I ride a bamboo horse

When he returned home tired, he was greeted with an even more tired scene. The young couple was in the kitchen again, you were chopping vegetables and I was cooking.

Gu Jinxing stood in the passageway of the porch and watched blankly for a while, and was about to walk away, but Chen Han turned half sideways at this moment, Gu Jinxing was sure that she saw him, but she turned a blind eye and stood on tiptoe Kissed Ye Huaichuan's face with his toes, and Ye Huaichuan, who turned his back to him, seemed to smile, and said something, probably teasing, and Chen Han blushed, cast a coquettish look at him, and then seemed to just look at it. As if seeing him, "Oh, I'm back."

Ye Huaichuan also turned around when he heard the words, Gu Jinxing had no choice but to hold up his wounded heart, and put together a teasing smile, "I don't seem to be coming back at the right time."

Chen Han smiled shyly and sweetly, but Ye Huaichuan looked calm, "It's time to help wash the vegetables."

Gu Jinxing suddenly felt more sour in his heart, and told the truth in a joking manner, "No, bro, I've been busy all day, and you still want me to wash the vegetables?"

Ye Huaichuan thought for a while, and seemed to think it made sense, "Then go and have a rest, I'll call you for dinner."

Gu Jinxing got his wish, and he didn't need to have sharp eyes, but he heard Ye Huaichuan's next sentence, "It's just as much work as you can eat."

Although I knew that Ye Huaichuan was just talking for fun, but it was like this most of the time, unintentional words hurt people the most.

Gu Jinxing was tired of dealing with it, so he just smiled, seemingly meek, but he couldn't wait to hide back in his room.

Only in this space can he have no secrets.But most of the time here, he is sad.

How long will it take, how long will it be like this, everywhere they are showing their affectionate figures, turning around, looking up, inadvertently... how many knives will be stabbed in his heart.

Sure enough, it was like this, he was good to the younger brother he picked up, just to practice how to spoil his girlfriend in the future.Gu Jinxing thought sadly.

Even if he hides outside, he still has to face the entanglement of the two-year-old boy.

He probably wiped out all mankind in his previous life.

Thinking of tomorrow and today, all of them are troublesome things. When I think about it, I would rather sleep for a long time.

He simply took out his mobile phone, organized his wording, and sent a long text message to his mother who suffered from the second illness in middle school. The words were tactful and sincere. In fact, the meaning was straightforward: I can't teach you this child.

It is estimated that this is not the first time, and the young mother should be able to understand.

Waited for a while, no response.Gu Jinxing didn't know if she didn't see it or pretended not to see it.

The meal was as aggrieved as ever, and Gu Jinxing wanted to throw the bowl over the table, but he still sat and talked with them calmly, watching them talk to each other.

It won't be long, Gu Jinxing thought angrily, he will go to study in Fudu, which is far away from home, when the university starts, and he will not go home for three to five years, and he will no longer have to look at these two people as an eyesore.

The phone vibrated, it was the call from the teenager's mother, which just gave Gu Jinxing an excuse to go back to his room again.

The mother asked Gu Jinxing carefully what was going on, and Gu Jinxing told her half-falsely, half-truthfully, and stated that he had made up his mind to go. Just give up.

Not long after hanging up the phone, Gu Jinxing received a text message from the bank, reminding him that there was a sum of money on the bank-card.Great pay, even if he only did half of it.

Gu Jinxing is not going to go back, anyway, he has been hurt by words for so long, anyway, their family is stupid and rich.

To Gu Jinxing's surprise, the boy didn't come to bother him, and he didn't even send a message.

This night, Chen Han naturally stayed here again.

Gu Jinxing watched Ye Huaichuan give her his room with cold eyes, and went to sleep in his parents' room by himself, without making a sound.He could have invited Ye Huaichuan to live with him when he took a look at him, but he was not in the mood.

What if Chen Han couldn't bear the loneliness again, and ran into his room dressed coquettishly in the middle of the night, heh, he couldn't bear it.

He really didn't want to give up his room, and he actually regretted it a little after giving up that time, thinking that Chen Han slept in his bed... Although it might not be a night, he just couldn't cope, so he made the bed all up the next day He replaced it with a new one, and if the conditions did not allow it, he even wanted to replace the quilt Simmons and the like.

It is conceivable that I didn't sleep well at night, my heart felt like a stone was crushed, I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, I especially wanted to see if Chen Han was still in Ye Huaichuan's room, and felt that such a mentality was quite boring.

After tossing until one or two in the morning, I finally fell asleep, and had another long and messy dream, woke up from the dream, my genius was dim, with tears in my eyes, and I couldn't fall asleep again.

Not long after, the sky was getting brighter, and there was a slight movement outside the door, probably Ye Huaichuan got up and went for a run.

There is nothing to do during the summer vacation, Ye Huaichuan gets up early every day to go for a morning jog in the park, this is the usual practice.It couldn't be Chen Han, firstly, she couldn't wake up so early, secondly, if it was her, it would definitely be more than just a slight sound, that movement could go to heaven.

Gu Jinxing didn't sleep for a few hours, most of it was used for dreaming, his energy was not so good, he didn't feel sleepy at all, his head didn't hurt and he didn't feel hot, he just didn't want to move.

Lie on the bed and picked up the phone for a while, until the expected big movement came from outside, Gu Jinxing got up stiffly and mechanically like a robot just out of the oven, messed up, opened the door and faced Chen Han who was already dressed eyeballed.

A few seconds after the undercurrent surged, Chen Han was the first to show a little smile, "Let's do it now." Different from the pretentious attitude in front of Ye Huaichuan, this smile seemed too superficial, even with a hint that the two of them knew each other well. provocation.

She finally gave up that layer of fake skin, revealing her essential displeasure.

But Gu Jinxing didn't want to play this kind of jealousy with her, so he just smiled and said, "Good morning." He was polite and distant, expressing the hope that the conversation could end as soon as possible.

"Morning." Chen Han's smile faded, "Jin Xing doesn't seem to be sleeping well."

It's more than bad, it's as if he hasn't closed his eyes for dozens of hours, his pajamas are wrinkled, his hair is messed up, his eyes have a faint blue shadow, compared with the radiant Chen Han, he is a more handsome beggar.

"What's bothering you?" Chen Han asked concerned words in a malicious tone.

Gu Jinxing remained silent, like a puppet whose heart was poked.

Just when Chen Han was complacent about Gu Jinxing's vulnerability, he suddenly said: "He hasn't touched you before."

Chen Han suddenly froze.

In fact, Gu Jinxing was just guessing that someone like Ye Huaichuan, who is indifferent to men and women, is almost a beast in the clothes of a gentleman, and he should not attack Chen Han, who is only eighteen.

Chen Han's reaction told him that he was right.

"It's none of your business." Chen Han lowered his face, like a proud princess being stripped of her proud gorgeous clothes, changing her face without any scruples is conceivable, and what followed What he wanted was to try to push him down again to boost himself up, "It's better than a pervert like you who has a crush on your brother."

After realizing his own sexuality, or the gender of the person he likes, he knew that there would always be a day when someone would point his nose at him and call him a pervert, so he was not very touched.

"Don't try to make up any nice lies, I've seen it all, that photo!" Seeing that Gu Jinxing was unmoved, Chen Han felt uneasy that his opponent was unknown, and he simply took the lead, but the more he talked, the more angry he was. The long-term dissatisfaction and nausea erupted in one brain, and he didn't even care about maintaining the last bit of manners.

The change of Chen Han's attitude towards him made Gu Jinxing think a lot, and naturally he also thought of this possibility, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt it was possible. At this time, he confirmed that he was not too surprised, but calmly said: "Sister Han, you are so casual It’s not good to rummage through other people’s things.”

"You sit upright, why are you afraid that others will look at your things?" Chen Han was very confident.

This kind of thinking can only make Gu Jinxing lament the failure of someone's family education.I can't say how beautiful my sister-in-law will be in the future, and how rich her family will be, but if she doesn't even understand the basics of being a human being, he really feels that she is not good enough for his brother.

Chen Han's words were mostly out of anger. Of course, she didn't think it was right to rummage through other people's things, and she would be very angry if someone peeped at her privacy.

That day, she just thought that the family portrait that Gu Jinxing put on the bedside was a good one, but after thinking about it, Ye Mama and Gu Papa were gone, and she felt a sense of loss. After observing it for a long time, she decided to take out the photo and take a picture and put it in her mobile phone as a souvenir. Tell Gu Jinxing again the next day.

Unexpectedly, there was a photo hidden behind that family portrait, which was Ye Huaichuan's alone photo. Chen Han immediately felt that the situation was wrong, not to mention the reverse side of the photo, in the lower right corner, was written with a thin red pen A few words, IYou.

Under normal circumstances, the younger brother would hide his brother's photo behind the family portrait and put it next to the bed?Still writing I love you later?Even if you try to use brotherhood to explain the later I love you, then you can just put it on the outside, why do you need to hide and pinch it secretly?

This shocking discovery once made her restless, and what was even more shocking was that after observing carefully for a while, she suddenly realized that the way Gu Jinxing looked at Ye Huaichuan was clearly the same as hers!

With this level of speculation, clues can be seen everywhere in her life, and she can no longer deceive herself and others.

Chen Han knew that Gu Jinxing was probably also aware of it, but she almost couldn't control her hostility. When she thought of him as a man, he actually coveted her brother and her boyfriend, she couldn't help it.Especially after checking this group on the Internet, the chaotic style, the attitude of wishing to insert all the same kind in the circle, even pulled her disgusting feeling to a higher level.

"I like my brother for a long time."

Chen Han was frowning at the unbearable past, when he suddenly heard Gu Jinxing's confession, he felt as if he had eaten an apple with only half a worm left, and his eyes could not help showing disgust, "Gu Jinxing, do you want Shameless, he is your brother!"

Gu Jinxing smiled and said softly, "I never regarded him as my brother."

Chen Han wanted to say something more, but his face suddenly changed, and he said behind Gu Jinxing, "Huai Chuan."

Gu Jinxing's expression changed slightly, and he turned around abruptly, "Brother."

Ye Huaichuan took a look at Gu Jinxing's attire, "Performance art?" After all, Yu took out his wallet and stuffed Zhang Fifty into his hand, "Okay, go wash up, be good."

Gu Jinxing: "..."

Chen Han: "..."

Seeing that Gu Jinxing didn't move, Ye Huaichuan added with his usual expression: "I didn't give one hundred because I was afraid that you would be too proud."

Gu Jinxing: "..."

Chen Han: "..."

Ye Huaichuan is still like a pond of unknown depth, he can't see any flaws in his every move, the sound of opening the door is too soft, and he doesn't know how much he heard just now...

Looking at each other with Chen Han, they both saw the temporarily dormant hostility in each other's eyes. Since Ye Huaichuan didn't tell the truth, they could only pretend that nothing happened.

Day by day, Gu Jinxing and Chen Han just talked and laughed in front of Ye Huaichuan, but ignored each other after Ye Huaichuan.

Sometimes he would feel that Chen Han really didn't need to do this. Compared with her, he had absolutely no chance of winning.Sometimes I also feel that I am a jerk.

When the day of parting came, Gu Jinxing saw in Chen Han's eyes that he was overjoyed and left with you, it's better not to come back.

Gu Jinxing raised the corners of his lips towards her, plunged into Ye Huaichuan's arms, rubbed his shoulder affectionately, and asked in a volume that three people could hear: "Brother, do you miss me?"

Feeling his head being caressed by warm palms, his brother's gentle voice was close to his ears, "I will think about it."

There were people coming and going at the airport, and Chen Han stood in front of him with an expressionless face. His brother's embrace was so warm that he even had the illusion that they would hug each other for the rest of their lives. Such a beautiful fantasy almost made him cry.

Resisting the soreness in his nose, Gu Jinxing pulled himself out of Ye Huaichuan's arms, and said with a smile, "I will miss you too."

Ye Huaichuan also smiled, pinching his face, like many years ago, like many years later, "So, don't make us all think about it for too long, okay?"

Gu Jinxing paused, turned his eyes suddenly, and nodded.

Dragging his heavy luggage to the boarding gate, Gu Jinxing walked steadily. When he turned around and saw Ye Huaichuan and Chen Han standing side by side to watch him leave, he smiled and waved to them, and got their wave.

His gaze swept over Chen Han's shoulder, no matter how far away he was, he knew that his brother's hand would definitely be there until he was old.

Turning his head, the smile disappeared instantly, and Gu Jinxing rubbed the corner of his eyes.

But brother, who knows how long your miss will last, just like my promise has never been right.

The enviable summer vacation of the third year of senior high school finally came to an end on this day, and Gu Jinxing grew taller again this summer, 0.3 centimeters.

0.3, to put it bluntly, it is taller, maybe it is just a measurement error.

Just like Ye Huaichuan's tiny love, it may really exist, or it may just be his illusion.

People in twos and threes in the waiting room were either playing with their mobile phones, taking a nap, or staring out the window in a daze, wondering what to think.

The blue sky hangs over the tarmac, and the big monster with two wings is waiting to load the peak species of biosphere IQ, or return home, or leave the hometown.

Gu Jinxing plugged in the earphones, and familiar music flowed into his ears. He had listened to this song for many years.

I don't want to be separated from you until the end of the world

I made a wish on thousands of nights

Why is the time that never comes back so dazzling

The faint thoughts in this tragic night

"I Want to Tell You Loudly" is his declaration of youth;

"Until the End of the World" is his persistence in love.

blood, youth, growth, love and eternity,

The love that died before it even started buried youth in the grave.

In this tragic summer.

Goodbye, brother, goodbye, my home.

The plane slid into the clouds, Gu Jinxing connected the wireless on the plane, and solemnly sent a long WeChat message to Chen Han.

Within seconds, the phone vibrated.Gu Jinxing took a look, smiled wryly and closed his eyes.

On the other end, Chen Han, who was shopping in the supermarket, put down his phone, and held Ye Huaichuan's hand with a sweet smile, "Honey, what shall we have for dinner tonight?"

——Chen Han...

—Then you should never appear again.

When I was young, my father was a superman, strong and famous all over the world. When I grew up, my brother was a god, strong and omnipotent.

Later, I discovered that my brother is also a human being, with many advantages and disadvantages, and he is not as perfect as he imagined.

But even though he's not perfect, he still loves him and only him.

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end...Echoes from beginning to end...

ha ha, kidding, kidding