Stand at forty

Leaving Shilipo and returning to the villa, Fang Bo looked left and right at Yu Jinhuan, asking him for a long time, and didn't ask him where he had been these few days, but kept saying that he would make up for him.

Yu Jinhuan returned to his familiar home with mixed feelings.Gently touching every item here, he felt very reluctant. The past 20 years, in retrospect, seemed like a lifetime away, more like a dream, and he was finally about to wake up from the dream.

When the phone rang, he was trimming roses in the greenhouse on the roof, and accidentally pricked his finger.

"Hello?" Yu Jinhuan didn't know how to address him, and it might be inappropriate to call him Big Brother.

"Xiao Huan, brother wants to say sorry to you." Yuan Tianqing seemed to be speaking from a very high place, and his voice became very distant.

Yu Jinhuan sat on the swing chair, shook it, and said slowly: "Brother Yuan, are you saying sorry for Ah Yi?"

Yuan Tianqing didn't reply immediately, but after a pause, he said in a solemn tone: "Yes, God did something wrong, it's because we didn't manage him properly."

"Brother Yuan, can he let him say this to me in person?"

"Xiao Huan, do you think Xiao Yi really loved you?" Yuan Tianqing asked without answering his question, as if he had been thinking about it for a long time.

"Of course." Yu Jinhuan blurted out, no matter what the reason was, Yuan Tianyi came to him, but he never doubted Yuan Tianyi's love for him.

"That's good." Yuan Tianqing seemed to be cheering himself up, and then said, "Xiao Huan, I want to tell you something, you have to listen to me calmly."

Yu Jinhuan stopped talking, and listened quietly to Yuan Tianqing's story about Yuan Tianyi's childhood. Slowly, he stopped shaking the rocking chair, his heartbeat and breathing became tense, his fingers tightly grasped the phone, and his brain stopped thinking.

Is there another Yu Jinhuan in the world?

That person is the person Yuan Tianyi really loves?

That person just passed away?

For whom was he created?

The purpose of his life is to save that person?

A series of messages flicked left and right in his mind, and Yu Jinhuan suspected that he had heard it wrong.After Yuan Tianqing finished talking about the past, there was a deathly silence on the phone, and Yu Jinhuan was awakened by the pain in his palm, only to find that the nails in his clenched fist were deeply buried in the flesh.

Why is there no bleeding?Yu Jinhuan thought in a trance, it was obviously very painful, and his whole body was wrapped in a continuous pain, which gradually intensified.

"Xiao Huan, can you answer my previous question again?"

Hanging up the phone blankly, Yu Jinhuan slowly lowered his arm, and the phone slid to the ground.

He looked at his outstretched palm, the criss-crossed palm lines, foreshadowing the complexity and ups and downs of his life.None of the deep and shallow imprints he left in his life during this half of his life belonged to him.

He didn't cry, and when Yuan Tianqing finished the last sentence, the expression on his face froze, it was a kind of deep indifference, not because he looked away, but because he figured out that something he would never get, only can let go.

When the sensor light came on, Yu Jinhuan packed himself up, went downstairs with the silent expression he was used to, ate, dazed, and slept.

When he stepped into the master bedroom again, Yu Jinhuan hesitated a little. He was thinking that everything in this house was arranged by Yuan Tianyi when he was thinking about another person. The flute on the wall also belonged to that person. A person who can play the flute, on this large double bed, when Yu Jinhuan is intoxicated in the wonderful love, is Yuan Tianyi also thinking about others?

Yu Jinhuan closed his eyes and pushed open the door hard. He told himself that all of this belonged to him and was arranged by him and Yuan Tianyi together. Every item here carried his aura and symbol. , he shouldn't be afraid, nor should he be terrified, that person who doesn't exist in his memory, let alone not in this world now, will never be able to see or touch these things.

When he habitually spread out the leather book, he almost cried, but held back.

Habit is the most hurtful thing, and he has to get used to not having Yuan Tianyi's company, getting used to not maintaining the small agreement with Yuan Tianyi, since Yuan Tianyi can stay away from him, he should also be able to be alone.

But he still picked up the pen and wrote a few lines on the newly opened page: Life must be full of joy, don't let the gold bottle empty to the moon.

It is God's will to grow old, to have fun all one's life.

He grabbed the pen vigorously and drew a big fork on it so hard that the tip of the pen even scratched the paper, and then one after another, a tear finally fell on the paper, and then one after another.

"Jinhuan, I didn't expect you to agree to meet me so soon?" Dai Ansi sat opposite him, well-dressed and tender.

Yu Jinhuan just asked him: "Do you know that I'm a replicant?"

Diane nodded.

"Then can you tell me what is the relationship between that Yu Jinhuan and Shi Jiaming?"

"Jinhuan, what do you want to do?"

"What can I do? What can a person who is not recognized, a person who is not accepted by this world, do?" Yu Jin sneered and said coldly, "I just want to figure out, my absurd half life What is going on."

"Shi Jiaming is his elder brother." Dai Ansi was silent for a while, but still didn't hide it from him.

"Hehe." Yu Jinhuan raised his head, looked at Di Ansi with interest, and said in a naughty tone, "Every time I think you told the truth, I only realize afterwards that your truth is often related to the truth. It has nothing to do with reality, and it may even bias my thinking."

"You really love him very much." Finally, Yu Jinhuan came to a conclusion.

Dai Ansi's expression did not change, and he was not affected by Yu Jinhuan at all, and said lightly:

"I never denied that."

Yu Jinhuan picked up the bright red wine on the table and drank it all in one gulp.

"So, why are you looking for me?" He spoke slowly, with a slightly drawn out ending, as if he was really interested.

"I hope you can live a good life. If you need help, you can still come to me." Dai Ansi looked into his eyes and said very sincerely.

"But I don't want to be a monkey in your hands and let you play around." Yu Jinhuan sat back in the chair and relaxed his body.

"You will need me." Diane continued after thinking for a moment.

"Tell me," Yu Jinhuan sat up suddenly, leaned forward half of his body, very close to Dai Ansi, and then said softly word by word, "If I tell Shi Jiaming that the disagreement in the base is caused by you, he Brother will die because you secretly defected?"

Dai Ansi remained as motionless as a mountain, just looking at Yu Jinhuan quietly.

Yu Jinhuan suddenly felt very bored, stepped back, crossed his legs, asked the bartender for another glass of wine, and drank in small sips alone.

"The person who benefits from my actions is obviously you. Otherwise, you would never have come out, you would not have met Yuan Tianyi, and you would not exist now." Di Ansi said after a long period of contemplation.

"You really have a problem," Yu Jinhuan said with a half-smile, "but I think the facts are a little different from what you predicted, otherwise you wouldn't come to me in such a hurry. I guess the problem is What would it be in me, I thought about it all night, and only thought of a joke that can be described as a fantasy."

Yu Jinhuan took out a note from his pocket and handed it to Dai Ansi very elegantly.

After unfolding the note, the expression on Dai Ansi's face finally couldn't hold back. Every pore was filled with shock. He asked anxiously, "How do you know?"

Yu Jinhuan recalled last night's dream again. In the blurry scene, it was clearly him but not him. After waking up, he remembered everything clearly.

"I won't tell you, I just want to tell you, please don't meddle in the rest of my life, otherwise," Yu Jinhuan still smiled, but his eyes were filled with ice, "I will ruin everything , it's easy to do, you know."

"But don't worry, as long as I'm fine, I won't do this, and you, from now on, what you need to consider is how to keep other people from messing with me. Anyway, my life is enough drama, when It’s okay to end.”

After Yu Jinhuan finished speaking, he left Liu Lu.Walking on the bustling street, he just felt that all of this was unreal. Although he showed a confident look when facing Dai Ansi, in fact, he was mostly just pretending. Fortunately, he pretended very well. success.

At this time, his heart was still beating violently, and Yu Jinhuan suddenly thought of Yuan Tianyi again. The two of them are two straight lines that intersected earlier. The further they go, the further they will be away from each other. Unfortunately, they can't stay , and cannot turn back.

But he still wants to see Yuan Tianyi again, and ask him personally, what is his Yu Jinhuan all about in the past?

Walking under the oak tree again, Xu Lili was very happy to see him, and Yu Jinhuan also smiled at her.

"Boss, is everything over?" Xu Lili was still a little worried.

Yu Jinhuan shook his head, and said flatly: "But it's coming soon, I may have to leave here in the future, and I will leave it to you under the oak tree."

Xu Lili didn't say anything to persuade her to stay, but just nodded her head to assure her: "I will not disappoint the boss's expectations of me. Of course, the boss gave me a complete set of decisions, so he can't stop me from raising my salary."

Yu Jin laughed and said, "Yes, as long as there are dividends every year, you can raise your salary however you want."

"You are definitely the best boss in the world, not one of them. I have sold myself to you all my life, it just shows that I have a good vision."

Yu Jinhuan talked to her a few more words before sending her off and saying, "You should go to work."

Under the oak tree still belonged to him, thinking of this, Yu Jinhuan felt a little relieved.In fact, I thought very well before, leaving Yuan Tianyi, guarding my own small shop, and living my own life, I really didn't expect that there would be so many twists and turns later.

After returning to the villa, Fang Bo has been following Yu Jinhuan closely, always looking at him with worried and loving eyes. Yu Jinhuan couldn't bear it, so he sat on the sofa with Fang Bo and chatted.

"Does Fang Bo know?" Yu Jinhuan asked straight to the point, he knew that Fang Bo must have got some news, otherwise he wouldn't be so abnormal.

"Master Yu, Master Tianyi loves you. Although he and Master Tianqing both said that you are someone's substitute, my eyes are sharp and sharp, old man, and I can't misread love."

Yu Jinhuan knew that Fang Bo was comforting him, because he didn't want him to feel that his love and marriage were a fake game. Although he was grateful, he didn't want to hear these words either.

"Uncle Fang, why don't you say this, A Yi, he really loves me sometimes, but more often he loves others." Yu Jinhuan said lightly, this is the normal feeling that is in line with human nature. God's will will also be tempted sometimes, because he, after all, is almost exactly the same as that person.

"Oh," Fang Bo sighed, "I always hope you are well, but I never thought that Master Tianyi would be so foolish. From now on, I will be the only one guarding this house."

This is unavoidable. This villa was decided by him and Yuan Tianyi after looking at many houses. At the beginning, it was only through patchwork that the down payment was paid. If Jinzun hadn't developed well, they would have been kicked out .

Only then did he remember that he had another large sum of money.Yuan Tianyi sold the house given to him by Yuan's father and Yuan mother, and then gave all the money to himself, but he smiled and said that it was their pension money, and then deposited it in the bank for 30 years. regular.

He still remembers that scene.

In the small apartment they rented, Yuan Tianyi stood with him on the balcony.

Holding the gun in his hand, he dangled it in front of Yuan Tianyi's eyes, and said, "Ayi, this is the guarantee of our future happy life, where is it better?"

Yuan Tianyi held his arm, ignored the card, held him in his arms, and whispered in his ear: "It doesn't matter where you put it, I am the guarantee of Xiaohuan's happy life in the future. "

The author has something to say:

so sad.I don’t even know how to write the next chapter, I made myself cry…