Peaceful year after year

Gu Ning watched from the side, wanted to speak but couldn't say anything.With someone around, he couldn't even give Wang Xiaonian a comforting hug in an open and aboveboard manner.After hesitating for a while, he finally walked over.

"Brother, don't worry, there is still a way. I..." Before he finished speaking, Wang Xiaonian suddenly looked back at him with an extremely complicated look.

For some reason, Gu Ning had a bad premonition in his heart, and secretly calmed down, no, is there anything worse than now.

Wang Xiaonian turned his head and looked at his mother's gray hair. He was so beautiful before, and it would take a long time to sigh for an extra white hair, but now he seems to be more than 10 years old, and his whole spirit seems to be with his father Fall down in general.

"Mom, there is still a way, really there is a way, don't cry, Dad will be fine." Holding his fucking face, he tried to give her a firm smile.

It's just that this smile is erratic and bitter, it can't comfort others and it hurts people's hearts.

"Xiao Nian, we are dying, let's go home. Your father won't blame us, we did our best, well, let's go home, I want to go home." Mother Wang cried like a child, but no one Comfort caters to her.

Wang Xiaonian didn't know how to get out of the house, it seemed that someone was calling him, but he ignored it and just kept running forward.I ran to a place where no one was around, took out the crumpled business card, finally identified the number on it and pressed it one by one, but my hands kept shaking, and I pressed the wrong number several times in the middle.

He couldn't help cursing himself for not living up to expectations, and couldn't even press a mobile phone number.How to be a trustworthy person in this way, how to be someone else's son, how to be someone else's big brother.

After finally typing out, talking a lot upside down, he finally expressed his meaning clearly.

The bewildered brain saw the old man suddenly sober again, yes, this is an opportunity.

"Is the deal you said that day still worth it?"

It's really cold in winter, even if the warm wind is turned on, it seems that his body can't be warmed, and he keeps shaking.

Chairman Shen took a sip of tea, moistened his throat, and glanced at him.

"Calculate."

I secretly pinched myself, don't be afraid, don't be afraid.This is an opportunity, an opportunity.If there is a mirror, he can see how painful and haggard the expression on his face is.

"I... I think Gu Ning should go home with you, at least you will give him the best chance, a good stage."

It's really hypocritical, he was about to vomit, he just felt a churning in his stomach, as if he would vomit out any more words, it was disgusting, so disgusting that his stomach hurt.

"Why, he's worth 100 million now." The old man sneered, "It's really cheap."

Wang Xiaonian's body swayed, his face turned pale, his knuckles were gripped so hard that they turned blue, as if he was about to fall down in a second.

"You said, 100 million, I want to see the money immediately."

Staring at the ground blankly, the wound in his heart deepened every time he said a word, until it was dripping with blood.

"Conditions, Gu Ning has nothing to do with you in the future, and it has nothing to do with you. You know how to do it." The old man's words are like knives, piercing the heart.

As he spoke, a person came forward with a document, still the elite man, with a malicious smile on his lips.

"Sign it, sign it, and the money will be in your hand."

Wang Xiaonian signed it almost tremblingly, so he didn't see that in the document, everything stated by Party A was true.

"The money will arrive immediately, and your father will be saved."

What he said was vaguely wrong, but Wang Xiaonian couldn't think any more, his head was as muddled as if it had followed the paste.Until he came out of the hotel, he looked miserable with his body erratic and his face pale.

After stopping a taxi, the master called Wang Xiaonian several times before he recovered.

"Where are you going?" The master became impatient, but seeing the young man's distraught look, it was not good to say more, it was bad luck for the daughter-in-law to run away with someone.

"...go to the hospital."

"Brother Xiaonian, I like you."

"Brother, you won't abandon me. You won't be like her and leave without saying a word someday. "

The young man's face was calm, but his eyes carried a hint of cuteness and pretended deepness that belonged to children.Why pretend to be so calm, just say it when you are afraid.Who am I, I, Wang Xiaonian, will be that kind of person.

"No, don't worry, I definitely won't."

"Brother, let's be together."

The young man raised a beautiful smile, and his handsome and delicate face looked extraordinarily warm under the winter sun.

"Well, okay, don't regret it."

Surrounded by such smiles, it feels like a crime not to answer, probably he also likes this child very much.

The boy's eyes widened, as if he couldn't believe it, he yanked Wang Xiaonian away, blinked hard at him, then hugged him and rubbed him hard, like a big cat.

"Hey, it's here, don't sleep." The master urged.

"It's here, so fast." Wang Xiaonian rubbed his eyes, even refusing to let him finish his dream.

The master rolled his eyes at him, wondering how slow he wanted him to drive for a journey of less than half an hour.

There was a tumbling stomach, and after paying the bill with a pale face, when the wind blew when I got out of the car, I felt like I was about to stop eating.I couldn't make it to the bathroom to vomit again, so I had to vomit next to the trash can, and I had to accept the contemptuous eyes of passers-by.But in fact, he didn't eat anything these days, and he couldn't vomit anything.It's just nausea, nausea ten times worse than motion sickness, a sense of closeness that is almost breathless, and that kind of frustrating and hateful helplessness.

Wang Xiaonian sat on the ground slumped, thin and unshaven. If his clothes were not clean, he would probably be considered a homeless man. Even now, he is not much better than a homeless man. At most, his clothes should be cleaner.

The phone rang again persistently, and he insisted on setting that special ringtone, saying that he wanted to know immediately that it was him calling.

"Hey, brother, where are you, auntie fainted." Gu Ning's eager voice came.It's like a chain reaction, bad things come one after another.

With a pale face, he was stunned for a while, and then said blankly, "How is it now, have you woke up?"

"I'm awake now, and I'm resting. Come back quickly."

"I'm in the hospital, I'll go back." After speaking, he hung up the phone immediately.

I didn't dare to listen to him say one more word, for fear that if I said one more sentence, he would regret it, and was afraid of seeing the disappointed look in the child's eyes.

Wang Xiaonian held the phone tightly, his body trembling uncontrollably.

Betrayed by someone he trusted, he turned around and betrayed others.When I think that Gu Ning will hate him, maybe I will never see him, talk to him in this life, and stop calling him brother gently, my heart is pulled back and forth like a blunt knife, it hurts, it really hurts.

Walking into the hospital and looking at him lying on the hospital bed from a distance through the glass, surrounded by various instruments, it was those things that kept his father alive. If there was no money, his father would not even be able to breathe soon.

I heard from the doctor that his father was very hungry. He didn’t eat, and he couldn’t eat. He could only starve and live on various nutrient solutions.

Just like a child, I like to eat delicious food, and I can eat porridge and steamed buns for a month, but I just want to save some money and give my children some good food.I didn't know what to look good in new clothes and pants, so I followed the clerk's recommendation and bought a bunch of expensive and outdated clothes, but my mother asked us to cooperate to pretend that we liked it very much.

It's really ugly, even rough men like him who don't mind wearing clothes don't think it looks good, red and green.He took it out with anticipation, how could it be said to be ugly.

"It's so pitiful, crying like this." The new nurse sighed, and the circles of her eyes couldn't help turning red.

"There are so many poor people, and I don't know how many times I will see them in the future." The experienced nurse said calmly.

Wang Xiaonian squatted by the wall, hugging his legs, crying like a child.

for a long time.

"Hey, crying like this, you are still the Wang Xiaonian I know." A voice sounded softly.

Wang Zihan squatted on the ground like him, trying to reach out for a cigarette, but suddenly remembered that this is a hospital and smoking is not allowed.He had no choice but to sigh, took out a lollipop to eat, and stuffed one for Wang Xiaonian by the way.

As soon as he looked up, he saw Wang Zihan with a bruised nose and a swollen face. He was a little surprised.

"What's wrong with you." His voice was hoarse, like a broken bellows.

"Oh, I was beaten." Wang Zihan shrugged indifferently. "I sold the car my father gave me, and it's still worth tens of thousands of yuan." He said and took out an envelope. "There is not much in it, and there is a little more money in the card, but it can be used for emergencies anyway."

Looking at the envelope, Wang Xiaonian remained silent.

"Thank you." After taking the envelope, they didn't need to say much between them.

Wang Zihan waved his hand and said nonchalantly, "Anyway, my money will not be mine in the future."

The sugar in his mouth was so sweet and greasy, but it gave him a little comfort at the moment, at least it wasn't all bitter.

"Do me a favor, Zihan."

"how?"

Wang Xiaonian leaned over and said a few words softly.Suddenly, Wang Zihan was terrified like seeing a ghost.

"Are you sure you want to do this, normal people can see the problem, okay? Tell him directly, he will understand, why use such a method, it is too cruel to him."

Wang Xiaonian shook his head, not wanting to say anything more.

Seeing his exhausted appearance, Wang Zihan didn't say any more, sighed, and didn't plan to persuade him anymore, he couldn't figure it out himself, what right did he have to meddle in other people's affairs.

Leave the hospital and go back to the rental house.

The rental house was still in a mess, but there was less crying and cursing, and it looked eerily quiet.

"Brother, you're back." Gu Ning stood at the door and greeted Wang Xiaonian as soon as he saw him.

Seeing Gu Ning, his firm heart almost collapsed again, so he had to look away and force himself not to look at him again.

Wang Xiaonian's indifferent reaction made Gu Ning a little confused.

Maybe I'm just too tired, didn't see it, didn't think much about it.Gu Ning warned himself.

However, when he saw Wang Zihan behind Wang Xiaonian and their holding hands, Gu Ning was stunned.After entering the door, although the two quickly let go, he still saw it.

Wang Xiaonian walked past him and walked towards his mother.He didn't even give Gu Ning a look.

Walking into the bedroom, Wang Chuyi was lying on the bedside, his eyes were red and swollen like peaches, and a frightened expression flashed across his face from time to time.

"How's Mom?" Wang Xiaonian squatted beside him, patted his back and asked softly.

"Brother, I'm so scared. Don't leave, Mom will faint when you leave." Hearing his brother's voice, Wang Chuyi clung to his brother's arm tightly, twitching, as if he had caught driftwood. Let's talk about it.

Reaching out to touch his hair, it was soft, just like a little girl's hair.Gu Ning's hair looks soft, but it is actually tough and hard to the touch.

"You are a man, don't be afraid, take good care of your mother, and soon your father will be able to go home, and you will have to take the responsibility of taking good care of them, you know?"

"What about you, bro."

"Me, I'm going to earn money, otherwise how would you go to school." Wang Xiaonian smiled.

"Brother, you laugh so sadly, don't laugh if you don't want to laugh."

Wang Xiaonian was taken aback for a moment, then nodded slightly.

"kindness"