Selfishness

Last second it was a bloody battlefield, now it is a peaceful hut, am I dead?It doesn't look modern, and this underworld is also quite retro.

"Little Mozi, you are awake!" I felt like a landmine exploded in my ear.Okay, I'm sure I'm not dead. If I die, it would be a sad thing to be nagged by Dr. Su.

"I..." As soon as I finished saying this word, a rusty taste gushed out of my mouth, and my throat seemed to be torn apart, with severe pain.

"Little Mozi, stop talking, drink the medicine first." After Su Yun helped me up, she began to pour me the medicine.This medicine is really bitter!The blood in my mouth was covered by the smell of medicine, so bitter that I missed the smell of rust.

"Little Mozi, you really scared me to death! I heard you had an accident on the road, and I was so scared to death! The horse ran to death!" Su Yun "chattered" while pouring me medicine.

"Su Yun..." My voice became hoarse, and I struggled to speak, "You..."

"Stop talking! Do you know how anxious we are about your injury!" She was about to start chattering again.In fact, I just hoped that she would not speak, but it was too much effort, and I didn't express clearly, which made her speak more happily.I looked at her helplessly, thinking that she was really anxious, otherwise how could a doctor not know how to let the patient rest well?

"Shuisheng? Are you awake?" Chen Hui stood at the door and looked at us.

"Wake up! Finally woke up! If I don't wake up again, I will take a strong medicine!"

Chen Hui rushed to my bedside in a few steps, and said very anxiously: "You bastard! Why are you so disobedient! Didn't I tell you to protect yourself! You actually went to the battlefield for me!"

Okay, another one.Unexpectedly, Chen Hui would one day join Su Yun's nagging army.The seamless conversation between her and Su Yun kept talking about my recklessness.

Alas, sisters, I know I was wrong!Can I stop?Am I not a patient?Shouldn't you be resting?Shouldn't you take more rest?

I looked at them helplessly, unable to speak, I could only pray that they understood my eyes.

"Ayun, Shuisheng has woken up, do you need a new prescription?"

"Oh, I forgot if you didn't tell me!" Su Yun ran out while talking.What about caring about me?That's it?

I was so grateful that the cabin was finally quiet.

"Shui Sheng." Chen Hui said in a low voice, "Didn't you promise me that you will be fine?"

I'm fine, I'm not dead yet.But I dare not say this sentence, the anger in her eyes has not dissipated at all, and if I say it, she will definitely be smashed into scum in seconds.

"That... I'm sorry, but don't be angry. I will definitely not be brave next time!" I said intermittently.

"Next time? Do you dare to have a next time?" Chen Hui's voice became lower, like a growl.I stared at her blankly, like a prey being targeted, not daring to move at will.I always feel that she is grinding her teeth and will tear me to pieces in the next second.

I was completely frightened by my own imagination. Although the animal-like beauty is cute, the aura is too strong.I'm all huddled under the quilt, you dare not look directly at her.

"Hey, aren't you very chic? Why are you hiding like a kitten now?"

"How can you, Chen Hui, you are so imposing, can I not look like a cat in front of you?" I said flatteringly, hoping she would let me go.

"Pfft. Cat? How about you keep it by my side from now on?"

"Animals feel free, so unkind." I whispered.

Chen Hui didn't speak the whole time, I thought it was very strange, so I looked at her from under the quilt.Chen Hui looked at me, looking weak and haggard.is it my faultI felt a little guilty in my heart, it was a sin to make a beautiful woman so haggard.

"Chen Hui," I said, holding her hand, "don't be angry. I'm going to go to the battlefield in the future, I'm just trying it in advance. You see, I will be a general in the future, how about I protect the border and defend the country for you? "I said to her with a smile, shaking her hand gently.I made such a childish action unconsciously, it seems that I am used to it when I am a child.

Chen Hui's face didn't change much when he looked at me. I thought about whether I should show off my cuteness maliciously. Even if it's not cute, it's a child's face after all, so it shouldn't be too scary.Just when I made up my mind to lose my dignity and act cute, Chen Hui grabbed me backhanded.

"Shuisheng, I don't need you to defend my country, I just want you to stay by my side."

There were pearls hidden in her eyes, and they fell down accidentally.

"Do you know how worried I was when I heard the news of your injury?" She lowered her head and let the silver beans fall.

"I'm really scared that I won't be able to see you again. I can't see you dancing with thunder, I can't see you talking, and I can't see you smiling at me!" He said more and more excitedly, "Do you know how much I am?" Are you afraid! Afraid that I will never be able to see you again! I can’t... hear you calling me Chenhui again."

She took my hand and wept helplessly.She didn't cry loudly, and even the most intense tone was just a few words just now.Like the fiercest fire, the temperature can never be described.

"Don't cry, I'll be fine."

"That's what you said before!" She still buried her head, but her tone remained unchanged, and she refuted me loudly, "But when I see you again! You just lie on the bed lifeless like that. You just like that... It's like never waking up again. If you really...then what will I do."

"Chen Hui," I will lift her face and wipe her tears while saying, "Even if I'm not here, you will live well."

"you……"

"Listen to me first." I interrupted her and continued, "I'm glad I belong to the important category in your heart. But many things in the world are important to us. Even the most important , there will be one of them.”

"You are the most important! Only you!" She grabbed me excitedly, and finally pulled my wound, "I'm sorry! I'll call Su Yun!"

I hurriedly grabbed her hurried figure.When did she start getting so flustered.

"Chen Hui, I'm fine."

"You'd better take a rest, the wound is not healed yet."

"But I want to talk to you." I smiled crookedly, not because I was pretending to be aggressive, but because I hurt the wound when I laughed.

She looked at me quietly and nodded.

"Chen Hui, if my last wish before death is for you to live well, are you willing to abide by it?"

"I don't want to."

"Pfft, my only wish is not willing?" I asked with a chuckle.

"My only wish is that you live."

The fragile and helpless little girl just now was really unreal, it is more normal for her to be so domineering.

"But we're always going to die."

"Then how can I promise you my life and death?"

"Promise you won't kill yourself."

"It was your death that killed me, not mine."

I laughed, this woman is really domineering, I can't win her.But this is a dream after all, I always wake up and return to the original dream.And I can feel that it won't be too long.So how should I promise her that I will live.I admit that I am a cowardly person, cowardly and dare not take on love, so I always pretend to be chic, claiming to be a person who yearns for freedom, and I also pretend that I don't know anything.But she finally pierced the window paper.

"Chen Hui, we are still young, how do we understand love?"

"That's because you are still young, and I will wait."

"The waiting time is long. How should I apologize if you missed important people."

"You give me the rest of your life as compensation."

I lived for 20 years before and didn't understand what love is, and now I don't understand either, how can I give you what you want.

"Chen Hui..." Su Yun came in at this time, handed me the medicine, and asked me to drink it while it was hot.

And Chen Hui said "Good rest" and went out.

"What's wrong with you, little Mozi? The atmosphere is so dull."

"It's nothing." I frowned and drank the bowl of more bitter medicine, "What about Qin Ling and Xiao Han?"

"Oh! I forgot to tell you! Something happened to Little Mozi!"