Kneeling and begging to live past the age of 18

Yosano Akiko had never thought about this kind of strange and cruel question. She stared blankly at Miki Nozomi who asked the question, and for a moment she didn't know what to say.

But she stopped, but Miki Nozomi didn't stop, she was still watching Yosano Akiko, and kept saying similar hypotheses.

"What about one person and a hundred people?"

"What about one person and a thousand people?"

"Or... what about one person and 1 or [-] people?"

"How will Akiko choose?"

"how to choose?"

Yosano Akiko's hands were tightly clenched, and there was even tension in his expression.

"Why, why do you have to make a choice?"

There was hope in her eyes that she didn't even know she had.

"Why is this happening? Can't they all be saved?"

"Because Akiko, you need to know a fact."

Even if he couldn't bear it in his heart, Nozomi knew that at this time, he couldn't soften his heart.

She needs to know the truth, and also needs to understand the connotation of the truth.

"fact?"

Confusedly repeating these two words, Yosano Akiko's heart was full of confusion.

Such an assumption, such a choice, what I need to understand...

There was a clear understanding in her heart, as if she had grasped something, and seemed to have only touched a line, with unclear and complicated.

The next second, she heard Miki Nozomi's calm voice.

"Because we, those soldiers, and even everyone on the base now, are just a minority."

She looked into Yosano Akiko's eyes and said the most important sentence.

"Compared to the country."

compared to country...

Compared with the country!

At this moment, as if a certain door in Yosano Akiko's heart was kicked open violently, it suddenly opened up with a bang.Those who are not clear and do not understand, as this example is exposed above the water, are bright enough to dazzle.

Because she is just small, not stupid, so she quickly understood what Nozomi meant.

"We... all of us..."

There was a clear tremor in her voice, and even her lips lost their color in an instant, and she even looked at Miki Nozomi with pleading eyes.

"Have we all been abandoned?"

"It can't be said to be giving up, but..."

Miki Nozomi sighed, she held Yosano Akiko's hand and told the cold truth.

"Because Japan is weaker than other countries, it can only become like this. You should even be thankful that Japan is not so weak that it can be slaughtered at will."

The warmth covering his hands could not even provide the slightest comfort. At this moment, facing the calm eyes of his friend, it was like falling into an ice cave with Yosano Akiko.

why?Why so calm?Why does it seem like you don't care?

Obviously... obviously we were all given up, didn't we?

There was involuntary panic in her eyes, and she found that she even had thoughts that she didn't want to face. It was obviously the truth she had been longing for all along, but now, she was defeated by the so-called "truth".

It's ridiculous!This is too ridiculous, isn't it?

"I'm still here."

Sensing that the other party even had fear, Miki Nozomi approached Yosano Akiko again, and took the initiative to hug him.

"I'll be with you anyway, so don't be afraid."

The tense body in his arms finally gradually relaxed, Miki Nozomi paused while patting the opponent's back hand, and spoke.

"If Akiko doesn't want to know..."

"Do not."

Holding Miki Nozomi's clothes in his hands, it seemed that he had absorbed great courage from this warm embrace, and Yosano Akiko took a deep breath and raised his head again.

"I want to know."

The purple eyes like pansies burst into light at this moment, shining brightly under the light with an indomitable determination to move forward.

"I want to know all the truth and I want to make my own decisions."

She didn't want to just do the treatment in a numb and repetitive way every day, and even the reasons for the treatment were false, and she didn't know why she was doing the treatment.

Even if the so-called truth was cruel and cold, and even made her despair, so what?

At least she knew the truth, and everything she did afterwards was from her heart.

She doesn't regret it, and she doesn't want to regret it because she escaped.

"it is good."

Seeing Yosano Akiko like this, Miki Nozomi lowered her eyes and spoke softly.

"I'll tell you all about it."

Whether it is the situation or the upper class, or even the enemy.

……

"Anyway, that's it."

It took a while to finish everything, Miki Nozomi breathed a sigh of relief, and looked at Yosano Akiko again.

"Akiko can tell me anything you don't understand, and I'll explain it to you."

"No, Axi, you made it very clear, but I need to slow down..."

Rubbing his head, he connected all kinds of content that Nozomi Miki said in his mind, and pursed his lips with Akiko Yosano, with sadness in his eyes.

"Isn't there no way to do this? You can only repeat the treatment..."

Even if you know the truth about [Undead Squadron], if you don't heal yourself, the soldiers will be more seriously injured, even Mori Ogai...

Thinking of Mori Ogai, Yosano Akiko's eyes were filled with anger.

He would even personally use a gun to beat soldiers who were only slightly injured to the brink of death for him to heal, this man... this man! ! !

At this moment, Miki Nozomi's voice interrupted her emotions.

"Crystal."

The brown eyes stared straight at the purple one, Miki Nozomi's voice was still calm, but the content was like thunder, blasting in Yosano Akiko's ears.

"But there is still hope in this matter."

"hope?"

Yosano Akiko didn't react for a while, and could only stare at Miki Nozomi in a daze.In the next second, the voice suddenly rose.

"Hope! What hope! Is there really any hope?!"

"Listen to me."

After clapping the other party's hand, Nozomi Miki coughed lightly and began to talk about her own thoughts.

"In my opinion, this war is doomed to be lost. I explained the specific reason to Akiko before."

"Yes...I understand."

Yosano Akiko nodded, but there was eagerness in her eyes.

"Then?"

"But the main purpose of this war is not to win. In fact, the upper echelon of the military may not have any expectations for winning. The point is another thing."

After all, the upper echelon of their own side is clear about what kind of equipment they have. From the very beginning, few people would have thought that this side could win.

Miki Nozomi smiled slightly and came to a conclusion.

"——The importance of supernatural powers."

This is a war to prove to the military just how powerful supernatural powers can be.

"So it's enough to prove that superhuman abilities are important?"

Yosano Akiko's expression was filled with disbelief, but hope was burning in her eyes.

"Is it that simple?"

Shaking his head with a bit of a smile, Miki Nozomi stroked the other party's hair with a smile.

"It's not easy."

Even after she figured this out in Lu Shun, it was not easy to actually do it.

Even within a country, politics is always full of factions and problems, so to be honest, it's not easy.

But this was before, and now with her, this "difficulty" can be simplified a little bit.

After all, as time passed, the information she took over became more and more important, as long as it was a little blurry, no one would know, right?

After all, in this place where electronic devices are not available, [Anonymous Love Letter] is the easiest bridge to communicate with the outside world, and even the content will not be read by anyone other than yourself and the sender.

Even the day she figured it out, she started to do something in the letter.

Close to Yosano Akiko's ear, Miki Nozomi whispered.

"I have changed some things every time I transmit information, don't worry, it won't affect others."

The benefits of experiencing more at this time will come out, she can clearly know how to make changes to maximize the so-called "benefits", instead of looking at those reports with a blank face.

"Anyway, Akiko hold on for a while longer."

Sitting up straight again, Miki Nozomi blinked at Yosano Akiko.

"There will be other news soon."

"it is good!"

Yosano Akiko was so excited that she wanted to jump on the ground, and even the depression at the beginning disappeared.

"I will persist, and I will persuade the soldiers to persist!"

"but……"

Seeing Akiko so happy, Miki Nozomi swallowed the worry she originally wanted to say, and turned into something else.

"Anyway, Akiko must protect herself."

When Mori Ogai came into the room again, what he saw was the scene of the two children having fun.

Yosano Akiko, whose eyes were originally empty, recovered her original vitality in a short period of time, and even gave her a vicious stare when she saw that the person entering the room was herself.

The little lady is really, the efficiency is terrifyingly high.

Looking around between Miki Nozomi and Yosano Akiko, Mori Ogai entered the room.

"It seems that Xie Ye and you have recovered."

"Ha ha."

There was a sneering laugh on his expressionless face, and Yosano Akiko didn't want to pay attention to each other at all.

Is there anything else to say to this scumbag?

"Thank you very much, Miss. Although I should say something more now, I have to take Xie Ye back to the health department."

Sighing helplessly, Mori Ogai observed Yosano Akiko indiscriminately.

"After all, there are still many soldiers waiting with Xie Ye."

"I see!"

He didn't want this scum to have too much contact with his little friend, and after Yosano Akiko stood up and said goodbye to Miki Nozomi, he rushed to the door first, and looked at Mori Ogai unhappily.

"You guy, come out quickly! Didn't you say there are still many people?"

"So anxious? I didn't see that you would be so active."

Sure enough, if there is still a certain trend in the future, let's bring Xie Ye to the little lady, otherwise it will be a headache to always resist.

"Come out quickly!"

Regardless of what Mori Ogai said, Yosano Akiko impatiently knocked on the door, wishing to kick him out.

"It's really fierce."

Although fierce and cute (cough)

Mori Ogai, who almost committed an old problem, coughed lightly, turned around and bid farewell to Nozomi Miki, and then walked out the door under Akiko's staring eyes.

Miki Nozomi was the only one left in the room. She looked at the closed door quietly, and sighed for a while.

Akiko still has her own enlightenment, the situation will be better, but those soldiers...

I hope in time...

The author has something to say:

What the hell happened?I haven't won yet! I don't even have 50 places!Where is my European spirit? ! !

ps will post when the update is finished