hope for redemption

When Jiang Xi and Lin Wang returned to school, everyone had already started to prepare for the exam. Because of the relationship with the foundation, and Jiang Xi's previous efforts, it didn't matter even if he missed a few days of class. After a few days and nights, the progress was brought back.

Exam time always flies by quickly. Two days and six subjects pass in the blink of an eye. No. [-] Middle School doesn’t want to think about other schools. After the exam, you have to grade a paper and wait for the results to come out. Basically, you have a holiday as soon as you finish the exam.

Jiang Xi and Lin Wang put all their things in Lao Zhang's office, and went home relaxed.

"What are you going to do on vacation?" Lin Wang asked after taking the key.

"I don't know, let's take a rest and watch the drama." Jiang Xi thought for a while, and hid part of his plan. He still can't tell Lin Wang about that matter. That matter is too big, and he can't explain it in a while Clear.

In fact, to be honest, if he and Lin Wang could go on in the future, Jiang Xi might not tell Lin Wang about his absolute sense of language, because some things should be buried in his heart.

Lin Wang came over and held his hand and asked, "Tomorrow Zhuang Zhuang and they are going to have a barbecue, do you want to go?"

"Barbecue? Where do you go to barbecue?"

"The villa is just behind us."

"Villa?" Jiang Xi tilted his head in doubt: "We still have a villa here?"

Looking at Jiang Xi's appearance, Lin Wang knew that he had misunderstood. He smiled helplessly and said, "It's an abandoned villa. No one is in charge of it. People often go there for barbecues and rehearsals."

"Oh, that's fine. It's a holiday anyway." Jiang Xi nodded.

As soon as they entered the room, Jiang Xi's cell phone rang, seeing the caller ID, Jiang Xi was stunned.

Why did Jiang Tiancheng call himself?

Since Jiang Xi came back from Australia, Jiang Tiancheng has never had any contact with Jiang Xi except for paying the living expenses on Jiang Xi's card on time every month. What's the reason for calling himself today?

Jiang Xi answered the phone while changing his shoes: "Hello?"

"Jiang Xi?" Jiang Tiancheng asked tentatively.

"Yes, it's me, what's the matter?" Jiang Xi asked.

"Oh, oh, it's like this, you are returning to your country, and the New Year is coming soon, do you plan to live with your mother or with me?" Jiang Tiancheng asked.

After Jiang Tiancheng mentioned this, Jiang Xi remembered that the Chinese New Year was coming soon. He had been in Australia for so long, and it had been a long time since the Chinese New Year. Naturally, he gradually forgot about this festival.

"I...I went to my mother's." Jiang Xi replied.

Hearing what Jiang Xi said, Jiang Tiancheng breathed a sigh of relief: "That's fine, then you can come if you want. Your Aunt Liu..."

"No, I won't go." Jiang Xi coldly interrupted him and asked, "Is there anything else?"

"Uh... gone."

"That's fine, then I'll hang up."

Without waiting for Jiang Tiancheng to answer, Jiang Xi hung up the phone directly, so he didn't bother to listen to Jiang Tiancheng's polite words, why Aunt Liu misses you a lot, you come here to play, it's too fake.

"What's wrong? Who's calling?" Lin Wang came over and rubbed Jiang Xi's head, he could sense the change of Jiang Xi's mood.

Jiang Xi stepped forward and hugged Lin Wang's waist, put his chin on Lin Wang's shoulder, closed his eyes hard and said, "My dad."

Hearing Jiang Xi say this and combining his reaction, Lin Wang knew that the relationship between their father and son was not that harmonious, and it was very likely that they were quite tense.

"Did he say anything?" Lin Wang asked worriedly.

"Ask me if I can't pass the Chinese New Year," Jiang Xi replied sullenly: "I obviously don't want me to go there and pretend to be hypocritical."

Lin Wang doesn't know much about the relationship between Jiang Xi and his parents. Although he has a father like Lin Yande, he always feels that all fathers in the world love their children, so he feels that there is something wrong between Jiang Xi and his parents. What a misunderstanding.

But it's hard for him to ask, he can't say something like 'Did you misunderstand your father, he might miss you very much'.

Because he doesn't understand.

"you..."

"Brother, I don't want to talk about this right now." Jiang Xi knew what Lin Wang wanted to ask, but he didn't want to say it now, he didn't have the courage to face that matter completely, and that matter was the root of all his pain .

A look of disappointment flashed across Lin Wang's eyes, he rubbed Jiang Xi's back and said, "Okay, then don't talk about it."

Then he asked again: "Then where are you going to celebrate the New Year? Is your mother there?"

Jiang Xi was stunned, going to my mother's place for the New Year?Then I'm afraid I won't have a good year.

So where do you go for the New Year?

Jiang Xi was a little confused, and a sense of loneliness hit him instantly.

"...Let's talk about it later." Jiang Xi let go of Lin Wang's embrace.

Jiang Xi's expression of not saying anything made Lin Wang inexplicably a little irritable, and this sense of distance made Lin Wang flustered.

Jiang Xi didn't want to say anything to himself.

Lin Wang didn't want to force him, but this sense of strangeness and distance made Lin Wang very powerless. He didn't know how to make Jiang Xi truly open his heart to him.

"I'm going back to my room first." Jiang Xi also noticed the change in Lin Wang's mood. He had no way to deal with it, so he could only run away.

Lin Wang grabbed Jiang Xi's wrist, and said coldly, "Just stay here, isn't it agreed to watch a movie?"

Lin Wang has a small projector at home. Putting a mobile phone on it can make a small theater. Jiang Xi has been coveting this thing for a long time, and has been telling Lin Wang that he wants to try it. Soon after the holiday, Lin Wang will bring someone over to try it. tried.

"I...I'm a little tired, I'll go back and have a rest first." Jiang Xi panicked and wanted to escape.

Lin Wang clasped it tighter and tighter. Jiang Xi had never been Lin Wang's opponent in terms of physical strength. No matter how hard he struggled, he couldn't let go. He shouted angrily, "Lin Wang! Let go!"

"It's the same if you rest here with me." Lin Wang's face became even colder, and he dragged Jiang Xi into the master bedroom for no reason, and pushed him onto the bed.

"No...no need, I'll go back to rest..." Jiang Xi panicked and wanted to get up and leave, but Lin Wang pushed her back.

Lin Wang took off Jiang Xi's shoes, carried him to the bed, and held him directly in his arms: "Sleep, I'll sleep with you in my arms."

"Brother..." Lin Wang's appearance reminded Jiang Xi of the time he took off his clothes. He was a little scared: "I...I'll go back to sleep and get well..."

What was waiting for him was not Lin Wang's consent, but Lin Wang's overwhelming and ruthless kisses.

"Jiang Xi, don't you think this is a bit unfair to me?" Lin Wang put one hand beside Jiang Xi's face and clasped his waist firmly with the other, with emotions Jiang Xi couldn't understand in his eyes.

Jiang Xi understands why Lin Wang is like this, in the final analysis, it is his own problem, but he is not ready now, Lin Wang himself said that he can take his time, Jiang Xi is also very uncomfortable when he is like this now, frowning and growling softly : "You said take your time!"

"Then how slow are you going?" Lin Wang clasped Jiang Xi's waist harder and harder. Lin Wang suspected that Jiang Xi might never tell him something in his life.

When asked by Lin Wang, Jiang Xi felt ashamed and indignant at being poked at the center, and suddenly turned his head and asked, "You forced me?!"

"I forced you?" Lin Wang's face was so gloomy that ink dripped out: "Who do you think is forcing whom?"

With Lin Wang staring at him like this, Jiang Xi felt his scalp tingle, and he couldn't answer Lin Wang's question, so he could only shout angrily, "Let go of me! I'm going back!"

Lin Wang remained silent, clasped his waving hand, and pressed him on the bed with his body weight.

Jiang Xi watched his hands being buckled, and then being placed over the top of his head to meet each other. He only felt his eyelids twitch, and the next second he heard the sound of the belt being automatically buckled and unlocked.

"Lin Wang!" Jiang Xi panicked and hurriedly shouted, "Calm down! I...I..."

Lin Wang sensed Jiang Xi's movements, and the more force he exerted on his hands, the more directly his body withdrew his strength, and he put all his weight on Jiang Xi's body, preventing him from moving.

Then use the belt to tie Jiang Xi's hands tightly round and round.

Lin Wang has lost all sense of reason now, the sense of strangeness and distance to Jiang Xi is now filling his whole mind, and he is eager to regain some sense of familiarity, to prove that this person in front of him is his.

"Brother... Lin Wang! Let me go! What the hell are you crazy about!" Jiang Xi couldn't move his hands, so he could only kick his feet violently to express his anger.

Lin Wang took a cigarette from his jacket and lit it, and sat straddling Jiang Xi like this, watching him condescendingly while slowly exhaling a puff of smoke.

"Lin Wang..." Jiang Xi was stared at by Lin Wang's eyes staring at the prey again, a layer of goosebumps appeared on his body, and his voice subconsciously softened: "Brother... calm down, we can have a good time talk about..”

Lin Wang sneered, calm down?What the hell is being calm?Will you, Jiang Xi, be willing to open up and have a talk with me when I calm down?

Put the fucking shit!

Lin Wang crushed the cigarette butt on the bedside table, pinched Jiang Xi's chin, and passed the smoke from his mouth to him indiscriminately.

Jiang Xi was choked by the smoke, tilted his head and coughed violently.

"Cough cough, cough cough..." Jiang Xi's eyes turned red, "Lin Wangyou...cough cough, cough cough..."

"Baby, I won't force you," Lin Wang turned Jiang Xi's head over with narrowed eyes, and said with his forehead against his forehead, "But you have to make me feel at ease, you know?"

"However, you made me unable to feel at ease today, so I have to use my own way to get something, understand?" Lin Wang gently helped Jiang Xi wipe away the tears at the end of his eyes.

"Brother..." Jiang Xi felt a shudder in his heart.

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Jiang Xi's passionate panting was no longer in his ears, but Jiang Xi's sobbing buried under the quilt. Lin Wang kissed him one after another in distress, but in the end nothing was done.

Lin Wang asked for it three times. When it was over, Jiang Xi was so tired that he couldn't even lift his fingers. Tears overflowed uncontrollably. He lay on the bed in a daze, his mind was full of Lin Wang's vulgar words just now. .

Lin Wang used to think that he would not treat him like this in bed, but today's words...today's words...made Jiang Xi feel like she was being a | whore.

Obviously it shouldn't be like this, this kind of thing is obviously done by people who love each other, why?Why did it become like this.

Lin Wang is not in a good condition now, his hand holding the cigarette is trembling, he clearly knows that Jiang Xi has an instinctive aversion to sex|love, but he still stabbed a knife in Jiang Xi's heart today, saying that he is such a jerk if.

Today, he was too impatient to be able to control himself for a while. He didn't know how to face Jiang Xi now. Thinking of Jiang Xi's temper, Lin Wang only felt that one head and two big ones.

At this moment, a phone call broke the silence, it was Jiang Xi's cell phone.

Lin Wang walked over and took out Jiang Xi's cell phone, and glanced at the caller ID, Mom.

Lin Wang walked to the bed and said softly, "It's your mother, do you want to pick it up?"

Jiang Xi knew his mother's temperament, and she would go to the Three Treasures Hall for nothing, if she didn't answer now, she would definitely call until she answered.

Jiang Xi raised his hand with difficulty to take the phone from Lin Wang's, and slid the answer button.

"Hello?" Jiang Xi's nasal voice was thick and hoarse.

"Hello? Jiang Xi? What's wrong with you? Are you crying?" Mom asked with concern.

"No, I have a cold," Jiang Xi put the phone to his ear: "Is there something wrong?"

"Well, your homeroom teacher called me and said that the school organized a tuition for the top [-] students in your grade. Do you want to go?" Mom's voice was a little weak.

As soon as Jiang Xi heard this, she knew that she definitely didn't want to go by herself, Xiao Yao was also in the top [-] of the grade.

"No," Jiang Xi replied succinctly.

"Oh, oh, really. Then I'll go back to your homeroom teacher." Mom's tone became lighter.

"Yeah..." Jiang Xi didn't feel much about it anymore, Lin Wang had already dealt him such a fatal blow, and their small fights didn't have much lethality.

"Well... that, do you go to your dad's place for Chinese New Year?" Mom asked again.

Jiang Xi was stunned when she heard her asking such a question, and then laughed at herself: "Yes, I'll go to his place."

"Oh, oh, that... that's pretty good too, you two father and son should cultivate and cultivate your relationship more, hehe." Mom replied.

Jiang Xi closed his eyes and pressed back his tears: "Is there anything else?"

"Um...how have you been recently? You..."

Jiang Xi hung up the phone before she finished speaking, then turned off the phone and threw the phone aside.

What should be said has been said, and Jiang Xi is really not in the mood to listen to the rest of the polite words.

Lin Wang stood aside and listened to the entire conversation, his heart was getting more and more painful, the treasure he put on the tip of his heart was hurt like this, and he was so messed up today, Jiang Xi... .He must be dying of grief right now.

Lin Wang can't wait to slap himself a few times to make you mess up!Tell you to mess up!

"Baby, I'm... sorry," Lin Wang lifted the quilt and lay down, holding Jiang Xi tightly in his arms: "I shouldn't have said those words to you, I was just... that's why I was in a hurry today. ..I didn't mean that, really."

Jiang Xi turned his back to him and didn't respond at all.

Lin Wang had expected this to happen a long time ago, so he could only wrap his arms around his ear and repeat sorry one after another.

"Do you think it's interesting for you to say this now?" Jiang Xi choked up and said, "Maybe what you said just now is what you really thought. Do you think I'm easy to fuck? You think I have to fuck|fuck you when I'm so fucking|fucking|I am no?"

"No, I... I said those words in a fit of anger. I admit that I was a fucking mess today and said some stupid things to you, but I really don't think so. I never fucking do it because of this." With you!" Lin Wang explained excitedly: "I just think you don't tell me anything, I think we are so strange, I'm afraid I won't be able to catch you and you will leave immediately, if you Going away, I'm going to really fucking go crazy."

Hearing what Lin Wang said, Jiang Xi's heart trembled violently. Lin Wang...

"Baby, no matter what, I was wrong about this matter and I admit it. You can do whatever you want except break up?" Lin Wang tremblingly hugged Jiang Xi tightly in his arms, fearing that he would disappear in the next second. In his life: "I promise, there will be no next time."

Lin Wang said that he would never do this kind of thing that stabbed Jiang Xi's heart. If he did it again, it would be his own death.

"You are like this every time! Every time!" Jiang Xi turned around in grief, and pushed Lin Wang violently: "Every time you do something bad first and then come here to apologize! What do you want me to think? The words you said, every word, every tone of voice stabbed a knife in my heart, it hurts!"

Lin Wang pursed his lips firmly, Jiang Xi was in pain and he was in pain too, how could he not feel it, but now that the matter has happened, there is nothing to make up for it, he can only try his best to apologize and try his best to make it up.

"I know, I know, I'm a fucking bastard," Lin Wang wanted to hug Jiang Xi, but he pushed him away over and over again.

"Don't touch me!" Jiang Xi opened Lin Wang's hand and cried.

Lin Wang was also flustered now, he didn't know what to do if he didn't hug Jiang Xi, he clasped his wrist and held him in his arms: "It's my fault, I can kneel down for you if you want. But baby, to your heart I fucking hurt when the knife was stabbed, and every single word made my heart bloody, no less than you. I'm just...I'm really out of breath...Really, really I'm sorry baby, I love you, I love you with flesh and blood."

Jiang Xi stopped struggling, and after a few seconds of silence, she burst into tears with a 'wow' in Lin Wang's arms.

"Lin Wang, I really fucking hate you!" Jiang Xi cursed while crying.

Lin Wang breathed a sigh of relief, hugged him tightly, and said while patting his back, "Well, I know, I know, you don't hate a bastard like me, who do you hate?"

The moonlight poured in from the window, illuminating the two on the bed, they hugged each other tightly, regardless of each other.

The author has something to say:

Ah... I wrote this chapter... um... I feel a little distressed, the two of them, mainly Jiang Xi, is not the kind of person who is easy to open up, brother Wang is also anxious, it is the kind of person who has paid a lot but He didn't know that Jiang Xi went to Moqier for him, so Jiang Xi's avoidance this time made him angry. Well, everyone has some problems, but a proper quarrel can It's good for the promotion of feelings, I hope you don't scold me..

Well, it’s still the old rules, the author stood at WB and waved a small handkerchief to you with tears in his eyes.

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