Selfishness

That day, Su Yun cried until it was dark, she really cried from the drowsy sky to the dark!This move seriously affected the normal work and rest of the Mo House.In the end, I ordered the two of them to communicate well!Otherwise, don't come to see me again!My heart can't take it!

As a result, Su Yun didn't come back the next day.I thought the two of them would need some time, and it wouldn't be necessary to come back tomorrow because of my affairs, so I told Old Kezi to spend his inner strength today.Although Lao Kezi disagreed, he couldn't help my "nagging".Finally agreed.

"My dear disciple, as a teacher, I will pass it on to you three times, with an interval of half an hour between each time."

Old Kezi handed me the medicine and explained it by the way.

"Got it." I swallowed the elixir and listened to Old Kezi's voice.

"My dear boy, you must remember! Don't let other things disturb your mind."

I kept nodding my head, hoping that Old Kezi would stop nagging and get down to business.

"Or I'd better call Su Yun back."

"Don't! She has other things, so don't look for her. Isn't it about you? What are you worried about?"

"Tsk! You think it's a trivial matter! It's not as simple as taking the medicine! Forget it! I'll call your father!" Old Kezi disappeared in a gust of wind.I shrugged helplessly and waited for them to come back.

Dad is here too, and everything is ready.So Old Kezi began to help me with my inner strength.

At first it felt warm, nothing unusual.But from the third time, my consciousness gradually became a little fuzzy. In order to clear myself up, I began to think about things in Zhonghu City.

Thinking that the status of Zhonghu City will be very difficult in the future, although there is Chen Hui's support, there must be more than a few rising princes.To make them all obedient, in addition to the strength of Zhonghu City itself, Chenhui's Shengfu must also become stronger.If it doesn't work, you can leave Zhonghu City.But someone like Qin Ling would definitely not leave.Not only because it is the glory of her soldier, but also because everything she wants to protect is behind her.what about me?Why should I defend Zhonghu City?For daddy?It can be said that Dad is not willing to surrender to anyone, even if he escapes, it will only make Dad feel depressed.But why?Why guard this country?Youguan is in an emergency, and there is no one soldier to rescue.No one even paid homage to those soldiers who died!Their bodies were thrown away just like that!Like no one cares.This country of Jin didn't care about those soldiers who died, but those soldiers actually loved this broken country of Jin so much.They defended the dignity of Jin Guo with their lives, but Jin Guo couldn't even do a tombstone.Those soldiers were suffering from the extreme cold and freezing ground at the border, but no one cared about those in high positions, they even had to deduct their meager military pay!What is the meaning of the sacrifice of those soldiers!Why let the righteous die, but let the wicked live.

"Xu'er! Calm down!"

It seems that someone is calling me.

"Hey boy! What are you doing! Come back to your senses!"

What are you doing?What are those damn corrupt officials doing!Damn them!

"Xu'er! Stop!"

Damn it!Kill those loyal people!

"Ouch! My boy! My new clothes!"

I seem to have hit the old Kezi?what happened?My head is so dizzy and my thoughts are so confused.

"Xu'er, get out of your thoughts!"

I suddenly remembered that I was still passing on internal energy, and I was anxious to calm down.As a result, he sank deeper into his chaotic thoughts.

"Old Mo! Knock me out!"

"It can only be this way."

Alas, it would be great if Qin Ling didn't die, and I don't have to feel so guilty.

"I'm going! Who hit me!" I yelled as soon as I opened my eyes!My whole body hurts like hell!Especially the back of the neck!

"My dear disciple, you were scared to death as a teacher yesterday! You almost lost your temper!"

"Xu'er, why are you so worried? It made you fall into a demon."

The memory of yesterday came back to my mind bit by bit, I didn't expect the situation to be so dangerous.

"My dear boy, although we escorted you yesterday and you didn't lose your temper, this also laid a hidden danger. Remember not to use force in anger in the future."

I was so angry yesterday?

"Xu'er, take a good rest. Daddy is watching the matter of Zhonghu City, so don't worry about it during this time."

Father and Old Kezi comforted him a few words and left.

I didn't expect Qin Ling's incident to have such a profound impact on me.But I really can't figure it out, why would you do this for a country that doesn't deserve it?

When Su Yun came back the next day, she heard that I had overcome my inner strength early and was injured again, so she was so angry that she carried me from the mahjong table back to the room.

"Little Mozi! Why do you have so many things to do every day! How come you got hurt again!"

"Not hurt."

"Not injured? Don't you know how many hidden dangers you have buried in your meridians! You may lose all your internal strength in the future!"

I only hope that the world will be peaceful at that time, and I don't need martial arts to protect myself.

"It's okay. I'll pay attention to it in the future. When do you think I was extremely angry?"

"Isn't that about Qin Ling? You wouldn't have thought about that at the time, would you?"

Hey, when did Su Yun get so smart.

"You bastard! I've already said that I don't blame you! How can she blame you for her own choice?"

"Well, I just don't understand. I don't understand why she is willing to die for this broken country."

"She thinks it's worth it, and it's worth it."

"If Zhonghu City is really in trouble and I am unable to protect it, I will definitely take you away."

"That's right! You have to know that something happened to you, we are all worried!"

"I'm also worried and sad when something happened to you." Thinking of Qin Ling, I felt guilty.If something happened to An Feng, Daddy Lao Kezi or Su Yun Chenhui, I really don't know how sad it would be.In this world, I was the first to know Anfeng, and his loyalty always makes me feel at ease.Daddy's doting also made me feel warm. Although Old Kezi is annoying sometimes, it is also very interesting to fight with him.It also made me happy to meet a few women with very different personalities. These friends made my life less boring.If one day loses them, this life will really lose fun and interest.

"So let's live a good life, and you too." Su Yun said in a rare serious way, "Little Mozi, I know you have a lot of crazy ideas. But there are many things that crazy ideas don't work, so don't be impulsive. Sometimes I think about it Will it put you in danger."

Alas, I do feel a little self-righteous.I ignored Old Kezi's instructions when passing on his inner strength, and I took part in the battle of Youguan self-righteously.During this time, I really realized the fragility of this flesh and blood body.What's more, this body was taken by me, so it's not good to break it when I return it.

"Okay. I promise you."

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