hope for redemption

The ever-regressing scenery outside the window became more and more prosperous, the green fields disappeared, and wide driveways jumped into the eyes, and the low-rise buildings were replaced by high-rise buildings rising from the ground, and they were getting closer to the county.

Looking at the familiar street outside the window, Jiang Xi's mind became a mess, his fingers kept twisting the corners of his clothes, nervous and confused, not knowing what to do.

"What are you going to tell him?" Alps shifted gears and slowed the car down.

How to say?

Jiang Xi's eyes were a little distracted. He didn't know how to speak what he should say.

This fact was too cruel for Lin Wang, he couldn't think of any beginning to tell Lin Wang about it.

"I..I think we should not talk to him about it yet..You see, his condition has finally improved a bit and he is now like this..." Jiang Xi twisted the corner of his clothes uncomfortably, and said in a low voice, "Now tell me like this He, I'm afraid his condition will get worse."

"Are you afraid that his condition will get worse, or you haven't thought about how to say it at all," Alps turned the steering wheel and parked the car at the intersection of Qingnian Road.

Hearing his merciless piercing, Jiang Xi was a little discouraged and at the same time bent over with a sense of self-evasion, covering her face with her hands on her knees.

Apparently Alps didn't want to give him time to continue escaping, and then said: "His mother is a hidden riot point in his mind, and this riot point also carries a psychological shadow. If we don't solve this matter, he will The riots will never get better. And this matter, he has the right to know and has the right to question."

"You can hide it from him for a while, but you can't hide it from him forever. You are the same as his mother. Do you think it's better if you talk to him now or wait until he finds out the truth and discovers your concealment at the same time."

"Then what do you want me to say!" Jiang Xi covered his face and roared, his tone was full of helplessness and struggle, "How do you want me to say this!"

"I don't know." Alps lowered the car window and lit a cigarette, "This is beyond my ability. You are the most handy in handling this kind of thing, you speak according to the person."

Jiang Xi understood what Alps wanted to express.Those with language sense ability can analyze or directly perceive a person's personality traits, identity background, etc. based on a series of things such as a person's voice and words.

Because of this, they have also developed a set of skills in speaking according to the person, and can find the speaking method and words that make the other party feel most comfortable based on the results of the analysis and perception.

Jiang Xi had mastered this skill a long time ago.

But Lin Wang was different, he couldn't use it for Lin Wang.

Or it can be said that he will never use such disguised tricks or techniques to Lin Wang, and he will always show his truest self in front of Lin Wang.

"I can't use it, I don't want to treat him like this." Jiang Xi said hoarsely.

Seeing him like this, Alps didn't want to say anything more, he smoked a cigarette in silence and suggested: "Then how about I talk to him?"

Alps to say?

This idea was rejected after only passing through Jiang Xi's mind, and it would only be more cruel to Lin Wang if Alps said it.

"I'll go, I'll talk." Jiang Xi rubbed his face fiercely, slowly straightened up, and turned his head to look at the familiar intersection outside the window.

This is the time when the sun is the most poisonous and the surface temperature is the highest. You can still see the wave-like heat waves in the air without a single pedestrian on the road through the car window.

However, at this time, Jiang Xi's hands and feet were icy cold, and accompanied by slight trembling, as if he was in the cold winter months.

"I'm going." Jiang Xi gritted his teeth, opened the car door and strode out.

He has walked this road many times, but never has it been as heavy and long as today.Jiang Xi's legs seemed to be filled with lead, every step used up most of his strength.

But no matter how far, how long and how difficult the road is, it always has an end.

Jiang Xi reached out tremblingly and opened Lin Wang's door, clenching his teeth and trying to maintain a good facial expression.

"You're back, baby," Lin Wang walked out of the room upon hearing the sound, and asked with a smile, "Have you had lunch yet?"

"Eat," Jiang Xi tried to pull out a smile.

But who is Lin Wang? No matter how well Jiang Xi pretends, he can immediately notice. He frowned, stepped forward and asked, "What's wrong? Is there something wrong?"

Seeing his worried appearance, Jiang Xi felt distressed that she was going to cry in a second.But he understands that he can't cry, because Lin Wang will need him later, he can't be weaker than Lin Wang.

"Brother," Jiang Xi rushed over and hugged Lin Wang without even changing his shoes, and said while stroking his back and kissing the side of his neck lightly, "I have something to tell you."

Seeing his expression, Lin Wang couldn't help but thumped in his heart, thinking that there was something wrong with his treatment, he tried his best to suppress the panic in his heart and replied, "Okay, tell me."

But Jiang Xi didn't speak immediately, but took someone back to the bedroom and lay on the bed with his arms around him.

Both of them were silent, and Jiang Xi carefully traced his eyebrows, eyes, nose, and lips with his hands, and at the same time, with the movement of his hands, kissed them one after another, extremely gentle.

"It's me.. Is there something wrong with my test report?" Lin Wang closed his eyes and trembled, with panic in his tone.

Jiang Xi kissed his eyelids and replied, "No, it's another matter."

"Alps and I went to see my aunt in the nursing home today." Jiang Xi put his chin on Lin Wang's shoulder and closed his eyes and said, "Originally, I wanted to see some information from my aunt to help with treatment, but Alps Perceived another thing."

Having said that, it was almost difficult for Jiang Xi to continue speaking, but he had to go on, he secretly grabbed his thigh, the pain stimulated his nerves, he gritted his teeth and said the last sentence: "Alps Perceived, your mother is not crazy."

Almost at the same time as the words fell, Jiang Xi felt Lin Wang's body shake violently, and he froze there for a long time, even his breathing stopped.

He knew that it was useless to say anything now, Lin Wang couldn't listen to anything he said, the only thing he could do was to accompany him and let him digest and accept it.

"What do you mean..." Lin Wang's voice trembled violently, and the breath on the back of Jiang Xi's neck was heavy and chaotic.

Jiang Xi couldn't bear to close her eyes tightly, gritted her teeth and announced the fact almost cruelly: "Your mother is not crazy, her thinking and mental state are normal, especially...especially her absolute ability."

In fact, Alps sensed that Lin Wang's mother's absolute ability enhancement rate has reached more than 90.00% five, which shows that her mental strength is constantly being strengthened, and it is absolutely impossible for her to be insane all the time.

She has been pretending to be crazy and foolish to deceive everyone.

But Jiang Xi didn't say it, he couldn't say it, that's enough.

Almost at the same time as the verdict was pronounced, Lin Wang broke free from Jiang Xi's embrace, bounced off the bed, and swept everything on the desk to the ground with a heart-piercing, desperate and painful roar.

"Brother!" Jiang Xi immediately ran over, hugged him tightly from behind, and shouted, "Calm down! Calm down!"

"How the hell do you want me to calm down!" Lin Wang was furious, desperately broke away from Jiang Xi's hands, turned around to hold Jiang Xi's arms, and shouted with eyes wide open, "She's not crazy! She lied to me like this , Lied to everyone for so many years! Do you know...do you know how much I hate and loathe myself all these years!"

"I know, I know," Jiang Xi's tears finally rolled down uncontrollably, biting his lower lip and reaching out to hug him, "I know, I know."

At this time, Lin Wang's strength was terrifying, and his whole body was filled with a tyrannical aura. Jiang Xi was distressed and a little scared at the same time, but no matter what his emotions were, he couldn't stop him from embracing Lin Wang.

"She's not crazy, she's not crazy..." Lin Wang clenched his hands, froze on the spot and repeated these words over and over again. Slowly, he let out a mournful laugh, pushed Jiang Xi away and turned around. He hammered hard at the desk several times.

"She's not crazy! She's been lying to me! She's been lying to me!"

Jiang Xi had never seen such a furious Lin Wang before. He was pushed and staggered several times. He was originally standing still, but when he saw Lin Wang hammering the desk like a mental patient, his brain shuddered. After a burst of dizziness, his legs suddenly lost strength and he fell to the ground.

In front of his eyes was the picture of Lin Wang rioting and falling ill, and next to his ears was Lin Wang's helpless roar. Jiang Xi's eyes went dark, and after a while, the picture in his eyes began to gradually distort.

He tried his best to support the floor to prevent himself from falling, biting his lower lip with his teeth, trying to wake himself up through the pain.He can't fall down now, can't be weak, Lin Wang needs him, his lover needs him.

The teeth bit through the soft lips, blood overflowed, and the pain was transmitted.

Jiang Xi finally recovered a little clarity. He hurriedly got up from the ground and rushed towards Lin Wang, clutching his bloody fist with all his strength, crying: "Brother! Don't be like this! Stop now!" !"

At this time, Lin Wang is like those red-eyed monsters in the Luo Beast, his eyes are red, his skin is tight and purple, and his burst blood vessels are like coiled golden snakes. When he looks at you Sometimes, you will feel that the next second will be eaten alive.

"Don't...don't be like this..." Jiang Xi's scalp was numb from being stared at, and he got closer to him with fear, and slowly touched his face, "shh—shh—, don't be like this, I'm afraid, I'm afraid."

When he was in Noah's Ark before, Jiang Xi often dealt with mentally violent ability users. Every time he directly ordered his subordinates to restrain them, directly injected tranquilizers in a violent way, and then threw them to the medical team The handling, the whole process was straightforward, but without mercy.

Maybe this is the reincarnation of cause and effect. How indifferent he was at that time, he is now as heartbroken and powerless as he is now.

Lin Wang stopped what he was doing, staring fixedly at Jiang Xi who kept approaching, his eyes were no longer tender and loving as usual, but cold and violent.

"She lied to me, and you lied to me too." Lin Wang grabbed Jiang Xi's chin suddenly, and pulled Jiang Xi forward forcefully in an irresistible gesture, "You lied to me too."

Jiang Xi didn't understand what he meant by saying that, his tearful eyes were full of doubts, and he replied tremblingly: "No, I didn't lie to you."

"No?" Lin Wang clamped Jiang Xi's waist and buckled him, staring at him and asked in a deep voice, "You are going to help me get the test report today, why did you go to the nursing home with Alps again? Hmm? I don't know how many things are going on between you and Alps, and what are you two hiding from me!"

Jiang Xi never thought that Lin Wang would focus on this point and think so much. He was questioned all of a sudden and his mind was a little dazed. He looked at Lin Wang with a distorted expression in disbelief, and panic flooded him like a tide.

"Say it!" Lin Wang moved his hand to Jiang Xi's neck and clasped it tightly.

The feeling of shackles around his neck and the blockage of his breathing brought Jiang Xi back to his senses. He pushed Lin Wang and cried, "No! Nothing is hidden from you!"

"You're still lying to me!" Lin Wang slammed the man onto the desk, and immediately attached himself to press the man halfway against the edge, imprisoning him.

Jiang Xi was so violently withdrawn that he lost his center of gravity and fell backwards, hitting the edge of the table directly. Before he could utter a cry of pain, Lin Wang slammed up again in the next second, and his waist hit the table again. On the edge of the table, a burst-like pain shot directly into the bone marrow, and hit the back of the head like a lightning strike.

"Ah!" Jiang Xi bowed immediately in pain, and broke out in cold sweat.

But Lin Wang, who was in a state of riot, didn't notice it, and still pressed the man firmly against the edge, pinching the man's chin and forcing him to raise his head and look at him.

"You're lying to me." Lin Wang condemned Jiang Xi with a dark look.

"I...I didn't..." Jiang Xi endured the pain and squeezed out a few syllables, "Really not."

"You're lying to me." Lin Wang repeated, not knowing who he was talking to.

Without giving Jiang Xi time to continue his defense, Lin Wang directly pulled his T-shirt and tore it from the collar, exposing Jiang Xi's upper body to the air.

By the time he realized what was going to happen next, Lin Wang had already bit his collarbone hard, and the sharp pain was immediately transmitted to the sensory nerves.

"Lin Wang! Let me go!" Jiang Xi struggled hard, reaching out to push without caring about the pain.

Originally, he couldn't match Lin Wang's strength in normal times, let alone when Lin Wang was rioting now.Lin Wang wanting to imprison him is as easy as an elephant trying to trample an ant to death.

"Brother, let me go, let me go." Jiang Xi begged in a slow tone while looking at Lin Wang who had lost his mind.

But Lin Wang's ears were flooded by the buzzing, and he couldn't hear what he was saying at all. Looking at his mouth opening and closing, he thought he was powerlessly explaining again.

Without giving Jiang Xiduo a chance to escape, Lin Wang grabbed his thigh and pulled him back, and then he turned him over by grabbing his waist like last time, and pressed him tightly on the desk.

The memories of the last time flooded in, and Jiang Xi flinched reflexively, desperately and powerlessly being pressed on the desk, unable to resist.

The sound of the automatic lock of the belt being unlocked sounded, and Jiang Xi closed his eyes fiercely, as if being forced into the edge of a cliff, he let out a final roar like a trapped animal with many scars but refused to admit defeat.

"Lin Wang! You said you would never do this to me again!"

This roar was like the sound of bells ringing in the dark night, piercing through the layers of ringing in the ears with a posture and speed that pierced through the air, and hit Lin Wang's brain, allowing him to regain a bit of reason.

"I feel sick, I feel like I'm a 'whore', and I feel like you're using me as a 'cause'."

"If there is a third time, I will love you forever, but I will never forgive you."

"Don't treat me like this again, and I won't hide it from you."

"Brother, hug me, I'm sleepy."

"Brother, you hold me, I want to look at you."

"elder brother...."

All the past in the form of fragments flashed before Lin Wang's eyes, creating cracks in the blood mist in front of him. Through the cracks, he saw Jiang Xi's pale face covered with tears, and eyes full of fear and despair. .

The remaining sliver of rationality reminded him of what he had done, Lin Wang let go of his hand like an electric shock, while letting out a low growl of self-blame and annoyance, he restrained the riot and backed away.

He almost beat Jiang Xi again!

This kind of consciousness made him wish he could cut himself alive.

But in the next second, thoughts full of evil rushed forward again, fucked him, and possessed him.Such thoughts lead to changes in body functions.

"Jiang Xi..." Panting, Lin Wang retreated to the back of the bed, grasping the railing at the end of the bed and squeezed out a few syllables, "Go back to your room and lock the door behind you."

Jiang Xi lost strength and slipped from the desk, his hands and feet fell to the floor with limp hands and feet, while panting in a posthumous posture, tears rolled down uncontrollably.

"Jiang Xi! Go back to your room and lock the door behind you!" Lin Wang lowered his head and roared.

This roar brought Jiang Xi back to his senses, he suddenly turned his head to look at Lin Wang who was trying to restrain himself, his pupils trembled.

Lin Wang was suppressed, in pain, and in despair.

Almost the moment he realized this, Jiang Xi immediately got up on all fours and stumbled towards Lin Wang.

He suppressed his fear and stretched out his hands towards Lin Wang, and put himself into his arms, while leaning on his chest, he patted his back and said, "I won't go, I won't go."

In the past, it was because he didn't come and he wasn't there, so Lin Wang survived the riots one after another by himself.But now that he is here, no matter what happens, he will never let Lin Wang spend that endless dark moment alone again.

"Go back to the room," Lin Wang suppressed with all his strength, and untied Jiang Xi's hands wrapped around his waist, "Hurry up and go back to the room."

"I won't go, I won't go." Jiang Xi wrapped her around tighter, "I will be with you, don't be afraid."

"It's you who should be afraid!" Lin Wang roared angrily, "I don't want to treat you like that, you shouldn't have to bear this."

"But you won't treat me like that again, don't you? You don't want me to hate you forever." Jiang Xi kissed his chest, "Look, have you restrained yourself a little now? Look at me, you Feel me, I am here."

Lin Wang stretched out a hand and touched Jiang Xi's back. The delicate and warm touch was transmitted along the palm lines to the sense organs of the brain, making him lose his mind for a moment.

"Hold me, hug me, I'm scared," Jiang Xi sensed his lack of focus, and continued, "I accidentally bumped into the edge of the table just now, and my waist hurts so much. Shall I rub it?"

Lin Wang tilted his head and glanced at Jiang Xi's waist, a shocking bruise stung his eyes.

Where did he bump into it accidentally, it was obviously the bump when he threw him over just now.

Feeling distressed and self-reproached in an instant, filling his mind, Lin Wang almost subconsciously followed Jiang Xi's words, stretched out his arms to hug him, and replied in a hoarse voice: "Okay."

The evil thoughts in his head gradually dissipated, and the madness and paranoia in his eyes gradually faded away.

"There's still some medicine at home, let's take some later, okay?" Jiang Xi raised his hand to touch Lin Wang's face, "After taking some, we'll sleep together and sleep under the soft silk quilt with the air conditioner on. You know that's the most comfortable way, right?"

"Yes." Lin Wang cried and nodded.

While crying, Jiang Xi tried to force a smile, took Lin Wang's hand and led him to the medicine box in the living room, took out the medicine for him, served him the water, and watched him finish eating.

After taking the medicine, he took Lin Wang's hand and walked back to the bedroom, turned down the temperature of the air conditioner, then took off their clothes and nestled under the quilt together.

"You hug me," Jiang Xi called out dissatisfied.

Lin Wang was stunned, hesitated for a while before turning over, and hugged Jiang Xi into his arms.

Jiang Xi writhed in Lin Wang's arms, found a comfortable position, and then put his hands and feet on Lin Wang's body like an octopus and hugged him tightly.

He could feel Lin Wang's efforts to restrain himself and the sharp tugging of both ends of his consciousness. He needed to stabilize him before the effect of the medicine kicked in.

"I love you, I love you," Jiang Xi pressed Lin Wangtou to bury him on her neck, repeating "I love you" in his ear over and over again.

These three words are like the whisper of a mermaid, constantly lingering in Lin Wang's ears, dispelling riots and evil thoughts while bringing gentle tranquility like sea water.

Lin Wang gradually relaxed, and while Jiang Xi was secretly relieved, she put in more strength to hold him tightly, and whispered in his ear, "It's okay, it's okay, go to sleep."

The author has something to say:

emm... You should be able to understand why Lin Wang is so angry, after learning that his mother is not crazy...

The main reason is that Ms. A felt a little strange after reading it. She said that in such a situation, wouldn't she be happy and then have other emotional changes.

Uh... I don't quite understand her thoughts. I think so, and I will be very angry when I hear it, but I don't know about you, in case you think the same as Ms. A.

It has been raining for several days in a row, my quilt is really damp, hurry up and get out of the sun, I want to dry the quilt!