vulgar fairy tale

6.

My mother's birthday is this month, but unfortunately it's not the day when prison visits are allowed every month.

On the day of the prison visit, in addition to some daily necessities, I also brought a small cake, and asked the prison guards to give it to my mother.

Prison guards are always unsmiling, but they still gave me a look of inconspicuous regret and took notes.

My mother developed mental problems in her second year in prison, and she had intermittent attacks. When I went to visit her, I could feel her becoming more and more in a trance. Once, she even had an attack in front of me.However, such a situation still does not meet the conditions for applying for parole or medical parole, and the prison will only isolate her when she becomes ill.

I don't know how much she suffered in prison to become like this, physically or mentally, I can't imagine.

I went to see my mother, but she was still thin. She smiled hard when she saw me, half-stretched her hand towards me, and called me as in memory: "Sisi~ Mommy's baby~"

I sat down and held her hand and said softly, "Mom, I wish you a happy birthday in advance."

My mother seemed very happy: "Well, well, my son is good." Then she looked at me distressedly, and said that I had lost weight again.

I comforted her in a gentle voice: "I'm not thin, Mom."

But my mother turned a deaf ear, stretched out her fingers to trace my collarbone, with a smile on her lips: "In the past, your father always praised my dignified collarbone and beautiful neck, which can hold up jewelry, and he loves to see me wearing those emerald necklaces. "As she was talking, she suddenly closed her eyes and fell into the picture she imagined. She said in a drawn out voice, "Well, my birthday wish this year is..." Then she giggled.

The prison guards in the interview room looked over vigilantly, and the other prisoners and their families couldn't help but look sideways.

I grabbed my mother's hand and called her repeatedly: "Mom, mom!"

She opened her eyes in a flash, held me back firmly, and told me excitedly: "Sisi, mom a few days ago dreamed that she had turned into a white dove and flew out from here—" She let go My hand, I stood up and waved my arms, closed my eyes intoxicated again, and said with a smile on my face, "Fly, fly, fly to my baby—"

I subconsciously looked at the prison guards with pleading eyes, but they still came over and grabbed my mother's arm mercilessly, trying to take her away.

"Ah—don't catch me! Don't break my wings!—" cried the mother immediately and sternly.

I can only watch this scene repeat itself, and listen to her weeping when she was taken away, chanting persistently without saying a word: "Brilliant star! I pray... I pray to be as firm as you, but I don't want to, ah! Hanging high in the night sky..."

My eyes burn, my mouth tastes bitter, and I feel my own uselessness.

……

I walked slowly out of the prison gate when my phone rang.

It was Gu Weixi.

I stared at the caller ID for a long time, finally compromised, adjusted my mood and picked it up.

"Xiao Si, I...you..." Gu Weixi hesitated to speak, and finally choked out a sentence, "How are you these days?"

The calmness I had been pretending to be from just now was almost instantly shattered by him. In my memory, the past events that Gu Weixi had touched and warmed me, no matter how big or small, jumped out, clear and strong, crowded in my mind It made my nose sore.Subconsciously, I raised my hand and touched my left eye—fortunately, there were no tears.

"Weixi, aren't you angry that I spoke so excessively that day?" My voice was very low.

"You are my good friend, Xiao Si, and I won't be angry with you." He said sincerely.

But you don't listen to me either.I thought bitterly.

Gu Weixi heard that I was silent, and then said in a low tone: "Xiao Si, you moved away without saying a word and didn't answer my calls. I really thought you were going to break up with me."

I said, "I won't break up with you, Weixi." Even if I give up loving you, you are still very, very important to me.

Gu Weixi gave a reassuring and firm "Yes", and then we fell into a brief silence.

"Weixi, I'm sorry, don't listen to what I said that day." I closed my eyes and said softly, "You're fine, don't change, don't worry about what I, a pathetic bastard, think."

If possible, I hope that you will never learn to be jealous... I hope you will always maintain the tolerance that is willing to give others a second chance, and that you will always have the ability to give others the gentleness that is not fortified.

Gu Weixi said in a low voice: "Xiao Si..." The ending sound was still a little trembling.

I said helplessly, "Aren't you going to cry?"

With a nasal voice, Gu Weixi's tone became brighter: "I'm just glad we're reconciled!"

I replied: "Yes."

Gu Weixi asked: "Then...Xiao Si, will you be one of the best men at my wedding next month?"

"Wedding? You and Xu Nian are getting married?" I suddenly heard the news, and unconsciously changed my tone.

"yes……"

I was so angry that I laughed out loud: "Are you really going to marry her?"

Gu Weixi said: "After all, Nian Nian is pregnant with my child."

——So you still think I'm talking nonsense from beginning to end.

I resolutely said: "I'm sorry, I can't do this best man." I tried not to say anything else——after the wedding, since Xu Nian has achieved his goal, the child in his stomach has become a hidden danger, and it should be soon " disappear".

Gu Weixi's voice sounded sad: "Xiao Si, I will regret it for the rest of my life..."

My heart softened a bit, and I was still reluctant to see him get hurt in the future, so I persuaded him in a good voice: "Weixi, even if you doubt what I said, you can't believe it at all, how can you get married in such a muddle? You can also do a paternity test."

Gu Weixi was silent for a while, wondering: "But isn't that an insult to Niannian? If everything is your misunderstanding, then..."

The feeling of physical and mental exhaustion came back again, even more intense, which made me feel powerless: "Well, if you think it's wrong, forget it, let's do it first, goodbye."