return to sea

Cang Yang and I slept on the same bed, his eyes were bright, and they became brighter after being washed by tears.

"Yu Hai, I don't have parents anymore."

"Ah."

It was hot in the room, and the two boys slept together, all clammy and anxious.

"Let's go...to the beach for a walk?" That's what I proposed, my hair was already wet with sweat, and I felt very uncomfortable.

"it is good."

I knocked on the wooden door of the owner of the grocery store. They were playing mahjong. The two of us bought ice soda and sat on the embankment.

I tried to find a topic, starting from what I had seen and heard in the city, Cang Yang listened carefully, and didn't speak, my voice was almost the only one, and when I became hoarse, I took a sip of soda to moisten my throat.

"Yu Hai."

"Ok?"

"If I die, I also want to go back to the sea."

I opened my mouth, then closed it again, my lower lip was scratched by the friction of my upper teeth, "I want to too."

For the next month, I went back to my childhood life.

Cang Yang was sitting on the boat, and the waves were turbulent under the two of us, shaking my mind so much that I almost drifted away.

"You're so handsome." That's what he said to me. Ever since I went to the city, I've been hiding in the dormitory every day, saying that I'm a weirdo. I don't know what I'm listening to while holding a conch. The covering is so white that it is almost transparent. Now that I return to the village, it is estimated that I will go back to black in a few days. "It is as white as Duo Lang."

I don't know if it's hot, or I'm ashamed, it's hot all the way from my neck to my ears, and then it goes straight to my forehead, "You're also good-looking."

Yes, lean and slender, with dark skin and the breath of the sun, like a child walking out of the sun.

The two of us sent the fish to the processing factory, and Cangyang started saving money. He said he wanted to live in a better house in the future, so I asked him, "Marry another good wife."

He stared at me in shock, "I don't marry a wife, no girl would like me."

"how come?"

"Really." Cang Yang muttered for a long while before uttering two words in a voice as thin as a mosquito.

In summer, thunderstorms always sweep towards the earth with arrogance.

Cang Yang tugged at the hull of the boat, and tied the rope to the stake in the heavy rain, "Ah!"

"What's wrong!" I blocked the heavy rain and pulled the end of the rope for him.

"It's okay, the hemp rope cut your hands!"

Cang Yang bared his teeth, and spread his palms, I pulled the lamp here, and cleared the hemp rope shavings stuck in the wound, "It hurts! Yu Hai, be gentle! This is meat!"

"It's very light!" I was irritated for no reason, and I yelled back, "Big man, what's your name?" But I still pressed him deliberately, and now he stopped screaming, and bulged his cheeks to endure the pain.

Cang Yang's palm lines were covered with calluses, hard, thick, and a little rough.

"I can read palms." I said seriously, holding his palm and looking at it.

"Yo, when did you learn it?"

"I lied to you." I smiled crookedly, seeing how he was fooled, I felt amused.

I boiled water for him and bandaged my hands to prevent him from touching the water. When I covered his back with a towel, I felt his trembling with my fingertips.

"Are you ticklish?"

"Uh...um." Cang Yang put his hands between his legs, I turned my back to him, and I saw him nodding, "Yu Hai, it would be great if you were a girl."

"Fart, I'm a man, so should I be with you!"

"I know..." Cang Yang laughed softly, "How can a boy be prettier than a girl?"

"Get out!" I kicked the bamboo stool, and Cang Yang almost fell into the water basin.