So the pond will drown

They say the world is not good,

But I think it's good enough to have you.

……

Jiang Yu may have figured out something, and now he can accept and change things that he was unwilling to force in the past, such as his attitude towards Gu Xingmian now.

If it were the past, Jiang Yu definitely wouldn't give this little guy a good look, after all, he took over his heart and soul as soon as he came.Gu Chi, who couldn't even ask for it, just circled around him.

At that time Jiang Yu didn't understand, now Jiang Yu understands.

It is reasonable for Gu Chi to see that Gu Xingmian is happy, because apart from other things, Gu Xingmian is the only person who can be regarded as his relative now, so he only has Gu Xingmian among his blood relatives, but this only relative will soon leave him.

This time Jiang Yan remembered the lesson from last time, and showed rare gentleness and patience to the children. After reading Mo Yanshu, he was amazed, and also coaxed the little guy to have a good impression of him. Maybe he was a little afraid of him before, but just now He still hides when he sees him, sees that Jiang Yu treats him well, let go of his childish vigilance, and even dares to snatch the remote control from his hand, it's really... unprecedented.

The four of them peacefully finished their lunch and then went to play their own way.When Gu Xingmian was not here, Gu Chi would usually go upstairs after eating, and then go into seclusion. Now that there is an extra child in the house, he has also become a child, sitting cross-legged on the blanket with the little guy to study drones.

This drone is a New Year's gift that Fu Dong bought for Gu Xingmian. This person probably has some misunderstandings about toy airplanes. Fortunately, Gu Xingmian likes it. After seeing it, Gu Chi seemed to find it novel. Niu Dan can tell how happy Gu Chi is now just by looking at it. This is the most relaxed and unguarded moment for him in the villa for so long, but it's a pity that such a moment will never belong to him.

"Are you going back to France after the Chinese New Year?" Jiang You leaned back on the seat, staring intently at Gu Chi, who was playing with Gu Xingmian not far away, who was having a good time playing with Gu Xingmian. After being tense all night, Yan Shu's mood also inexplicably improved.

"Well, last time you went to France to pick up people, you haven't finished yet," Mo Yanshu looked at him sideways and said, "But you are really a tiger, and you are not afraid that they have accomplices if you rush forward so recklessly?"

Jiang You frowned, and said lightly, "The situation was urgent at that time, and I couldn't wait too long."

Mo Yanshu expressed understanding that it was Gu Chi who was tied up, not someone else. If Jiang Yu hadn't received Gu Chi's hint, he would have blown up those people with a bomb long ago.

Gu Chi is amazing, he has discovered the tenderness and calmness of this person, such a vicious and irritable person, he loves him to death, he loves him so much that he suppresses his instinctive desires at the bottom of his body, that monster probably It should also be annoyed by the host's infatuation.

Mo Yanshu thought of Fu Dong again. He escaped from Fengyue Field for this silly boy and got rid of those bad habits. In recent years, he didn't even go to any shit parties, but this kid still couldn't see his heart clearly. He really didn't Knowing whether he didn't express well enough to cause him to misunderstand or Fu Dong was really unwilling to accept him, after all, this person is really merciless in hurting someone's heart.

Mo Yanshu shook his head with a wry smile.

The same is the end of the world.

"But what did you do to Xu Ran? You didn't kill him, did you?" Mo Yanshu felt that with Jiang Yu's temper, this young man was probably close to death, and he would lose his skin if he didn't die.

Jiang You frowned when he heard the name, and paused for a few seconds before saying coldly: "Not killed."

"Well." Mo Yanshu was a little surprised, and teased, "He almost took Gu Chi away, and even made Gu Chi move away from you. All the previous efforts fell short because of his sudden appearance, and you are just like this Let him go?"

Jiang Yu pursed his lips tightly and did not speak, and lowered his eyes. Although his expression was still cold, Mo Yanshu could feel Jiang Yu's emotional loneliness.

Jiang Yu was silent for a while before saying in a deep voice: "Gu Chi...doesn't want me to kill him."

Mo Yanshu smiled: "Jiang Yu, this is not like you."

In the past, Jiang Yu would kill anyone without asking anyone's opinion, that is, when he just met Gu Chi, Jiang Yu should have sent away the person who should be hurt or hurt him, he would never change his inherent self just because of one person Decided, but now Gu Chi can not only control his decision, but also make him willing to actively curb his inner desire to kill, Mo Yanshu probably doesn't understand, but Jiang Yu himself knows it.

He got deeper and deeper.

He has completely fallen into a gentle village named Gu Chi, unwilling to wake up, and no one can make him wake up.

He was also afraid.

He was afraid that he would continue the mistakes he made to Chen Ran and Chu Yang, and he didn't want him to be so bad in Gu Chi's heart.

He just wanted to tell Gu Chi that Jiang Yu would only listen to him forever, that Jiang Yu was his puppy, and he would turn upside down as long as he called him.

But Gu Chi didn't even ask after that, because his heart was ashamed, and he no longer had any incomplete hope for Jiang Yu.

The watch that Jiang Yu repaired just made their way of getting along less silent and rigid, but the original distance was still there. Gu Chi should hate him, loathe him, fear him, and he was nothing less. The relationship between them Not only did the cracks not decrease, but they increased.

Jiang Yu pulled his lower lip: "Since I met him, I am not Jiang Yu alone, I am his Jiang Yu, and everything is worth it for him."

Even if you hurt yourself, even if you help others.

…………

The four of them split into two groups and played all afternoon. During this period, Gu Chi finally finished his research. He and Gu Xingmian sat on the carpet with the remote control and watched the small drone flying in the lobby. Skilled, the machine bumped several times and fell two or three times. Fortunately, the floor was covered with goose down carpet, and the quality of the things was not bad, so there was no problem.

Mo Yanshu would go over and interject a few words while they were having fun, and tease them. Jiang Yu didn't speak from the beginning to the end, but just watched them play quietly with a smile, but his eyes only lingered. on a person.

He didn't want to break this peaceful and tranquil atmosphere, so Jiang Yu couldn't join it, he could only smile and watch secretly happy in his heart, it's good to like this quietly, Gu Chi's happiness is more important than anything else.

"elder brother."

The childish little milk voice suddenly interrupted Jiang Yu's thoughts. Jiang You came back to his senses and saw Gu Xingmian standing in front of him with the remote control of the drone and looking at him. He followed his father, looking at it this way, Gu Xingmian's eyebrows still have a bit of Gu Chi's shadow, which made Jiang Yu suddenly wonder what Gu Chi was like when he was a child.

He must be more likable than Gu Xingmian, he must be the cutest and best-looking child in the world.

The more Jiang Yu thought about it, the more greedy he became.

"elder brother?"

"Ah?" Jiang Yan realized that he was distracted just now, and quickly looked back at Gu Xingmian, asking, "What's wrong?"

Gu Xingmian smiled and handed the remote control of the drone in his hand to Jiang Yu, and said crisply: "Brother also plays."

Jiang Yu was stunned for a moment, an indescribable taste suddenly surged in his heart, sour and astringent mixed with a little sweetness, he had a rare feeling of affection for Gu Xingmian.

The little boy is quite sensible.

He thought it would be okay to take it for fun, but he just stretched out his hand, and then subconsciously looked at Gu Chi who was not far away. When Gu Chi caught his gaze, he quickly turned back without looking at him, Jiang Yu But knowing that it meant acquiescing, he immediately took it happily.

But soon Jiang Yu regretted it and couldn't laugh anymore.

Just now he just took it with his mother's slut, it's an eternal hatred.

Jiang Yu's sense of balance is really not strong, and he never played with this kind of thing when he was a child, he had to torture for a long time before he figured out the way, and he yawned after reading Mo Yanshu.

After finally figuring out the remote control, Jiang began to use innocent drones to make trouble. The precious vases at home fell all over the floor. If there were no blankets on the floor, the hall would be full of debris by now.

The little guy couldn't stand it anymore, sighed deeply, took back his toy in silence, looked at Jiang Yu and asked disappointedly: "Brother, didn't you play with toys when you were young?"

The little guy didn't understand anything, so he asked if he wanted to. When Mo Yanshu heard this sentence, his heart tightened, but he was worried that Gu Xingmian was a child who couldn't say anything, so he could only watch Jiang Yu nervously. .

After all, Jiang Yu never played with toys when he was a child. At his age, he probably didn't even know what a toy was. He lived in darkness and pain all day long. He worried about where he was going during the day and worried about his mother at night. sudden appearance.The only thing that could be regarded as a plaything was probably the little bear doll that Ye Xiuqing deliberately bought, splashed with red paint and cut it to pieces with scissors.Ye Xiuqing placed the mutilated doll on the bookcase facing Jiang Yu's bedside, Jiang Yu could see it as soon as he opened his eyes, it was Ye Xiuqing's invisible warning, and it was also Jiang Yu's nightmare in the long years.

He is not an ordinary child, how can he know their fun.

"Mianmian." Gu Chi broke the eerie silence.

Gu Xingmian turned her head and looked at Gu Chi in a daze.

Gu Chi touched his head, pulled him to face him, and said softly to him: "Your luck is better than your brother, brother is the same as you before, and no one buys toys for him, but now many brothers give him toys." You buy it, so you have to thank brother."

Jiang Yu didn't take Gu Xingmian's question to heart at all, the past is the past, no matter how painful it is, it's just a memory, as long as Gu Chi is here, it doesn't matter how to tear off those bloody scars before, of course he won't bother with Gu Xingmian When the little guy asked him, he was more embarrassed. After all, he didn't know how to do such a simple thing, and he was ashamed in front of Gu Chi, so Jiang Yan wanted to evade it with a few perfunctory words, but he didn't expect Gu Chi will say this.

This young man can step into the softest part of his heart with a single word, and he still makes trouble in it as if nothing had happened.

What kind of bullshit used to be a trivial matter when facing Gu Chi.

Gu Xingmian seemed to understand Gu Chi's words. The little guy grew up in a family like Gu Tianqing's, and he was precocious than ordinary children. He would listen to what Gu Chi taught him. He has a good personality and is well-behaved. , is also the kind of child that adults like most, which makes people feel distressed and loved.

"Brother, let me teach you how to play." Gu Xingmian handed the remote control to Jiang Yu again, with a serious look on his childish face.

Mo Yanshu laughed beside him, it was rare that Jiang Yu didn't bother with him, he looked at the remote control in a daze with embarrassment and inexplicable.

Jiang Yu never got back the things that were taken back since ancient times, because Ye Xiuqing told him: "If you don't obey, you will be punished. Xiao Ni is not an ordinary child. If you are not obedient, your mother will confiscate all of Xiao Ni's things. "

At that time, Xiao Jiangyu was still a child no matter what, and he would secretly collect things he liked, among which a book of fairy tales was the most popular, which was specially given to him by the hero of the house when he was hiding in the corner listening to fairy tales. His, he still remembers the man saying to him: "If you want to hear a story, come to Uncle."

Jiang You took the storybook, but he never went there again.

Because Ye Xiuqing discovered this book, and later because he came back late, Ye Xiuqing burned his only childhood plaything together with his kindness in that rainy season.

The first time he experienced lost and recovered was after Gu Chi was brought back in France, the second time was when Gu Chi finally started talking to him on his birthday, and the third time was now, when this kid handed him a remote control that he had taken back Instruments and a child's unique innocence.

Jiang Yu looked at the remote control and struggled for a while, then took it with a sigh, and couldn't help but bend his lips after receiving it, this little kid really knows how to coax people, no wonder Gu Chi likes him so much, but Jiang Yu What he should not like is still not to like, at most, it can be regarded as reducing the inexplicable dislike for him before.

"You don't need to teach, adults don't play this."

Jiang Yu said seriously.

He intended to figure it out for himself.

"..."

Gu Chi and Mo Yanshu were shocked by this sentence, shouldn't they say something nice at such a warm moment?Why are you so proud of this?

Jiang Yu's EQ was hopeless.

Gu Chi snatched the remote control back from Gu Xingmian's hand, pulled the little guy back with a cold face, and said angrily, "He doesn't want Mianmianjiao, brother does."

After all, Gu Xingmian was still a child at heart, he grinned twice, and immediately threw Jiang Yan out of the sky, sat next to Gu Chi happily and told him.

Jiang Yu: "..."

Is this going the wrong way?

Not far away, Mo Yanshu let out a long sigh, and said with emotion: "You are stubborn~"

Jiang Yu: "?"

Gu Chi kept Gu Xingmian and Mo Yanshu to leave after dinner. The little guy seemed to know that he was leaving, so he stuck to Gu Chi after dinner and followed him wherever he went, until Gu Chi sent him to The door still held Gu Chi's hand and refused to let go, his little face had no expression, he looked cool, and he kept silent and didn't say a word when he was playing tricks, Mo Yanshu refused to let go of Gu Chi no matter what Chi's hand, Gu Chi looked at him with a sore heart.

In fact, he is also clear in his heart, after this farewell, he does not know when we will meet again.

Gu Xingmian went to the UK and joined the Fu family, if the Fu family's parents respected him, then he was considered half of the Fu family, and Gu Xingmian had to repay this affection himself.If he wants to break away from the status quo and live up to their expectations, he should know how hard he has to work. He has to spend more energy and time than ordinary people to deal with the unknown future, so he must concentrate on making progress and be sure in a short time. It is impossible to return to Nanyang. As for how long this time will be, it is unknown, maybe a year, maybe ten years, if something happens to Gu Chi, it will be a lifetime.

Judging from the current situation, accidents are only a matter of time.

Gu Chi was imprisoned in Nanyang, he could not see the end.

But Gu Xingmian is different from him. Gu Xingmian is a bird who is unwilling to be resigned to fate and longs for wings like him. He should be free.

Gu Chi let him go because he entrusted himself to him, he had no freedom, and his actions were hindered. He was locked in this cage with his wings broken, so he hoped that Gu Xingmian could see the farther world for him , This is his selfishness, and also his only belief and comfort.

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After that, the progress may be a little faster, and I will improve it if it feels awkward.

In the past two years, I don't want to take it all at once, and I don't want to be too delicate, because there are some things that need to be tasted by you.