you are my little world

Xia Yihang gave Eric a key, and said calmly: "Two streets away from here, there is another house under my name. You take Xia Yige there, live there tonight, and I will pick you up tomorrow morning with your luggage You go to the airport. Sorry."

Eric saw that it was rare for him to be able to calm down, so he kindly helped Xia Yige, who was still humming, to take the elevator down.

Nuomi Yao has gone through various interviews, but she has never been so nervous when stepping into a room.Fortunately, this apartment is not directly repaired by the elevator to enter the room, so it can give him a little buffer time.

The moment the door was pushed open, he finally understood what Eric meant by intensive phobia. To a certain extent, Brother Xia's ability to persist in this house is also a kind of skill.Even he himself, looking at these densely packed photos of himself all day long, will feel aesthetically tired.

"Just...why don't you post a few big ones, but paste it like this? What a lot of effort!"

Xia Yihang was taken aback, but he didn't expect this to be the first question he asked.After a few seconds of silence, he said, "No matter what expression you have, I want to see you."

Nuomi Yao carefully looked at the photos hanging on the nearest few walls, but they were expressionless, smiling, frowning, and curled lips, not rich enough to cover every wall and ceiling in this large flat .But at this moment, he didn't dare to say a word that would make Xia Yihang mistakenly think that he hated the layout of the room, on the contrary, he had to make him feel that it was not something to hide.

"This suite is in the same style as your study in City C." He described it objectively without criticism, and then smiled, "I said, why don't you remove a wall and replace it with your photo? Let me daydream about it too."

Xia Yihang frowned, "The real person is right in front of you, why do you still need to daydream about the photos?"

Nuomi raised his hand to hold his face, and said seriously: "Yes, the real person is right in front of you, if you hide my photo like this, I will be jealous."

Xia Yihang, who just didn't understand it, suddenly understood his intentions, which couldn't be more obvious, just like what Nuomi Yao usually said, "I don't want you to be unhappy".

He pondered for a moment and said, "Come with me."

Nuomi felt very strange when he saw him leading her to the kitchen.Xia Yihang stroked the rows of cabinets, opened one of them, and motioned for him to see it.There are rows of knives and forks inside, and if you look closely, even the styles are exactly the same.

Nomi could not help but feel confused.According to Xia Yige's drunken talk in the car, he was already mentally prepared to see a pile of used items, but the many knives and forks in front of him obviously couldn't be his usual use.To collect, there should be so many chopsticks!

"Do you remember the year you went to Spain?"

"Ah, that year." Of course, Nuomi Yao will never forget that it was a post-doctoral study abroad program he participated in, and he specially applied for the Pompeu Fabra University in Spain. He was able to complete the project by the way, so he had a very impressive year.

Xia Yihang closed the cabinet and said: "That year I just started my internship at Johns Hopkins Hospital, and finally applied for a cooperative medical project, and went to Spain with the director."

It's not that he doesn't know about Nuo Miyao's news at all. He deleted friends from various social platforms just to prevent him from surrendering immediately once Nuo Miyao contacts him.As a science student who not only studies biology and medicine, it is not difficult to know what Nomi Yao has been up to recently in the Internet age.

After arriving in Barcelona, ​​he spent two weeks figuring out a restaurant that Nomi Yao likes to go to, and then decisively talked with the boss to make an investment.Every weekend, Nuomi Yao will go to the Camp Nou to watch the football. If he is not busy, he will take the high-speed train to Madrid to watch his favorite team.

Xia Yihang has always been careful, and his schedule in Spain is also very tight, and he doesn't have time to follow Nomi around all day, but occasionally when he is free, he will quietly go to where he goes, just to have a look.

He spoke briefly, but Nuo Miyao thought of something that was ignored at the time.He always felt that he was nervous and missed Xia Yihang too much, and he always saw his shadow in Barcelona.Unexpectedly, these were not his illusions!

"I still remember one time when I was looking at the sea from the pontoon in the port, and when I glanced over the yachts parked there, I always felt that you were on one of them, but disappeared in a blink of an eye. It's hopeless." Nuomi smiled wryly.

When Xia Yihang heard him talk about the scene at that time, he was also a little stunned, "There are always hundreds of yachts parked in the port there, densely packed, and I didn't expect your eyes to catch me."

"No, no!" Nuomi Yao was so excited that he patted the kitchen counter, "We have to go together again!"

"Okay." Xia Yihang gently stroked his hair with Yanhan, and asked, "Aren't you curious why I collect knives and forks?"

At this moment, Nuomi Yao already understood that Xia Yihang invested in his favorite restaurant just to collect his own used knives and forks, but if he really wanted to ask why, he couldn't think of a reason.

"After studying medicine, I fell in love with the feeling of holding a scalpel." Xia Yihang said softly: "Later, this developed into a love for knives and forks. I will tell you everything you want to hear, okay?"

Nomi nodded, and pulled him into a room in his memory where they used to play games together, sitting on the same soft blanket, and talking together on the big pillow by the wall.

After the breakup, Xia Yihang apparently went on as usual, his study and research were carried out meticulously, and his plan to go abroad was also smooth and steady, as if the loss of love hadn't hit him much—at least his family thought so.Only some friends who tentatively mentioned Nuo Miyao to him, such as Xu Zixuan and Li Cangyuan, would occasionally catch a glimpse of his fragile side.

After going abroad, the yearning increased day by day.Apart from the heavy homework, Xia Yihang can only calm down the restlessness in his heart when he holds the scalpel in his hand.He was afraid that he couldn't help but run back to the country, take Nomi away, and force him not to leave him, not to think about others.

Nuo Miyao felt very uncomfortable hearing this. Xia Yihang is an absolutely rational person with a bottom line. It is hard for him to be forced to this point.In fact, in the previous relationship, Nuomi could see that Xia Yihang had a strong desire to control, but he was always controlling himself.

"Is the knife and fork a symbol?" Nuomi Yao tried to analyze, "When the doctor holds the scalpel, it seems to be in control of the patient's life. Are you collecting my used knives and forks to suppress your heart? Want to control my *?"

Xia Yihang took his hand and kissed his fingertips, "Yes."

"Hey, why are you so sensible." Nuomi rushed over to hug him, and rubbed his ear, "You must have never read those hard-core novels."

Xia Yihang pushed the boat smoothly: "Okay, I'll study it another day."

"no need!!"

Leaning on his warm body, Xia Yihang thought of things that he hadn't had time to say.It was a case of their anatomy class, and the heart position of the "general teacher" was different from that of ordinary people.Generally speaking, the heart is in the middle mediastinum of the thoracic cavity, between the 2nd-6th costal cartilage or the 5th-8th thoracic vertebrae, and 2/3 is on the left side of the body midline.However, the donor's heart was in the middle. Of course, the cause of his death was not because of this, and the deviation of the heart did not have any impact on his life.

Xia Yihang still remembers that during the physical examination for the college entrance examination, Class 1 was in front of them, and Nuo Miyao took an extraordinarily long time for the chest X-ray.Later, the doctor said that his heart grew in the middle, but it had no effect on his body.

At that time, Nuomi Yao joked that he was suitable to be a spy, and that he was not easy to be targeted at the heart when he was plotted against.

When dissecting "General Teacher", Xia Yihang kept thinking, what does A Yao's heart look like?Does owning his heart mean having everything about him?

Thinking about it, he was going to be dazed, and sneaked into the laboratory in the middle of the night to stare at the corpse in a daze, thinking every night, if the person in front of him was Ah Yao, would he want him? heart.

Later, he was found out by Eric many times when he stayed out at night, and he followed the trail to find the laboratory, which scared people a lot in the middle of the night.

At that time, Eric was very worried after hearing him explain the whole story: "You will have an accident sooner or later. Besides, if he knows that you have such a *, what will he think? Speaking of it, your usual collection addiction is enough to make people think For example, when you get excited, will you dissect people and put them in the freezer for storage..."

Eric originally wanted to exaggerate a bit to remind him, but Xia Yihang felt as if he had fallen into an ice cellar when he landed, and was very scared.Compared with many people, Nuo Miyao's mentality is indeed very healthy. He is not extreme at all, and he sees the people and things around him as beautiful.Just like when he was with him back then, he always only saw the advantages, and he took the trouble to persuade him.

At that time, Xia Yihang thought, he couldn't let Ah Yao know about such unbearable *.

"I was wrong."

Nuomi stepped back with his shoulders, looked into his eyes, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Xia Yihang kissed his forehead, "It's nothing, just a little thing."

Yes, he was too wrong, he was just scaring himself.His Ayao, Ayao who is like a small heater, will not feel afraid after knowing those psychological struggles, but only worry and worry. I will feel sorry for him for a long time.

So let the past be the past.He doesn't want the person he loves to blame and feel guilty about unnecessarily.