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Nuomi Yao opened her eyes, stretched out her hand and wanted to prop up the bed and sit up, but it was in vain.He rubbed his eyes and looked around, only to realize that he was sleeping on the sofa in the living room.It's because yesterday...

Thinking of yesterday, he suddenly woke up from his hazy sleepiness, put on his slippers and quietly walked to the bedroom door, opened the door and entered.

The person lying quietly on the bed has the eyebrows that he misses most in the world, as regular and clear as ever.Time doesn't seem to have left too many marks on Xia Yihang's face. At the age of 30, he still has an enviable appearance and a condensed temperament.

It wasn't too late when I got home last night, but because I took Xia Yihang around the city several times during the day, and stayed up late to watch my sister give birth, Nuomi Yao was already exhausted, and I wanted to collapse on the spot as soon as I walked in the door .

But no, Xia Yihang followed him back inexplicably, and asked him to provide pajamas and toiletries, and then occupied the bed in the master bedroom for no reason.However, the second bedroom was still the winter bed that Ms. Xiao had packed when she came to Beijing last time. Nuomiyao was too lazy to change it, so she fell asleep on the sofa.

Seeing Xia Yihang's exceptionally quiet sleeping face right now, he didn't want to interrupt at all, he just stood at the door and watched silently through the early morning light through the window.

Suddenly, there was a movement in the bed.Nuomi turned around in a hurry and went out, closing the door gently.

After a while, Xia Yihang walked out of the bedroom wearing a set of gray home clothes that hadn't been used yet, and went to the semi-open kitchen to make coffee as if no one else was there.His homely style made Nuomi confused for a while, and could only watch him walking back and forth in a daze.

After being confused for a while, he suddenly thought, "You had a day off yesterday, so don't you go to work today?" It's not a weekend.

"Night shift today." Xia Yihang had already taken out a few eggs from the refrigerator, scrambled a plate of tender milk scrambled eggs, and brought them to the dining table, "Come over for breakfast."

Probably because his tone was too strong, after Nomi sat down on the chair obediently, he realized that something was wrong.But Xia Yihang has calmly scooped up scrambled eggs with a spoon and ate them, so he can't seem too concerned.

So, on the first morning after their reunion for many years, they actually sat face to face and had breakfast calmly, which was something that Nomi had never imagined before.

After eating, he quickly took the initiative to put away the tableware and left, so as to avoid this strange situation of turning customers into customers again.

When he was washing the dishes, Xia Yihang sat on the sofa and stared straight at him, which made Nuo Miyao deeply regret that he chose this structure when decorating.In an atmosphere of unspeakable embarrassment, he took the initiative to say: "I'm going to school this afternoon, look at you..."

"Oh."

Nomi gave a meal.He still remembered that when he was chasing Xia Yihang back then, he made a wish, if the latter could say "Oh" to him less, he would definitely go to God and Buddha to fulfill his wish.

It seems that if you don't fulfill your vow, you will be punished.

Nuomi Yao smiled wryly and continued to ask: "Do you want to go home and tell me the address. Or should I take you back to the hospital?"

Xia Yihang didn't speak, Nuomi looked back and was immediately captured by that strange look.Xia Yihang looked at him like that, as if it was something worthy of condemnation for him to ask such a question.

After a few seconds of silence, Xia Yihang briefly said "Go back to the hospital" and entered the bedroom again.When he came out again, he had already put on the clothes he wore yesterday, and he was still holding the spare shopping bag in the closet, which contained the gray home clothes he wore.

Nuomiyao really wanted to ask him if he was going to send it back after washing, but thinking about the fate of that jersey, he conservatively did not touch on this topic again.It has been more than ten years, Xia Yihang should not and will not be the extremely insecure teenager in the past.

They didn't speak on the way to the hospital, but Nuomi Yao breathed a sigh of relief.He didn't know what to say to Xia Yihang at all. Although he didn't know everything about Xia Yihang's experience in the past ten years, it was still very little.

I don't know if I will have a chance to see him again.In fact, it was lucky enough to meet him this time.

When arriving at the entrance of the hospital, Xia Yihang put his hand on the car door handle, suddenly turned his head and said, "Add me as a friend."

"Huh?" Nuomi was taken aback for a moment before realizing that he was probably talking about WeChat.After the breakup, Xia Yihang immediately put him on the blacklist.Now after so many years, WeChat has been updated, and to add it back, it needs the consent of the blocked person.

He took out his phone, agreed to the friend request, and was surprised to find that Xia Yihang's profile picture hadn't changed.It was the photo he took of Xia Yihang from behind when the two of them went to the World Financial Center to play together at the World Expo.The golden light came in from the floor-to-ceiling windows, outlining his tall figure with a thin circle of light. The Oriental Pearl Tower stood quietly beside him, and the whole picture seemed to have a sense of tranquility and isolation.

The figure from the back is clearly that of a young man, which is quite different from the taller and more mature figure now. I don't know if his colleagues and patients can recognize him when they see it.

Nuomi looked at the empty co-pilot after Xia Yihang left, and after thinking about it for a long time, she finally thought of going to the inpatient department to see her sister.Nuomi Xiao plans to stay here for another three days before leaving, but the baby still has to stay in the hospital for further observation.Faced with such an unfortunate event of congenital heart disease, although the two couples could not say that they greeted the newborn happily, they still looked attached to the baby when they talked about it.

Seeing that her younger sister looked pretty good, Nuomi Yao felt relieved a little, and said that she was going back to school to leave space for the young couple.

"Brother, that—" Nuo Mixiao hesitated to speak, and stirred the quilt with his hands, hesitating and flustered.

"It's okay, you say." Nuo Miyao probably knew what she was going to say, most likely because she regretted the careless mistakes she made when she was young, and it became the first thing that separated him from Xia Yihang.

Nuomi Xiao's eyes were complicated, "Brother, you have to believe that no matter what I do, it's for your own good, don't blame me."

The comforting words he thought of choked in his throat.What does my sister want to do?Could it be to match him and Xia Yihang again?

But the decision on this matter has been on Xia Yihang from the very beginning, it is nothing more than a question of whether he wants it or not.This has nothing to do with the mistake that Nuomi Xiao made back then. The root of everything lies in the hidden estrangement between them and his immaturity when he was young.

It wasn't until Nomi Yao arrived at school and received a call from Ms. Xiao that he understood what his sister meant.

"I heard from Xiaoxiao that Yihang has returned to China?"

There was a hint of eagerness in her voice, and after getting an affirmative answer, she couldn't even speak smoothly, "Then, now you and him—"

"Mom, it's been so long, I can't say anything. Don't worry about it too much. If you have time, pay more attention to Xiaoxiao. She is in a bad mood because of the child."

Ms. Xiao was so sad that she couldn't speak.Why isn't she worried about her daughter and grandson, but compared to Nomi Xiao who is married and has children, Nomi Yao, who has had no emotional life for ten years, is more worrying.

When he broke up with Xia Yihang back then, although his family didn't say anything, they were more or less relieved. After all, no matter how respectful homosexuality is, it's still a deviant choice.As a mother, Ms. Xiao believes that her son is not a heartless person, and it may take a long time to get out of this relationship.But this "long time" is by no means ten years in her heart, nor is it the longing that seems to last a lifetime.

Relatives and friends have all asked insinuatingly, wanting to introduce a partner to Nomi Yao, and even after the concept has been opened up in the past few years, some people want to match him with male friends, but he is always not interested.

He never mentioned Xia Yihang in his mouth, but everyone knows that what he thinks about in his heart is always the person he liked since he was young.

Now that Xia Yihang has finally returned to China and is working in a hospital in Beijing, Ms. Xiao finally sees the hope that her son will no longer be alone.

After hanging up the phone, she didn't hesitate any longer, and immediately packed her things and prepared to go to Beijing.Nuo's father is now in the last few years of working in a state-owned enterprise. Although he has not retired, it is not difficult to sit in a certain position and ask for a leave to accompany his wife.The old couple got on the flight to Beijing with endless worries.

And Nuomi Yao didn't know his parents' eagerness at all. He wandered slowly to the school to meet his graduate students and discuss the research plan for the next stage.He is currently working in a graduate school of economics at University B. The students come from undergraduates of various majors. During the tea break in the middle, they talk about various topics.

Nuomi sat at the end of the long table and listened to the chatter of his four graduate students. He was talking about the school celebration next month, when one of the boys said excitedly: "I don't know if Xia Yihang will come back to attend the school celebration!"

A girl with a liberal arts background asked suspiciously: "Who is Xia Yihang?"

The boy hurriedly introduced: "He is a top student in biology who graduated ten years ago. During his school days, he posted nature and in his own name. Two years ago, because he solved the problem of arf after open-heart surgery, he was greatly appreciated. Reduced the risk of acute renal failure in cardiopulmonary bypass surgery, and was collectively nominated for the Lasker Medicine Award by many medical groups in the United States. It is not easy at such a young age!"

The girl suddenly realized, "He seems to have won an international competition award during his undergraduate studies, and the trophy is still in the showroom. And there are photos, he is said to be very handsome!"

"It's not a question of handsome or not." The boy rolled his eyes, "Mr. Nuo, do you think Li Yawen missed the point at all? Such a powerful alumnus, even if he is not handsome, he should be invited back as a guest Professor, right? I remember you also graduated in those years, do you have any inside information? I still want to listen to his lectures."

Nuomiyao didn't know how to answer for a while, he didn't know anything about Xia Yihang's work and research status, so he could only vaguely say: "I don't know. But Yu Xiao, didn't you change your major to study economics? Why are you still interested in life?" Co is so keen."

He thought he could divert the topic, but Yu Xiao, who is full of fanaticism, squeezed his teacup and lamented: "My class teacher in undergraduate, Associate Professor Xu Zixuan, was Xia Yihang's roommate in college, and he often talked about his classmates. How powerful, like most of my classmates, I was brainwashed by him and couldn't stop!"

Xu Zixuan is the person who occasionally meets in the school cafeteria and stares at him with horror.Nuomiyao thought of Xu Zixuan's startled look when he was in love with Xia Yihang, and felt a little dumbfounded.

"However, Mr. Xu also often said that it was a waste for Xia Yihang to study clinical medicine. He is very talented in the field of theory. If he continues his studies, he will definitely make breakthroughs and benefit mankind!" Yu Xiao expressed regret, "Mr. Said that he must have been possessed by an evil spirit at the beginning, so he suddenly changed direction to study in graduate school."

Nuomi Yao's right hand trembled, and the water spilled from the teacup wet the stack of research plans in front of him.