up and left, Zhao Mianmian got up to see her off, the cafe was not far from the hotel, Du Ke could walk back, Zhao Mianmian stood at the door of the cafe, on a foreign street, looked at Du Ke's back for a long time, like a It was a sad nightmare. She didn't even ask if Du Ke's cell phone number had been changed. She couldn't ask.

Zhao Mianmian was very tired from talking, she opened the car door and left, "I'll call you when I get enough sleep, I came back this time to tell you this in person, I just feel a little panicked."

Zhao Mianmian got out of the car, and Su Ran sat in the car for a long time in a daze, she watched Zhao Mianmian come all the way, Zhao Mianmian's love for Du Ke was like alcohol, Zhao Mianmian struck a match and burned herself, It burned Du Ke even more, and at the same time made Mu Keming and himself feel timid. At that time, everyone was too young and too scared.

Su Ran will always remember that day, the last month before the college entrance examination, whether Zhao Mianmian's heart was burned by the melancholy of graduating soon or Zhao Mianmian herself had a flammable and explosive physique. During that time, her feelings for Du Ke When she reached the peak, she confessed to Du Ke that she was especially coquettish, stupid, and sophomore. The trunk of her car was full of tacky roses. Of course, her legs were still shaking that day, so the driver would The car drove downstairs to Du Ke's house and let the driver go. Su Ran stayed to cheer her up, "Don't shake, you've done it all, come here, even though it's disgusting." Su Ran was very disgusted.

"What should we do now?" Zhao Mianmian bit her fingernails.

Su Ran called Du Ke with her mobile phone and said that she fell downstairs at Du Ke's house and couldn't get up. Du Ke hurried downstairs, Su Ran hid in the car and asked Zhao Mianmian to figure it out. There was no way to retreat, no way to hide, seeing Du Ke showing up, he opened the trunk immediately, Du Ke looked blank, and said, Zhao Mianmian, why are you here?Have you seen Su Ran?

Zhao Mianmian's face was flushed, but she had already been forced to go to Liangshan. Du Ke asked her, but she didn't reply. Du Ke was worried about Su Ran, and looked around, looking for her. Zhao Mianmian grabbed Du Ke's hand, "There is no Su Ran, I was looking for you."

"You?" Du Ke has seen the scene of the trunk at this moment, his eyes are bright red, and he doesn't know what to do. Du Ke is young and beautiful. There are many male students in the class who like her. She knows that it is the kind of very A superficial liking doesn't really get in the way, but she doesn't know Zhao Mianmian's feelings for her, and she doesn't know that this carload of roses is not worth Zhao Mianmian's affection for her.

"What's wrong?" Although Du Ke was a little confused when he saw these flowers, he still asked with concern.

Zhao Mianmian couldn't get off the tiger, and gritted her teeth and said, "I like you." She spoke in a low voice, but every word was clearly visible, and Du Ke's smile froze for a moment, but he quickly got used to it, "I know, Thank you, but this is too expensive for you, it shouldn't be so expensive, you are still a student..." In fact, Du was a little frightened, and felt that something was wrong, otherwise she wouldn't be rambling like today, She is not usually like this.

Zhao Mianmian interrupted her, she had to interrupt, and she put it there while she was in a hurry, if she was interrupted by Du Ke, she might not be able to say these words for the rest of her life, "No, it's not the kind of liking It's not the students' liking for the teacher." Zhao Mianmian paused, and Du Kezheng said, "It's the kind of liking of love, the kind of liking of the heart, the kind of liking of the sweetheart, the person on the tip of the heart, I I like you." Zhao Mianmian's eyes were moist and sincere, with the peculiar greenness of young people, "I don't know when I started to like you. The English class every day has become my biggest hope. Without your class When I was young, I stared at your office, the corridors of the school, and the playground, looking for you everywhere, Du Ke, I fell in love with you, hopelessly in love with you." At that time, Zhao Mianmian was still short. But at the same time, she was dazzled by her confession, tiptoed, leaned forward, and kissed Du Ke's lips. Du Ke's mouth was touched lightly, but her mind was buried like snow. A thunderbolt exploded all at once with a "boom".

【33】

It was a blurred urban alley at night, and the management and maintenance of the municipal street lights were not done well. The few street lights at the end of the street had been broken for a long time. Su Ran lay on the back seat, looking through the glass of the car. Seeing the blurry two people, but seeing Zhao Mianmian kissing Du Ke on tiptoe, her heart was still startled. The shock made her think of her and Mu Keming, and her heart beat faster , more fearful.

Zhao Mianmian went crazy, Du Ke woke up in a panic, and pushed her away, she was too careless, she didn't expect it at all, looking around, fortunately, the light they were in was dim, it was rare for Du Ke After losing his temper once, he still reprimanded him lightly, "You...you're messing around." After finishing speaking, she turned around and left. Seeing that she hadn't returned to the car, Su Ran got out of the car to look for her. Zhao Mianmian was already squatting in the car. After getting to the back of the car, her hands hugged her knees tightly, her whole body was shaking, Su Ran fished her back into the car, hugged her gently, and hugged her for a long time before Zhao Mianmian came back to her senses, Looking at Su Ran helplessly, "Am I going to be banned by Du Ke?"

"I think you're coming too soon." Su Ran sighed. She thought Zhao Mianmian would confess her love, but she couldn't stop it anyway. You can confess your love however you want, but Zhao Mianmian just won't listen, she said she can't control herself, she can't do anything about it, the confession is over, she dared to kiss Du Ke, and she was still on the street, I really don't know what to say about her good.

Du Ke returned home in a panic, very dazed, she had never experienced such a thing, what is this?Is it thin?I feel that this word is too heavy, but even if there are male students who confess to her, no one has ever dared to kiss her like this. Her small face was hot, and she stroked it, unable to recover, not knowing how to deal with herself, short She couldn't think of how to deal with Zhao Mianmian within a short period of time. That was her student, and a student who was due to take the college entrance examination in more than a month. In such a night, she was a little confused by the sudden confession and kiss. At this time, Du Ke called, and Du Ke was a little confused, and he didn't answer the phone.

After that, Du Ke slowed down for a few days, including the occasional meeting with Zhao Mianmian's eyes during class, and she would take it back soon. Zhao Mianmian seemed to have been waiting for a reply from her, and she confessed that she had to wait for a reply, didn't she? Is it normal?Although this confession seemed unbelievable in the eyes of ordinary people and elders, Du Ke originally wanted to wait for Zhao Mianmian to talk to her after the college entrance examination, but she found that Zhao Mianmian couldn't wait any longer. One day in May, In the last evening self-study, Du Ke called Zhao Mianmian to the playground. The playground was very empty at night. There were a few students playing basketball on the basketball court. The lights on the playground were very dim. Du Ke was sitting by the playground, and Zhao Mianmian was very upset. She came here anxiously, standing in front of Du Ke, Du Ke's hands were intertwined and intertwined, she was also a little nervous, Zhao Mianmian could see it, because her slender fingers kept moving back and forth, "Sit down." Du Ke Moving aside, Zhao Mianmian sat next to her, feeling that Du Ke's breathing was tighter than usual, which made her extremely nervous.

"The college entrance examination is coming soon, Zhao Mianmian, I hope..." Du Ke licked his dry lips, "I hope you can sort out your mood and prepare for the exam. All other things can be discussed after the college entrance examination."

"What do you mean? We have to wait until after the college entrance examination? It means that after the college entrance examination, will you accept my liking for you? Can you be my girlfriend and be with me?" Zhao Mianmian said all this, Also very unfounded.

Du Ke frowned, and only clenched his hands tighter, "Zhao Mianmian." She touched her forehead, "Do you know how old you are? How old am I? Do you know that you are a student and I am a student?" Your teacher? Do you know that you are a girl? I am a woman too? Are you... are you 18 years old?"

"It's full. Today, I'm 18. I'm an adult." Zhao Mianmian took a deep breath. Du Ke just said a lot, but she was a little dizzy. Of course she knew it all.

Du Ke was stunned, today is Zhao Mianmian's birthday?How could she choose today so desperately?

"I know what you said. I am 18 years old and you are 25 years old. This cannot be changed. But when I finish the college entrance examination and high school, I will not be your student and you will not be my teacher. So wait for my college entrance examination. Is it okay to like you again?"

Du Ke was speechless, clasped her hands together, and covered her nose and mouth. She turned sideways and wanted to touch Zhao Mianmian's head. She didn't know what this little head was thinking. Mianmian didn't listen at all, but when she thought of Zhao Mianmian kissing her, she put her hands in her pockets and didn't take them out, "Zhao Mianmian, I have a boyfriend."

Zhao Mianmian was silent for a while, "I know, but there is no way to stop me from liking you."

"Zhao Mianmian." Du Ke couldn't help shouting, such a stubborn Zhao Mianmian really gave Du Ke a headache, but Du Ke didn't know how to comfort him, why didn't he listen to what he said?She didn't know where Zhao Mianmian's affection for her came from, but she knew that it must be handled properly, otherwise it would not be too difficult.

"Is there hope for me?"

"What?" Du Ke didn't know what she was talking nonsense.

"Do I have hope? When I finish my studies, start working, and be independent, can I still catch up with you? Will you like me then? Can I look forward to it and work hard?"

Du Ke wanted to refute her, but when he turned his head and saw Zhao Mianmian's weeping expression, he held back again, "Zhao Mianmian, when you finish school, start working, and become independent, you may have You won’t like me anymore, at that time you will meet more people, your current relationship is just because you see me all day long.”

"The people I see now, there are so many people in the class, so many people in the whole grade, but I still like you. As for whether I will like you when I grow up, you are not me, so how can you be sure of me? From now on, I won't like you anymore."

The conversation was very difficult, and it made Du Ke panicked. Du Ke didn't know what to say, and was very silent. When the bell rang for the end of class, the quiet campus suddenly became noisy. After a while, the boys playing basketball in the distance disappeared. He said lazily, "get out of class is over."

"Go back first, go back earlier."

Zhao Mianmian got up, paused, and took two steps forward. Du Ke seemed to think of something, his heart softened, and he stopped her, "Zhao Mianmian."

Zhao Mianmian's back froze.

"Happy birthday."

"I'm not happy." Zhao Mianmian said in her heart, but she still turned around, "Can I have a birthday present?"

Du Ke didn't make a sound, but got up and came to her.

"Can you hug me when I turn 18?"

Du Ke pursed his lips, rubbed her hair, and hugged her gently, "Zhao Mianmian, happy birthday." She said it again, Zhao Mianmian put her hands in her pockets, her nose felt sore.

【34】

The conversation that day ended unhappily. Zhao Mianmian was quite depressed, but she finally opened up a lot. Her love for Du Ke was too hot and hot.

Many of our feelings when we were young cannot be called love. They are the initial hormonal impulses in life. At that time, many people did not understand what true love is like, and what it is like to like someone. Most of them are just following the trend. , There are also many people, as Du Ke said, as time goes by, as we grow up, we will meet more and more people, see a higher and wider world, and we like other people Humans will seal the people they encountered during adolescence in their memories. Some memories are beautiful, and some memories are sad, but no one guards the memories to keep pulling the present and even affecting the future. Zhao Mianmian is a special case. Mu Ke So did Ming and Su Ran, but at that time, no one knew.

Du Ke originally thought that Zhao Mianmian's feelings for her had already made her feel a little sad, but what happened afterwards was beyond everyone's imagination. People expected the harm that this incident would bring to the parties.

Du Ke is friendly and gentle. She thinks she is a young teacher, and she is very humble on weekdays. She is respectful to old teachers and seniors, but because of her unique affinity and extraordinary patience, she really likes the profession of teachers. It's not that she likes to teach, but the spirit of preaching and teaching, the pure relationship between teachers and students, the teachers who treated her very well when she was studying, the different educational methods not only won the love of many students, The grades of the whole class are among the best in the grade. Du Ke never thought that Zhao Mianmian's affection for her would be reported to the school by someone with a heart. When the school came, Du Ke became the target of public criticism. Zhao Mianmian's mother was very angry. Naturally, some parents would throw all their children's educational problems to the school and the teachers. When such a thing happened, the parents would naturally scold him. Teacher, moral corruption, unhealthy tendencies, abnormality, not worthy of being a teacher, Du Ke first explained, but later found that the explanation was useless, she alone could not control such a premeditated frame, not to mention, Zhao Mianmian likes her The fact is that Du Ke was expelled from the school, and she begged to take at least the last one month or so. After all, that class was the first class of students she took after graduation. She had a deep relationship. From the first year of high school to the third year of high school, she I have to see them enter the examination room and get admitted to the university they miss. This is the most important journey in life. As the head teacher, she should spend it with them, and she should accompany them.

But the school didn't give her a chance and asked her to leave immediately. She didn't even dare to say goodbye to the students for fear of affecting everyone's mood swings. In the last class, she still attended the class as usual. In fact, in the last month, there was basically nothing to say. That's right, the students are basically doing the test papers and doing various exercises by themselves. Du Ke stayed for 10 minutes to let everyone work hard in the last month. She will not accompany everyone to work hard. She has to ask for leave in advance to travel abroad. After everyone has finished the exam carefully, she will come back to receive the rich fruits.

There was a lot of noise under the podium, what are you talking about, how can there be such a teacher, how can there be a teacher who does not accompany his students to finish the college entrance examination and take the last step.

Du Ke said with a smile, I have experienced the college entrance examination once, and died once, I don't want to follow you to do it again, you take your time, my bonus depends on everyone.

At that time, Zhao Mianmian had been locked at home and could not come out. It was Mu Keming who heard Mu Guoliang and Li Lihua talking about such an important matter in the kitchen and found out that Du Ke was expelled from school. Girl student, what are you doing?Li Lihua's expression and tone of voice showed the impact of this incident. Mu Keming pretended not to hear anything, but was in a panic. She pretended to be doing papers at the desk, but bit her fingers and shook her legs How could the school know about Zhao Mianmian and Du Ke?Du Ke was fired directly?What she was afraid of was the reaction of Li Lihua and Mu Guoliang, which seemed to be a special kind of guilty conscience, and she was even more afraid that this matter would involve herself and Su Ran. I didn't say it clearly, but those kisses, those feelings, the expressions and tone of Mu Guoliang and Li Lihua talking about this matter made Mu Keming feel that he had done something particularly bad.The two of them continued talking, "That shouldn't be, isn't it that Xiao Du has a boyfriend?" Li Lihua was still unwilling to believe it.

"Who knows, it's a mess. The key people, the parents of the students, have come to the school. You say it's a big deal. Alas, Xiao Du, why don't you care about this young man with a bright future? Our male teacher You have to be very careful with female students..."

The two were still talking softly, but she was afraid that Mu Keming would hear it. Mu Keming couldn't sit still, so she put down her pen, ran to find Su Ran, and told Su Ran about it. Seeing her pale face, I panicked and felt sad. I was sad for Teacher Du, and also for Zhao Mianmian. How could this matter become such a big deal?At that time, Su Ran didn't even have time to think about what she and Mu Keming would do. She was only worried about Du Ke, and even more worried about Zhao Mianmian.

It was getting late at night, Su Ran's complexion was not very good, Mu Keming's was even worse, Su Ran had never experienced such a thing before, but the early summer day made both of them very cold, Su Ran couldn't help but talk to Mu Keming She got closer and held her hand. She didn't have any other intentions. She just felt that at this time, when something like this happened, it seemed that only two people could get a little closer to support each other. , just walked through the alley and reached the intersection when he bumped into Mu Guoliang and came out, "It's so late, where are you two going?"

As soon as Mu Keming heard the familiar voice, she instinctively let go of Su Ran's hand with a bang, and kept a little distance from Su Ran. She touched her head and lied, "I'm a little hungry, Go out and get something to eat."

"Come back early after eating, I'll go buy a pack of cigarettes."

Seeing Mu Guoliang go away, Su Ran felt a chill in his heart, but he didn't make a sound, let alone show it. As if nothing happened, he said softly to Mu Keming, "Let's go."

【35】

Mu Keming accompanied Su Ran to Zhao Mianmian's house. Zhao Mianmian was locked up by her mother. Her mother didn't even allow Su Ran and the others to enter the house. She could only feel this through the roaring and crying of Zhao Mianmian in the door. A vigorous event.

The direct consequence of this accident is that Zhao Mianmian never came to class after that, and she went abroad without even taking the college entrance examination. Bi went out with her. At a food stall, Zhao Mianmian called for a lot of food. It was the first time Su Ran saw Zhao Mianmian after the accident. Zhao Mianmian looked very bad, with a blue face and dark circles It was scary, her eyes were dull, Su Ran hugged her, and she also stayed there like a mummy.

"I'm leaving tomorrow." Zhao Mianmian ordered a beer, "You take the exam well."

"Where are you going?"

"Go abroad." Zhao Mianmian said simply and clearly.

Su Ran's heart froze. Zhao Mianmian didn't eat much that night. She was drinking all the time. The cold beer was poured into her mouth and passed down her throat. She drank a lot and even said very little, "Su Ran , Did I do something wrong?" It was after Zhao Mianmian drank three bottles of beer that he said it seriously.

Su Ran was also very disturbed. She was very worried about Zhao Mianmian's situation, "A few days ago, Mu Keming and I came to your house to look for you, but your mother wouldn't let us in."

"I know, I heard the voice, it's ridiculous." Zhao Mianmian laughed suddenly, "I don't know if it's luck or misfortune, she doesn't go out now, didn't she always say that she is busy with work and has a lot of entertainment? What now? Not much anymore? How can I have time to watch over me all day now? I feel more maternal love during this period than I felt in the previous 18 years."

Su Ran looked at her and sighed, "Does it mean that we will be better when we grow up?"

Tears welled up in Zhao Mianmian's eyes, and she shook her head, "I don't know, Du Ke said the same thing, Du Ke said that I won't even like her anymore when I grow up, she's right, at this moment, I don't have the right to like her , I harmed her, I caused her to lose her job, and I still feel how amazing my love for her is all day long, but in fact I am nothing, I am just a bastard. "

"It has nothing to do with you, it's just someone trying to kill Teacher Du."

"But we can't do anything, because it is a fact that I love her, and it is also a fact that we are all women."

It was very late after dinner that day. Zhao Mianmian drank too much wine and was going home. Su Ran thought that she would fly away tomorrow, so she couldn't help feeling a little sad, but she thought of something, "You and Teacher Du are saying goodbye. ?"

"Where do I have any face? I am the culprit."

In the end, Su Ran and Zhao Mianmian came downstairs to Du Ke, Su Ran called Du Ke, Du Ke came downstairs in casual clothes, and saw Su Ran alone, even though she was in a very sad mood during this time Not good, still greeted Su Ran with a smile, "Why do you always look for me so late? Alone? It's not safe for a girl to be alone so late..." Before Du Ke could finish speaking, Su Ran jumped in In Du Ke's arms, he hugged Du Ke, the tight string in Du Ke's heart suddenly broke, and the soft Su Ran threw herself into her arms, her stiff body seemed to be at that moment. It was broken up in an instant, so that at that instant, she couldn't say anything. Su Ran held her for some time, and then let go. She was a little embarrassed, and her eyes were red, "Ms. Du, You suffer."

Du Ke was a little moved, she didn't expect there to be students, not to mention that Su Ran was only a student she had only taught for a year so caring about herself, Du Ke rubbed Su Ran's head, "Su Ran, thank you, the teacher is fine. "In fact, Du Ke lied, how could she be fine?To her, this kind of thing is nothing but a disaster, "The college entrance examination is coming soon, these few days, also pay attention not to be too tired, you came to see me so late, do you have anything else to do?"

"Well, Teacher Du, Zhao Mianmian, she wants to say sorry to you, but she dare not come to see you."

Du Ke's smile froze for a while, and then smiled wryly again, "Where is she?"

"She's going abroad tomorrow, hiding behind that pillar." Su Ran pointed, Du Ke searched for it, Su Ran stayed where she was, Zhao Mianmian hid behind a street lamp post, and the street lamp was finally repaired , Du Ke saw her figure under the street lamp from a distance, Zhao Mianmian turned her back nervously when she saw her coming, Du Ke turned her body over, Zhao Mianmian lowered her head, "Did your mother hit you? Didn't make things difficult for you?"

Zhao Mianmian kept her head down, but kept shaking her head, and kept saying "I'm sorry."

Du Ke lifted her head up, put his hands on her shoulders, and only sighed, "I heard that you are going abroad tomorrow. You should take good care of yourself when you are abroad."

Zhao Mianmian knelt down, "I'm sorry, if it wasn't for me, I wouldn't have caused you to lose your job. I was too selfish and only cared about myself, and I was so incompetent. The consequences of this incident, I don't have the strength to change it at all." Zhao Mianmian softened when she heard Du Ke's voice and saw Du Ke. Mianmian smelled so heavily of alcohol, "You get up first, how can you drink so much wine?" Du Ke helped her up, she couldn't even hug Du Ke like Su Ran, she was not worthy.

"Okay, this matter will pass, don't worry about me, I am an adult, I have my responsibility, Zhao Mianmian, go abroad, take care of yourself, study hard, you know? It's not your fault, don't you So much self-blame." There is no love that is guilty, the one who takes advantage of it is the one who takes advantage of it, Zhao Mianmian didn't take advantage of it, and Zhao Mianmian is also innocent, although Du Ke doesn't know how Zhao Mianmian's love for her began The beginning, but this kind of beginning should not be criticized and criticized, "It's too late, let me take you and Su Ran home, in a foreign country, a girl can't drink so much wine, you know? Be good protect yourself."

Zhao Mianmian turned her head away, not wanting her tears to be seen by Du Ke. Du Ke drove Su Ran home first, then sent Zhao Mianmian to the door. What trouble did it bring, but Zhao Mianmian sat in the co-pilot for a long time and sat silently, did not speak, did not get out of the car, the summer was clear and bright, the moon and stars were thin, Zhao Mianmian had to go, unfastened the seat belt, and finally Glancing at Du Ke, where Du Ke's hand was placed, she hooked Gou Du Ke's finger, feeling sore in her heart, opened the car door and got out of the car.