you are my little world

The air in the carriage was stuffy and hot, Xia Yihang rolled down the window and handed Ms. Xiao a bottle of mineral water.

She unscrewed the bottle cap, took a sip, and said slowly: "Yihang, you have also seen the situation just now—"

"I know." Xia Yihang stopped her from saying the next words, to a certain extent, this made Ms. Xiao very grateful.The face that was a little green when he was a teenager now looks much calmer now. He looked through the front window of the elevator where Nomi left just now, and said in an orderly manner: "I will not take the initiative to back down on this matter. Aunt Xiao, I have always been grateful for everything you have done for us. But whether you say I am selfish or ignorant, I will never compromise on the matter of A Yao. "

This answer was expected. Ms. Xiao sighed softly, and murmured: "I can't bear it either. But I told his father at the beginning that there will be many obstacles in the future for the two of you. After society, the environment is not as tolerant as on campus. I just didn't expect that it was his grandfather who came first."

This crisis did come suddenly, and Nomi Yao, who was faced with a major decision, had no idea what to do.Grandpa and Xia Yihang, he couldn't bear to hurt both of them.For the time being, he can only choose to avoid this problem, and go to the hospital at different times every day with Nuo Sangu's family.

When he saw Grandpa Nuo lying on the hospital bed for the first time, he couldn't believe his eyes.The old man who was always energetic and smiling at him on weekdays was now lying with a pale face like a candle in the wind, looking at him with cloudy eyes, "Ayao, it's Ayao who is here..."

Because of his shortness of breath, his voice was pumping like an old bellows, "You are confused, my grandson, you are confused!"

"Grandpa, take a break and rest more." Nuomi Yao felt her throat was blocked by a ball of air, and her tongue was too clumsy to know what to say.

Grandpa Nuo insisted on standing up and grabbing his hand, staring and persuading, "It's too late to regret it now, too late, in the future—to marry a good girl and have children—"

Seeing that the old man was covering his heart, it seemed that he was about to faint from angina in the next second, Nuomiyao didn't dare to push it any further, and hurriedly said: "Okay, okay, I'm obedient, you lie down first, first lie down."

Things are so helpless sometimes, even though Xia Yihang has obediently returned home and Nuo Miyao's family has unified their statement in front of grandpa, saying that they are clean, but Grandpa Nuo's health is still deteriorating.In the end, the doctor came to the conclusion that in his case, surgery was necessary.

Before being pushed into the operating room, Grandpa Nuo took his grandson's hand and asked him to promise himself that he would never mix with men again.

"Okay, I promise you, I will..."

After that, Nomi flew back to Beijing to finish the final exam.Xia Yihang went back one step ahead of him, as if he wanted to give him some time to calm down.But these days, whether it is the pointers from relatives and neighbors or the demands of his grandfather, he has been at a loss.When facing the life crisis of a loved one, who can be calm and composed?

And now, after making such a promise to his grandfather, Nuo Miyao doesn't know how to face Xia Yihang.

The scorching heat of Beijing came with a surge of ultraviolet rays that were much stronger than that of City C. Nuomi watched her roommates leave one by one, ignoring the pile of things thrown in the suitcase, and stared blankly at the void.

Just now his mother called and told him that his grandfather was recovering well after the operation, but he just asked him when he would go back every day, as if he had to see him in front of the hospital bed every day to be at ease.

"Your grandfather used to use his mobile phone to surf the Internet, but now he has a good eye, and he searches for the names of both of you on purpose. Every time we take his mobile phone away, he can always find the mobile phones of doctors, nurses or patients. Method."

There was deep helplessness in Ms. Xiao's tone, "If you don't come back, we won't be able to stabilize him."

Nomi didn't know what to do.He used to have a faint hope that anyway, Beijing is high and the emperor is far away, so he can be with Xia Yihang and deceive his grandfather in good faith.But in today's Internet age, information is very developed. As long as the two of them are secretly photographed and put on the Internet, they may be seen by grandpa, and he can't bear the result of blowing the old man down again.

Xia Yihang was sitting in the car waiting for someone.Nuomi Yao has been unable to cheer up for several days, and has no intention of going back to City C with him.

Yes, Xia Yihang's rationality told him that what lay before his lover was a life that weighed more than Mount Tai, and it was impossible for him to still be in the mood to fall in love.But how long will such days last?A month, a year, or longer?

"Brother." The car parked outside the dormitory is still so familiar. The black jeep was picked out by them at the store together at the beginning of the semester, and they only paid the down payment.At that time, they were still focused on making more money every month to pay off the installments, but now, there is an insurmountable moat between them, making it impossible for Nuo Miyao to fall in love with Xia Yihang with peace of mind.

"Get in the car." Xia Yihang said briefly.

The off-road vehicle drove out of the city all the way, and came to the expressway of the airport line, and he asked when Nomi Yao bought the ticket.Needless to say, since the end of the final exam, he is still like this, waiting downstairs every day, as if waiting for Nomi Yao is the only thing he will do.

It's just that recently, Nuomiyao has been tossing and coming back and forth in the house, and she didn't even eat much food, let alone go downstairs.

"Two hours later, how about you?"

"I'll go back to Shanghai first." Xia Yihang looked calm and restrained at the moment, but what he said revealed his unsteady state of mind, "I heard that Grandpa Nuo is recovering well? It's okay, let's be careful in the future, don't If I was photographed by others, I will not go to your house to look for you again, until your grandfather's illness is better—"

"We're at the airport."

The brakes were slammed, and Xia Yihang panicked in a rare way.He almost pressed the wrong button when unlocking the car door, and finally got out of the car, walking behind Nuo Miyao who was pulling the suitcase, silently waiting for his answer.

There were people coming and going in the airport hall, but no one could break the tense atmosphere between them.Nuomi took the ticket and walked slowly towards the security checkpoint. When it was time to leave, he turned around reluctantly, closed his eyes, and finally said what he had considered for a long time: "Brother, Let's separate for a while."

"What did you say?" Xia Yihang's tone sank, and he looked deeply at him.

Nuomi Yao smiled bitterly, "I'm not going to give up on you. It's just that my grandfather is still lying on the hospital bed, and my dad and his family... have kindness to me, and the family affection accumulated over the years. I can't ignore them."

Xia Yihang's lips curled into a mocking smile, "Are you saying you won't give up on me? Then how long are you talking about temporarily? Wait until your grandfather recovers completely? Or wait until he is dying?"

This is the first time he threw such harsh words at Nuomi Yao.After a moment of astonishment, Nuomi Yao said sadly: "Don't say that. I just want to take it easy and wait until grandpa is not so suspicious and insists on watching me—"

"For you, I'm the one you can give up, right?"

People passing by the security check looked at the two of them with strange expressions on their faces, but Xia Yihang didn't look sideways, his hands trembling slightly in his pockets, as if he was suppressing something.

This question made Nomi Yao's mind go blank.He didn't think so, but his request just now was clearly doing just that - putting Xia Yihang in a position where he could give up.

"Ayao." Xia Yihang suddenly called him softly, "Do you still remember that I said that I want all of you?"

"elder brother--"

Xia Yihang interrupted him neatly, "In that case, let's break up. It's better to break up than make me wait endlessly."

The voices of the surrounding people faded away, and Nuomi Yao wanted to say a lot, but in the end she couldn't say a word.Xia Yihang is right, he has no reason to make him wait endlessly, no one can tell how long Grandpa's sensitive control will last.This kind of waiting undoubtedly made the arrogant Xia Yihang unbearable.

For Nuomiyao, Xia Yihang's happiness is the most important thing.And now, he has no way to make the person he loves the most happy.

"it is good."

The light word seemed to take all the strength out of his body.Just when Nuomiyao was about to turn around with difficulty, Xia Yihang withdrew one step faster than him, his back was determined and firm, as if he would never look back at him in his life.

Nomi, who had returned to City C, stepped into Grandpa's ward, showing a nonchalant smile.

"Grandpa, I'm back."

Grandpa Nuo looked at him in relief, patted the edge of the bed and signaled him to sit over, "Just come back, just come back."

How decisive can a person be?Nuomi Yao thought that the state of Xia Yihang's indifference to him when he first met him was already uncomfortable enough, but he later realized that it was far from Xia Yihang's performance when he hated a person.

If he really doesn't want to see you, he can pass the school's exchange student interview perfectly without any preparation in advance, and go to the United States for exchange.He can also run projects around with the professor, and he can't see anyone in the school.In his senior year, he finished his courses ahead of schedule and decided not to come to school directly, preparing to apply for a Ph.D. abroad.

Nuomiyao, who was pulled into the blacklist of various social accounts, naturally didn't know about these things, and Liang Xiaocheng told him after silently collecting information in the circle of friends.

"It seems that you are the only one stuck in this relationship and can't get out." During the graduation ceremony, Liang Xiaocheng and him sat on the white steps in front of the auditorium, persuading him painstakingly against the bright sun.

Nuomi looked at the boulevard where he and Xia Yihang walked together countless times, and said calmly, "Maybe, I don't know."

Liang Xiaocheng couldn't bear it, "Wake up, how long can the love of youth last? You still have such a long life to go. Xia Yihang may not come back after going abroad."

"Yeah." Nomi stood up and patted the academic hat in his hand, looked towards the scorching sun, and then withdrew his gaze after a moment.

How far must a person travel to find true love?He doesn't know the answer, the days are so long, and he has to live every day.Everything else is just mind.