lonely lonely

When Lu Xin opened the door, she thought she hadn't woken up.

It is not Zhuo Fan who lives on the opposite side, so it is impossible for Chen Yuyang to appear here.

Lu Xin rubbed her eyes, and when she opened them again, Chen Yuyang was still there.

"Chen Yuyang?"

Chen Yuyang laughed, "I saw you reacting for so long and thought you forgot my name."

"Really you?"

"Well, it's me."

Lu Xin was stunned at the door, staring at Chen Yuyang in a daze.

"Don't invite me in?"

"What are you doing here?"

"Looking for you." A concise and clear answer.

"What are you looking for me for?"

"Xiao Xin, who is it?" Grandma Lu Xin walked out, "Are you ordering newspapers?"

Chen Yuyang felt a little amused that he was mistaken for subscribing to the newspaper, and greeted him politely: "Grandma, I am a former classmate of Lu Xin, and I will come and see him before school starts."

"Oh, classmate, come in quickly, Xiaoxin has never been out of the house when he's bored at home, it's great that you come to accompany him." Grandma Lu Xin invited Chen Yuyang in enthusiastically, and asked: "One Someone came?"

Chen Yuyang nodded, "Well, I came here by train."

"When to go back?"

"I didn't think so."

"Then stay here for a few more days, it's rare that Xiao Xin has a classmate to visit him."

"it is good."

Lu Xin stood aside and didn't interrupt. Seeing grandma struggling to buy more vegetables, she said, "Grandma, don't go out because it's hot today. I'll go."

Chen Yuyang was quite tired just after getting off the train, but he immediately accepted Lu Xin's words, "Let me go with Lu Xin."

The two went out and walked side by side, both silent.

Arriving at a nearby vegetable market, Lu Xin asked, "What do you want for dinner?"

Chen Yuyang didn't have much appetite, so he said, "Whatever."

Lu Xin didn't continue to ask. After thinking for a while, she decided to buy some vegetables and shrimps.It was very incongruous for two people who looked like high school students to appear in the vegetable market. The aunt who sold the vegetables asked, "Both brothers are here to buy vegetables? Whose children are so good."

Chen Yuyang naturally put Lu Xin's shoulders on his shoulders, and said with a smile, "I'm an older brother."

Lu Xin took the food and gave the change without denying or admitting it.

Walking back the same way, he started talking more, Chen Yuyang asked: "The school has been transferred to this side, won't you go back?"

"Well, it's not far from here. You don't need to catch a car or the subway, just walk there. It's very convenient."

"Is it okay to live with grandparents?"

"pretty good."

"Zhao Cheng asked me to bring you a message, he misses you very much."

"You help me tell him that I miss him too."

"Lu Xin."

"Ok?"

"I miss you too."

Lu Xin froze for a moment, and said, "Me too."

These words were beyond Chen Yuyang's expectation, "I thought you would avoid my words."

This time Lu Xin really didn't speak.

After resting at home for a while, Lu Xin got busy in the kitchen.Chen Yuyang couldn't help much, so he could only watch from the sidelines, but Chen Yuyang hadn't seen Lu Xin for a long time, so it was quite enjoyable to watch.Lu Xin was not used to being stared at, so she said, "Can you stop looking at me?"

"Let me see more."

"It's not like I can't see it anymore."

"Why not? After I leave in a few days, I won't be able to see you anymore."

"There is always a chance to see you again."

"It's hard. You and I may not be in the same place after we go to college."

Lu Xin washed the dishes in her hands, but did not answer.

"Lu Xin."

Here it is again, every time Chen Yuyang calls Lu Xin's name with this tone, he must have something to say.

Lu Xin nodded.

"You... still don't trust me?"

Lu Xin changed the subject, "How did you find this?"

The sink is facing the window, and now you can see the orange sunset in the distance, and the warm golden light dazzles Chen Yuyang's smiling face.Lu Xin was stunned for a moment, that's right, when he thought of Chen Yuyang on the train, he smiled softly, exactly the same.Chen Yuyang said, "We will be in the third year of high school when school starts, and I won't be able to come to you when I have the time. I think you are going crazy thinking about you all summer, and I am not willing to see you."

Lu Xin listened quietly.

"I really don't know what to say about you. You left without even saying hello. What do I think? What does Zhao Cheng think? Even if you want to hide from me, Zhao Cheng is your friend. What! Do you understand loyalty, you!"

Lu Xin pursed her lips, "I don't have the address of Zhao Cheng's house, and I plan to write to him after school starts."

"What about me?" Chen Yuyang asked, "Do you have any plans to say anything to me?"

"I... can't tell you."

"So don't say anything? You are really straightforward."

Lu Xin lowered her head and said, "I'm sorry."

"Who wants you to be sorry? Do you know how long it took Zhuo Fan to give me the address, and you didn't even give it to me? I'm going to be so mad at you. I also thought that we should separate like this Yes, I can always forget you after a long time. But I can't rest assured, I can't help but wonder if you will have such a stubborn temper when you arrive at the new school, and you will pretend to be arrogant when you are bullied. You deserve to be alone and ignored. You said, apart from Zhao Cheng, I’m the only one who treats you well? But you still don’t want me, I’m not good enough for you. I’m so handsome, so I’ve treated you badly Well, if you don’t believe me, then tell me, how can I make you believe me? A few days ago I ran into Mo Ziye again, and he said that I can’t give you a sense of security. It's very unreliable, don't say that you think the same way, it's just unreasonable! You have to know, how determined I am to come here, I don't have the courage to try this kind of love at any cost, Mo Ziye dumped me It's enough to hurt your heart once, and I'm also afraid that one day you will leave me, and I will get hurt too, damn it, but in the end you really left, and you said you couldn't trust me, and I still can't trust you!"

Chen Yuyang babbled a lot, and was so indignant that he wished he could eat Lu Xin.

In the next second, Lu Xin put her lips on it.Chen Yuyang's eyes widened and he couldn't believe it, but the soft tongue came in, and the feeling was real and strong. Chen Yuyang quickly entered the state and kissed back.Kissing on fire and still unwilling to leave, the sound of footsteps outside the kitchen approached, Lu Xin pushed Chen Yuyang away, and calmly continued to wash the vegetables.

The person who came was Lu Xin's grandfather, and he said with a smile, "I heard that there are guests."

Lu Xin pointed at Chen Yuyang, "It's my classmate." She blinked her black and white eyes, completely unable to see that she had done something bad just now.Chen Yuyang blushed, and said unnaturally: "I'm sorry to disturb you."

Grandpa Lu Xin laughed heartily, "Where is it, this kid Lu Xin doesn't like to talk, I'm afraid he'll be bored, so it's just right that you're here."

Then we chatted for a few more words, and when Grandpa Lu Xin left, Chen Yuyang muttered: "Lu Xin, you can pretend, you are not talkative, you used to yell at me in school , don't talk too much."

Lu Xin washed the dishes, "If you don't like it, just get lost."

...It was fine just now, why did you lose your temper again?Chen Yuyang was helpless, "I'll take a nap on the sofa, I'm too tired to catch the train."

Lu Xin asked: "Do you not like the taste of ginger? Then I won't put it in when I cook."

Chen Yuyang was stunned, "How do you know?"

"On Zhao Cheng's birthday, I saw that you picked out all the ginger slices when you were eating."

Chen Yuyang's eyes swam to the ceiling, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl up, "Well, it's not too annoying, it doesn't matter, haha."

"Oh, then I'll let it go a little bit."

"and many more!"

"what happened?"

"Don't let it go."

"..."