Tower Moon GL

Shaoxing is a very typical town in the south of the Yangtze River, but it was inexplicably not valued by Wu Meng and Yang Zhixiao, but it also avoided the war because of this, and it still enjoyed a peaceful side during the years when blood flowed like rivers.

In the countryside far from the town, this tranquility is even worse.Zhilou had inquired about this place before transferring to Shaoxing. She had expected that Ji Xunyue would choose to return to her roots, and she was ready to accompany her.It's just that because Song Yun brought the news of Wang Shan's disappearance, she didn't even want to go to Yangzhou, so she just hid in this peaceful place, and relaxed her heart that had been hanging for many years.

This village is very remote, and the people in the village hardly communicate with the outside world, so many of them do not know that the outside world has undergone earth-shaking changes in the past few decades, and some old people still use the name of Xingtai, the last emperor of Li and Tang Dynasties.

It was a closed place, but it accommodated its world-weary guests.

The comfortable days that I haven’t had for a long time, without those unnecessary people and things, what I see in my eyes and what I hear in my ears is naturally myself.Such an environment may be boring to many people, but it is easy to sink the heart that is tired of wandering.

In just one year, Ji Xunyue fell in love with this place, and she could tell that Zhilou also liked it.After that choice, she always felt guilty when facing Luo Chen. That guilt originated from her mother's nature and gradually became her prison.Because of this confinement, she began to alienate Zhilou. Although she lived together, she locked herself in the house most of the time and gave Luo Chen almost all the time. It was just unintentional, and she still stopped what she was doing. Wanted to see what that guy was doing.

There is no cure for her poison, and she gradually understands that Zhilou will not be her antidote.There are too many things between them, although she can do not care, but she has no reason for her to give it a go.Zhilou's sister, from the day she yelled out, maybe she should have thought of the final result.That being the case, if you don't let her personally redeem yourself, don't get close to those who can't let go, just like now, stop at the most suitable distance.At least, they didn't miss each other without any intersection in this life, and they also had so many fetters.

In fact, she also thought that maybe Zhilou would only see her as her older sister, but if she could keep her by her side in this peaceful life, it would be a rare luck to spend the rest of her life like this.However, after all, she knew Zhilou too well, and finally waited for the separation that she had expected long ago.After Zhilou left, she once had a strong thought: this person will never come back.Strangely, apart from the bitterness that she couldn't lie to herself, there was also a trace of gratitude in her heart.

Perhaps, this is the only result that can give her complete peace.She actually began to expect that this departure would bring relief.Although it was difficult, maybe time would really allow her to let her go?

Just when she really wanted to numb herself and deceive herself, Zhilou came back, and this self-deception ended.

It's not surprising that Zhilou will come back, if he doesn't come back, then it's not the Zhilou she knew.After all, she knew that Zhilou had always regarded her as responsible.

But maybe it was because she knew she would come back that she could lie to herself safely.Deceiving one's ears and stealing one's bell, selfishly seeking peace of mind.

"Zhilou Zhilou!" Looking up and seeing Zhilou carrying a package, Luo Chen, who was watching his mother making scented tea, his eyes lit up, ran over with small steps, and threw himself into Zhilou's arms.

Zhilou hugged her with a smile, turned to look at Ji Xunyue who was holding the teapot and was frozen, with a gentle smile on her face, "Sister."

After more than a year of separation, Zhilou has changed too much, the man's hair bun that he has been combing all the time has come down, and he is no longer wearing men's clothes. Although he is still not wearing dresses like ordinary daughters, he is indeed not the same as before. Now, it seems that something that has been pressing on her has disappeared. Now she exudes a vigorous breath, which is different from when they first met, different from her appearance when she was His Highness, and different from her appearance. The way it was here before.She seemed to have never seen such an Zhilou before, and this seemed to be the real Zhilou.If there were no things that happened after the age of eight, she should have always been like this.

Such an intellectual building is a little strange.Ji Xunyue's lips moved, she finally let go of her frozen hands, she nodded calmly, then lowered her head, took the empty cup that had been left out, and poured a cup of tea.The hand holding the teapot trembled slightly, but only she could feel it.

"I really miss the scented tea made by my sister!" Zhilou sat down with Luo Chen in his arms, took the cup, took a few sips, with a satisfied expression on his face, "How is my sister doing this year?"

"Okay." Ji Xunyue pursed her lower lip. For more than a year, she has become accustomed to reticence, and no matter how much she said, she would only say it to herself.

"Luo Chen has grown up. It's been really hard for my sister to raise him alone this year. I just saw the younger brother of the Wang family next door. He has already told me roughly what happened this year. My sister is skillful, and the work she does is in the village. Everyone likes it, but my sister shouldn't be too tiring for myself, the money brought out from Fuzhou is enough to spend a lifetime here." Zhilou hugged Luo Chen, took a side of the nuts and peeled them to Luo Chen.

"It's okay to be free, Luo Chen is still young, so don't worry too much."

"Although this is the case, my sister should also cherish herself. I heard that my sister was ill a while ago, is she recovering now?" Zhilou peeled and peeled, and suddenly handed over a fruit, with some anticipation. Looking at Ji Xunyue.

Ji Xunyue was stunned for a moment, then took it in a daze, looked at the small fruit in her hand, felt a sudden ache in her heart, put it in her mouth, but couldn't taste it.

"Well, it's not a serious illness."

"Sister, don't ask me, how has this year been?" Zhilou lowered his head and brushed off the dregs on Luo Chen's clothes, and asked casually.

"Zhiyue, she..." Ji Xunyue also knew that she should ask her, but she didn't know how to ask her. Zhilou has changed a lot in the past year, and there is always a reason for these changes.

"She should be fine." Zhilou raised his head, with a slight smile on his face, "It's just that she doesn't want to see me."

"Zhilou." Ji Xunyue called her name suddenly, with a bit of urgency in her voice, and more, it was as gentle as these years.

Zhilou responded softly, and looked at her fixedly, his eyes were still as pure as before.She has gone through so much, but she still can't change her heart.

Everything is still as it was when we first met.

"Relax, this is always your home."

During the more than a year of traveling, Zhilou didn't mention much about Zhiyue and Songyun.She enjoyed the tranquility here, as if she had really settled down and wanted to stay forever.It's just that, occasionally, Ji Xunyue would see confusion, confusion, and waiting on her face.

She seemed to be waiting for someone, and seemed to be afraid of that person's arrival.

The steps are always moving forward, and the scenery that has been absent from each other for more than a year cannot be shared.Time, a really scary thing, the past is gone, and there is no chance to come back.

"Zhilou Zhilou, is it fun outside?" Luo Chen, who still doesn't know the bitterness of the world, still likes to pester Zhilou. In his world, this person exists very special.

In his memory, there is no figure of his father, only his mother and this person are closest to him.Apart from pity and love, the mother looked at him with an emotion that he didn't understand.A child's heart is always sensitive. Although no one has ever said anything to him, he can feel the sadness of his mother when he sees him, and the affection in his mother's eyes when she faces Zhilou.

This person named Zhilou is someone my mother likes, and he also likes Zhilou.In front of Zhilou, he would feel a sense of security that his mother never gave him, or in other words, he always felt that his mother wanted to abandon him.So that day, the mother's words were always in his mind, until he grew up and did not forget, the mother said: "Luo Chen gives you everything, please let her go!"

Mother said to give him to someone else, to whom?He couldn't remember it for a long time, but he knew who that sentence was for.

But after that day, my mother seemed to be a different person, seeing something more and something missing in his eyes.

A few days after Zhilou left, he was very depressed, tired of being around his mother, and he was afraid that his mother would abandon him too.However, at that time, his mother just comforted him very gently. He wondered why his mother didn’t look uncomfortable. Although many times when he woke up in the morning, his mother’s eyes were slightly swollen. Touching his head, "Mother had a nightmare and couldn't sleep well. When Luo Chen grows up and protects her, she won't be afraid anymore."

"Mother, Luo Chen will protect you well in the future, and no one can bully mother." He waved his small fist, trying to make his mother happy.

But what made him panic was that his mother burst into tears after hearing this sentence. He had never seen his mother like this before. He was a little flustered for a while, and tried his best to coax his mother, "Mother doesn't cry, she will be ugly when she cries... "

"Good boy..." The mother hugged him, but she was still crying.

It would be great if Zhilou was here, I would be happy to see her mother.

Now Zhilou is back.But Niang still seemed unhappy, and Zhilou also looked preoccupied, although she stayed with him, she didn't play with him like before.

"It's fun, when Luo Chen grows up, I'll take you and my sister around." Zhilou nodded his head and said dotingly.

"Okay, okay, but, but, mother doesn't seem to like to travel far..."

Some distressed, although my mother looked weak, but sometimes she was very stubborn, for example, she never left home for the night, and she never changed the curtains on the bed into red - the aunt next door came to the door, not only Once complained that his house was too plain, and sent a couple of bolts of red silk, but my mother put them at the bottom of the box.

"Then Luo Chen wants to go out and have a look?"

"Think..." His voice gradually lowered, he couldn't bear to part with his mother.

"Luo Chen, will you leave your mother when you grow up?" Zhilou suddenly suppressed his smile and his eyes dimmed.

"No, of course not! Mother is so nice, how could Luo Chen leave her? Luo Chen will protect mother after he said it!" Luo Chen said, and patted his chest. He remembered that Uncle Wang next door liked to promise like this .

"Yeah, she's so nice..." Zhilou suddenly smiled wryly, "But I..."

Not as brave and decisive as a child.

a coward.

Ji Xunyue's voice came from the room, calling her and Luo Chen's names tenderly.Luo Chen cheered and rushed into the room, the aroma of the dishes wafted out, very tempting.

Looking at the busy figures in the house, I felt a throbbing inexplicably in my heart, took a few steps, and then suddenly stopped.

Suddenly, she hated herself, and the hatred was mixed with guilt, and her chest was almost torn open.

"Duan Zhilou, you are such a jerk!"

The hatred in her heart became more and more intense, and she almost couldn't restrain herself from slapping herself.Until a gentle gaze fell on her.

She looked over, and the anger surging in her chest gradually subsided.

Time seemed to have stood still, Ji Xunyue almost thought she was dazzled, but at this moment Zhilou's eyes were filled with an emotion that had never appeared before.Different from the clear eyes before, there is too much confusion in them.She blinked in a daze, but at some point, those eyes changed to bitterness mixed with guilt.

"Sister, there will be a guest coming in a few days, sister won't feel abrupt." Zhilou walked over slowly, stood in front of her, and spoke softly.

"Guest?" Ji Xunyue was taken aback.

"Well, a very nice girl, sister, you should like her."

The author has something to say:

Countdown to Chapter 2, to be honest, I didn't write smoothly, there were too many things, but I didn't know how to write.