you were a boy

Under the careful care of Sun Yuanjun, Song Yu took medicine every day and insisted on exercising for a while every day (not in bed), sometimes running on the playground and sometimes playing badminton. Song Yu almost never suffered from illness again.

Song Yu, who is not sick and is sober, must be the best person in the world to get along with, especially when facing Sun Yuanjun.Sometimes watching Sun Yuanjun cook, he also wants to help, but often it is not helpful.For example, when picking vegetables, I always pick off a lot of good leaves. When I cut a piece of meat, I can cut it with my hands. When I clean up, I smash a vase or something...

Coincidentally, when it comes to Song Yu's greatest contribution to the family, both of them will think in unison in their hearts, that is to eliminate the leftovers!Song Yu is a well-known foodie in the family, no matter how many dishes Sun Yuanjun cooks, Song Yu can always eat them in a leisurely manner.It can be seen that sometimes he has already eaten several bowls of rice, but when he stands up and loosens his trouser belt, it is like releasing the seal, and he can eat the remaining fish immediately.Sun Yuanjun looked at him who was obviously thin and small, and wondered more than once whether his stomach was connected to a different dimension or something.

Every time Sun Yuanjun cleans up the dishes, he always thinks that he can't eat like this, what to do if his stomach is overstretched, he acted in a scene before, some people died of starvation after eating too much of.But the next time he was cooking, he still accidentally cooked four or five dishes. There was nothing he could do. Watching Song Yu eat the meals he made was really rewarding.

Even Meng Ke, who found a job once, came to the house as a guest, and saw Song Yu ate half a chicken, a plate of beef, and three bowls of rice, and then ate a whole big cake without moving, and complained: " Song Yu, it's a pity that you don't go live and eat! Recently, China has become popular with a few big eaters, and I think you can compete with them!"

Song Yu touched his chubby belly, and asked with great interest, "Is there any money to be made from live streaming?"

"If there are many people watching, you can make money." Meng Ke continued: "I don't think those people are as good-looking as you! If you become an anchor, you will definitely be popular."

"Really?" Song Yu couldn't believe that there were people in this world who made money by eating.

"You eat two hot pots and sing two songs, you are definitely an Internet celebrity."

Then Song Yu began to ask what software to use for the live broadcast and how to record it.Meng Ke took out his mobile phone and explained patiently.

Sun Yuanjun cut two plates of fruit from the kitchen and brought them out, and Song Yu took them naturally. Because Meng Ke came more often, it seemed that Sun Yuanjun no longer had the halo of being an idol star when he first met.He was about to take another plate of fruit, but Sun Yuanjun circled the plate in his hand and refused to give it away.

Sun Yuanjun said: "If you come up with bad ideas to tease Song Yu again, there will be no fruit to eat."

Meng Ke made a big circle around his neck, finally grabbed the fruit, and replied cheaply: "Oh. You're a big star, why are you so stingy?"

Sun Yuanjun was so angry that he chased him and hit him: "You are still an Internet celebrity, does Song Yu need to earn that money?"

While eating fruit, Song Yu giggled as he watched the two of them fight back and forth.It is unexpected that Sun Yuanjun is such a cold person, sometimes he is so naive, and he has an unexpectedly cute feeling.

This kind of life is quite perfect, if Sun Yuanjun didn't disappear accidentally, maybe it would be even more perfect.But Song Yu also expressed full understanding.He never asked Sun Yuanjun to report or explain anything, let alone check his cell phone. As an adult, who can have no secrets.

But one day when he was playing a game and suddenly wanted to search for something, the computer displayed a browsing record that hadn't been cleared in time: the treatment and care of the mentally ill.

At that moment, Song Yu's heart started beating wildly, his face also started to heat up, and it felt like his brain exploded with a bang.

But there was only that moment of panic.

After a while, he calmed down like a boulder finally fell to the ground.What should come will always come, after all, he has already made full mental preparations.

Thinking about it, I am also an idiot, as if I am an ostrich, burying my head in the sand can avoid all problems.Don't even think about it, as smart as Sun Yuanjun, how could he not find out that he is abnormal?

How would he treat himself?Song Yu had thought about this question too many times when he was sane.

The worst result is not breaking up. The worst result is that he obviously doesn't love himself anymore, but he has to be tied to himself because of guilt and self-blame.

Song Yu didn't think he was a noble person, but he didn't want to be such an object of sympathy.He was always humble in love, relying on his own illness to beg Sun Yuanjun's sympathetic love, this is not just humble, it is forcibly stripping away his only self-esteem, this is baseness.

Although he desperately longed for this person who could bring him the only light and warmth in his life, Song Yu couldn't allow himself to be in such a humble place.

While Song Yu was watching TV, he noticed that Sun Yuanjun had gone to the balcony to answer the phone for the second time.Sun Yuanjun would never avoid him when answering the phone.So who is it that needs to avoid him?Song Yu watched Sun Yuanjun smoking a cigarette on the balcony, pacing and talking for a long time.Sun Yuanjun is not a big smoker and rarely smokes.It must have been a stressful call, so stressful that he needed to smoke a cigarette to decompress.

Sun Yuanjun was only wearing a sweater, standing on the balcony for so long must be very cold.Song Yu really wanted to add some clothes to him, or tell him that he was going to bed, so you can answer the phone in the living room.

But in the end, when Sun Yuanjun came back after answering the phone, Song Yu didn't do anything, and couldn't even ask the question he wanted to ask most: "Who have you been talking on the phone for so long?"

In Song Yu's impression, Sun Yuanjun is a person who rarely talks about love, although the number of times they have sex/love between them is too many to count.But all the confessions seemed to be one-way for Song Yu, and Song Yu didn't seem to expect Sun Yuanjun to respond.Of course, Sun Yuanjun didn't treat him badly, but this kind of kindness was not as good as any sweet talk, and sometimes it was more like a kind of elder brother's care and love for his younger brother.Even though Song Yu didn't want to continue with him at that time, and Sun Yuanjun said that he would chase him again, it seems that he really didn't make any silly and romantic moves.In the balance of their love, Song Yu is the kind of person who would take 99 steps to hug Sun Yuanjun once he took one step.

Because of Sun Yuanjun's cold silence for a long time, Song Yu was a little uncertain what he was thinking.He was really afraid that he would be unbearable to Sun Yuanjun like a jealous woman.Song Yu has always been not really good-tempered, nor is he magnanimous, he just feels that he is not qualified to be willful.

Sun Yuanjun glanced at Song Yu, knowing that he had something to say, but after waiting for a while, Song Yu took a blanket and put it on him: "Standing outside for so long? Is it cold?"

Sun Yuanjun wrapped the blanket tightly and nodded.Turning around and asking, "Why don't you ask who I'm calling?"

Song Yu was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head, and whispered, "I thought you wouldn't want to say it."

"How do you know if I want to talk if you don't ask me?"

... Song Yu looked down at the sofa and stopped talking.He was a little uncertain what Sun Yuanjun meant by this sentence.It would be too scary to annoy Sun Yuanjun, sometimes he would ignore him, and sometimes he would fuck him endlessly on the bed.

Sun Yuanjun pulled him into his arms and hugged him, holding his hot face, and asked: "Song Yu, tell the truth, do you want to know whose call I am answering? Song Yu, look at me !"

Song Yu's eyes were red, and he said in a trembling voice, "I want to."

Sun Yuanjun held his face, kissed him on the left cheek, and said, "From now on, tell me everything you think in your heart, okay? You know I've never had a high EQ. I don't like You know how to read other people's thoughts since you were a child."

Song Yu was baffled by his embrace at first, and then moved by Sun Yuanjun's ability to say such caring words.After all, in Song Yu's opinion, Sun Yuanjun's words are not too different from the confession of "I like you".

But Song Yu quickly thought of the browsing records on the computer that he saw in the morning. He thought so well of me because he sympathized with the patient, and Song Yu struggled to push him away.

But Sun Yuanjun has always been very strong, so he hugged him even tighter, and then kissed him deeply and long.

Didn't they say that they are full of warmth and thoughts, the two of them are a little emotional.

Song Yu whispered in his ear, "Do you want to do it?"

Sun Yuanjun tapped Song Yu's head with his mobile phone: "Are you out of your mind? Just now you said you wanted to know who called me!"

Song Yu: "Oh."

Sun Yuanjun showed Song Yu the call records one by one, and it turned out that the two long calls today were from Lu Shaoling.Sun Yuanjun showed him the WeChat message he had sent to him.There are several messages on WeChat, the general content is that Lu Shaoling managed to get him a chance to sing the theme song for the movie "Jiangshan" and asked him if he had written a more suitable song.If not, write one quickly.

After Song Yu finished reading the content, he thought that Lu Shaoling really worked hard to get Sun Yuanjun.Thinking about it, I also know that the film "Jiangshan" is a blockbuster movie co-operated by China and the United States. It will be released all over the world, and the theme song will definitely have a high rate of singing.

Moreover, Lu Shaoling is really a very smart person. Judging by the tone of his message, there is no ambiguity between the lines. It is completely a big brother's care and concern for his little brother. People want to refuse and can't find any reason.Song Yu thought, although Sun Yuanjun is an indifferent person, he is not a person who is not polite, not to mention that everyone understands the principle of not hitting someone with a smiling face.

What's more, Sun Yuanjun might have been waiting for this opportunity for a long time, he should really want to go, right?

Song Yu thought for a while and asked carefully, "Do you want to go?"

Sun Yuanjun asked back: "Do you want me to go?"

Song Yu hesitated for a moment, and said, "I think so."

Although Sun Yuanjun's eyes were full of disbelief and doubts, Song Yu still said firmly: "I want to."

After a while, Song Yu explained: "I know that Lu Shaoling likes you, but there are many others who like you. Do you want to reject all those resources?"

Sun Yuanjun shook his head, and said coldly: "I don't understand you. Are you a masochist for saying such things against your will?"

Song Yu said: "I'm not a masochist. I don't know or understand others, but I grew up watching you sing from the age of thirteen or fourteen. I know how important music is to you. Only on stage You are the one who shines, I can't stop your future, no one can, and you can't!" When it comes to emotional excitement, the volume is unconsciously increased, and the eyes are red.

Song Yu hugged Sun Yuanjun and stroked his back with both hands. Song Yu continued: "I really want you to go. The last opportunity was wasted. Take this opportunity well. I can take care of myself Yes, really."

What Song Yu didn't expect was that this time, Sun Yuanjun shook his head and didn't follow his suggestion like last time.Instead, he grabbed his hands and said firmly and almost viciously: "This time I will not go to see him again, no matter what the purpose of his being so good to me is, I will not go again .”

He carried Song Yu on his shoulders and carried him into the bedroom. "There are more important things to do now, so stop discussing this issue."