Kneeling and begging to live past the age of 18

Even if the information is changed, it is not something that can be seen in a day or two. Although Nozomi Miki estimates that the effect has already been achieved, it still needs a cyclical and gradual process.

Miki Nozomi thought that there would be some time, but she did not expect that the sudden incident in the barracks broke all her preparations.

The impulsive soldiers suddenly burst into flames, staring at the existence they had once turned into angels with resentful eyes, and then aimed at the young Yosano Akiko with the tip of a knife that used to only be aimed at the enemy.

Although he was stopped by soldiers who were still calm, Yosano Akiko was still injured in his arm due to this sudden accident.

She stared blankly at the soldier who was stopped and yelled "it's all because of her", clutching her arm in silence.

Yes, what's the excuse?What he said was not wrong at all. If it wasn't for him, the entire base should have been evacuated long ago.

Even with the hope that Axi said, but these soldiers, can they survive until that day?

The physical pain can be healed easily, but the inner pain is not what Mori Ogai can do.Ignoring it, he threw Yosano Akiko to Miki Nozomi again.

"Please again, Miss."

Mori Ogai spread his hands helplessly, and pushed Yosano Akiko into the room.

"Doctor Sen, you are really..."

Sighing, Miki Nozomi directly issued an order to evict the guest.

"Then, please leave first."

"Crack-"

The sound of closing the door meant Mori Ogai's departure, Miki Nozomi came in front of Yosano Akiko, she didn't make any movements, but the sound seemed to resound in Akiko's mind.

she says--

"If you're really sad, don't do any more treatment."

"Don't... treat again?!"

Raising his head blankly, Yosano Akiko looked at Nozomi Miki who said such words, and subconsciously refuted.

"But if I don't heal, the soldiers will..."

Speaking of this, her words suddenly froze, because she thought of the numbness of the soldiers treated by herself, and she closed her mouth in silence.

No treatment, no treatment...

It seems to be caught in an endless loop, no matter what you do is right, but it is also wrong.

"Listen to me about Akiko."

Miki Nozomi couldn't care about anything anymore, she only knew that no matter how much "half" she would bear for the other party, it would be useless.

Because as long as she is still here, those negative emotions will continue to inflate like a balloon, and one day, even half of the negative emotions will overwhelm her.

"I'm almost there."

"Success...?"

Yosano Akiko hasn't reacted yet.

succeeded?So fast...?

"Although it's a little bit worse, it's almost the same."

Anyway, she can't let it go any longer, it's only been a few days?Akiko became like this?And how could she be sent to the battlefield as a trainee nurse?So even the blind man could tell from the red blood stain on the sleeve that he had been stabbed!

Although sympathy belongs to sympathy, she is not familiar with those soldiers, but Akiko in front of her is her friend.

It is very clear how to choose between friends and strangers. If it is herself, she has no problem, but when it comes to relatives and friends, she will always become selfish.

Emotions will influence her decision, but she is willing.

With firmness in his eyes, Miki Xi took Yosano Akiko's hand and said repeatedly.

"Whatever happens, stop treating it."

She knew very well how Mori Ogai made Akiko treat the soldiers all the time, just to use the soldiers' injuries to hold her back.

and so……

"Even if you are dying, don't treat it anymore."

Her eyes were so calm that there was a bit of coldness.

"Or you ask him if he still wants to live. If he says no when he is sane, don't give him treatment."

There was no other way, she had to make Akiko cold before a bigger and more desperate dispute came.

Otherwise, the harm would only be greater, because the harm to Akiko had already happened, and she could almost imagine what kind of gaze Akiko would live in afterward.

Numbness, distortion, resentment, hatred, despair...

Even people who have reached the limit will seek the only relief, that is - death.

Actively choose death.

This is not acceptable.

Miki Nozomi looked at Yosano Akiko, who was only 11 years old, and only this sentence was tumbling in her heart.

This is not okay, she shouldn't have to bear this, she should be as full of energy as she saw for the first time, instead of enduring these injustices day after day in such a place.

Miki Nozomi's brown eyes brought a bit of strange sharpness, which was an emotion that had never been revealed in peace.

Although most of the time she is not weak enough to go to the next reincarnation at any time, but she is not a weak person.

It's just a doomed failure, so it doesn't matter if this failure starts now.

All she cared about was those few people.

"Ah... Xi?"

I really don't understand why Miki Nozomi, who has always been gentle and soft, would say such words, Yosano Akiko's eyes widened, and her heart accelerated uncontrollably.

"I……"

"Hear me out."

Miki Nozomi interrupted her with an extremely serious voice.

"Akiko, you want to get the soldiers off the battlefield, right?"

"……Yes."

Yosano Akiko nodded blankly.

"But if it continues, most of them will die."

Without hesitation, Nozomi revealed what she had predicted.

"You can just listen to Dr. Sen's words. I already know what kind of person he is, so I know very well that he will not stop, and will even force you to submit."

After all, the [Undead Alliance] plan was a plan made by the other party who abandoned their emotions.And it was precisely because of his despair that he would never let go, even though he knew exactly how devastated it was for Akiko and the soldiers.

"But as long as you don't treat them, even if they are missing arms and legs, many soldiers are likely to go home."

"But...but someone died because of my lack of treatment..."

Yosano Akiko wanted to refute, she couldn't watch the soldiers dying in front of her eyes without going to the rescue, but Miki Nozomi's words pierced her heart straight.

"Aren't there fewer people dying now?"

Even with Akiko's supernatural ability, who can say clearly about the probability?Maybe if the enemy's cannon/bullet hits the head directly, wouldn't that mean he died on the spot?

And how many casualties there are, who knows better than her in contacting them?

"But...but..."

Yosano Akiko's eyes even flashed water unconsciously, Nozomi Miki held each other's hand tightly, her voice softened and comforted.

"For those who are still alive, you can write down their contact information, write down where their hometown is, and find them in person later to give them re-treatment."

So, let this war be lost.

Let Akiko go, and let those soldiers go, even if Akiko's ability will be used in other places, it is better than the current mental torture.

"me……"

Yosano Akiko's heart was messed up by Miki Nozomi's words, she repeated the other's words in her head, but her heart was so bitter that it was indescribable.

It was as if a huge hole had appeared, it was squeezing, but it was also expanding, making her fall into a strange sadness.

"No way……"

In the end, she could only say such words with difficulty.

"I can't...I can't...I can't watch them die in front of me...I can't..."

She knelt down, hugged her head with her hands, and wanted to see what was being said in her chaotic heart, but even those emotions were boiling and mixed together.

"The supernatural power is just the supernatural power."

Miki Nozomi raised her voice slightly.

"Akiko, you need to know that you can't save everyone!"

The most important thing is you!

"Let me think about..."

He obviously felt that he should refuse, but Yosano Akiko felt that what Miki Nozomi said was very correct.

The method in despair is like the [Undead Alliance] that was born in despair.

Abandon some people and save the majority.

It's just that I was already on the side of being abandoned when I was in the [Undead Alliance], and now I want to be a person who can decide whether to abandon others.

It is like a prey thrown aside by the butcher, but it has obtained the right to dispose of another batch of prey.

How ironic?Abandoning something... how can it be done easily?

She stood up suddenly, and took a few steps back with panic in her eyes, as if she was facing some terrible existence, but she stopped when she realized what she had done.

"Let me think about..."

She lowered her head, not daring to face Miki Nozomi's eyes, for fear of being hurt inside, so she could only use such words to escape reality.

Because she clearly knew that everything the other party did was for her.

If it wasn't for her, Axi wouldn't have to worry about these things at all. She could just be in her room and use her supernatural powers to carry out the normal work of transmitting information.

"let me think again……"

You really suck, don't you?

She spurned herself in her heart, but Xie Ye Akiko still didn't dare to raise her head. She repeated the words "Think about it", turned her head quickly, and ran to the door.

"Jingzi?"

The sound of her friend calling her name failed to stop her, she still repeated the words "let me think about it", she left the room as if fleeing for her life, and closed the door.

There was still the expressionless attendant outside the door, but Yosano Akiko couldn't even give birth to a warrior looking at others at the moment. She lowered her head, walked in a hurry, and ran in the corridor recklessly .

Soldiers, battlefields, undead alliance, mental breakdown, own abilities...

Obviously I came to save lives, but why did it become like this?

In the end... what should I do?

Suddenly, Yosano Akiko, who was running forward, felt that she bumped into something soft, and she was so shocked that she almost fell, but was pulled back by the opponent.

"With Yosano?"

Mori Ogai rubbed his stomach indiscriminately with one hand, while holding Yosano Akiko with the other, doubts appeared in his eyes.

"You actually...run away from the little lady by yourself?"

It shouldn't be, shouldn't you be so tired every time that you don't want to come out, why do you take the initiative to come out?

The author has something to say:

Seeing that there are little angels who don't know where to watch the winning prize, let me talk about it here.

After updating the app, there is a new winning record in the icons in the personal center (where you can see your balance), and you can see it by clicking on it!

ps Today, I saw the mines in the background × 100 enough, and the addition of this chapter is the w of all the little angels who threw mines