After the object of crush dies and comes back to life

On Sunday, Lu Xin rarely got up early.She went to the living room window and pushed it open to the first bright morning light.

She propped her arms on the window sill, her expression was gloomy, and her delicate eyebrows were slightly frowned.Qi Yuan walked out of the room and saw the fine sunlight shining on her face, those two bright black pupils were as colorful as glass balls, and the lingering sorrow inside almost condensed into substance.

Qi Yuan was silent for a moment, then asked aloud, "Why did you wake up so early?"

Lu Xin quickly turned her head to look at her, shook her head again, and said softly, "It's nothing."

She walked to the table, baked two slices of toast for herself, and walked back to the bedroom in silence.

Qi Yuan sat on the sofa and warmed her milk. The hot boiling water accidentally splashed out of the thermos and landed on the back of her hand holding the glass.

She paused, then calmly wiped off the few drops of water with paper, as if nothing had happened.

No pain, no heat, nothing.Living like this is almost the same as dying.

After a few minutes, Lu Xin came out of the room. The plush pajamas on her body had changed into a set of white casual clothes, with light makeup on her face.

She came to the table, lowered her head and put the keys and mobile phone into the black handbag, without saying a word during the whole process.

It wasn't until Qi Yuan came over and put the glass of milk on the table that she thanked her in a low voice.

Qi Yuan looked at her for a few seconds, then asked in a low voice, "Are you going out?"

Lu Xin ate the bread in small bites, her face was still pale after light makeup, she felt that she had no appetite, and felt tired even after swallowing.

After barely swallowing a mouthful of milk, she hummed and said, "I have a part-time job today."

"Is it the milk tea shop from last time?"

"Correct."

Qi Yuan looked at her and said, "I'm with you."

"No need." Lu Xin raised her eyes, mustered up the courage and smiled at her, "I'll just go by myself."

This seemed to be the first time she refused Qi Yuan's company, and her tone was so decisive that she did not leave any muddled reasons.

Qi Yuan's gaze paused on her face for a while, then he looked away: "...OK."

She sent Lu Xin to the door, watching his slender back slowly disappear around the corner of the stairs.

She suddenly had a feeling that Lu Xin might not come back again, this feeling almost made the place on the back of her hand that was burned suddenly feel a dull pain.

She clutched the back of her hands in a daze for a long time, then sighed slowly, and closed the door.

Lu Xin's house was the last thing left to her by her parents before the accident. The house was not big, and the traces of life were heavy.

The house without Lu Xin's figure seemed a little empty, without human breathing and heartbeat, this place was as quiet as an abandoned ruin.

Qi Yuan walked to the sofa, watched TV for a while, and suddenly felt that Peppa Pig was not as good-looking as before.

She belatedly felt sad.

Nothing happened last night, both of them chose to escape and believed in what they saw.

Lu Xin felt that maybe Qi Yuan was using him, or maybe he just wanted a place where he could make a comeback, so he happened to send it to his door.

Qi Yuan felt that she did take advantage of Lu Xin at the beginning. After all, it was almost impossible for her to establish a relationship of mutual trust in a short period of time.

But she just couldn't explain why, and felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.

It is true that Lu Xin is very different to her, but she cannot find the words to describe this relationship.

Lu Xin's performance today made her even more frustrated, and she even wanted to scold herself for taking the blame.

When Lu Xin was caught on the spot for her No.20 desertion today, the good-natured boss sighed and asked her what was wrong patiently.

Lu Xin came back to her senses, lowered her head and cleaned up the milk tea cups on the table: "It's nothing."

The boss shook his head: "No, you've been absent-minded all day today. If anything happens at home, you can tell me."

He probably thought that there were some difficulties in Lu Xin's family, after all, there would be nothing else.

Lu Xin paused, and said in a low voice, "No...it's not about my family."

"Hmm..." The boss pretended to be a close brother, and eagerly guessed, "Let me guess, is it about the school? Or is there a conflict between friends?"

Lu Xin thought for a while, then nodded slowly: "...well."

The boss showed such an expression as expected: "Did you have a conflict with the girl who came to the store last time?"

Lu Xin was a little surprised: "You, how do you know it's her?"

"Then do you still need to guess? You have been working here for so long, the first time I see you, I will bring someone to the store."

Lu Xin smiled bitterly and said, "Indeed."

"What's the matter? If you don't mind, you can tell me." The boss folded his hands and said seriously, "I was very popular when I was in school!"

Lu Xin said: "This matter is a bit complicated, it's a long story..."

"It's okay, take it slow."

Lu Xin pondered for a moment, and briefly summed up the matter as follows: I took the seriously injured Qi Yuan home, experienced all kinds of grievances from rich and powerful families, and found out that the other party might be using her.

The boss was startled when he heard this: "The farmer and the snake? Mr. Dong Guo and the wolf?"

Lu Xin shook her head: "It's not that exaggerated." She also said some things that Qi would like to help her resist school violence, group bullying, and kidnapping of family morals, and the boss was dumbfounded.

"I think she is actually kind to you." The boss said, "She helps you study and fights for you. If you say she is just using it, it is too kind."

Lu Xin also understood that he was telling the truth, so she nodded slightly.

"She was born in a family where the weak and the strong preyed on the strong, and her values ​​are very strange, so she thinks that the kindness others give her is a conspiracy." The boss said, "The kindness she gave to others may be the so-called use."

Lu Xin lowered her eyes, remained silent for a moment, and said, "I...in fact, I'm not afraid that she will take advantage of her."

That's what she really thought. She puts so much effort into it, and if Qi Yuan is willing to pay her back a little, that's already pretty good.

It's just that she will inevitably be dissatisfied.Humans are greedy animals, the more they get, the more they want.

She suddenly found herself wanting more from Qi Yuan.She wanted to brazenly hug her, kiss her, and tell her the love she hadn't blurted out for three years.

She is annoyed by her greed and excessive expectations, and she can't help but fantasize and wait for things that are obviously impossible to happen.

As a carefree straight man, the boss's brain circuits are a little insufficient, and he asked confusedly: "Then what are you sad about?"

Lu Xin smiled and said, "I like her."

The boss was lying on his face: "Huh??"

"She may know that I like her." Lu Xin said again.

The boss looked horrified: "Huh???"

He said dumbfounded: "My friend, your question is beyond the outline... This has touched the scope of my knowledge."

Lu Xin sighed, and carefully wiped off the milk tea stains on the table with a rag.Her hands and feet are very diligent, and she finishes the task at hand in a short while.

The boss is still immersed in this rich sadomasochism, with black question marks all over his face.

However, with a vent to speak out, Lu Xin felt much better and was not so sad.

She lowered her head and continued to work, and her spirit gradually improved, and she was no longer prone to distraction.

"You and her..." The boss said after deliberation, "It sounds complicated, but it's actually quite simple."

"I feel that she may just not be enlightened, or that she dare not respond to you."

Lu Xin paused and asked, "Why?"

"Because she doesn't realize her feelings," said the boss.

Lu Xin asked: "Is there any way?"

The boss looked at her tentatively: "You try to hit a straight ball with her?"

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