you are my little world

It took Eric a lot of effort to carry Xia Yige into this never-before-seen house. Judging from the layout, it was really deserted, with no life atmosphere except for the fixed furniture, but it seemed that someone came to clean it regularly , so it was clean as new.

Xia Yige smelled of alcohol, even if it was someone else's house, Eric couldn't just throw him on the bed without conscience.

Well, throw it in the bathroom then.

In order to prevent Xia Yige from drowning himself in the bathtub, Eric sat on the side and played with his mobile phone through the curtain.Xia Yige soaked in the water, and didn't intend to take a bath, but leaned against the wall of the pool and said to himself: "Brother, why don't you play with me? My brother is obviously so smart and can do everything well, but he just doesn't bother to deal with me .”

This guy's feelings for his brother are very delicate.

Eric said casually: "Smart people spend all their energy on what he thinks is worth it. Why are you so obsessed with your brother? As far as I know, your mother is different, what is this called... oh, the same father Half-mother, he came out to study when you were in elementary school, so how can you have any feelings for him?"

Xia Yige didn't speak, and occasionally there was the dull sound of water coming from the curtain. Seeing his head drooping, Eric couldn't help laughing.He told a child what to do, maybe the other party was already sleepy.

"My mother said that she wanted me to be better than my brother." Xia Yige's voice suddenly stabilized, and he was no longer in a daze like before. "She thought I didn't know, but I knew everything. Father and brother's mother When they were young, they succeeded in starting a business together, but at the peak of their careers, he abandoned his poor wife and found my young and beautiful mother. My mother and Aunt Bai are completely different women. Everyone will change their minds after success, except my brother."

Eric couldn't help reminding him: "You are also a man, why does your tone sound like a resentful woman."

"But she is my mother after all." Xia Yige whispered, "Even if I know that she has ruined other people's marriages, she is still my mother. I worked very hard and wanted to be as good as my brother, but I am not smart and I have to pay a lot It takes a lot of hard work.”

"After my brother was recommended, my father liked him even more. My mother forced me to take No.1. I was so sad. Why did I have to live in the shadow of others? So I ran away from home, and I went to see what happened to my brother. What is it like--"

"But your brother mentioned that you hate him very much. You said that he is a child without a father." Eric put down the phone.

"Ah, that should be when I was very young. I learned the curse words from the children in the neighbor's house. Children have a great forgetfulness. After I went to school, I couldn't remember my brother's appearance, and he didn't come to see me." When he said this, he felt a little aggrieved, "I can only sneak to where my brother lives, but he heard the nanny say that I came to look for him, and he didn't even see him."

Recalling the adventure of "running away from home" when he was in elementary school, some fragments are still imprinted in his mind.He remembered that Auntie Li, the nanny, brought him snacks and drinks to comfort him, but he couldn't eat any more. He just wanted to go upstairs to meet his brother and see what a good person looks like.

After a while, Xia Yihang came downstairs and asked blankly, "Why are you still here?"

"Brother..." He was at a loss, facing such calm and emotionless eyes, he subconsciously felt cold all over, and walked out in a daze.Is this the case for all smart people?My mother said to be like my brother, but what is so good about my brother, he is cold and like a robot.He doesn't want to become a robot, but if he doesn't become like his brother, neither mother nor father will like him...

While in a daze, Xia Yige saw a boy in Daqiu who was still wearing short-sleeved shorts happily walking towards the direction he came out from.He stopped, and suddenly found that his brother was standing at the door, but he was not watching him, but looking at the bouncing boy.

"Why are you wearing so little? Isn't it cold?" Xia Yihang took off his jacket and put it on the boy without saying a word. The number of people played a table tennis team battle! Brother, you always play badminton, so how are you playing table tennis, how about we try someday?"

elder brother?

Xia Yige couldn't remember what Xia Yihang's expression was when he called him brother. No matter what, it definitely wouldn't be like now, with his hands stroking the man's sweaty cheeks, his face was straight, but the love in his voice seemed to overflow He said softly, "Okay, let's talk about it next time. Go take a shower first."

Xia Yige saw his brother take the young man's hand into the house very naturally, and didn't pay attention to his little brother at all.But the person who didn't know anything turned around and asked, "Who is that kid standing outside? He seems to be looking at you."

"I don't know, let's go."

That was the scene that Xia Yige didn't want to recall the most in his life, but it happened to be one of the most impressive scenes.

Later, when the news of Xia Yihang's coming out came home, his mother was overjoyed like a victorious general. She put her arms around him and said, "Your brother will take care of himself, so what if he is recommended to be with B, so stubborn to be nice to a man, Your father won't give him the company, Xiao Ge, now my mother can feel proud..."

Xia Yige felt that there was nothing to gloat about, he vaguely felt that his indifferent brother didn't care about it at all.Two years later, my father happily said that my brother finally broke up with that boy, and my mother was nervous again, until my brother said that he would go abroad to study medicine, and the family was in a panic.

Xia Yige, who went to middle school, gradually became sensible, and felt that his parents' behavior was very ridiculous.Not to mention whether my brother should take care of them or not, even if they wanted to transfer the company's equity to my brother, I'm afraid he wouldn't want it either.

Once he has seen Xia Yihang's attitude towards the people he cares about, and after a few encounters that were not pleasant, Xia Yige will be more sure that his brother doesn't care about things his parents care about.

Time has passed so long, Xia Yige almost thought that the gentleness he saw in front of the small villa back then was all an illusion created by him, and the brother in reality is clearly the most regular robot mode for everyone.It wasn't until after the college entrance examination that he stayed up all night studying that the results finally appeared. His mother, out of some mentality, suggested that he go to the United States to visit his brother, and his father was happy to see the result.

Because Xia Yihang's cold attitude was too irritating, he didn't even dare to call his brother when he arrived in Baltimore. Instead, he followed the address one by one to look for it, and finally arrived at the house that his brother rented nearby when he was an intern in the hospital.

He waited at the door all night, and he didn't see his brother back from the night duty until early the next morning.

Xia Yihang was very tired, after opening the door and told him not to move anything, he fell asleep.Xia Yige stood in front of a room full of portraits, suffocated to the point of not daring to move.He knows this person.

That day, Xia Yige quietly pushed open the door of his brother's room, and looked through all the photos in the room with complicated emotions.He had to admit that this person's smile really gave people a feeling of spring breeze.

He looked at it so seriously that he forgot the time.

When Xia Yihang woke up, he didn't notice his younger brother who was squatting on the ground. Before he woke up, he smiled at Nuo Miyao, who was smiling with eight teeth showing, "Good afternoon, Ayao."

Xia Yige's whole body trembled, and he squatted stiffly on the spot, not knowing what to do.

But Xia Yihang still found him, and the temperature of his voice dropped suddenly: "What are you doing in my bedroom?"

He murmured softly, "I'm just looking at it..."

"go out."

The still cold words caused Xia Yige to explode in an instant, stood up and shouted: "Is there any difference whether you can go out or not? Anyway, this person is in the whole house! Brother, you are so pitiful. I heard from my parents that he didn't want it." You. You are the only one who still thinks about him, sure, he might have been married long ago!"

To his surprise, Xia Yihang didn't reprimand him, nor was he angry, but propped his forehead wearily, and said, "Go out, I want to rest."

When Xia Yige closed the door, he looked back and saw his brother was still looking at the photo on the opposite wall, as if he was in another dimension.

Later, Xia Yige tore down a photo in the living room as if venting his anger. It was the man holding a football and making faces at the camera.Looking at a small piece of the wall that was suddenly vacant, he said bitterly: "I hate you, why, why do you—"

The words stopped abruptly, and Xia Yige suddenly realized why he hated him.It's jealousy. Jealousy of the brother who is excellent but lacks affection in the eyes of his parents is different to him. Jealousy that someone can love him for so many years as before, those pure and sincere loves that he can't get.

He glued the photo back angrily, and took two more shots.

"I dislike him!"

"You are jealous of him." Eric turned off the water, waited for the water in the bathtub to slowly drain, and then threw the spare bathrobe next to him, "I said, your brother doesn't owe you anything, why do you have to ask him It's too unrealistic to treat you like you did to Nuomi Yao."

"I didn't ask for it." Xia Yige put on his bathrobe, stepped out of the bathtub rubbing his sore forehead, "I might just like, like..."

"You like your brother? Stop joking." Eric sneered, "You just like the way he loves Nuomi Yao."

Xia Yige was taken aback, and wrapped his bathrobe tightly around his trembling body.

Eric reluctantly pulled him away.What a child who lacks love, what's the point of admiring that kind of love, there are so many kinds of emotions in this world, not everyone is as rock-solid as Xia Yihang.