hope for redemption

Barbecue is the most exciting thing in winter. A group of people sit around the fire, watching the sizzling food, chatting with friends all over the world, both body and heart are warmed.

This villa is just like what Lin Wang said, it is an abandoned area, only a piece of cement has been scraped inside, and it will not continue.In addition to the remaining building materials in each room, there are all kinds of wooden skewers, ribbons, barbecue grills and other various things. It can be seen that various people often come to this area for various activities.

They chose a relatively clean room together, set up the barbecue that Zhuang Zhuang brought over, randomly took a few rags and lit the charcoal, and then took out the prepared ingredients together and started to grill with sauce.

They are all grilled individually, you can take whatever you want, and you can make your own sauces.

Lin Wang and the others obviously did this often, and everything was well prepared.

"Brother, the beer is gone, let's get some beer in the car." Da Fei threw the empty bottle in his hand and said.

Lin Wang turned over the skewer in his hand, waited for more than ten seconds, then put it on Jiang Xi's plate, stood up and said, "Okay, let's go."

Zhuang Zhuang came here in his father's minivan. He brought several cans of beer, but because there were too many things to move at the beginning, he didn't bring much beer. He just started eating and the demand for beer in the future is only [-]%. It will get higher and higher, Lin Wang plans to move all the beer in the car there.

The car was parked just behind the house where they made barbecue, and it was only a few steps away after opening the back door.

Da Fei piled up several cans of beer and asked casually, "Did you quarrel with him?"

Hearing Da Fei's question, Lin Wang paused his hand, chuckled a few times and said, "Your acumen is on par with Teacher Cheng."

"It's too obvious." Da Fei picked up the beer and said.

"Ok?"

Da Fei tilted his head and explained: "On weekdays, you would look at each other every few minutes, but today Jiang Xi didn't take a look at you all the time. It's too obvious bro."

Hearing Da Fei say that Lin Wang didn't reply, how could he not feel something that even Da Fei felt, what he was most afraid of was Jiang Xi's cold treatment.

Although he was not angry last night, there was a gap between the two of them. Those words were like erecting an invisible screen between the two of them. I huddled in that protective shell.

From the morning until now, Jiang Xi has spoken to him no more than five sentences in total, and every time he asks him something, he is either 'um' or 'no', basically unable to hear the two words, let alone say a word.

Lin Wang is also very helpless, he doesn't know what to do with Jiang Xi, now he won't listen to what you say.

"Let's go, let's go in." Lin Wang held back the lonely look in his eyes.

This was a matter between the two of them, Lin Wang didn't want to talk about Da Fei, and he didn't want to ask too much, so he looked at Lin Wang helplessly and followed him in.

"Hey, brother, hurry up and get me a can, I'm going to die." Zhuang Zhuang gasped from the heat.

Lin Wang put the beer on the ground aside, took off the plastic packaging and took a can for himself and Zhuang Zhuang.

Zhuang Zhuang took the beer thrown by Lin Wang and opened it anxiously, but was sprayed with bubbles.

"Ah! I'll go!" Zhuang Zhuang hurriedly stood up, bowing his body and waiting for the beer to die down.

Jiang Xi was sitting next to him, and the one who didn't react was splashed a lot, Lin Wang hurriedly pulled him over, and shouted at Zhuang Zhuang: "What are you in a hurry, you will definitely be angry if you throw it over!"

"Hey, I'm about to be burned to death, and I forgot about it." Zhuang Zhuang explained while shaking his hands.

Lin Wang rolled his eyes at him angrily, looked at Jiang Xi and asked, "Are you all right?"

Jiang Xi didn't look at him, just shook his head and took out a tissue from his pocket to wipe off the beer liquid on his clothes.

Lin Wang didn't say much when he saw this, he let go of his hand consciously, and silently picked up the skewers and started eating.

Zhuang Zhuang sniffed his nose violently while eating, and asked with a look of disgust: "My grass, what does it taste like? Did you ask?"

Hearing Zhuang Zhuang's question, Jiang Xi raised his head blankly, followed by sniffing, a stench floated in the air.

"It stinks," Da Fei stood up holding his nose, and followed the smell to find the source. After wandering around the room a few times, he found that the innermost wall of the room was leaking.

Da Fei stood there thinking about what to do, because it was so smelly that it affected his appetite, but it is impossible for you to repair the ceiling for a barbecue in such an abandoned house, so he stood there thinking for a while. I couldn't think of anything, so I could only walk back helplessly and said, "There is a leak in the ceiling... I don't know if it is water or some other liquid."

"It's so smelly, could it be water?" Zhuang Zhuang rolled his eyes: "How many years has it been built, and when it starts to leak water, it looks like a tofu project. It deserves to be reported. If there are real people, then it will be fine."

"Report?" Jiang Xi asked suspiciously.

"That's right," Zhuang Zhuang said with a bite of meat, "Oh, hell, you didn't know that you just transferred here. This area was originally used as an eco-tourism villa development zone, and it was reported halfway through the construction. Later, the higher-ups sent people down to investigate and found that they had not obtained permission at all, and then they were stopped."

"Oh," Jiang Xi nodded understandingly, looked around and asked, "How many years has this been built?"

Zhuang Zhuang thought for a while and said: "I started building it in the first year of junior high school, and it took more than four years? I'm not sure."

It has only been built for more than four years, and the ceiling began to leak. It really is a tofu project.

"Hey, as soon as I mentioned this, I remembered the gossip I heard before. Have I told you about it?" Zhuang Zhuang asked excitedly.

"You can tell us more than a dozen gossip a day, we don't know which one you are talking about." Da Fei was speechless.

Zhuang Zhuang is generous and lively, and he can play happily in the middle school.Every day, I have to share with them the gossip I heard from various sources, and I can say dozens of pieces a day, and what I say still seems to be the same thing.

Zhuang Zhuang smiled a few times: "It's the love and hatred of the county magistrates, have I told you?"

"Magistrate Liu and County Chief Xiao?" Da Fei asked.

"That's right, that's it."

Jiang Xi's heart skipped a beat as soon as she heard the words County Magistrate Xiao, and her stomach churns. No matter how amiable this man is, Jiang Xi can always see the utilitarian look between his brows, especially when An After Sheng showed him that video, he hated his stepfather even more.

Even hearing their names from other people, Jiang Xi felt disgusted.

"You've said it a hundred and eighty times, okay?" Da Fei shook his head helplessly.

"Eh...really?" Zhuang Zhuang was a little embarrassed, but he immediately found the place, looked at Jiang Xi excitedly and said, "Jiang Xi must have never heard of it!"

In order not to be cold and strong, Jiang Xi smiled and said: "No, tell me, I'm quite curious."

"Yes, I knew you must have never heard of it," Zhuang Zhuang said, waving the drumstick in his hand, "Let me tell you, this is the first time I have eaten such a secret melon from the government when I grew up. Really, I I still remember how shocked I was when I found out about it!"

"I heard that the person who reported County Magistrate Liu's private development of this villa area was County Magistrate Xiao, and it was because of this that County Magistrate Xiao was able to become the county magistrate and be qualified as a representative of the National People's Congress. You said that before County Magistrate Xiao and Liu County It’s so good between the elders, brothers, I didn’t expect such a stabbing in the back, and the county magistrate Xiao..."

Zhuang Zhuang was talking enthusiastically at the side, completely oblivious to the fact that Jiang Xi's face was gradually turning pale, and the hand holding the stick was shaking constantly.

"This area was originally used as an eco-tourism villa development zone, but it was reported halfway through the construction"

'It's been more than four years'

"The person who reported County Magistrate Liu's private development of this villa area is County Magistrate Xiao, and it is because of this that County Magistrate Xiao became the county magistrate and qualified as a representative of the National People's Congress."

These words continued to explode in Jiang Xi's ears, impacting Jiang Xi's brain and shattering all his nerves. The scene in front of him began to distort continuously, and the previous scenes began to flash past before his eyes.

The ground under his feet began to fall apart, and the feeling of weightlessness hit him instantly like a tide.

That's the way it is, and this is the benefit you get.

Jiang Xi's eyes went dark, and he slipped off the chair and knelt on the ground and began to vomit violently. The irritating stomach acid rushed directly into the nasal cavity, making Jiang Xi unable to breathe.

"Xixi!" Lin Wang threw away the stick and knelt down beside him to pat him on the back.

"What's the matter? Why are you throwing up so well?" Zhuang Zhuang asked worriedly, smelling the food in his hands: "This meat is fine."

Lin Wang patted Jiang Xi's back and shouted, "Get water here!"

Now Jiang Xi's stomach was churning violently, and the contents of the stomach were pouring up like a skyrocket. Jiang Xi finally vomited, but there was nothing to vomit, and he barely stopped after retching a few times.

"Xixi, come, rinse your mouth." Lin Wang put his arms around Jiang Xi's waist to prevent him from falling down.

Jiang Xi raised his head with red eyes, and when he saw Lin Wang's anxious and worried face, he suddenly felt relieved. He rushed forward and hugged Lin Wang tightly, and called out sadly: "Brother..."

Lin Wang's heart skipped a beat, Jiang Xi's situation was too wrong, why did it happen all of a sudden, he couldn't figure it out and just froze in place.

"Brother, I don't want to stay here anymore, shall we go back?" Jiang Xi asked choked up.

After thinking for a few seconds, Lin Wang put down the water bottle, hugged him tightly and asked, "Can you stand up?"

Jiang Xi shook his head, his whole body was weak now, his whole body was exhausted and he couldn't exert any strength.

Lin Wang let him go, turned around on the spot and said, "Come on, I'll carry you home."

After Jiang Xi got up on his stomach, Lin Wang picked him up by his buttocks, turned around and said to Zhuang Zhuang: "Please clean up, I'll take him back first."

"Okay, Jiang Xi, is it okay? Did you eat your stomach? Do you want to go to the hospital?" Zhuang Zhuang asked nervously.

Jiang Xi buried her face on Lin Wang's shoulder and replied sullenly: "It's okay, no need."

"That.."

"Let's go first." Lin Wang interrupted Zhuang Zhuang's words, exchanged a look with Da Fei, and left behind Jiang Xi's back.

The villa area is just behind the rental house, not too far away, so Lin Wang didn't drive, and walked back directly with Jiang Xi on his back.

"Brother, do you love me?" Jiang Xi asked with her arms around Lin Wang's neck.

Lin Wang lifted Jiang Xi up and said, "I love you, you are my fucking destiny."

"They also said they love me, that I'm their Jiaojiao, but in the end they sold me." Jiang Xi's voice was a little weak: "What about you? What will you do to me? Fuck me behind | after loosening What will you do to me? Will you still love me so much?"

Hearing Jiang Xi's question, Lin Wang felt a throbbing pain in his heart, but what followed was a prairie fire. This burning and painful feeling made Lin Wang almost explode.

He didn't know who Jiang Xi was referring to as 'they', and he didn't know what he meant by 'selling' him, but he knew that Jiang Xi was now testing himself, testing his love for him.

This kind of temptation made Lin Wang very annoyed. He didn't understand why he still refused to believe that he held his heart in front of Jiang Xi for him to see.

"Why do you think I'm with you? Because I want to fuck you?" Lin Wang asked sarcastically, then he paused and said in a calmer tone: "Jiang Xi, let me say it again, it's not because I fucking want to I'm only with you because of you, I'm with you because I'm in love with you. I admit I want to have sex with you every day, I want to put something inside you all the time, but it's not pure desire |Desire to vent, it's because I love you that I think about it, it's because this person is you, Jiang Xi, I think about it, understand?"

"The pleasure of making|love cannot be simply attributed to tightness, what is more important is that person. Even if you go to the country of claws later, Jiang Xi, I will be as happy as you when I do it, because I fuck It's you."

"What do you think I will do to you? What else can I do besides holding, coaxing and pampering you on the tip of my heart?"

"I can't say anything like I will love you forever, even if you want to hear it, I can't say it, how long I love you is up to you, as long as you stay with me, I will love you, my love It will only be more than yours and not less than yours."

They just arrived home when Lin Wang finished speaking. Lin Wang opened the door of Jiang Xi's room, put him on the bed, helped him undress, and helped him go to bed to rest.

"Brother, don't go." Jiang Xi grabbed Lin Wang's hand, his bloodshot peach eyes were full of pleading.

Lin Wang took a deep breath, broke Jiang Xi's hand and said, "I'll get you water and towels."

After finishing speaking, regardless of Jiang Xi's yelling, he walked quickly to the bathroom to wet the towel, then took some water from Jiang Xi's mouthwash cup and walked back to the room.

"Come on, rinse your mouth." Lin Wang handed him the mouthwash cup.

Jiang Xi didn't answer, staring straight at Lin Wang and asked, "Are you angry?"

Lin Wang didn't answer, but said blankly, "gargle."

Jiang Xi's tears welled up all at once, and he took the mouthwash cup with his mouth pursed and rinsed his mouth with water.

Lin Wang took back the mouthwash cup, handed him the towel and said, "Wipe your face."

"Wipe it for me." Jiang Xi said sobbing.

Lin Wang picked up the towel without saying a word, wiped Jiang Xi's face twice, then stood up and said, "Go to sleep."

"Brother!" Jiang Xi shouted behind him, "Where are you going?"

Lin Wang endured the pain in his heart, and instead of answering, he walked towards the bathroom without looking back, put the cup and towel away, and then walked out the door.

"Brother," Jiang Xi hurried out when he heard the noise, and before he could put on his shoes, he grabbed Lin Wang's hand and begged, "Can you stay here with me? You can do whatever you want."

The pain in Lin Wang's eyes could no longer be concealed, he said tremblingly: "Jiang Xi, don't you think...you are too cruel to me?"

Is it really interesting to test again and again?Lin Wang had never felt such heartache before.

"I just want you to stay with me." Jiang Xi hugged Lin Wang with tears in his eyes: "I'm a bad boy, and I made Brother Wang sad. I'm sorry, brother."

"I'm not testing you, I really just want you to stay with me, I know I broke your heart by asking that just now, I won't do that again, this is the last time, the last time you question your love for me Brother, don't leave, okay?"

Jiang Xi's simple words made Lin Wang's anger dissipate without a trace, and his heart was so soft that he stretched out his arms to hug Jiang Xi, buried his face in his neck, and said with a choked voice, "I'm fucking Sometimes I really want to fuck you to death."

"You can do whatever you want, it's best for you to die on my body." Jiang Xi closed his eyes fiercely and said.

The author has something to say:

Ah... very depressing I know, there is another chapter like this, and it will be sweet again later, trust me.