say i love you again

She lowered her eyebrows, unwillingly, and smiled faintly with her sweet lips. "Mu Yan, have you ever thought about why you can't love me?"

"I..." Mu Yan was confused, because she never thought about this question, but she never really found the answer?

At this moment, Jing Xuan raised her eyes and showed a helpless smile at Mu Yan's confusion. "Because you already have her in your heart, just like I always have Wei Ran in my heart."

"People who still have someone else in their heart, I think, it's very difficult to really start a relationship." Jing Xuan said softly, she saw the two cups of cocoa on the counter that turned from hot to warm, and wiped away tears She handed Mu Yan a cup of cocoa. "When are you going to tell her? I mean your employer, Xu Yanen?"

"Yan...? What do I want to tell her?" Taking the mug, Mu Yan took a sip, and the slightly hot cocoa curled up on the tip of her tongue added a sweetness that couldn't be ignored. Holding the mug, she couldn't help but Ask Jing Xuan for the solution.

Jing Xuan couldn't help laughing, the unfinished tears reduced a little bit of sadness and added a little bit of relief and smile because of Mu Yan's reaction. "Of course tell her you like her..."

"It turns out that you also see that I like her." Only then did she understand the meaning of Jing Xuan's words, Mu Yan murmured.

As she spoke, Jing Xuan was surprised to see Mu Yanxiu's brows furrowed slightly. "Mu Yan, is it possible that you don't intend to tell her?"

Mu Yan bit her lip, and put down the mug in her hand. Her long hair unconsciously pierced her ears these days, and she brushed her hair subconsciously. "For the time being... don't plan to..."

"Jingxuan, you also said just now that it is difficult to really start a relationship with someone else in your heart?" Mu Yan raised her eyes, and Jing Xuan noticed that between Mu Yan's delicate brows, I don't know When did I add the tension of fear of losing. "The last time I told you why she hired me, did I mention her ex-husband?"

"I think she still loves him very much, so I don't want to spoil all of this, at least not now..." Slowly expressing her thoughts, as if declaring her defeat before fighting, Mu Yan was a little lost. "I just want to do my job well now, I don't want to make her unhappy..."

Jing Xuan, who was holding the mug, was stunned. Listening to Mu Yan, she remembered the text message of Yaen and Mu Yan's confession, the decision she made at that time, and the moment when she decided to delete the text message. She felt that the mug in her hand I don't know when it slowly lost temperature.

──In those moments, she seemed to see a self she didn't want to accept.Thinking about it, she pursed her lips.

She's like that... very selfish?

"Jingxuan, you don't have to worry about Yann's affairs, and I didn't decide to be friends with you because I knew I liked Yann? I'm not that kind of person." At this moment, Mu Yan softened her words and tried to ignore Her sense of loss, she forcefully smiled. "But after all...it was because Ji Muyu woke me up by scolding me that I was able to face this matter."

As she said that, seeing Jing Xuan thoughtful, Mu Yan glanced at the watch on her wrist, she put the finished mug into the sink, and then turned on the tap. "It's late, I should go back. You seem to be on an early shift tomorrow? Are you not disturbing you?"

"Mu Yan, actually..." After recovering from Mu Yan's words, Jing Xuan realized that she was immersed in her thoughts, and she subconsciously touched Mu Yan's hand on the faucet. "Actually, I know Xu Yaen..."

The faucet has not been fully turned on yet, and the water spray that found a gap has already flowed down wantonly. Mu Yan raised her eyes, and she met Jing Xuan's gaze, and also met her hesitant to speak at the moment.

"What's the matter? Jingxuan, what do you know about Yaen?" Mu Yan was confused, she asked Jingxuan, but Jingxuan avoided her gaze uncomfortably.

"The day we were together, do you remember, that night..." Slowly said the decision at that time, as if he saw his own unbearable because of it, like a person who was pushed to the edge of a cliff, even if he was done Too much preparation, but can't make up your mind to let yourself jump off?

So, she just felt that she couldn't bear more, and chose to let the unfinished sentences stop abruptly, Jing Xuan shook her head. "...Sorry, I'll tell you about this after I think about it? I'll wash the cup, you go back."

"Jingxuan..." Surprised by Jingxuan's reaction, and seeing that Jingxuan didn't know what happened to Yaen, Mu Yan couldn't let go of her doubts.

She opened her mouth to speak, but for a moment she couldn't figure out what the relationship between the two of them had to do with Yann the night they first got together?

It's just that when she was about to ask again, the phone in her bag rang?

She froze for a moment, and finally picked up the phone, but the name displayed on it was undoubtedly the person who could occupy her mind the most at the moment.

──Yan is finally willing to contact her?

Thinking of today's disputes during the day, Mu Yan hurriedly picked up the phone and called out the name softly, with a joy she couldn't hide. "Yan?"

"...You looking for me? I'm sorry about what happened this afternoon." Mu Yan said hastily after listening to the silence on the other end of the phone. "Besides, I got the suit. What you see is my brother. You know, we look exactly the same..."

"besides…"

"Ji Muyan." At this moment, Yann on the other end of the phone seemed to laugh when she heard her hasty explanation, but she chuckled and interrupted her. "I guessed all these things."

"I'm calling, you keep explaining, do you want me to talk?" Yann asked her with a nasal voice mixed in with the joke.