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The tomb of the second elder of the Chen family is in County G, and he and Chen Yunqi set off early the next day.After two hours' drive, he called Lu Xiangzhi when he was approaching the exit of the expressway.

"Uncle", Chen Nan said, "It was too late yesterday, so I sent you a text message, and it will probably take two days to come back."

"It's okay," Lu Xiangzhi smiled, "It's fun, don't miss your homework. Don't you have an exam on Friday, remember to review."

"Got it," Chen Nan said with a smile, "By the way, I remember that my aunt's tomb is also here, please send me the address, I want to visit her."

Lu Xiangzhi was stunned for two seconds: "What's interesting, just a cold tombstone."

Chen Nan: "Talk to her and tell her that you are doing well."

Lu Xiangzhi: "Okay, I'll send you the address later, and tell her for me by the way, it's time to visit me in my dream."

After hanging up the phone, Chen Yunqi said, "You have a pretty good relationship with this family."

"It's not that I have a good relationship with this family." Chen Nan held the phone, "Now I feel that I am also this family."

Chen Yunqi: "Chen Nan..."

"I'm fine." Chen Nan smiled, "I think it's very good now. In fact, I'm really lucky when I think about it. People don't say that if God closes a door for you, it will open a window for you. I know The world seen through this window is quite bright."

Chen Yunqi glanced at Chen Nan from the corner of his eye: "Actually, I met Lin Wenyuan in Japan this time."

"Really?" Chen Nan said lazily.

"Back then, I thought it was your father who paid for him to leave Ling Fei." Chen Yunqi smiled, "It's only now that I know that he actually went to find your father by himself."

Chen Nan was startled, and then laughed: "It's really ironic. Some people hate the wrong person most of their lives."

"Do you think she really doesn't know?" Chen Yunqi shook his head, "She may not want to accept this fact."

"Who can blame?" Chen Nan lowered her eyes without any expression, "She really loves Lin Wenyuan so much, she won't marry Chen Shaozhi. She put the blame on Chen Shaozhi and the Ling family. In fact, she also knows, No one pushed her from start to finish."

"Lin Wenyuan used her to find Chen Shaozhi to fund her study abroad," Chen Nan murmured, "Didn't she marry Chen Shaozhi for the sake of fame and fortune? After making enough money, she left. In fact, from the beginning to the end, The most pitiful person is her. She doesn’t want to face her lover who abandoned her for money, and she doesn’t want to face the vanity and filth in her heart.”

"Your father is good at everything," Chen Yunqi said with emotion, "It's just that his eyesight is too bad."

"Except for the two points that he is my father and his poor eyesight," Chen Nan smiled, "He is good at everything."

"In the future, I mean in the future," Chen Yunqi tightened his hands on the steering wheel, "I'm married, it's settled, come and live with us."

"Let's see, I enjoy the current state." Chen Nan looked out the window, "Chen Er, it's you. I really hope you can live happily. These years, I don't think you have ever had a good life."

Chen Yunqi whispered, "You will too."

There is a Chen family's villa in the suburbs of County G. Although few people come back all year round, it is cleaned regularly.

Chen Nan went to the room where she used to live on the second floor to put her luggage, and stood at the window to smoke.

When chatting with Chen Er about Ling Fei just now, although Chen Nan looked calm on the surface, his emotions were somewhat affected in his heart.

Over the years, he often wondered how Chen Shaozhi was in the mood to marry Ling Fei.At this moment, he was even more curious about what kind of mood Chen Shaozhi was in when he gave Lin Wenyuan the money.

The woman who he wanted so much and couldn't get what he wanted was so easily used by another person to trade.

Chen Shaozhi felt distressed or rejoiced.

Chen Shaozhi still didn't reply to his text message, and Chen Nan didn't even know if he had seen it or not.

The air smelled of dampness unique to County G, and he lowered his head and sent another text message to Chen Shaozhi: Chen Er and I came back to visit our grandparents.

At noon, he and Chen Er went to a special Chinese restaurant in the county for dinner. County G's taste is rather bland, and he doesn't like to eat it very much. There is a dish of shredded taro that is quite good. It tastes sweet and melts in the mouth.

He smiled, took a photo and sent it to Xiao Squid: You must like this dish, I will bring you here next time.

After a while, the little squid replied to him, with a photo of holding milk tea: Jiang Hongyu bought me the taro milk tea, you can buy it for me when you come back.

While Chen Nan was typing, the little squid replied: Come back early, Christmas Eve is coming soon.

Chen Nan replied: OK.Why are your hands a little red from the cold? Don't tell me you drink iced milk tea.

Then Chen Nan watched helplessly as the "typing" on the top of the dialog box appeared and disappeared for a while, and then appeared again.

After a while, the little squid replied: Just a little bit of ice.

Chen Nan could even imagine how carefully he typed this expression, and replied with a smile: No exception.

Chen Yunqi knocked on the table: "Eat seriously."

After dinner, he and Chen Yunqi went to the flower shop to buy three bouquets of white chrysanthemums, and then drove to the cemetery.After driving on the road for a while, Chen Yunqi suddenly stopped the car and pulled Chen Nan out of the car.

"Do you see that open space?" Chen Yunqi leaned against the railing on the side of the road and pointed forward, "In the past, your grandfather wanted to take this piece of land and build a villa here."

"What happened later?" Chen Nan looked along Chen Yunqi's fingertips.

"Didn't you see that this place is at the foot of the cemetery?" Chen Yun laughed, "Who will buy it after it's repaired?"

"What do you think grandpa was thinking at that time?" Chen Nan also laughed.

"He said that after his death, he will be buried on the mountain, and we will live at the foot of the mountain, so he can see us at any time." Chen Yunqi took out a cigarette, "I don't know that now we two brothers and sisters can't come back once a year."

Chen Nan took the cigarette case from her hand: "Smoking less."

"Do you still remember them?" Chen Yunqi asked, "When I see their photos sometimes, I feel strange."

"I remember grandma always holding me and sighing when I was young," Chen Nan smiled, "I remember grandpa always playing chess with me."

"Time flies so fast," Chen Yunqi lowered his head, "It's been nine years."

Chen Yunqi was right. When Chen Nan saw the photos of the two old men on the tombstone, he also felt strangely strange. Sometimes he thought that the connection between people is really wonderful and inexplicable.

Those people whose blood is thicker than water, will no longer exist in the same world as you.

Chen Yunqi said softly: "We have their blood flowing on our bodies, so we have to live well, they can definitely feel it."

After speaking, she took a can of beer from her bag and sat on the ground to drink it.

Chen Nan took the flowers and found Lu Xiao's mother's tomb according to Lu Xiangzhi's text message.

"So your name is Yao Zi." Chen Nan bowed to the gentle and quiet woman on the tombstone, "Hello, Auntie, my name is Chen Nan, and I am Lu Xiao's good friend. I live in your house now."

"Uncle is very good, he misses you very much, I want you to visit him more in your dreams," Chen Nan said with a smile, "Lu Xiao is also doing well, he is a very good friend, you have taught him very well , Uncle came to see you last time, let me tell you. He is a promising kid, and he is in puppy love. Please don't tell him that I have sued. "

"You still don't know what the person he likes looks like?" Chen Nan opened the photo album on her mobile phone and found the photo of Jiang Hongyu and Lu Xiao in the snow, "Just the kid next to him. He looks like a human model The same, but his temper is not very good. But don't worry, he really has nothing to say to Lu Xiao. They are very good together, and sometimes I am quite envious."

"Auntie, the first reason I want to visit you today is to thank your husband and children for taking care of me. I shouldn't have said such unfamiliar words, but thank you very much." The overflowing liquid, "Second, I want to give them a message, they miss you very much. Third, I just want to chat with you."

"You must be very strange, why I want to chat with you. As I said just now, I live in your house now. My parents have a bad relationship, and they don't care about me. I have nothing to say about many things. I treat the Lu family as My second family regards Uncle Lu as my parent, and I dare not tell him these things. You are also my parent, and you can keep it secret, so I just want to tell you. "

"I like boys, and I like a boy now. I'm still a little confused, and I'm actually a little scared. I don't know what I'm going to face." Chen Nan paused, "I'm very envious of Lu Xiao, and I also I want to get the understanding of my parents. Maybe I am still a child, and I have to be alone to say yes before I dare to move forward."

"If you don't speak, I'll take you to understand me." Chen Nan smiled, "Don't say I'm cheating."

After Chen Nan finished speaking, she stood quietly in front of the tomb for a while, then bowed again and left.

After coming out of the cemetery, Chen Nan said to Chen Yunqi: "Chen Er, I want to do something."

In the afternoon, when Lu Xiangzhi was coming out of the meeting, he saw the WeChat message Chen Nan had sent him.

Chen Nan: I gave some books to the children, and they were very happy. Also, the dean said he missed you very much.

Lu Xiangzhi clicked on the picture, which was taken in front of the classroom of the orphanage. Chen Nan and the dean stood among a group of children, smiling happily.