I ride a bamboo horse

Since returning to Haichao, or Lido, in short, Ye Huaichuan's side, Gu Jinxing has never been on the "gay making friends" forum, so when he first logged in, countless news flooded out.

Among the countless advertisements and chat messages, Gu Jinxing found it useful. Zhuo Ye sent him a private message a week ago, to the effect that he has moved to Lido due to job transfer. If he has time and is willing, Can come together.

It is okay for Gu Jinxing to reply quickly—although it is a week late, he explained the reason why he only responded now, and left his contact information.

Just when Gu Jinxing felt annoyed that he missed an appointment with an important netizen for the first time, his mobile phone reminded him that there was a new message.

From an unfamiliar number, the content is a simple greeting, and the signature is Zhuo Ye.

The two chatted as soon as they came and went, set a meeting place and time, and said good night to each other.

The Internet is indeed a wonderful thing. He and Zhuo Ye are friends who are relatively chatty in the virtual world, but they have never met each other in reality.Putting it back more than [-] years ago was simply something that I didn't even dare to think about.

This awareness seems a bit vicissitudes, after all, he was just an embryo more than 20 years ago.

Without chatting with netizens to divert attention, it is indeed lonely when alone, and it is easy to think about things.

Of course he didn't want Ye Huaichuan to report his itinerary in detail, he just hoped that he could be more candid on some principled issues.

Of course he can also meet his ex-girlfriend, but he really doesn't have to hide it when he asks repeatedly.

This is what he wants to do.

It's a pity that Ye Huaichuan didn't understand.

It turns out that when two people are together, it is not enough just to love each other enough.

The next day, as usual, when Gu Jinxing woke up, Ye Huaichuan had already gone to work.

That's good too, because whether it's incongruous, or tearing the skin apart, it's quite tiring.

It just so happened that the appointment with Zhuo Ye was at dinner time, and before he left, he reported to Ye Huaichuan that he was on a social occasion. After all, he is now a small Internet celebrity who can be recognized on the walk, and it is reasonable to have a few receptions occasionally .

Instead, it was Ye Huaichuan who didn't reply him for a long time, and he didn't know if he didn't see it, or he didn't want to talk to him.

The first time we met, we made an appointment at a restaurant with neither high nor low specifications.Gu Jinxing doesn't have the kind of self-confidence and telepathy that Zhuo Ye has, and he can fall in love with him at a glance in such a big restaurant.But they have each other's contact information.

It's not a particularly expensive place, but the overall environment is elegant, and there are a few particularly famous signs, which are very popular with petty bourgeoisie.It's the meal, and there are many people sitting in the store.

And Gu Jinxing didn't expect that he underestimated himself, glanced over and caught a Qingjun figure with drooping brows and eyes, and had an inexplicable intuition that it was this person.

The man also seemed to sense his gaze, and slowly raised his eyebrows.

Gu Jinxing was amazed for a moment.

His facial features are undoubtedly handsome, but they are not dazzling to the extreme, on the contrary they are very restrained.But perhaps, his extraordinary experience and his unchanging infatuation for several years have already blended hopelessness and affection into the bones of his eyebrows and eyes, making his temperament and appearance so special that he can immediately catch people's attention.

When their eyes met, they seemed to have confirmed the identity of the other party in their hearts.

Then he saw him shake the phone at him.Gu Jinxing smiled and walked over slowly.

"Hi, it's the first time we meet, I'm Gu Jinxing."

"Hello, Lu Zhuo."

It's strange, meeting for the first time, both fresh and familiar.

Seeing you for the first time is better than reunion.

Lu Zhuo is very knowledgeable, he knows painting, watching movies, current affairs, and reading anthologies.

Although Gu Jinxing is usually lazy, after these years of precipitation, he still has a little ink in his stomach.

As soon as the two met, they talked very happily, otherwise they wouldn't have been friends for a long time.

It is not known how the queen is, at least in front of the public, Lu Zhuo has been able to talk happily, only occasionally revealing a little loneliness accidentally.

And this shallow desolation only makes him more attractive.

"Didn't Jinxing say that I will read your masterpiece when we meet?" The essays were chatting well, but Lu Zhuo suddenly brought the topic to such a dangerous level, and there were mostly smiles in his eyes.

Lu Zhuo only knew that he was an online painter, but he didn't know exactly what he was called and what he had painted, just as Gu Jinxing only knew that he was a middle-level and high-level leader of the company, and he didn't know exactly which company he worked in.

For a refined gentleman like Lu Zhuo, he always felt that he would look very frivolous if he was contaminated by those small-time fast-food cartoons.

Well, this description may be too mature and vicissitudes, after all, this person is not a few years older than him.

This man's eyes are very clear, when he is smiling, it is like colored glaze refracted by sunlight, beautiful and dazzling, which sets off his restrained temperament even more eye-catching.

Who doesn't like beautiful things?Gu Jinxing admired it secretly for a while, and then calmly said: "I will send you a set tomorrow, remember to read it carefully."

Lu Zhuo laughed harder and harder, almost making everyone in the restaurant laugh into a commotion.

"Hey, don't laugh, it's like seducing me."

Lu Zhuo was not obedient at all, he smiled for a long time before he gradually calmed down, and sadness crept into his eyes.Gu Jinxing secretly sighed that it was too bad, with this expression, he was afraid that he would think of his lover who had passed away for many years, if he knew it earlier, he might as well make him laugh.

Everything is good with Lu Zhuo, the only thing is to cover up the news that he already has a partner very naturally.

Lu Zhuo would sometimes bring up related topics by himself, as if he didn't care, just a blessing.Gu Jinxing knows that he has noble sentiments, and believes that he really has wishes from his heart, but he certainly doesn't mind. Every time he sees others inseparable, it's probably like stabbing the softest part of his heart.It's just that after a long time, he was able to numbly show a normal face.

Laughing at others loving and frolicking, silently licking their wounds behind their backs.

Gu Jinxing understands this feeling, because he used to be like this, stuck in that gloomy hopelessness.

It's just that he was only at the bottom of the cliff, while Lu Zhuo was muddy in the abyss.

He only needs a long but hopeful rope, and for Lu Zhuo, probably only if Pangu opens up another world, can the light penetrate into his darkness.

Now, he has been rescued, even if the way ahead is not clear, at least he has set foot on the ground.As for Lu Zhuo, who will save him from the fire?

Every time I think of this, Gu Jinxing always feels distressed. It is not only lovers who feel sorry for each other, close friends, elders and children, there are many, many complicated relationships in this world, there are touching and distressing.

"Are you really dumbfounded?" Lu Zhuo turned his head to the side and still looked very handsome, although what he said was not so good, "Although I'm good at what I do, I still don't want to make do with you." In his eyes Gradually sank down, just listening to the cool words, only those who know the inside know the deep affection hidden in it.

Gu Jinxing froze slightly, not because of anything else, he met Zhuo Ye during the darkest days, brothers and sisters, and there was a sympathy for each other in it.That's why he didn't talk to Ye Huaichuan after he was with Ye Huaichuan.

As for "make do with it" was a joke that Gu Jinxing used to make with him, Lu Zhuo is not a rigid person, and he can stand jokes very well, but this sentence was vetoed by him, he couldn't bear to let his dead lover misunderstand even joking.

Now I don't know how to speak, tell Lu Zhuo that he doesn't have to make do anymore?Gu Jinxing is more willing to stab himself.

Unexpectedly, Lu Zhuo was smarter and more thorough than he imagined. He was only silent for a moment, and maybe his expression showed a little bit of clues. He seemed to have seen through it all, "It is a breakthrough with your ideal person Alright."

Gu Jinxing didn't talk about the lotus tongue, at least it was Tang Qiuxin's special seal of "spicy on the mouth", but at this moment, he really didn't know what to say, especially to Shang Luzhuo's transparent and sad eyes .

Hesitation is already the default.

"Is there a conflict?" Lu Zhuo asked gently.

This man is simply amazing.The first time I saw him, I saw him through.

"Otherwise you won't contact me for a long time, and then reply me suddenly." Lu Zhuo seemed to see through his doubts again, and said: "Besides, what is hidden in a person's eyebrows cannot deceive others. Disputes and troubles. There is only one person who can make you open your heart in just a few months."

"..." Gu Jinxing almost knelt down for him.

There was a moment of silence, "Lu Zhuo, I didn't mean to hide it from you, I just..."

"I don't know how to speak. I understand. But do it carefully." Lu Zhuo took over the unfinished words for him, and there was no pain in his expression, as if his heart was dead, and he pretended to be calm, "You think of me as such a small person I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

"You can get together with the person you like, I can only be happy." He smiled softly, like a gust of night wind blowing, and the epiphyllum under the moonlight slowly opened its buds, "There are so many lovers in the world , I just hope they don't repeat my misfortune."

"Of course I don't think I'm so unfortunate. I've already experienced the most extreme love in the world. To be able to guard him for the rest of my life is already a good ending for me. Unfortunately, Sega, such a young life , fell into the capricious fate. Fortunately, I remembered him, so that he would not be so lonely."

"Be careful, what you got is hard-won, remember to cherish it."

"Any question is not worth mentioning in front of life and death."

Lu Zhuo indifferently enlightened him with the attitude of someone who has experienced it, Gu Jinxing thought, he probably will never forget this scene.

He was obviously a person who deserved much attention, but personally burned the rest of his life. He smiled slightly and said that he was very lucky.

Gu Jinxing felt that Sejia, Lu Zhuo's lover who died for more than seven years, was lucky.

Although such a comparison is inappropriate, it is true that after seeing Lu Zhuo's Eternal Separation, he seems to have really done too much.

Gu Jinxing decided to have a good talk with Ye Huaichuan.

When I got home, the man's shoes had already been taken off by the entrance.

After a pause, Gu Jinxing straightened his back and walked in with the majesty of the head of the family.

There was no one in the two halls and one kitchen, no one in the study, no one in his room, Gu Jinxing knocked on the door of Ye Huaichuan's room.

He didn't hear a response, so he knocked politely again, wiped off the sweat from his palms, and then pushed the door open regardless... still no one was there.

There is the sound of water in the bathroom, and I am taking a shower again.

That's right, people have to take a shower every day.

Gu Jinxing sat quietly on the small sofa and waited for him to come out. After waiting for a while, he felt that sitting like this was too silly and lacked dignity at all. Pretending to be casual, although it has been staying on the main interface.

The cell phone rang the next moment, which startled Gu Jinxing, who had a dark heart.

Righting the phone that almost fell off in his hand, Gu Jinxing glanced at Ye Huaichuan's phone that was still spinning around.

It's also because Gu Jinxing's eyes are too good, or the phone number on the caller ID is too big, his expression turned cold after just one glance.

Whatever is not easy to come by, what should be cherished, go to death!

Gu Jinxing slammed the door angrily and left, the mobile phone on the table was still dancing happily, after singing one song, another one started again.

Chen Han's name lit up again after disappearing for a second.

……

Gu Jinxing and Ye Huaichuan fell into a strange situation, they could eat, talk and even kiss as usual, but they no longer shared the same bed.

Gu Jinxing went to hang out with Lu Zhuo every day, and Lu Zhuo went to Lee and Qi Yu when he had no time. Later, he found that it would be better to be self-satisfied with the latter two, so he stopped dating.

In short, he goes out late and returns late, sleeps right away, occasionally meets Ye Huaichuan at home, and smiles very sweetly.

Seeing that Ye Huaichuan changed from hesitation to secretiveness, Gu Jinxing wanted to be happy, but he was not happy at all, a huge emptiness grabbed his heart, and the accumulated tears gradually obliterated the plant that was still in his heart. The flowers that haven't bloomed for a long time are afraid that the roots will rot into the bones.

It's not that Gu Jinxing's acting skills are not good enough, it's that Lu Zhuo's eyes are too poisonous, and he is sure that he and Ye Huaichuan haven't reconciled yet.

At the beginning, he would ask a few questions, but every time Gu Jinxing replied innocently, "We are very good."

He sighed and shook his head, looking at him like a wayward child.

Old-fashioned, but inexplicably reminded him of the old Ye Huaichuan.

It's also so gentle, it's also so indulgent, it's also the same way that he treats him as a younger brother, and then found a girlfriend...

"Lu Zhuo, let's go to the movies." When Gu Jinxing said this, they were walking on the street just after nightfall.

Lu Zhuo glanced at him in surprise, and then his eyes were lost in the street lights in the distance, as if talking to himself, as if sighing, "I haven't watched a movie for many years."

Gu Jinxing knows, of course he knows, the movie theater is a holy place for dating, and he has only been there once in his life.

At that time, I was still discussing with that person at the door and admiring one of the best actors nowadays...

Now he didn't want that to be the only time.

He regretted it when he said it. He can be willful, but he shouldn't be so cruel to Lu Zhuo.

"Calculate……"

"Okay." Although Lu Zhuo was slow, his promise clearly overshadowed his retreat.

Gu Jinxing was silent for a moment, then sullen, Xu Shijia, open your eyes for me!Lu Zhuo is such a good person... why are you making him sad...

Of course, if Gu Jinxing knew that watching a movie could turn evil, then he would absolutely, definitely not go!

There have been blockbuster movies released recently, but Gu Jinxing thinks that Lu Zhuo should prefer quiet literature and art compared to the kind of people who turn into fights and kills at every turn.

Just as Gu Jinxing was still searching for a movie that was both profound and not boring, he heard Lu Zhuo say in a low voice, "Just watch "Murder Plan"."

"Murder" is the blockbuster that is currently a hit.

Facing his slightly surprised eyes, Lu Zhuo smiled slightly, "He likes it."

Affectionate and elegant.Simply a killer.

Fortunately, Gu Jinxing has someone, otherwise it might be a little bit more exciting.

I didn't expect such a beautiful smile to be cheap not only for Gu Jinxing, but also for a certain, a certain mixed-race dog.

"Be careful."

A very familiar voice was behind him, I really hoped it was his auditory hallucination.

The author has something to say:

Proudly launch Lu Zhuo~~

The word count of this chapter is really...

There is also a reason why Ye and Chen Han met, because of Gu Jinxing, and there was absolutely no happy talk, it was just Chen Han's unilateral courtship.And Ye didn't know that Gu had been stabbed, absolutely didn't know!As for the scar... um, I forgot - answer the wooden man and tell everyone by the way