One, two secret love

Fu Xie's wound healed well, and his life was even more comfortable, except for Qian Qian's occasional harassment and An Shitao's never being caught.

In the evening, the dry submerged waiter Fu Xie had finished his meal, and brought warm water and a towel with a smile.

Fu Xie looked away from the phone, and glanced at Gan Qian lightly, "Xiao Mo said that I can take a shower, so I won't bother you."

Gan Qian looked at the basin in his hand, secretly annoyed that Xu Mo was busy, so he had to send the basin back to the bathroom, and sat beside Fuxie's bed, "I can leave the hospital tomorrow."

Fu Xie smiled, "Yeah." It's great to finally not have to stay in this ghostly place.

Gan Qian suddenly smiled and said, "Our last night, do you want to commemorate it?"

Fu Xie glanced at Gan Qian vigilantly, "Is there anything to commemorate."

Gan Qianhao stepped forward, staring at Fu Xie closely, "How about satisfying you?"

Fu Xie leaned back awkwardly, "Well, I have nothing to satisfy."

Qian Qian moved forward with a smirk, "Really?"

Fu Xie's heart trembled, and he stretched out his hand to push forward, "Stay away from me."

Gan Qian stared at Fu Xie closely, originally it was just a joke, but when he saw Fu Xie's reddish cheeks, he suddenly didn't want to take it as a joke, he pinched Fu Xie's chin with his slender fingers, raised it slightly, Force Fuxie to look directly at himself.

Fu Xie put one hand behind his back and the other hand in front of his chest, pulling away the distance between the two of them. He didn't expect Gan Qian to make such an intimate gesture suddenly. He couldn't react for a while, and looked at Gan Qian in a daze. latent.

Looking at Fu Xie's dazed eyes, Gan Qian's heart became hot, he gritted his teeth, and kissed her fiercely.

Lips and tongues met, Fu Xie regained consciousness in an instant, and struggled violently.

Regardless of Fu Xie's struggle, Gan Qian pressed Fu Xie hard on the hospital bed, deepening the kiss continuously.

A strange feeling struck, Fu Xie felt the hairs all over his body stand on end, his brain had no time to think, it became muddled, the hand that was supposed to reason, was changed to tightly grasping Qian Qian's collar, and raised his head , eyes blurred with a strange feeling, he is like a drowning person now, he can only breathe if he clings tightly to the submerged body.

Gan Qian knew that Fu Xie was in love, and he was a little excited. Fu Xie's cold personality can only be emotional when facing someone who really has feelings, so his position in Fu Xie's heart must be special, so why do you blindly push me away?

Gan Qian didn't intend to bear it anymore, one hand slipped quietly into Fu Xie's waist along the hospital gown, and slowly stroked the soft flesh around his waist. Yes, tough without a touch of fat, which fascinates dry diving.

The slightly cool touch brought Fu Xie back to his senses in an instant, and he struggled, "Hey!"

"Don't mess around! Uh..."

"Don't touch anything, um"

"Ah, you bastard!!!"

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After the lingering rhyme, Fu Xie slowly came back to his senses, still a little dazed, he didn't have time to think too much, the severe exhaustion made him fall asleep directly.

Seeing Fuxie's breathing gradually stabilized in his arms, Qianqian was infinitely satisfied, he simply cleaned up, put one arm around Fuxie's waist, and slowly closed his eyes.Although he was worried about Fu Xie's injury and did not dare to make it to the end, he was even more convinced that Fu Xie must have him in his heart, so one day, he would finish the last step,

It was drizzling, the sky was gray, and the air was filled with the peculiar smell of soil in cemeteries. In front of a gray marble tombstone, a man in a black woolen coat was holding a black umbrella, looking at the monument with a blank expression. In the photos on the website, there is no emotion in the eyes, no sadness and no joy.

He just stood there for a long time, when suddenly he squatted down and gently wiped the photo on the tombstone with his fingers, looking at the smiling person in the gray photo, he also smiled and parted his thin lips, "I I really hate you."

Fu Xie opened his eyes suddenly, looked around with some horror in his eyes, moved his body, felt the solid arm around his waist, and then slowly came back to his senses, heaved a long sigh of relief, it turned out to be a dream, squinted Seeing the defenseless man sleeping next to him, his heart throbbed slightly, Qianqian in his dream seemed to be much older than now, and he seemed to have been lying in the cemetery for a long time...

Maybe it's bloody, but this is the truth, Fu Xie is a reborn person.In fact, sometimes he himself felt that maybe it was just a dream. In his last life, after Fu Xie saw Qian Qian by the bridge, he began to work hard, trying to make himself perfect so that he could be worthy of Qian Qian.

Although he worked very hard, but for some reason, the distance between the two of them became farther and farther. Until he was 35 years old, he was diagnosed with leukemia, and the sky collapsed in an instant. His efforts were in vain. Know that he exists, and then he will die.

He guarded this secret love, lying on the hospital bed dying with a ventilator.There is too much unwillingness in his heart, there are still many things he wants to do that he has not done, those who have helped him, he has not repaid, he has not confessed to Gan Qian, he does not want to die, not at all——At this time, A voice suddenly sounded in his ear, telling him that he could start over, provided he surrendered five years of his lifespan.

Fu Xie laughed, he was almost dead, so what was the five-year lifespan?

However, when he woke up again, he had already returned to the time when he had just finished his college entrance examination. Seeing that he had actually been resurrected, he was so excited that he couldn't be more excited, and began to work harder. In this life, he must make that person fall in love with him. ··

Later, he succeeded, but regretted it. He thought that he only lived to be 46 years old in his last life, so if everything is true, he can only live to be 41 years old in this life, that is to say, if they are together , After he left, Gan Qian would only have endless thoughts for the rest of his life. He once saw a widowed man, looking at a young man with gray temples and a dull expression. Thinking of this, he flinched.

If Gan Qian is not with him, the relationship may fade after a while, and when he leaves, Gan Qian may not be so sad.

Therefore, Fu Xie cruelly pushed Gan Qian away, making Gan Qian misunderstand that the person he liked was Wei Chengyang, and finally Gan Qian went abroad. His goal was achieved, but his heart was empty.

However, he didn't expect that things would develop into what they are now. Not only did Gan Qian not empathize with others, but he came back and did such a thing to him!

It was impossible for the two of them to be friends again, Fu Xie sighed softly, his eyes reluctantly moved away from Gan Qian's face, he got out of bed carefully, got dressed, picked up the phone, and walked to the balcony "Hey, it's me, I'm sorry to bother you, now book a ticket for me to go abroad, any country, as long as you leave here as soon as possible"

Before Fu Xie could finish speaking, he suddenly grabbed Fu Xie's wrist with one hand and pulled it up and pressed it against the wall. Gan Qian's angry voice came from his head, "Where are you going?"

Fu Xie slammed his back against the wall fiercely, his eyes were darkened, he took a breath, raised his head with difficulty, and saw Gan Qian's angry eyes, he was at a loss for words, "I...I"

Gan Qian felt bitter in his heart, if he hadn't been vigilant, when he woke up, would he have lost sight of anyone, was a little hurt, and murmured: "Why can't you try to accept me? Admit that you have no feelings for me." Is it that difficult?"

Fu Xie pursed his lips and lowered his head. He didn't know how to face Gan Qian. Hearing Gan Qian's almost pleading tone, his heart began to shake, maybe...

Gan Qian pulled Fu Xie close to his arms, wrapped his arms tightly around Fu Xie's waist, and said viciously: "Don't try to escape, even if you are tied, I will tie you by my side!! !" Although Gan Qian's words were harsh, the trembling voice still betrayed his inner anxiety.

Fu Xie's heart tightened slightly, he sighed, picked up the phone, and said to the bewildered assistant on the other end of the phone: "Sorry, I'm not leaving, you prepare the materials and have a meeting the day after tomorrow."

Gan Qian heard Fu Xie's words, let go of Fu Xie, grabbed Fu Xie's shoulders, his eyes flashed with surprise, and looked at Fu Xie, "Are you really not leaving?"

Fu Xie pushed Gan Qian away, walked back to the ward, lay on the bed, and shouted impatiently: "I don't care, anyway, I won't know anything by then."

Gan Qian followed behind Fu Xie with a smile. He didn't hear the words behind Fu Xie clearly, and he still couldn't believe it in his heart. He reconfirmed, "Are you really not leaving?"

Fu Xie buried her face in the pillow, and after a long silence, she slowly said, "You will hate me."

Gan Qian said cautiously: "Stay with me."

Fu Xie's body stiffened for a moment, "You can do whatever you want, you can do whatever you want."

Gan Qian pulled Fu Xie closer to the bad place, and said excitedly, "Thank you."

Fu Xie didn't speak, just buried his face in Gan Qian's arms.

Seeing Fu Xie's movements, the smile on Gan Qian's face gradually widened, "I will definitely make you happy."

Fu Xie showed a smile uglier than crying, "But what about your happiness? If I really die young, will you be tortured by endless thoughts, will you regret being with me? Will you hate me... Forget it, maybe after a while, you will think that we are not suitable, after all, you liked women in the last life..."