Selfishness

"She... died?" For a moment I didn't know what emotion I should have.All kinds of tastes are in my heart.

I didn't expect that a farewell that day would be a farewell forever.

Later, the dark guard brought Qin Ling's body back.He brought it back quickly.

The blood-red battle robe looked like a fiery red wedding dress, but it was a pity that the person wearing it lost all life.I only asked someone to wipe off the blood on Qin Ling's face, but didn't change the shirt.I think her battle robe is the glory of her soldier and cannot be taken off.And the current shirt is very much like a wedding dress, I still hope that she and He Yuan can visit and get married, although it will be a long time later, let her experience wearing it first.This guy will inevitably be shy, so it's better to let her get used to it first.

I buried her in the back mountain, which is the highest place in the city, overlooking the entire Zhonghu City.I once said, let her come and guard this Zhonghu City together, and I also said, let her come back to accompany He Yuan.There is a Jingxin Pavilion in the back mountain, which is my mother's old residence.After a while, I plan to let He Yuan live in.That way they can be closer.

She was buried under a ginkgo tree in the back mountain. I didn't set up a tombstone for her, because I didn't want He Yuan to know about it, and I don't think she wanted it either.

"You are so stupid, why don't you listen to me?" I leaned on the tree trunk and said to myself.Unconsciously think of the time when I met her.

She said, "Little Mo, you have to lie for me."

Yes, how difficult it is for me.I have to lie to you for the rest of my life, and I have to lie to the person you love the most, the person you care about the most, and the person who loves you the most and cares about you the most.Am I too cruel, or are you too cruel?

She said: "Xiao Mo, for the people you care about, for everything behind us, we must not lose!"

You didn't lose, the dark guard told me.You hold on until the end, surrounded by the corpses of thieves.You didn't let anyone step into that hut that was yours.But do you ever remember, you also said, for what reason you can't die!You didn't lose, but you lost your promise.Although you are here with He Yuan, she can no longer touch you.Are you a little sad?

She said, "I should have kidnapped you back then!"

Now I think the same way, I should really knock you unconscious and take you away.Even if you blame me, at least you will live.The same regret, but different results, the same thing, why I still made the same choice.I survived the time, so you don't have to feel guilty.But now that you are dead, there is nothing I can do except feel guilty.

She said: "If she asks about me, tell her for me that I'm fine and don't worry."

I already told her, she said wait for you.I asked the dark guard to pass on this sentence to you, I don't know if you heard it.It doesn't matter if you didn't hear me, I'll tell you now.In the future, you will hear what He Yuan will tell you again. Will you regret it a little at that time?

"I know what you're thinking at the end. If she asks about you, I'll tell her that you're fine, don't worry." I stood up and walked towards Mofu while talking.

Because of Qin Ling's matter, Lao Kezi said that I was not in a calm state of mind and could not pass on my internal energy to me, so this matter has been delayed until now.

"Little Mozi." Su Yun approached the room, sat next to me and said, "Don't be sad, life and death are up to you."

"Well, I just don't understand, why is she willing to stay there?"

"I heard from the hidden guard that her body was found in front of that small courtyard."

"Yes. He Yuan's residence."

"That's it. That hut can be said to be He Yuan's only shelter. For people like us who have no father or mother, the place where we have been living is the greatest sustenance."

"Can't she be He Yuan's sustenance and support?"

"People will always disperse and change, but the land will not."

"The place is lost, and there is still a possibility to get it back. But this person is dead, but there is no replacement. How could she think that He Yuan would care more about that hut, and put her in the second place?"

"I think she just thinks this place is very important to He Yuan, so she has to guard it. As for what will happen to herself, it is not important compared with the safety of that place."

"Silly."

"Isn't this always the case in love? When you only think about the other person's affairs, you completely ignore yourself."

What did I just hear?Su Yun is actually talking about love!I looked at Su Yun in surprise, and touched her forehead to see if she had a fever or was possessed by an evil spirit.

"I said, little Mozi, what are you doing! What does that frightened expression mean!"

"Tsk tsk, Doctor Su is actually telling me about love?"

"Can't I say it?

"You are talking about love, and you are still so emotional. Is there any special progress between you and Yingqi?" I am inconceivable about this.

In other words, when they went to attack the bandit den last time, Su Yun seemed to be injured.But during the days when Su Yun was recuperating, Yingqi never came to see her.

"Hmph! Don't care about that deep-water pool!" Su Yun gritted her teeth.

"Are you mad at her? Is it because you were hurt and she didn't come to see you?"

"Why should I be angry? I wish she never showed up!"

"Then can Miss Su leave for a while? I have something to discuss with Xu'er."

Tsk, why does Yingqi appear every time this happens?Su Yun also had this expression every time, froze in place.

"Su Yun?" I pushed Su Yun who was stunned, "Don't be in a daze. Aren't you leaving?"

I looked at her amusedly, wondering if she was going to leave.As a result, the great doctor Su said "I, I" for a long time and said, "Why didn't you go?"

"Hey. Well, Yingqi is leaving now." Yingqi turned around and was about to leave. After walking a few steps, she turned and said to me, "Xu'er, I have already given the medicine to the master. He asked me to tell you that later From now on, I will work hard on you, and you should calm down these days."

With a wave of his sleeve, he didn't take away a single cloud, but took away the soul of Miracle Doctor Su.

"I said, Su Yun, are you okay? Let her go?" I smiled beside me.

Su Yun just watched Yingqi leave blankly, and didn't look back at me for a long time.

"Why did she leave?" Su Yun muttered to herself, then fell down on the stool.

"What's the matter with you two?" I couldn't help but want to roll my eyes, why are they so busy?

"do not know."

"Then you don't know how to go out and ask?"

"She won't see me."

"Don't you know about stalking? Besides, can she avoid her on the street?"

"She doesn't want to see me, why should I stalk, how shameful."

"Then what are you struggling with here?" I couldn't help but slap her on the back of the head and said, "Who cares about you so much? Are you that hesitating character? How can you be so boring when you fall in love?"

"But I don't know what to say. Every time I look at her, I don't know what to say."

I thought Su Yun would jump up and hit me, so I ran away after hitting me.Who knows, she still sat there in distress.

"How did you get hurt that day?"

"Tsk. I told her not to kill the gangster and let him leave. In the end, she got into an argument with her, and the thief took the opportunity to attack. I pushed her away and blocked it myself when I was anxious."

"Why don't you kill them?" I originally told them to exterminate, and I was quite surprised by Su Yun's behavior.

"I don't want her to kill. She has killed enough before. Isn't every murder now a re-walking?"

"Yingqi is different from before. In the past, she was forced to kill, but now it is her own will. You care so much about her past?" Although Yingqi cares about her past, but other people care about it will make her feel guilty damaged.Su Yun's words were simply thunderous.

"I don't care! But she cares! She always feels that she has killed a lot, not less than these. She always feels that she should do it for you! She always feels that it is wrong to have her hands covered with blood. It's normal! She just thinks she's dirty! Obviously she cares about it! But why does she always feel that I care about her past!" Su Yun almost roared when she said that, which made me lean back a lot unconsciously .

"Why don't you tell her. Why are you yelling at me?"

"She doesn't listen to me!" Su Yun burst into tears suddenly.

Alas, why do I still have to be their mother.