lonely lonely

The play lasted for a whole month.

Yang Fei ate her lunch without a chopstick, and complained to Zhao Cheng: "The two of them are too slow to warm up, right? They really can't hold back, it's been almost a month!"

Zhao Cheng took a bite, "What are you in a hurry for?"

Yang Fei poked the food hard with her chopsticks, "You are simply wasting my good time."

Zhao Cheng chewed his rice and looked calm, "I said before that I will definitely return your favor."

"That's good, you promise with your body!"

"...As a girl, please have a little girlish reserve." Zhao Cheng choked, "Fortunately, you didn't agree when chasing you before, it's dangerous."

Yang Fei was thinking about ideas and didn't pay attention to listen, so she said suddenly, "Why don't you do this!"

Zhao Cheng asked: "How?"

"Trick Lu Xin and Chen Yuyang into a small dark room and shut them up for a day, and the relationship will naturally heat up!"

Swallowing, Zhao Cheng secretly glanced at the excited Yang Fei, thinking that women are so scary.

"Is this a good idea?"

Zhao Cheng pretended to bend over to tie his shoelaces, "Ah, did you say anything just now?"

"Bastard, you are perfunctory..." The beautiful girl was angry, her eyes widened and she was about to bicker, but in a blink of an eye, she had put on a sweet smile, she blinked at Zhao Cheng, and said, "Xiaocheng, come together when you are free." Let's go to the movies."

The change is so fast, Yang Fei, you will become an actor in the future... Zhao Cheng turned around and saw Chen Yuyang and a few students from his class sitting down in the empty seats behind them.

Zhao Cheng immediately said tenderly: "Okay, I promise you whatever you say." Then he waved to Chen Yuyang as if nothing had happened.

Chen Yuyang nodded expressionlessly.Several other students laughed, "Zhao Cheng, you want to go to the movies with your girlfriend, do you want to take us?"

Zhao Cheng happily replied no, no, no.Walked over while talking, sat next to Chen Yuyang, and said casually, "I haven't played with you for a while."

"Who doesn't know that you are busy, Chen Yuyang will understand, haha." The others all seemed to understand.

Chen Yuyang was silent while eating.

Over there Yang Fei was shouting, "Xiaocheng, buy me a glass of juice."

This woman took the opportunity to use me as a coolie and used it really well.Zhao Cheng stood up, when Chen Yuyang stopped him, "Let's play ball after school."

Zhao Cheng was startled, and smiled, "No problem."

After buying the juice, Yang Fei walked out of the cafeteria intimately. Yang Fei ordered, "Open an umbrella." Zhao Cheng hurriedly opened the umbrella to shade the beautiful girl. The beautiful girl drank the ice juice and said, "If Chen Yuyang If you don’t open your mouth today, you can open it, and if you drag it on, you will graduate.”

There was no coolness under the scorching sun, and Yang Fei was still talking non-stop. The water droplets on the juice cans fell to the ground, leaving marks one by one, which were quickly evaporated.Looking at these deep and shallow dots, Zhao Cheng felt an unspeakable melancholy, unable to tell whether it was happiness or sadness.

When he came to the basketball court, Chen Yuyang was already waiting there, sitting on the steps with a basketball in his arms, in a daze.Seeing Zhao Cheng coming, Chen Yuyang stood up and passed the ball to him, Zhao Cheng caught it, without any verbal conversation, the game started directly.

In the past, when two people played, the default method was to be 6 goals ahead of the other.Chen Yuyang always had the upper hand. When he scored the fifth goal, Zhao Cheng said, "I admit defeat."

Chen Yuyang said silently, "It's not over yet."

"There's no need to compare, I lost."

"you let me?"

Zhao Cheng took a sip of mineral water, "I tried my best, this is not letting."

"Can……"

"The result has already been decided." Zhao Cheng said, "It's rare for me to beat you, and it's the same this time."

Chen Yuyang picked up the basketball and held it in his hands without speaking.

Zhao Cheng said: "Chen Yuyang, I know you like Lu Xin."

Speaking straight to the point, Chen Yuyang didn't even have the room to pretend to be stupid, "Lu Xin and I won't be together."

"why not?"

Chen Yuyang was unable to answer this question.

"why not?"

Facing Zhao Cheng's aggressive questions, Chen Yuyang still had nothing to answer.

"Chen Yuyang, since you have the guts to confess to Lu Xin, why don't you dare to be with him?"

"Don't think that I don't know what you said to Lu Xin behind my back. I hate you to death."

"You have already taken away the person I like, so take care of him for me!"

"It's all over, don't pretend to be a good friend anymore, I, Zhao Cheng, will hate you for the rest of my life!"

A heart full of guilt is useless, the injury is inevitable, Chen Yuyang can only say: "I'm sorry."

But this sentence is also useless.Zhao Cheng said, "These three words are useless to me."

Chen Yuyang moved his lips, unable to make a sound.

Zhao Cheng continued: "Without Yang Fei, I really don't know how to face you today. Fortunately, I don't like Lu Xin anymore, so you don't have to feel sorry for me. Speaking of which, I would also like to thank you for stopping me , let me realize that I really like girls better."

Chen Yuyang was stunned, "You...you...and Yang Fei, is it true?"

Zhao Cheng puffed up his cheeks and snorted, "Otherwise? I won't be like you. I won't give up like you." Then he said, "Okay, you don't have to be so serious. I just finished cursing. It's okay. It's okay. I see you are scared." After speaking, he laughed, his eyes curved into an arc.

"You're not mad at me?"

"It happened hundreds of years ago, how can I hold grudges so much? Besides, I like Yang Fei very much now. I was rejected by her before, and now it's too late to celebrate after chasing her again. Next time I have time, I will call Lu Xin. I will be alone." I invite you to eat."

"Zhao Cheng..."

"Can you stop calling me in such a nasty tone... Lu Xin is someone I once liked very much, please take care of him for me."

Chen Yuyang lost his mind for a moment and said, "I can't."

"Hey, hey, I can see that Lu Xin likes you too, don't you feel lonely when you like it so much but are not together?"

Lonely...why not?When the wind blows, when it rains, when it clears up, every minute and every second, as long as I think of Lu Xin, what is that feeling but loneliness?

"I heard about your agreement that day. What is that? Are you pitying me? Don't make up your own mind. The reason why I was so depressed on my birthday was because of Yang Fei. It has nothing to do with Lu Xin."

"Remember what I said? I said that for Lu Xin, I feel at ease seeing him by my side. Really, I'm very happy that you and him can accompany me. "

"You have to know how difficult it is for two people to like each other, yet you still don't know how to cherish it!" Zhao Cheng thought of Mo Ziye, and quoted his words, "You just don't know how to protect others, you do this , not only hurt Lu Xin, but also hurt me, and I will feel guilty too! Lu Xin rejecting you is just a kind of self-protection, if you really like him, don’t give up! Chen Yuyang, if you miss it, you just wait Regret it forever!"

Zhao Cheng kept talking, talking louder and louder.

Eyelash trembling nervously when kissing him, stubbornness when quarreling, pale side face when sad...Lu Xin smiled when she was crying, when she was scared, when she was brave, when she said we don't want to meet again, when she was sad... ...can't forget it all.

Even if we don't meet each other, I still think about it, I can't help it, and the thought becomes more lonely and stronger.

Chen Yuyang's wavering couldn't be more obvious, Zhao Cheng said: "If you hesitate any longer, Lu Xin might really forget you."

This sentence awakened Chen Yuyang, "I don't want him to forget me..."

Zhao Cheng groaned, "Too bad, I have to help Yang Fei to buy juice, the strawberry flavored ones are sold out at school, girls just like to choose, there is no way, I promised to bring it to her tomorrow, then I will go first, bye. "

He talked non-stop, and when he turned around, the tears that he was desperately holding back flowed down instantly, like the drops of water on those juice cans, which fell to the ground and evaporated quickly to disappear.

"Zhao Cheng, thank you." Chen Yuyang shouted.

Fearing that his voice would change, Zhao Cheng made a cheering gesture with his back to Chen Yuyang silently, and ran away recklessly, pretending to rush to buy juice.

The lonely boy cried all the way without disappointment, and the tears fell all the way, dripping drop by drop in this hot season, no one knows.

The author has something to say: Alright, Xiao Zhao can take a break first...