You must be reborn

Jiang Chuning really experienced what it means to be desolate.There was no wind this night, but it was bitingly cold, like tiny needles coming in densely from the gaps in the clothes, it was so cold that it hurt.When I went out, I just put on a coat indiscriminately, and now I can't help shaking.At this temperature, it was still in the middle of the night. Jiang Chuning waited for a long time but did not get a taxi. Gradually, she couldn't hold it any longer. Jiang Chuning had to drag the box and walk along the way back. Her fingers were numb from the cold, so she stuffed it into her pocket. Switch to the other hand and continue to drag the box.

Shi Zilin... It would be great if he really came to pick her up, but it's so late, if he asks, how should I tell him?She hadn't contacted him for nearly a month, and whenever she contacted, she made people go out in the middle of the night. Jiang Chuning didn't think the relationship between the two of them was close enough to give her the confidence to do so.

After walking for a while step by step with difficulty, finally, a car stopped nearby, and Jiang Chuning got into the taxi. The warm wind blew on her face, which relieved the discomfort of her body, but it also melted a part of her heart, freezing into a All the ice cubes turned into water and scrambled to flow out of the lacrimal gland.

"What's the matter, young man?" The driver in front turned to look at Fu Sheng in surprise.

"nothing……"

"A boy does not flick his tears lightly."

Just as Jiang Chuning wanted to hold back, the driver said another sentence: "Hey, it's just that I haven't reached the point of sadness, young man, you cry, I have enough paper tubes here."

Hearing this, a heart full of grievances spewed out, Jiang Chuning secretly scolded herself for being hypocritical, there was nothing to cry about, but she couldn't stop no matter what.Why is the emotional world so complicated? What she likes is a man, but she has become a man, and the only relative she wants to treat well, says over and over again that she likes herself.Shi Zilin, obviously decided not to think about him, not to expect too much, right? But why is he still unable to let go of him like Fu Bo?God gave me a chance to do it again, but why did I feel that it was getting harder and harder, and I couldn't hold on anymore...

Jiang Chuning cried all the way, and even used up half a box of tissues for the driver, and took out a one hundred pack with some embarrassment, and handed it over, "Thank you, master, I'm really sorry on the way."

"Young man, are you broken in love? Brother, tell you, girls are generally soft-hearted. Even if she refuses to agree once or twice, you can't give up easily. Persistence is victory."

"Thank you brother." Jiang Chuning twitched the corners of her mouth and went upstairs.

Not coming back for almost a month, Jiang Chuning looked at the door in front of her, a little afraid to go in.Has he fallen asleep?Will it be woken up?If he woke up, how would he explain moving back in the middle of the night?

After Jiang Chuning entered the door, she realized that she had been worrying too much. Shi Zilin's bedroom door was open, and the bed was neat and tidy—he was not at home.

It's so late, are you still working?

In the past, he always asked himself to cook him food in the middle of the night when he was awake, so he must be hungry after working overtime today, right?Thinking about it, Jiang Chuning put down her luggage, wrapped herself in a blanket, and nestled into the sofa to wait for him to come back.The hour hand walked over one frame at a time. In order not to make herself sleepy, Jiang Chuning drank cup after cup of hard-to-drink black coffee, but until the sky was light, he still didn't come back. Is he, he won't come back at all?Suddenly panicked in her heart, once this kind of thought popped up, she couldn't hold it back anymore, Jiang Chuning opened the text message tremblingly, hesitated for a while, and sent a text message.

Shi Zilin stayed up all night, and the day's events gave him a headache. He had never encountered such a problem before. His father gave him two ways, but he felt that neither of them was what he wanted.

Ding dong, it's the ringtone of a text message.

Shi Zilin suddenly jumped up from the bed, and the only person who would send him a text message was... Fu Sheng, right?

He opened it excitedly, looking at the content of the text message, Shi Zilin seemed to hear a bang in his head, it went blank, and then a large piece of fireworks burst out.

"When will you go home? I... miss you."

miss me... miss me?Fu Sheng said, miss me!

Shi Zilin raised his head and looked out the window, the sun was about to come out, but the blue and white sky mixed with orange, the faintly heard bird calls, and the beating heartbeat like a drum were all so unreal.Shi Zilin lay down childishly, covered his head with the quilt, then lifted the quilt with a swipe, and turned on the phone again, the text message was still there!

Shi Zilin has never been so happy, so happy that he almost wants to shout, but why?Is it just because Fu Sheng misses himself?There was an answer in my heart, but another hand covered it because of fear.Pacing around the room nervously, Shi Zilin opened the door and returned to the "small black room". It seemed that only here could calm his restless heart.

The sunlight came in from the window, and a few golden rays of light were cast directly on the wall, and the dust dancing in the sunlight could be clearly seen, just like what I had seen before.Shi Zilin looked at the past along the light, was taken aback suddenly, walked over slowly, stretched out his hand to touch the words on the wall: Jiang Chuning.

I haven't thought of her for a long time.Shi Zilin felt a tinge of guilt in his heart. He felt so uncomfortable when she left, but he didn't know when it started. There seemed to be only another name left in his mind.Touching the words on the wall, memories began to roll in his mind, and the few moments he and Jiang Chuning spent together that made his heart skip a beat played out like a movie scene after scene.He seems to be the same as when he was in high school. Even though he was so nervous that he was a little shy, he couldn't help but want to enhance his sense of existence in front of that person. Sometimes I can't help but help her secretly, and even treasure the button she accidentally dropped as a treasure... Do you like this kind of behavior?But Shi Zilin didn't understand why it was Fu Sheng's face that came to mind when he clearly recalled Jiang Chuning... Did he also like Fu Sheng?

When Shi's father and Shi's mother were sitting down for breakfast, Shi Zilin came out of the room and said, "Dad, Mom, arrange a blind date for me."

"You... son, have you figured it out?" Shi's mother wept with joy, she would not marry Lin Yan, at least not gay.

Father Shi snorted coldly: "Hmph, Baduzi finally got his senses."

It's been three hours... Didn't he see the text message?I still saw it and hated me, so I won’t reply?Sure enough, what I did on impulse is really... shameful.He likes girls. It's impossible for him not to see his own thoughts with such an ambiguous text message, so there is no chance, right?

Jiang Chuning bent her legs, curled up on the sofa with her head in her arms, and suddenly had an idea: Is it possible to become a girl?

"Hello, Mr. Shi, my name is Chen Lingling." A pale hand stretched out, and Chen Lingling smiled generously.

"Hello." Shi Zilin shook her hand, opened the seat, and invited her to take a seat.

Shi's father and Shi's mother's ability to act is astonishing. Within a day, Shi Zilin had already arranged 5 blind date partners. After talking that day, he had two blind dates. Today is the fourth one.Although he asked for it on his own initiative, Shi Zilin still felt a little overwhelmed, and even a little tired of coping.In addition to their good looks, these girls are also generous in conversation. It seems that their parents have really put in a lot of effort, but I don't think that one of them thinks that they can make do with it for a lifetime.

"I heard that Mr. Shi is a lawyer and is currently working in City S?"

"Yes."

Chen Lingling smiled sweetly: "What a coincidence, I used to go to university in S City, I don't know if it has changed a lot now."

"It has developed rapidly in the past few years. You can go back and have a look when you have time."

Chen Lingling was in good spirits and kept asking, but Shi Zilin replied in a nonchalant manner. After the two of them finished their meal, when Chen Lingling proposed to go to the movies in the afternoon, Shi Zilin was finally not a gentleman.

"I still have something to do today. I'm afraid I can't accompany you. I'm really sorry."

It's a pity for Chen Lingling, it's rare to meet such an attractive man: "That's it, then don't delay Mr. Shi, let's make an appointment another day."

"See you."

I hope there will be no more appointments, Shi Zilin thought to himself.

When I was on a blind date, I had never been so impatient. I just wanted to force myself to see if I could fall in love with a certain woman again, but I couldn't help but want to stare at the phone all the time, wondering if he would send text messages again, He didn't reply to the text message because he didn't know how to respond. Would he be anxious?So as soon as he walked out of the western restaurant, Shi Zilin couldn't wait to call Fu Sheng.

Jiang Chuning, who was writing and drawing on paper, suddenly heard the ringtone of her mobile phone and was startled. When she looked at the caller ID, it was Shi Zilin? !Immediately picked it up carefully.

"Hey."

"wait for me."

"What?" Jiang Chuning was confused.

"Don't you miss me? Wait for me to come back."

After saying this, Shi Zilin suddenly laughed, and his heart calmed down, but he just liked him, why didn't he dare to admit it before.

Shi's father and Shi's mother came out of the western restaurant and saw Shi Zilin on the phone from a distance.

"Well, you bastard, you ran out on a blind date and were on the phone with that vixen, right?" Shi's mother snatched his cell phone, and Shi's father slapped him on the head immediately, "Beast!"

"I tell you, don't call my son in the future..."

"Auntie?" Jiang Chuning hadn't recovered from the seemingly non-existent confession, and was shocked by the male vixen again.

"Xiao Fu? Why are you? Oh, I'm sorry, Auntie didn't mean you just now!"

"What happened just now?"

Shi's mother rolled her eyes at her disappointing son, and said to Fu Sheng on the other end of the phone: "Hey, family ugliness should not be publicized, but Auntie doesn't think you are an outsider, so let me tell you the truth."

"My son, he may be gay..." Mother Shi was a little embarrassed, "You, don't hang up the phone. Auntie hopes that you can still live with him after you find out. Of course, Auntie will not force you. It's just...you see that you have a girlfriend, maybe, after looking at it, he will still like women...Xiao Fu, are you listening?"

"Auntie, I, I'm here." Jiang Chuning was shocked again, he was gay?Still have a favorite man? !Looking at the several pages of information I remembered, as well as the information on the hospital and costs of transgender on the computer page, I suddenly felt ridiculous-before answering the phone, I wished I could hold my bank card and change the next day. She became a woman, but now she was told that Shi Zilin fell in love with a man!God, can I give a hint before I joke?

"Then Xiaofu, my son is just begging you, hey, I'm so worried, it would be great if he was like you!" Shi's mother shook her head and hung up the phone, but she saw Shi Zilin beside him, dumbfounded expression.

"Why are you laughing!" Shi's mother pointed at him and said to Shi's father, "Beat him!"

Father Shi dragged Shi Zilin into the car and began to beat him seriously.

"Dad, stop beating." Shi Zilin hid while controlling his strength for fear of hurting his father. After learning Taekwondo for several years, he still had to be beaten by him obediently.

"Stinky boy, you're quite resistant, are you still angry with your mother? Do you still like men?"

"Dad, I know it's wrong. But I can't change it."

Father Shi, who had just stopped, heard the second half of the sentence, and punched him in the face again, and blood flowed from the corner of Shi Zilin's mouth in an instant.

"You fucking say it again!"

"Dad, I like someone, just like you like my mother, and I can't change it."

After hearing this, Shi's mother sat in front and covered her face and cried bitterly, "Why can't it be cured? This problem is not cancer, so how can it not be cured?"

"Mom, it's not a disease."

"Mom, I'm going back today."

"Good idea!" Father Shi glared at him.

Shi's mother stopped crying, and said with some difficulty: "You can go back if you want, just finish the last one first."

Shi Zilin couldn't bear to make them sadder, so he could only make concessions: "Okay."

It's just that I thought it was the same blind date as before, but after seeing the person, Shi Zilin was really shocked.After looking around and confirming that it was the man in front of him with a peach blossom face who nodded to him, Shi Zilin said, "Hello, are you..." Maybe it's the elder brother of the blind date or...

"Hi, I'm Qin Le who is on a blind date with you today."

"Oh... you, hello."

Seeing Shi Zilin's uneasy look, Qin Le smiled: "Is this your first blind date with a man?"

"Huh?" Shouldn't it be strange for a man to have a blind date with a man?Why is it as common as eating?

"I seem to have fallen in love with you at first sight." Qin Le moved closer and blew a breath towards Shi Zilin, seeing the old Shi couple not far away covered in goose bumps.

"Mr. Qin," Shi Zilin pushed him back on the seat, "Unfortunately, I'm not interested in you. And, I'll give you a suggestion, don't spray such a strong perfume on your body on blind dates in the future. It's choking. I won't accompany you." Shi Zilin said After that, I went to pay the bill and leave.

Shi's father and Shi's mother were outside the restaurant. After Qin Le came out, he hurried forward and asked, "How is it? What's my son's attitude?"

Qin Le chuckled: "Elder, don't worry, judging from my intuition as a gay, your son is still straight."

"Straight?"

"That is to say, I still like women more. As for why I like men, maybe that person has a unique charm."

"Okay, thank you, thank you." Anyway, it's good if you can still like women, maybe after getting along with Xiao Fu and the others for a long time, you will still be influenced to like women back.Shi's mother took out a red envelope from Shi's father's coat pocket, and handed it over, "This is the remaining money, sorry for your inconvenience, young man."

"You're welcome, Auntie, your son is very handsome. If...hehe, if there is such an opportunity in the future, you still need to look for me."

Shi's mother smiled awkwardly, while Shi's father resisted the urge to beat up the sissy and turned his head away. If it wasn't for his son's crap, they wouldn't have asked people to find a homosexual to act in this play. And next time, just abolish that kid, as if he had never been born.

In the evening, when Shi Zilin proposed to go back to City S again, Father Shi and Mother Shi readily agreed, "Anyway, we can't control you anymore, if you want to go back, go back, don't be angry with us here, we still want to live longer."

"mom--"

"Fuck it, fuck it, I'm going to sleep with your mother, get out."

"It's really irritable..." Shi Zilin rolled out of their room, feeling so good that he flew up - this is what he often heard Fu Sheng say, and he really felt so.

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Mingming.com is very good, but I can’t open Jinjiang all the time. I was so angry that I ate several packs of snacks W(￣_￣)W