say i love you again

"I want to cook it for you." Jing Xuan said lightly, after boiling water, she picked up the cocoa pot beside her and scooped a few spoonfuls, but she hesitated. "I don't know...do you like cinnamon?"

"I like it..." Mu Yan nodded. Having been here a few times, she had already memorized where Jing Xuan put the cups, so she brought two mugs over familiarly. "Can these two cups be used?"

"En." Jing Xuan, who was cooking cocoa, glanced at the cup and responded. She poured some milk into the pot, and the steam rising from the side of the pot made her face rosy, but the air was scorching hot. People can't breathe. "Mu Yan, why don't you ask me if I like it..."

"Do you like it?" Quietly looking at Jing Xuan's side face, she only thought about how to speak, Mu Yan was stunned when she heard Jing Xuan's question, she didn't know why, so she repeated it subconsciously Jing Xuan's question. "Say...do you like cinnamon powder?"

Jing Xuan raised her eyes, she bit her lip when she saw Mu Yan confused, but after a while she seemed to figure something out, she laughed.

"It's okay, I just want to tell you that I also like cinnamon powder very much." Jing Xuan said softly. "It's great to have the same hobbies...but it seems like we didn't get to know these and understand each other seriously, so we dated."

"Jing Xuan..." Mu Yan frowned, she always felt that Jing Xuan had something to say, just like her, what would this Jing Xuan want to say to her?Then should she tell Jing Xuan why she came here tonight?

Thinking about it, she opened her mouth. "I actually..."

It's just that before she could speak, she was interrupted by Jing Xuan's sudden words.

"The two cups you are holding are different in size, but one is red and the other is blue. The colors match well." Jing Xuan said with her back to Mu Yan.

Responding to Jing Xuan's words, unable to find the right time to speak, Mu Yan lowered her eyebrows, seeing that Jing Xuan took Mu Yan's mug on the sink and poured out the hot water in the small pot separately. into the cup.

But when the cocoa in the small pot was emptied, she put down the iron pot and turned her back to Mu Yan, but her body twitched slightly.

"Jing Xuan... are you crying?" Mu Yan asked uncertainly, Mu Yan gently held Jing Xuan's hand, but Jing Xuan did not turn around.

"I want you to hug me."

Mu Yan listened to her saying that the originally scorching air in the kitchen quickly returned to the usual cold and humid winter after the fire extinguished, and Mu Yan felt that the air sucked into her nose became cold again.

Mu Yan looked at the back of Jing Xuan who never turned around, she knew that what Jing Xuan said was serious.

"I..." Mu Yan was stunned, she instinctively stretched out her hand, but her hand froze in the air, because she knew very well the purpose of her visit today.

──She came to break up with Jing Xuan, didn't she?

She can no longer let her indecision be manipulated?While knowing that she likes Yann, she should also understand that she can't afford Jing Xuan what she wants?

Can't she let her hurt Jing Xuan further?

Thinking about it, her hand dropped, but at that moment, Jing Xuan turned around, so she saw the heartbroken in her eyes.

Before she could speak, Jing Xuan had already hugged her.

Dumbfounded by the sadness in Jing Xuan's eyes, Mu Yan was stunned, so she didn't push Jing Xuan away for a while.

"Mu Yan." Jing Xuan who was holding her said, she spoke in her arms with a faint breath. "Have you ever suspected that I still like Weiran, and I only use you as an excuse to avoid Weiran?"

"I..." Mu Yan responded, she fell into deep thought because of Jing Xuan's question, but found that she had never thought about this question carefully. "I didn't think about it...I thought, I believed you?"

She tried to answer, but Jing Xuan in her arms was silent.

During that short silence, Mu Yan wanted to push Jing Xuan away, but she couldn't bear to think of the sadness in Jing Xuan's eyes just now.

Let's talk later, when Jing Xuan finishes what she wants to say, will she clarify with Jing Xuan?Feeling that her throat was a little dry due to tension, Mu Yan organized her thoughts.

But this time, Jing Xuan who was in her arms shook her head. "No... Mu Yan, you didn't ask because you believed me."

"Mu Yan... Let me tell you frankly, I was once shaken by Weiran's return to our relationship." Jing Xuan continued, her thoughts were endless, and what she wanted to say followed the worries of the past few days. stop. "So you shouldn't believe me. I have a deep relationship with Wei Ran in the past, and you have no reason to believe me."

Jing Xuan who was holding her said softly. "Mu Yan, you didn't ask, but you didn't think about it, you never thought about asking me about it, did you..."

The truth became colder and clearer when she uttered it. Jing Xuan who said these words felt cruel like a stranger she didn't know. "Mu Yan, you don't care about me, that's why you never thought about it... It's not because you trust me, but because you don't care about me and don't love me."

"I know you don't love me, and now it seems that you know it yourself." In Mu Yan's arms, Jing Xuan made a conclusion, she let go of Mu Yan's body, looked directly at Mu Yan, beautiful There was an unbearable sadness in his eyes.

"But do you know? I don't really care if you love me or not. Over the past few days, I have gradually realized this..."

As she spoke, she turned her back, picked up the cinnamon powder jar, and carefully sprinkled cinnamon powder on the cocoa in the cups of the two of them. The freshly cooked hot cocoa was full of steam, and the cocoa aroma was mixed with the cinnamon powder in the air, faintly About, if there seems to be nothing.

"Mu Yan, maybe you will be surprised, but being with you makes me feel at ease, this is the only thing I care about..." Jing Xuan said softly after closing the jar of cinnamon powder.