I ride a bamboo horse

The first stop of the signing was Lido, but in order not to make any mistakes, the editor strictly required him to go according to the plan, not to stay at home, but to stay in a hotel.

The hotel is a bit far from home.

The editor signed many painters, and it was impossible to leave others alone to take care of him alone, so the company assigned him an assistant to take care of him in life and assist him in work.

It was very tiring on the first day, and the fans were so enthusiastic that 40%-50% more people came than expected, asking for autographs and group photos, and they kept expressing their feelings to him.

Thanks to the staff to maintain order, otherwise Gu Jin would go crazy, but even so, he was still tossed hard.

After taking a shower at night, he lay down on the hotel bed and complained to Ye Huaichuan.

"...A girl really asked if you followed me or not."

Ye Huaichuan chuckled, "Please miss me, miss."

When the cat's ears moved, Gu Jinxing became vigilant, "You can't just miss the girl."

"I don't care about it." There was a slight sound of paper flipping and Ye Huaichuan's provocative subwoofer, "I only care about my cat that I have raised for more than ten years and haven't eaten enough."

The corners of the mouth turned up, but the voice pretended to be regretful, "Poor, then you have to think about it for a month. This super cat is busy making money to support the family."

"Not pitiful." Ye Huaichuan said with a smile in his voice, "I bought a cartoon drawn by a cat."

Gu Jinxing: "??"

"You can hide in bed and masturbate slowly."

Gu Jinxing: "..."

This sentence is a bit familiar, and the memory flipped forward, oh, he used it to tease Ye Huaichuan.

The next day, after finishing the matter, Gu Jinxing took a flight to the next destination.

The company was considerate, and apart from the time for the signing, he allocated another day or so for him to take his assistant to visit iconic attractions and eat famous snacks.

After getting used to this rhythm, I don’t feel as tired as I was at first, and I can travel around the country for free and taste delicious food.

In the evening, I talked on the phone with Ye Huaichuan. One day, this sullen man actually teased him on the phone, trying to have sex on the phone. After Gu Jinxing "sternly refused", he had a long-lost sex at night. Chunmeng, when she woke up the next day, she still couldn't get back to her senses, she always felt empty, thinking about Ye Huaichuan like never before.

Hmph, the routine is too deep.

The wind and waves suddenly appeared in such a school of peace and happiness.

Back at the hotel that day, Gu Jinxing suddenly received a WeChat message from Qi Yu, looking for something to talk about.

After talking nonsense with him, Qi Yu led the conversation to Ye Huaichuan.

Qi Yu: Even after you've been away for so long, you're not afraid of Ye Huaichuan's loneliness.

Gu Jinxing: What are you afraid of, he still has left and right hands.

Qi Yu: ……Come on, you have a big heart

Gu Jinxing: Let me tell you, don't put your brains and guts on Ye Huaichuan, it's not suitable, the man who is the least likely to "run the ticket" in the world, he must be in the top few, just behind me one or two

Qi Yu suddenly didn't respond, and he came back after a while.

Qi Yu: Trust is a good thing, excessive trust is blind

Any fool could see that something was wrong with this guy.

Gu Jinxing: Qi Yu, you may as well speak up if you have something to say

Qi Yu didn't say anything but asked instead: Which floor of the hotel do you live on?

Gu Jinxing is funny: 11, find a good angle to jump down and fly up

Qi Yu: Don't joke around

Gu Jinxing: Come on, you said Ye Huaichuan and you got together and I can stand it

Qi Yu stopped talking nonsense and sent a few photos directly.

Looking at the background, it should be in a restaurant. A man and a woman are sitting face to face. The photo is clearly taken, and even the upward curve of the man's mouth is clearly captured.

Gu Jinxing flipped back and forth several times, his expression pale.

Qi Yu: I ran into Xiaoqinger on a date today, because of the angle, he didn't see me

Gu Jinxing: You are still friends after breaking up, what's the problem?

Qi Yu: These two people did not break up peacefully, I don't think they can still be friends

Gu Jinxing: You seem to have witnessed it with your own eyes?

Qi Yu: ...I didn't see it with my own eyes, and I knew it probably not much earlier than you.But I asked Ye Huaichuan later, and he said that he had lost contact with Chen Han.

Qi Yu: Now they are meeting privately while you are on a business trip. If something goes wrong, there must be a demon

Gu Jinxing: Don't blame you for not reporting what you know, don't be so cynical

Qi Yu: I didn't say there must be something, I just wanted to tell you.Don't be a fool when the time comes... Anyway, just keep it in mind

Gu Jinxing: I remember it, you don’t have to deliberately take photos that are so imaginative

Qi Yu: ...It's just a little bit, isn't it to attract your attention.Great, it can be seen

Gu Jinxing: I am a painter, and I know how to compose pictures to catch people's attention

Qi Yu: Take it

Qi Yu: Anyway, let’s have some snacks, baby

After finishing the conversation with Qi Yu, Gu Jinxing didn't feel relieved to take a shower and what to do, instead he sat there motionless and almost masochistically looked at those harsh photos.

He was not as calm as he appeared.

He is the typical person who heals the scar and forgets the pain, but once something happens that touches the scar again, all the past will only double up.

This was the first time he saw Ye Huaichuan and Chen Han in the same frame after they were together, still smiling at Yan Yan.

Just when Gu Jinxing was sitting in the room and was about to turn into a fossil, Ye Huaichuan's daily call came.

After staring at that simple "brother" for a long time, Gu Jinxing let out a breath, and when he answered the phone, his voice was normal.

"elder brother."

The familiar voice penetrated deep into the eardrums, "Why are you so polite all of a sudden?"

"I'm not very familiar with you at first." Gu Jinxing said lazily.

"Then it seems that I have to work harder. Next time, six hours, is it considered familiar?"

... The two flirted with each other as usual, but Gu Jinxing was not in the right place, so he tried his best to deal with it.

"Very tired?" Who is Ye Huaichuan, no matter how well Gu Jin is dressed, he can't help but hear the clues.

very tired. "No." He yawned, "I'm just a little sleepy."

"Rest early at night, don't always play games."

"...Games are only played occasionally." After a pause, the voice became softer, "And you, did you have a good dinner?"

"No." Ye Huaichuan smiled, "I miss you."

Some expecting and nervous hearts relaxed instantly when they heard the last sentence, and they couldn't tell whether it was disappointment or what.

But I haven't eaten yet.

"Apart from missing me? Is there anything fun to do?" Gu Jinxing asked in a soft voice with no expression on his face.

"In addition to thinking about you, I just work to make money to support you."

In the past, the love words that sounded affectionate and sweet, but now I feel ironic for no reason.Cheating men all have such a skill that they can still flirt with their ex-partner with a normal expression while sleeping with their mistress.

Ye Huaichuan is not such a person, he believes, he has always believed, but...why did he hide it from him, obviously he had dinner with Chen Han, and his hints were already so obvious.

Is there really some shady discord?

The rest of the itinerary is a little less interesting, Gu Jinxing has something hidden in his heart, but he has to keep smiling when facing the fans.

The nerve that controls the smile seems to be independent, even if it is not controlled by will, it can still complete a whole set of movements independently.

Fortunately, there are only a few stops before the end.

It's just that I was still eager to return, but now I don't want to go back.

The day when Gu Jinxing flew back, the sky was clear and clear, which was in stark contrast to his mood.

Although Ye Huaichuan was not used to pick up the plane, Gu Jinxing knew that he would definitely come, so he said goodbye to his assistant in advance, and sure enough, he saw someone who stood out from the crowd at a glance in the lobby.

I haven't seen each other for more than a month, and it seems like a world away, and a estrangement suddenly arises.

As usual, he raised his smile and waved at Ye Huaichuan. Gu Jinxing didn't know if his smile looked different from the usual one, but inside, there was always a lack of sincerity.

So when approaching Ye Huaichuan, Gu Jinxing immediately hugged him to hide his unnatural emotions.Outsiders may see it as a courtesy, but those who know the inside know it is a hug between lovers.

"Thank you." The long-lost voice whispered in his ear: "Welcome back."

After a slight pause in his gaze, Gu Jinxing replied softly: "The airport is an important place, so it's not advisable to hold it for a long time, we'll talk about it when we go home."

Ye Huaichuan smiled, "Okay."

Look, nothing seems to have changed.Gu Jinxing smiled, but his heart felt cold as if he had accidentally eaten a mint candy.

Sitting in the car, Ye Huaichuan fastened the seat belt for him as always, and leaned over to kiss him, but Gu Jinxing dodged subconsciously.

Ye Huaichuan stopped in place and stared at him with deep eyes, "What's wrong?"

Gu Jinxing turned his head back as usual, raised his lips slightly, "I haven't had a good bath for more than a month, are you sure you want to kiss?"

Ye Huaichuan looked at him motionless, with such unfathomable gaze, Gu Jinxing felt as if he had been skinned and torn apart.

Then he slowly sat back in the driver's seat, "How could I despise you." It seemed to be a joke, but it also seemed serious.

The pressure around him suddenly eased, and Gu Jinxing secretly breathed a sigh of relief. Hearing this sentence, he just smiled and didn't talk to him.

Generally speaking, Gu Jinxing doesn't speak, and Ye Huaichuan rarely speaks on his own initiative, which makes the journey too quiet.

In order not to make this silence seem strange, Gu Jinxing had to close his eyes and fall asleep, making himself look very tired.

Both of them didn't have dinner, Ye Huaichuan cooked two bowls of noodles when they got home, and they finished eating face to face, talking and laughing as usual.

After dinner, Ye Huaichuan went to the study to continue working, while Gu Jinxing went back to his room to take a shower.

It is a bit exaggerated not to take a good bath for a month, after all, the accommodation conditions in the hotel are good.But no matter how good the outside is, compared with home, I always feel that something is missing.

After taking a shower, Gu Jinxing lay down on the bed and checked Weibo, there were a lot of unread messages.Those who went to the signing event posted their autographs and took photos with @他, but those who didn’t go were angry and jealous and demanded to add @何人图@他, Duanzi @他, long comment @他… a little pink with six figures of fans also Very busy.

I have to say that netizens are really Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, some jokes made him overjoyed, some words let him bow down, and some annoying things were unknowingly forgotten.

Until the sound of "Du, Du, Du" knocked on the door without any haste, Gu Jinxing suddenly fell from the trance back to reality.

He was stunned for a moment, so that when Ye Huaichuan opened the door and came in, he still maintained that posture.

Oh, remember they have to sleep together at night.I haven't seen each other for a month, and Ye Huaichuan changed his surname to Ye if he didn't do anything.

"Tired?" Ye Huaichuan half-kneeled on the bed, stretched out his hand to brush his hair, his expression soft.

Gu Jinxing shook his head as the eyes that had been deliberately not meeting him fell on him.

"What's the matter? You're so unhappy." Ye Huaichuan hugged him and asked in a low voice.

The familiar breath lingered in his nostrils, Gu Jinxing felt it quietly for a while, and said softly: "I'm not tired, I'm very tired."

The chest that was attached to him trembled, and Ye Huaichuan hugged him and fell on the bed, "Then have a good rest."

The other party's body is warm and his chest is generous. If it was normal, it would definitely be a night of dry fire, but today Gu Jinxing is not interested.

"Okay." He said, paused, "Brother, I want to sleep alone today."

Ye Huaichuan lowered his eyes, his eyes were intense, and he stared at him for a while, then suddenly leaned over, hugged him tightly, and warm breath stretched around his neck, "What's the matter?" His voice was hoarse, with a trace of imperceptibly helpless.

"I'm used to sleeping alone, but suddenly want to sleep with someone else, I'm not used to it." Gu Jinxing said softly.

Ye Huaichuan raised his face abruptly, staring at him with a pair of eyes that were deeper than the night, as if showing a trace of disbelief, "I am someone else?"

Gu Jinxing didn't speak, for a moment, he turned his face away, "To me, everyone is someone else, and to everyone, I am also someone else."

These words not only reveal a bit of heartlessness, but also seem disheartened and self-defeating.

Ye Huaichuan tightened his hands around the person, only when he hugged him tightly, could he feel a little bit of the security of owning this person.

It was just silent for a long time, and the words were still pale and poor, "Did I do something wrong?"

Gu Jinxing has always felt that apart from death, there is probably nothing that can change Ye Huaichuan's color.

He is never in a hurry, high above, watching his prey fascinated by him, crazy for him, desperate for him, and never looks back because of him.And he just enjoys a stupid prey that has thrown himself into the net, and occasionally gives a little false love, watching the prey grateful and ecstatic.

To make Ye Huaichuan bow his head and ask if he did something wrong, he can be regarded as a successful prey.

"I have always felt that love is a matter between two people. Since it is two people, it is like sitting on a seesaw. It is difficult to have a balance." Gu Jinxing looked at his thick pupils like ink and the little self inside. , feeling disappointed, "But after being unbalanced for a long time, even if you were firm at the beginning, you will still be a little tired."

Ye Huaichuan looked at him motionless, just a short distance away, and after a long time, he hoarsely said, "I'm just blaming me for not paying enough."

Gu Jinxing shook his head, the slightly raised lips were bitter for no reason, "Probably because I'm not good enough, that's why you and your ex-girlfriend had to hide everything when you had a meal."

Pupils shrank, and the strength of holding him suddenly increased, Ye Huaichuan's throat moved slightly, "You know."

Gu Jinxing looked at his panicked and guilty look after something was revealed, and smiled lightly, "You are afraid that I will know. But there is no impenetrable wall."

"Maomao, baby." Ye Huaichuan hugged him tightly, as if there was a gap to prevent him from slipping away, "You... because you are an insignificant person, so I didn't tell you, for fear that you would feel awkward. "Be a little careful, a little flustered, with a restrained voice.

Gu Jinxing nodded, as if he agreed with him, and his words were not so friendly, "Will you sacrifice your precious time to eat with an insignificant person?"

"Be careful..." There seemed to be fluctuations in the deep and quiet eyes, swaying and swaying, all of which disappeared in the difficult words.

Gu Jinxing looked at him quietly, this man who seemed out of proportion, could not be said to be disappointed or sad, "If what used to be is insignificant, one day, will I also become an insignificant person."

"No." Ye Huaichuan said urgently, "How come..." His voice gradually became slower and lower, "No one is more important than you."

Some words, in the middle of the game, feel so sweet, watching calmly, it is too high-sounding.

"Be careful, don't be angry, okay?" Ye Huaichuan's voice was low, with a pleading tone, almost his lowest gesture.

And they hugged each other tightly and whispered softly, like the closest lovers in the world, as if there was no distance at all.

Gu Jinxing sighed, but couldn't bear it after all, "I just hope that you can tell me honestly about some things, after all..." After all, I watched your acquaintance and love in the past, but now, I don't want to be your friend anymore. Composite witnesses.

"I won't see her again." Ye Huaichuan looked at him without blinking, and quickly assured him.

Although this guarantee was pale, it was enough to soften his heart.

It's a pity that it's not what he wanted.

Close your eyes, "I'm a little sleepy." Euphemistically issued a eviction order.

The hand holding him didn't loosen, "I can't sleep without holding you." It seemed a little pitiful.

After a long silence, Gu Jinxing opened his eyes suddenly, "Go out."

Ye Huaichuan was shocked, as if it was a bit inconceivable, because this was probably the first time that Gu Jinxing had such a tough attitude towards him.

The strength in the waist finally loosened, and Gu Jinxing's heart suddenly emptied.

Burying his face into the pillow, he heard the door close softly behind him.

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If you have to say abuse, the one who abused is also brother!Um!