Infatuated absolutely

Fang Shaoyun hesitated when he heard the story of two people, because it would inevitably involve another person.

Jack saw Fang Shaoyun's hesitation, lowered his voice and said persuasively, "Don't worry, no matter what you say, no third person will know. The process of psychotherapy involves personal privacy. It is fundamental to have good professional ethics and ensure the privacy of patients. Don’t have any worries, it doesn’t matter if you can tell any secret things about the psychotherapist, I will be your best listener.”

Fang Shaoyun also understood that what he said was right, if he wanted to get good treatment, he had to open his heart and not hide anything from the doctor.Fang Shaoyun no longer hesitated, and fell into memories and slowly narrated the past of the two... "That was three years ago. I was originally in love with my younger brother, and we hit it off. But my younger brother won't let me take the last step every time. Saying that the two are brothers, I can't do that kind of thing. I am a normal young man, how can I not have sex? And every day when I am with the person I like, I will definitely have a sexual impulse. When I am dissatisfied with my desire, I propose Protesting, my brother actually asked me to go outside to find someone to vent my anger and then go back. I went to the bar to drink in a fit of anger. At that time, I didn't really want to find someone to vent my anger according to what my brother said, until I met him..."

"At that time, I went to a gay bar. At that time, I was drinking alone in the corner, and saw him come in from the door of the bar. It was a handsome boy with a handsome appearance. I thought he was very interesting, obviously The eyes revealed that it was the first time to come to this kind of place, but he pretended to be calm on the surface. At that time, all the eyes in the bar were attracted by him. I noticed that one of them had a particularly wretched look. He sat down on the bar, Immediately, he was surrounded by a circle of men. The man with the wretched eyes did not surround him, and neither did I. He might not be able to handle it anymore, so he squeezed out from the circle of men, using the excuse to go to the bathroom. I saw the man with the wretched eyes I also followed him, fearing that something might happen to the boy, so I thought about it and followed him."

"Sure enough, after I followed up, I saw that wretched man hugging him forcibly in the bathroom, trying to plot something wrong. I rushed up to rescue the boy. The boy said he wanted to thank me for buying me a drink, but he got drunk. I didn't The only way is to send him to the hotel. When I arrived at the hotel, I found out that the boy was pretending to be drunk. He was lying on the bed to seduce me. What is the purpose of drunk seducing me? He said that he liked me very much and wanted to follow me, so he asked me to take him in. It turned out that he was looking for me to take care of him. I agreed, so he kept him by my side to satisfy my desire instead of my brother. Because it was a nurturing relationship, I never thought about knowing anything about him, and I only used him as a substitute for my younger brother to let me vent, and I would call my younger brother's name on the bed."

"At first I didn't go to him very much, I only went there when I needed it, but I felt very comfortable with him, and gradually I passed it every day. But I never spent the night with him, because my brother said that he was done venting If Huo wants to go home, I feel that I am sorry for my younger brother. I will keep my promise to my younger brother, go there every night, and leave in the middle of the night. In this way, I have kept him for three years. I found that I have no previous impulse towards my younger brother. The desire for him is getting stronger and stronger, sometimes when I am with my brother, I will think of him in my heart."

"Until two months ago, I went to look for him as usual, and found that he had left a note and left. For the next month or so, I felt like something was blocked in my chest. I thought I would be so abnormal because of my own. It’s only when things are missing that I get so anxious, but I only found out after a few days ago that my younger brother pointed it out. It turns out that I like him because I like him. I have fallen in love with him a long time ago. My younger brother said let’s be ordinary brothers. I can I love him with no distractions. I feel that the big stone that has been stuck in my chest for more than a month is gone. I moved to the apartment I bought for him. I want to wait for him to come back, but I still feel very anxious if I don’t wait for him to come back. .”

"I know I'm a scumbag. I used to call my younger brother's name on the bed before I knew my heart. I don't know if I hurt him. I didn't know my heart before. It’s just my lover, so there’s no need to worry about his emotions. And he never showed any dissatisfaction, he’s always been so obedient and submissive, I really didn’t expect him to leave me. He is still very good materially, and I thought he was very satisfied. But seeing that he didn’t take away the luxuries I gave him, I started to get scared, why didn’t he take them away? He didn’t support me for money The more I think about it, the more uneasy I become, and the more I think about it, the more I feel that he won't come back. Jack, what do you think I should do? I don't want to lose him." Fang Shaoyun said in the end that he became more and more depressed, and buried his face between his hands .He also realized that he seemed to have done something wrong, and he was now full of anxiety and fear.

After listening to Fang Shaoyun's narration, Jack was speechless for a while... This person still knows he is a scumbag?Hearing you say that, that person obviously wants to be with you because he likes you, not for money, right?The person you like calls someone else's name in bed, but you can still keep silent and show dissatisfaction?I really admire him, it's not easy to endure it for three years!It's no wonder that people couldn't stand it and left.This is purely self-inflicted!But although this person is a scumbag, he is his own patient after all, and he cannot be allowed to be depressed like this... "Well, I have a general understanding of the situation between you. Listen to your description of the possibility of him coming back to that apartment It’s very small, but you know it well in your heart, right? Why don’t you change your way? It doesn’t have to be waiting in one place, you can try to find out where you have been together before Might run into him, the odds of meeting him in the same city are pretty high, at least higher than if you were waiting at your apartment for him to come back. Like try going to the bar where you first met... since that's where you first met If we meet, maybe he will go there again! And walking outside more is good for your condition, your vision will be wider, and your mood will naturally be relaxed. Staying in a closed house every day will aggravate your condition. A closed room will cause a feeling of depression in the heart, especially when a person is alone, it is easy to think wildly. Going to a bar or the like to watch people, listening to soft music is good for relaxing. I will give you some calming and soothing Medicine, but I don’t recommend that you rely too much on medicine, the best treatment is psychotherapy. Try it according to the way I said!”

Hearing what Jack said, Fang Shaoyun's eyes lit up, yes, why didn't he think of it?Since we met for the first time in a bar, maybe that person might pass by again.But... "What if someone comes back during the time I'm out? I just get restless and restless when I'm out of there."

Jack thought about his problem, and felt that his condition was a bit serious. The house should be full of the past of the two of them, and the bondage on him was a bit heavy. Jack thought for a while and asked him, "Then how does it feel to come here now? What made you come out of that room?"

"My brother promised to help me look after the house before I came out. To be honest, even if my brother promised to help me look after it, I still feel uneasy."

"But it's still acceptable, right? Look, you're still coming out? You just need to arrange someone to help you look after your home when you go out, so that you can go out and look for people without any distractions. You know, you He went out to look for him. The possibility of finding him outside is higher than the possibility of waiting for him at home, so you don’t need to worry about your home all the time when you go out. If you can do it, the first stage of treatment It succeeded." Jack gave Fang Shaoyun advice that the first step of treatment should make him give up his obsession with that house, as long as he can not worry about his home all the time when he is outside, then the first step of treatment will be considered a success , he now wants to shift Fang Shaoyun's focus.

And if he can really find someone outside, his condition will be more than half better. The main cause of his illness is that person, and that person is the key. Isn't there an old saying in Z country that the person who untied the bell must tie the bell?

Fang Shaoyun listened to the therapist Jack and reluctantly agreed to the proposal.

"Well, our first treatment is here. You do what I said first, and come to me after a week. You need to talk to me regularly in the future. Once a week, I need to follow up on your situation. The disease is progressing." Jack explained.

"Okay, thank you doctor." After talking with Jack, Fang Shaoyun felt a little more relaxed, and his spirit was no longer so tense. Sure enough, he would not be so depressed if he had someone to confide in. He also decided to try Jack's method.

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When Fang Shaoyun returned to the apartment, he was relieved to see that his brother was still there. He was worried about whether his brother had left all the way just now, and then that person just came back... Fang Shaowu saw Fang Shaoyun coming back, and immediately asked The result of the treatment, just kidding, this job was arranged by the parents of the family, and the three elders in the family are still waiting for him to go back to report the treatment situation, what can I do if I don't ask clearly?

Fang Shaoyun told him, "Jack, the psychotherapist, said it was an anxiety disorder."

"Did he say anything about the treatment?"

"He told me to go out more often, so I can look for him everywhere, and don't wait to die at home. As long as I can stay outside and not think about home, the first stage of treatment will be considered successful."

Fang Shaowu also felt that this method was feasible, and went home with the results he knew to report to his parents.

Fang Shaoyun called his personal assistant over that day, and asked the assistant to watch over his home when he was out, and call him immediately if someone came.He decided to go to the bar where he met that person for the first time tonight. Since that person will go there for the first time, maybe he might go again.

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At this time, the villa in the eastern suburbs...

Writer Lin Da, who had been closed for two months, finally came out!

Lin Jian'an started writing a new article after leaving Jiahua Apartment and renting Zhang Chengzhi's villa. After two months, he finally finished the article.

Zhang Chengzhi thanked the heavens and thanked Lin Jianan for finally leaving the customs. He was so excited that he burst into tears. In the past two months, Lin Jianan had never gone downstairs except for meals. Oh no, he came to see Zhang Chengzhi once at the end of last month. Zhang Chengzhi Thinking that Lin Jianan finally remembered himself who lived under the same roof, and was jumping for joy, Lin Jianan gave him 1000 yuan and went back to the house... He came to pay the rent... Zhang Chengzhi took the 1000 yuan at the time Don't mention how sad it is, if you talk too much, you will be in tears~~~ Lin Jian'an happily went downstairs, the work is over, her heart is very relaxed, and her smile is sweet.He happily handed another 1000 yuan to Zhang Chengzhi, "Chengzhi, this is next month's rent plus food, 1000 yuan, please order."

"No need, have you finished your work? You seem to be in a good mood." Zhang Chengzhi pocketed the money that Lin Jianan handed to him, seeing Lin Jianan smiling sweetly, his heart was soft and soft, good I want to hold him tightly in my arms and rub his beautiful and lovely face fiercely.In the past two months, the hard work of serving tea and pouring water, and the grievances that I didn't even look at myself have all been thrown into the Pacific Ocean!

"Yes, I finally finished writing! I decided to take a few days off before starting a new article." Lin Jianan smiled relaxedly, and then seemed to think of something, "By the way, I will treat you to a drink tonight, and you often send me I didn’t even thank you enough for the delicious food and drink.” Lin Jianan was very grateful to him for bringing tea and water to him in the past two months, and often making some delicious desserts and cakes for himself.

Originally, I wanted to invite him to dinner, but after thinking about the sumptuous food cooked by my aunt at home, I decided to give up the meal and invite him to drink!If you want to treat yourself better than at home, unless you go to a big hotel, it will cost a lot of money to eat like that. The article that has just been completed after two months of hard work will not be able to get the manuscript fee so quickly. Even if you get the manuscript fee, it may not be enough. There is no money for the meal, so Lin Jianan resolutely gave up this idea.

When Zhang Chengzhi heard that Lin Jianan was going to invite him to drink, he was so happy, he felt like he was waiting until the clouds opened to see the moon, and the hard work of brushing his face in the past two months really paid off.Zhang Chengzhi smiled elatedly in his heart, but he had to pretend to be calm on the surface. He nodded to Lin Jianan, and said with a smile, "Okay, then shall we go after dinner?"

"Well, yes, I think so too." Lin Jianan replied with a smile.

"It's still a while before dinner, anyway, you don't need to write today, why don't we go outside the villa? You have been here for two months, and you haven't seen it well. Today, I will take you to see the lotus pond, the lotus in the sunset Chi has a special flavor!" Zhang Chengzhi asked Lin Jianan to go out for a walk.Finally have time to get along, don't waste it!It's better to ask him to go out for a walk, otherwise he will go back to the room and be swollen if nothing happens?

"Okay, then let's go now!" Lin Jianan had seen the scenery outside the villa before, it was really beautiful, at that time he couldn't take a closer look because he was walking, but now he heard Zhang Chengzhi said that he would take him to see the sunset The lotus pond is particularly looking forward to.

After Lin Jianan finished speaking, he went out first, and Zhang Chengzhi followed him. Seeing his brisk steps ahead, he felt his heart soften again, and really wanted to just watch him go on walking.

"Xiao'an, shall I draw a picture for you tomorrow? It's in this garden." Lin Jian'an walked on the path among the flowers in the garden, and Zhang Chengzhi watched from behind, feeling that this picture is really beautiful, the flowers are beautiful, and the people are even more beautiful.

Lin Jianan heard Zhang Chengzhi's words, turned around and showed him a bright smile, "Okay."

Zhang Chengzhi was stunned when he saw his smile, it was so beautiful!The setting sun shone behind him, coating his figure with a layer of soft yellow golden light, and that bright smile became brighter and brighter, and against the backdrop of the blooming flowers behind him, it was really as beautiful as a painting.For a moment, it seemed that all the flowers in the garden had lost their colors, and the colors of the whole world were concentrated on him... Until Lin Jianan walked away, Zhang Chengzhi still hadn't recovered.

"What are you doing? It's going to be dark any longer..." Lin Jianan walked a long way, and found that Zhang Chengzhi hadn't followed, and shouted from a distance.

Zhang Chengzhi came back to his senses, and trotted after him...

"Wow, the lotus pond under the sunset is really beautiful!!"

The two walked for more than ten minutes, and finally came to the edge of the lotus pond. Under the reflection of the setting sun, the water in the pool was golden yellow and sparkling, and there were also lotus flowers and lotus leaves of various colors on the surface of the pool The golden light, swaying and vivid, is really beautiful, really beautiful.

Zhang Chengzhi looked at the amazed Lin Jianan beside him and said in his heart: Not as good-looking as you!Then he stretched out his hand to Lin Jian'an, "Come on, let's go up to the stone bridge and have a look. Summer is almost over now, and all the lotus flowers in the lotus pond will wither after summer, and then we won't have the chance to see such a beautiful scenery. While there is still time to see it, we must enjoy it!"

Lin Jian'an looked at Zhang Chengzhi's hand stretched out in front of her, and felt weird...I'm not a child, and I still need to hold hands on the bridge. Could it be possible that I would fall into the pool?But I feel that if he doesn't reach out to hold his hand, he will be quite embarrassed. The artist is strange, and he still likes to hold hands like a child.

Lin Jianan lingered in his heart for a while, but still gave him his hand.Zhang Chengzhi took Lin Jianan's hand, and his heart was excited... Ahhhh~~! !Finally got his hand, grandma bless!Grandma bless!It is hopeful to marry a daughter-in-law! !Little An'an's hands are so soft, so soft, and feel good!It seems to be dragged on like this!Pull it down...Zhang Chengzhi happily held Lin Jianan's hand on the stone bridge, and the two quietly enjoyed the beautiful scenery under the sunset. Zhang Chengzhi felt that this scene was very beautiful!I didn't care about the scenery at all.Lin Jianan felt that this scene was very funny, just like being held by her parents at a garden party when she was a child. Thinking about it carefully, the landlord often brought tea, water and food, really like an old lady!But this lotus pond is really beautiful, it's a pity that we won't be able to see it soon, let's see enough now! !

The two enjoyed the beautiful scenery for more than ten minutes with different moods, and then went back to the villa to cook. The aunt had already prepared the dinner, and the two of them went out after eating. It takes more than an hour from the eastern suburbs to the urban area!

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It was already eight o'clock in the evening when Lin Jianan and Zhang Chengzhi arrived in the urban area. Since Lin Jianan was the one who invited them to drink, of course Lin Jianan had to choose the place.

The only bar Lin Jianan had ever been to was the gay bar where he met Fang Shaoyun three years ago, and he only knew where that bar was. He had no choice but to let Zhang Chengzhi drive to that gay bar.

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