One, two secret love

After Fu Xie was discharged from the hospital, the group of friends who had been afraid to show up finally found out their conscience, contacted Fu Xie and Gan Qian, and made an appointment to have a gathering at night to celebrate Fu Xie's survival.

Most of Fu Xie's friends are from the previous life, who helped him when he was hospitalized, so Fu Xie generally would not refuse a friend's request. After all, in the last life, those people gave a dying man The last warmth of a person.

Gan Qian and Fu Xie walked into the box familiarly, and greeted everyone with smiles.

Everyone came over to tease Fu Xie for a few words, and then went to play. Everyone knew Fu Xie's temperament. If everyone surrounded Fu Xie, Fu Xie might be exhausted tonight.

Fu Xie greeted everyone with a smile, feeling warm in his heart, these people are the most important people to him no matter in the previous life or in this life.

Suddenly a black shadow rushed in front of Fu Xie, "Hey, you're not dead yet?"

Fu Xie frowned, "You are still alive and well, why did I die?" This guy Xiao Che was really spoiled by Gu An.

Xiao Che's gaze swung between Fu Xie and Qian Qian twice, and suddenly he showed a treacherous smile, "You finally hooked up together!"

Fu Xie was startled, and looked at Gan Qian with some doubts in his eyes - how did he know, did you say?

Gan Qian shook his head innocently - he wanted to announce, but he didn't have time.

Fu Xie looked at Xiao Che again, "Don't talk nonsense!"

Xiao Che rubbed his chin, and said with a smile: "Usually there is a distance of one person between you, but today you can't even put a piece of paper between you, don't refute," seeing Fu Xie who didn't care Wanting to speak, Xiao Che bluntly told Fu Xie to shut up, and smiled close to Fu Xie's ear, "The red spot on your neck is a bit obvious!" Although he was lying next to Fu Xie's ear, his voice was not low at all. Almost everyone in the room can hear it.

Hearing Xiao Che's vicious words, Fu Xie touched his neck preconditionally, and felt ambiguous eyes from all around, Fu Xie gave Qian Qian a fierce look, then looked at Xiao Che, and asked faintly: "What are you doing?" Amnesia patients at home, do you still remember you today?"

Xiao Che took two steps back in shock, and suddenly ran back to Gu An sadly, leaned against Gu An's arms sobbing, looking like he was being bullied, "This guy is still so poisonous even after falling in love! !! Didn’t you say that people who are in love will become gentle?”

Fu Xie said lightly again: "By the way, the clothes you designed recently are really ugly."

Xiao Che looked like he was hit, leaned on his heart, and said dying, "Honey, I might die, you have to live well."

Everyone laughed out loud, everyone knew that Xiao Che had two pain points, one was that Gu An forgot or remembered intermittently, and the other was that he didn't allow others to say something bad about his clothes, but Fu Xie directly poked him. With two knives, no wonder Xiao Che would collapse.

Fu Xie smiled coldly, "Is it going to give birth?"

Xiao Che blushed, stood up abruptly, pulled up his sleeves, and yelled at Fu Xie, "If I don't show off my power, you really think of me as hello Kitty!"

Fu Xie looked at Xiao Che with a sneer, "Kitty is a mother, I still understand this common sense."

Xiao Che rushed over madly, today he insisted on tearing off Fu Xie's annoying mouth.

As soon as Gu An saw that something was wrong, he quickly hugged Xiao Che's waist, regardless of Xiao Che's struggle, hugged him tightly in his arms, and winked at Qian Qian.

Gan Qian understood, pulled La Fuche, "I'm jealous."

Fu Xie rolled his eyes, "Are you jealous of me and that idiot?"

Gan Qian nodded, "Since he came, you haven't said a word to me."

Fu Xie pulled Qianqian and sat a little further away, "I think idiots are contagious, isn't your current behavior infected by Xiao Che?"

From the corner of the eye, I caught a glimpse of the berserk Xiao Che struggling in Gu An's arms, as if he was about to rush over and tear Fu Xie apart, Qianqian wisely changed the subject, "I ordered fruit tea for you."

Fu Xie lazily leaned on the sofa, nodded, "Don't drink, I don't want to drive today."

Gan Qian smiled and nodded, "Okay, what do you want to hear, I'll sing it to you."

Fu Xie said lightly: "Whatever!"

Gan Qian went to order a song with a smile, and sang softly. The gentle voice echoed in the private room, and everyone applauded respectfully.

And Fu Xie glanced at Xiao Che who was still struggling and Gu An who comforted Xiao Che with a wry smile, feeling a dull pain in his heart.

In the previous life, after Gu An lost his memory, Xiao Che suffered from depression. Although everyone looked at Xiao Che in shifts, they couldn't stop the tragedy from happening. Xiao Che left, and there was only one sentence in the suicide note: "Gu An, you How dare you forget me!!!"

Xiao Yun found Gu An like crazy, knocked Gu An to the ground with one punch, threw Xiao Che's suicide note on Gu An's face, then knelt down and began to cry.

I don't know if it was beaten by Xiao Yun, or what, but Gu An unexpectedly recovered his memory, holding Xiao Che's suicide note in his hand, and Fu Xie still couldn't forget that expression.

Afterwards, Gu An seldom appeared. The last time he saw Gu An was when he was lying on the hospital bed with a ventilator waiting to die. Gu An had visited him, but he hadn’t seen him for a few years. Gu An had aged a lot. , his hair was already gray, looking at him lying on the hospital bed, Gu An actually showed a look of envy on his face, and in the end he just said in a complicated way, "You are going to die."

Fu Xie looked at Gu An with the ventilator on, but didn't speak. He knew that Gu An didn't want him to answer.

After a while, Gu An spoke up, and said softly: "If you see him, please say sorry to him, and... I miss him, but I dare not go to see him, I am afraid to see him Hate my gaze, I'm afraid he won't forgive me."

Fu Xie watched Gu An kneeling beside his bed collapsed, and felt that maybe death was a kind of relief for Gu An, and he was punishing himself by living.

After being reborn, he failed to prevent Gu An from losing his memory, but he tried every means and used all means to prevent Xiao Che from committing suicide. Seeing that the two were able to be together happily without experiencing the pain of separation between life and death, he felt that My own rebirth is still meaningful.

"How is my singing?" Gan Qian's words interrupted Fuxie's contemplation.

Fu Xie shook his head, did not speak, looked at the person in front of him, his heart was throbbing, he prevented other people's tragedy, but brought tragedy to this person, at least in the last life, this person will not hold the longing live the rest of my life.

He understands that Qian Qian and Gu An are both of the same kind. Since he has chosen, it will be a lifetime, so Gu An in the previous life and Qian Qian in this life will experience the same pain.

Feeling that Fu Xie was not in a high mood, Gan Qian thought that Fu Xie was tired, so he greeted everyone and took Fu Xie home.

In the middle of the night, Gan Qian woke up and found that there was no one around him. He sat up, touched the already cold bed, looked around but found Fu Xie, sighed helplessly, put on his shoes, and walked to the study, Gan Qian was surprised Finding that the light in the study room was off, doubts appeared on his face. He just thought that Fu Xie had sneaked into the study room to work.

After looking around the study carefully, Gan Qian's gaze finally settled on the balcony. The light on the balcony was not turned on, and the flickering faint light spots proved that someone was smoking on the balcony.

Gan Qian's face became gloomy, and this guy actually ran to the balcony again, as if his body was made of iron! ! !As soon as he opened the balcony door, he saw Fu Xie squatting in the corner, with his back leaning against the wall, his head raised slightly, with a cigarette butt in his mouth, squinting his eyes, with a serious expression on his face, and an ashtray in front of him. It was full of cigarette butts.

Voucher's ashtray was always clean, so that means, the butts in this ashtray full were all smoked by him just now! ! !Seeing Fu Xie with pale complexion and blue lips, Gan Qian's expression turned extremely ugly.

Fu Xie saw that Gan Qian's face was not good, so he quickly extinguished the cigarette, stood up, and got up a little anxiously, only feeling dizzy for a while, and quickly put his hands on the wall.

Gan Qian hurried forward, supported Fu Xie, and asked with concern: "What's wrong? Are you uncomfortable?"

Fu Xie shook his head, "After squatting for a long time, it will be fine slowly."

Gan Qian saw that Fu Xie was fine, so he was relieved, his eyes glanced at the ashtray on the ground, his face became ugly again, "You stay up so late, what are you doing here?"

Fu Xie rubbed his temples, looked up at Gan Qian, and replied, "I can't sleep."

Qian Qian asked suspiciously: "Is there something on your mind?"

Fu Xie shook his head, stepped up and walked into the house, "It's nothing, go to sleep, there is work tomorrow."

Looking at Fu Xie's thin back, Gan Qian couldn't suppress the anger in his heart. He grabbed Fu Xie's wrist, brought Fu Xie close to his arms, and kissed the thin lips fiercely, thick and thick. The smell of tobacco lingered between his lips and teeth, but it didn't disgust him.

Fu Xie struggled a few times, but found that he couldn't move, so he had no choice but to kiss secretly, anyway, their relationship was already like this.

This kiss lasted for a long time, and Fu Xie almost fainted, so he could only lean against Gan Qian's arms, breathing heavily, "Are you trying to kill me?"

A dry chuckle came from his head, "Are you tired from being alone?" After a kiss, most of the anger in his heart had disappeared, and he only hoped to have a good talk with Fu Xie.

Fu Xie suddenly became quiet, and after a long time, he spoke slowly, "If one day I suddenly disappear, what will happen to you?"

Gan Qian frowned, "Why do you ask that?"

Fu Xie raised his eyes and looked at Gan Qian seriously, "You will think about it day and night, have trouble sleeping and eating, and life would be better than death?"

Gan Qian suddenly fell silent. If Fu Xie left him, what would happen to him? He never thought about it. He always thought that since Fu Xie agreed to be with him, it must be for a lifetime. Why did Fu Xie ask such a question? , is he still hesitating in his heart?

Seeing that Gan Qian did not answer, Fu Xie just sighed softly. He was not disappointed, because he knew that Gan Qian would be as he said, even more miserable. It seems that he was really wrong. Looking at it from a distance, why are you so greedy...